It hasn't sent a post, and it seems that I have sent a post. I have sent one today. I want to say, don't mind, I will look at the story. I am in the 03-year Putut School undergraduate. Computer Science and Technology, I originally selected this major There is no professional, read is a science, which is not interested in physics, but it is a bit interest in the game, and this professional is very popular, so I have flowed into this profession. It is also influential to class. Sleep or escape the class, the top of the exam. I feel that the atmosphere of the study is very depressed, there is no direction, I feel that the school teaching theory is nothing me. For me, I have seen the big brain, those procedures, operations System, data structural courses have been very hard, they are beginning to go to two classes. Later, they just don't listen. Time is used to look at humanistic history books, from the big beginning, I have been watching these books, later The big two should be examined four levels, although I am not interested in the computer, but the four levels have no degree certificate is too sorry. Therefore, it starts to intermittently renewed back words. When the third is, I learned to do a web page with a buddy. The buddies are tuye, logical thinking, operating system, data structure professional courses are very solid, he is also a bit I can't grasp the direction of the direction, so I have learned myself, and I will drive out of my history book. After all, I am learning computer, I have to point out, I will have a good mix. Eat. So after a period of time, I will be familiar with HTML. I will also use some tools to be a website, but just the front desk. The buddies learned the ASP, and there were VBs, and they also learned it yet, and then we have borrowed a task outside. I am doing front desk.
When I started looking for a job in the big four last semester, I looked at the situation. Most people were just some basic theory knowledge. How did the effect don't know how it works, but I have passed the exam. The actual application is almost no. My brother's computer application level is still the first few, and the sentence is more naive words. "I will do some webpages." I just want to feel the closure of the computer atmosphere at the time. Not much to say.
I have taken four times, starting at the last semester, 38, 49, 57, 69.5, the last big three semester, I don't have a very persevering person, I have the opportunity to test after the big two Therefore, it is not very much. It is very difficult to carry on the back of the words. It is estimated to be the habit of usually developed. Therefore, it is very efficient. The semester of the third is already very serious. At that time, if this is thinking if this is The four levels of the semester have not yet, the big four must find a job, will definitely be distracted, hope is very embarrassing. Therefore, like a classmate who wants to postgraduate at that time, I rented a house next to the school. It two months, I have no matter whether it is the back word and read understanding. After two months, I will return to school because the school is not allowed to live. Outside, and I am almost worthy of money. Back to school after school after school, the learning efficiency is reduced, and it can only be used to maintain the level of closing. Because I started CS with my classmates, I still go to self-study.
Later, he didn't listen to it. The top 10 questions have barely listen, and the 10 questions reading hearing is guess. At that time, I wanted to give up, and later I thought I did so much reading, I'm doing so many words. So easy to give up, I can't say it. Therefore, I will put together my heart, I will do my next topic. After the test, I will hang it again. I didn't expect it to come. After four levels, I wanted to test the legal degree, but I thought about it. It's too short for half a year. If you have a year, you will fight it, so I will put the center of grading. Unfortunately, I will not be able to get back words due to the reasons for finding, and the results have been taken at 59, and the next semester 47.
The four last semester in November, so far, I remember to remember, it is my first time I went to the job fair. At that time, our common idea was out of graduation. I didn't want to stay in my hometown. I have stayed for decades. Elementary, secondary school, university is here. Listen to a Chinese Department when I copied my resume. Guangzhou 12 The month has the current record of the current record, so we decided to try it.
The job fair was worshiping 6, we got a train from the worship 5, from the hometown to Guangzhou, the job fair started at 9:00 pm, we went to the buddy in Guangzhou, a relative family, then rushed to run the horse. Knowing the race race, I have seen the recruitment, today is the first job fair - graduate special life. Dizzy, my heart is straightforward, but there is no way, then I will squeeze in and see, big Punching a pile of graduate students, in the Guangzhou Post Office, the undergraduate student of Tsinghua Computer Science and Technology in the Guangzhou Post Office, the resume is handed over to the recruiter. The person did not see it directly to the thick layer of resume. At the moment. Looking at your school, it is very ordinary, no name, it is also enough for the level. It really felt not to shoot. But at that time, more people feel that it is not the lack of technology, but too much. The graduate resume is so, I can't imagine what I can do this. The suppression atmosphere makes people suffocating, just like me later to go to other talent markets, it is a kind of unable to feel. Anyway, there is always a few resumes, and there is a resume of the school copy at noon yesterday. It seems to be hot, and I will also reduce the weight of myself. So I have passed a few pieces in some units in some units. Other people don't want to accept it, but in our pleading, I finally received it. After 5 days, we can't stay here for so long, and the funds are not allowed, so that we have made us understand today's employment form. Therefore, we decided to go home to home. So, that is, the day of the morning We have come back, spend nearly 600 in two days. It is also a process of spending money.
