I have always wanted to write myself in 2004, but I have been a week in 2005, or I have nothing to do. In 2004, I was very extraordinary year: I walked out of the campus in this year. I came to the job; I left Shandong in this year, I embarked on the black land; I blew in this year. Girlfriend, started a bitterness! Salty and spicy, as if it is the epitome of life.
Today, I finally took out the empty, organize my thoughts, and smeared a path that I have walked.
First, I have to take another year!
The moment that the postgraduate results came out were the most lost moment this year. Although I recalled now, it seems that I have not been so obvious, but I have always been a smooth sailing on the road, let the moment I am deeply branded in my heart! Think about yourself, you have to leave the campus, go on the society, the heart is empty, very good ...
But this is a reality, can't change, can change it! I am not willing to admit my failure, I have to come again from my head! At that time, there was a pride of "postgraduate professional households"!
I gave myself as follows: actively participated in the retest of hope, I hope that the miracle can appear; if I have not been admitted, I will try again in the second half of the year, and I will take a better school.
But I still plan to go to the job fair, only one of the purposes: See how much I do?
Second, a drop of water in the job search
In the first half of the year, a lot of good companies came to our school, but I was going to prepare for the post and several like-minded friends, I didn't think of such a big effort, so I didn't expect to find a job. . But this is nothing, I just want to confirm my strength, I thought about it.
Protecting about ten resumes, no packaging of the skin plus color page as classmates, is to copy the employment recommendation table, and the middle clipped a few award-winning certificate, certification certificate and a transcript. After all, I don't really want to find a job.
At that time, a small company in Jinan, the boss was clear when we just went very clearly - the company made you internship here, just want to stay, if you don't stay, please walk open. At that time, in order to complete the task, everyone didn't say anything, but who wants to stay in this month's salary just after 1000RMB, barely maintain a small company?
Not long after, a large college student recruitment fair was held in Jinan Yuhangshan International Convention and Exhibition Center. I have already rushed the past. Results Hill Mountain Sea, the water in the square before the convention center is unlink! I feel my little.
When I arrived in the afternoon, I went in to cast two or three resumes, but unfortunately, the famous company had long been withdrawn.
Later, I went to some resumes at some companies.
I didn't expect these resumes to make me have to pay a variety of internships and written tests to the internship for some time. Perhaps this is also forever, I will go out of the first by the internship.
Third, Dongping?
One night, the class cadre notified tomorrow to come to the school recruitment. I only had these two words on Dongping's impression, but I heard from my classmates. This is a big company. So I didn't hesitate to let the classmates to pay for the courage.
The job fair was very stylish, went to about 200 people, first played the propaganda film, introduced the glorious history of Dongwei, and let us ask questions. At this time, a big brother stood up and asked a relatively sharp problem. It is this problem that let me start to change my own ideas, and this problem has changed the trajectory of my life trip.
The job fair ended with the written test, I was very confident that I can participate in the interview - after all, I have participated in some companies' written tests (and some companies have played three or four times to let me interview, let me an ordinary student very It is a favorite. Sure enough, I received a notice of the interview at night. The next day, let a colleague of an internship, go to the interview. Give me an interview, the Eastern Embedded Software Division
Zhao Ming
Teacher, began to be a little cautious, and later let go of the speculation, it will speak freely.
Zhao
The teacher gave me a lot of valuable suggestions from the perspective of personal development, so that I have adopted a lot of money.
Zhao
The teacher also fulfilled the promise, assigned I am a department using Java Web technology (this is the time to ask for it), and that department will not go to Shandong. Later, I met him several times in Dongping, and I didn't remember me with him. But I still sincerely thank him!
There is no suspense in the interview, and I will not go all by me.
Let me make the decision of Dongping, another important reason is "My East Soft Five Years" articles! Occasionally, this article found in Baidu, gave me a deep feeling.
I thought: I must go to see the eastern soft.
I foul, I decided to work.
At the East Soft Job Fair, the sharp problem raised by the big brother is always unable to fall in my mind - I am not a graduate, I have taken a year, and now the admission score has not yet. I have participated in the job fair of many companies. When they know that I am not the current, I have no work experience, I will brush me all. I would like to ask, will Dongjie will not take a year of colleagues in the year?
Yeah, if I can't take it after a year, will I take it again? At that time, I can't keep up with the technology change, and the old bottom is also forgotten ...
I started shake ...
At this time, the school's retest begins, I am seriously participating. In the interview, a teacher said that I think about it now, I want to laugh now: You took so many certificates, reward, don't go to work? ?
Later, I learned that the miracle was not possible to produce the miracle - the college did not look at the repeated trial score, and the review of the retest was even more looking at the initial test.
It is also this sentence to let me completely abandon the postgraduate project, first accumulate work experience.
At this time, I learned that I have already arrived out by the internship company, and I went back to school.