This time, I feel that the level is too low, the school brand is not big, but I still have to go out, will not give up. In 2002, I have passed. I arrived in 2003. I went to the old man in the New Year, I met a friend. I was developed in the IT department in Dongguan. I said that I will only point the front desk. I will not learn the background. He said learning JSP, after learning Java So after the New Year comes back, I bought two writes of Wrox's JSP. I happened to school to start a graduation design. I have been divided into e-commerce websites, and I have JSP, I also have JSP. I chose JSP. After spent two months, I read JSP web programming, read some, but I didn't practice, Tomcat didn't figure out how to configure it, some examples were debugged, and the buddies were in a classmate. That is a website, so JSP has bursted. After reading the first JSP web programming, then look at the JSP advanced programming, but also don't understand, always feel the system, do not know how to build a website.
March arrived, some classmates go out to practice, a classmate of the bedroom went to Ningbo, told me to go to Ningbo in the future, I think about Guangdong's severe form, there is also a resume in Ningbo, Ningbo, Zhejiang. Later, March Ningbo's call to import and export foreign trade company, saying that I want a network administrator, I may also do a website in the future. I dragged students to inquire about this company, it is not bad. I decided to go to the interview, the first interview, exercise Ok. After a few days, I helped me contact the friends of Shenzhen. I can go to him, go to Shenzhen to find a job. I want to come back from Ningbo to make a decision. In fact, I will not be willing to enter the IT company. I always want to find an atmosphere, I have been looking for something, I have been more imprisoned. After I arrived at Ningbo, I met with my classmates. The students said that Ningbo's IT environment is not good, and the treatment of the programmer is very low. So to interview In the process, the resume, the certificate did not bring, the first interview, the other party did not inform me to bring this, I got it after I got it. The interview process is very general, I am more casual, I don't want to come in. Just treat this as a process of exercise, the atmosphere is okay, and finally, the other party said in a month. After returning from Ningbo, I will prepare for the Shenzhen try to try. At the beginning of April, from the hometown, the 1500 gave it in the family came to Shenzhen. How many people want to come to the city. I lived in my mother's colleague. Their family gave me a lot of care. Before the first two worship every day Shenzhen talent market voted, this is the time of the two weeks, the length of the worship is not long, but it is very short, but it is very deep to give the psychology. Tickets, tickets, food, food, Shenzhen consumption, Shenzhen consumption, I tried to save money, these money is home to the family. The people in the talent market is rushing. At that time, everyone was rushing to the SARS, I was suffering from the things, from going to Shenzhen, I didn't bring it. I haven't brought it. In it Almost every day in the open day, watching IT companies write recruitment requirements, to c , to Powerbuilder, to delphi, to j2ee, want .Net, how many years of experience,啥, even if there is a good artwork, there is a related work, there is a company recruiting web design, I will go to the resume, that person doesn't, as long as there is work experience, I said that I have learned something. Faster, resume, please accept it, he said no resume, as long as you have experience. Later, I was right, wait for that person to go, the other person was vocablished, I passed, the result is in negotiation In the process, the first person came back, saying that you didn't start? I smiled toward him. He said that Shenzhen consumption is high, and the salary of 2000 yuan is robbed. I feel that my resume is not Going out, only web pages, plus some JSP knowledge, although I also write the resume to exaggerate, haha, but no one wants, I even even PB is 啥 I don't know, others ask me, I said and VB. It's a bit similar to it. Now I think that the reaction asking me that my people is still very polite. At least I feel that the words are really dizzy. The process of two worships in the talent market makes me feel fear of the talent market, I I don't want to enter there, and two worships make me understand some society. No one can help you, you can only rely on yourself, the form is grim, what do you want to do, a few days I am numb? In the talent market, sitting there, watching the heads of each company booth, letting me think of Lu Xun's rice, I am selling rice, or belongs to the batch without good harvest.
Later, I saw Dongguan has a talent job fair, and my mother colleague saw that I couldn't find a job. I said that I didn't want to find a job this year, let go, I will go to Dongguan to see, just friends It is there, you can have a place where you fall. I went to Dongguan, in order to hurry the online Shengli recruitment fair. Dongguan is really a garbage place, please forgive me for this to say Dongguan, but whether it is from the environment or give me this kind of environment. I feel. I met my old friend, I also made me depressed, my life is like this, how is it alive, I have drank a lot of wine in those days, my old friend, come to us? Just come in management hardware , Repair the computer or to do production management, do a long, 2000 per month, I don't want to do it if I want to do it, I don't want to be IT, my head is not suitable for IT. Although friends Said, but I also know that my friend is also said, I have to achieve it is very difficult. After all, the relationship is also limited. I went to my friends at home, I was hired on Tuesday, I finally got the time, I went to the job fair, and the job fair Whether it is from the scale or participation in the company gives me an impact - garbage. For this scale of job fairs, I will find some companies to recruit, and IT post is very small, actually the current student special. Recruitment Didn't end, I will go back at noon. In the next few days, I watched TV at the same day. I didn't want to think about it. I left my friends at the time. I went to Shenzhen. I said that I will stay in Shenzhen. I am here, because I am going to May 1, Wuyi friends have a rest, just everyone can gather together. I have almost have to have a talent market in April, and I will see the book in the place where I live, sometimes I have a resume in the Internet. I have interviewed twice in this week. In fact, it is not an interview, I was called by the two companies. The title, one is a domain, a family is awkward, oh, called Li Ze Technology, all C programmers, I went, I saw the topic, one will not, C I watched the first three chapters, exam The top five chapters, call me to read the program, I can read it, I have to write. I don't know the bubbling algorithm, don't mention the data structure, let me take my headache. Ended two interviews, I brought me The remaining 700 yuan left Shenzhen. I don't know if I will come later. This city gives me a high modern cement building, hot sunlight and a crowd. Almost in Dongguan at the beginning of May, the end of the month The school summon us back, to pay graduation, I will return to my hometown at the end of May, come to the school school to martial law, enter and enter the export to the documents, but also to go back to the school hospital from Guangdong, it will be there after the examination Remove two worships. Ethimics said to me, I just came back from Guangdong, I have been recuperating from Guangdong two days. I don't enter the school, so I went to school hospital to finish the examination. Two worships.
In June, he didn't know what to do. He expected to have a savior, you can Copy, I also expect me, think about buying this JSP e-commerce book, saying the book and CD The source code has been copied, and it is paid.
In June, I have been graduated. I have to have a place after graduation. I don't want to graduate and have to rely on home. It is a very good netizen introduced me to his friends. His friends have opened a small company, doing a website, Give him a look at my information, I also saw the website I did, I wouldbead, I said to meet, in Jiaxing. Result, early June, I went to Jiaxing again, it is a small company, The small workshop homework, I want to go to the background development, but there is no practical experience, the small company needs to be able to get started immediately, so I will do the art, 650. Every month, I am in the time, when the conditions say this is noon food time I called a phone call to my home. I said that I was low, my family said first, the country also called for the first employment to choose a career? First employment and then pay the industry? Fart! All do this, how to turn? It's better, you will be able to create a beautiful name. The days have you only have to have a good thing, saying that I don't want to rely on my family, I have to run so many places, spend a lot of money, just like this Let's not want to sell yourself so, but there is no way. In the afternoon, I wanted to let me go to work, I think I really tm black, I am excused, I came out this time, I was sneaked out from school. Out, the school said that the students did not allow the students to go out, and they also had to take a diploma. The company has no way, let me go back, ask me when I come to work, I said, he said to give a specific time. , I said on July 10, I tried to post the time, because that time is really all graduated. The last time I am going to school, I will last. June is the last crazy, everyone is coming Drink, play cards, k songs, graduated. At this time, everyone doesn't care, whether it is still found, it is time. Said that it feels quite a feeling, then the time we have a sad atmosphere, everyone is very happy, even the graduatione will and the party, there is no legendary sadness. However, after the evening, someone I heard that someone yesterday yesterday Someone crying, oh, finally someone cried. Perhaps the legendary sadness is the situation, be careful, you will not feel the sadness. The days will pass the past every day, take the graduation photo Dissipings, get a diploma at the end of the month, the degree certificate, the classmates have left the school, rush to the job position. I often go to the canteen when I have n'tgedd the classmates, although I have eaten it before.