The new topic project, the teacher lets use EJB. At this time, I really started to come into contact with J2EE, and I came to the most core EJB section. Although it is not the same as normal learning order, it is still a good return with his own efforts - the graduation thesis is excellent! In this way, my university life also draws a satisfactory date.
Five, don't, my girlfriend
I may be really selfish.
When I learned that my girlfriend took a postgraduate, I told her that I had to work in Dongping. My girlfriend cried, asked me why I had to talk to her. I'm speechless. I thought about it was to go to Dongping, trying to give my girlfriend a warm home. But in the two or three years, how can I take care of her when she is sick? How can I comfort her when she is sad? How can I feel that she feels that I am not just a phone call, a few text messages? I have never thought about it, I have thought of hard to strive for better development!
I am really selfish!
In fact, I also tried to stay in Jinan. I called the wave, and I was so good that I was too late - they all made up, and some small companies in Jinan now I can't see it again. It seems that only goes to Dongping. Good girlfriend knows that I will not make a concession, silently accepted this fact, she told me that it may be good. I am very happy that my girlfriend can understand me (now I want to come true, why can't I understand her). We cherish the last big life. On the day I went to Shenyang, my girlfriend took the initiative to ask me to hold her - she can't leave, she loves me!
No, my loved ones, my girlfriend!
Six, programmers
If you want to summarize the evaluation of Dongwei, you may use our Liu Ji Ren's speech at the beginning of the conference: the world's crow is generally black. Mr. Liu also warned us to look at East soft with a normal heart. Dongsoft has its own strengths, naturally there is inevitable shortcomings. I have never expected the expectations of the East Soft News, just want to learn some experience, so I have not disappointed. I just want to talk about my feelings here.
Before the east soft, I don't know which department I will go, I don't know what the future work will be. All of this is slowly known to my roommates several weeks after the report. In a strange place, everyone here is in the northeast accent; no more familiar mountains, no longer in the past. Everything depends on yourself! I said like this.
I got 100 pounds of luggage from the office building in the dormitory of the sixth floor; I silently participated in the business training. The loneliness occasionally invaders my blood boiling heart.
After the business education, departmental training, I met some northeast friends, and a few are very speculative. Everyone works, eats, overtime, and it is quickly integrated into the department, and I will no longer feel lonely.
But I can't integrate into the local area. In Jinan, you often look at local newspapers, care or support some local activities. Now, I have not bought a newspaper in Shenyang, and I don't know what Shenyang happened. It seems that I have nothing to do with me. I always just a hurry for this ancient city.
There are a lot of people in Eastern Soft, which gives me a good learning environment. I always feel that I know too little, I have to learn too much .... Although there is not much salary for Easoft, it is not tired (except for outlook), which gives me a certain time to learn the system. The first two years before graduation is very important, I think you can accumulate some experience and knowledge. In this year, I have passed the elevation, I learned Struts, Hibernate, and studied the design model and learned the business that I was responsible. I also brought a few small text.
However, Dongwei also has a place where I am disappointed. Dongping is the school-run enterprise in Dongda, which can be said to be a state-owned enterprise, so there is a lot of similar things in the style of doing things. For example, the department's attendance machine shape is equivalent, late to go back (don't too much), there will be no impact at all; the salary system does not motivate employee's work efficiency, and new employees with highlight cannot get corresponding rewards.
In East's half a year, life is monotonous, but it is also enrichment, I have developed in the field of attention. But Neusoft and this city never make me feel away. Maybe because there is another girl in the distance waiting for me ...
7.
Leaving your girlfriend is my own decision. It seems that this decision seems to be wrong. But regret is late, I really hope that I will take my mistake to bring my dear girlfriend, even if you add ten times!
My mentality and outlook on life have changed very much this year. In the first half of the year, my heart was full of pride to swan the world, and I have to make my own sky and so on. But in the half year after separating his girlfriend, we became the point of the two ends of the telephone line, no longer together! Quarrel is inevitable, who is the bitter joys and who know? I have heard that I have heard: I only know how to cherish when I lose. But until now I am deeply understood. In the past, my girlfriend took me to go shopping, and I grabbed each other when I got together. When I spoiled, I called my wife 's scene! Sometimes I came out of the company at night, on the quiet road, I often can't help but want to call: my wife, I miss you! ! I hope that I have been in 2005, so that I will return to my dear people, we will never be separated! ! People can make you happy and your love, this may be the greatest success. So I wrote in the QQ personal description - there is only one guideline in life, that is happiness! !
Yesterday I made her anger, she cried, very sad. I now give you a few words, please forgive, I am wrong, what can I do? ? I……
I hope she can understand me, I love her very much, I want to give her happiness, I swear! !
Eight, stuffing
Write here, go back, take a shower, call your girlfriend, I hope she can be happy.