On July 9, all people must leave the bedroom. I will go to Jiaxing on the 9th. On the 8th, the class is almost full, and only a few people are in the bedroom. At 5 o'clock in the afternoon, I finally watched the dirty bedroom downstairs back, I went to the stairway to see two. Classmates, I asked them yet, one of them said tomorrow, I will go back to my hometown, I want to work again. I said that I left, he said goodbye, I said goodbye, this time, I said that I have a pressure of an eye. I can't say goodbye to another. I am afraid that I will say that tears will flow out. Walking on the campus road, watching the familiar teaching building, the dim, the tears can't stand, the university era is over. At this time Why is someone who will cry. I don't know if I have a different time, it is still a time that I have passed away, or the end of the past four years or an era.
July 10 to Jiaxing, be a beautiful business. Jiaxing consumption is also quite high, there are more than 5 snacks, you have to eat 7 pieces. The supermarket is not cheap, the bread and milk can't afford it, there is no salary in the first month. Send, I have been given at home. After a week, I have to consume so much. One month 650 may be enough to live enough, and I can use it for a month. It is a year. Graduated in the college, learning the real estate, 500 months, eating porridge every night, vegetables are the tofu breasts bought by the supermarket. It can be eaten noodles. The second week, the family came to the phone, and the people found a copy in Shenzhen. Work, do something unclear, call me to try. It was really hesitant. Because this job is a netizen introduced, if you go, I'm really sorry. On the other hand, I started from my head, and the same partner's artwork is good. It is learning this in school. If you do this, I will start with the weight. It is more than others, the most important thing is to do the artwork. This is a hard injury. It is also the only opportunity to go to Shenzhen. Three I decided to go to Shenzhen, Jiaxing used Pension is okay, it feels too deep here. So I invited the company, go back to my hometown, then come to Shenzhen. I came to Shenzhen for the second time. The university's buddies are also working in Shenzhen. I will live there. Later, I learned that I am going to go, I have to go. Conference system. I am going to the project department, after the interview, the salary is 1800. After the work begins, the work task is to assemble video equipment, but also a computer, just some cards. For more than four months, there is a lot of strength. The main work of these days is to install computers, organize warehouses, move boxes, and screw the screws. I also learned to weld, a lot of women in welding experience with the engineering department, huh, welding craftsmanship is not bad. Time is long I feel very depressed. I feel that I don't have a way. I do this whole day. The future work is to assemble these things. I don't have technical, I can't leave this company. I can't use it. Therefore, under the stimulation of a thing, I resigned, I can bear it, I can't bear it.
At the end of November 2003, I resigned. I don't know what to do later. The programmer must not do it. Others have no experience, I think I still see what technical support can be done, take time to take time to see some CCNA things, understand some basic network knowledge .12 At the beginning of the month, after two days, with the buddies in the S塞o computers, a call would go to the interview on Monday, it is a US-owned enterprise, a network administrator. Will be a website.
I was saying that I was good, Into the foreign companies, I learned that I learned it. According to the experience of finding work, I said that the company is he choosing you, so I am going to interview Monday, the environment is not bad, not IT company, at the time I am not very careless, just resigned, the opportunity to find the door, I can go and see, take the car to the company's door, I saw the building where the company is located, the environment is really good, a inexplicable self-confidence suddenly Come, I think this time I don't care, I can't care, I can enter the foreign company. Of course, I can't enter. The interview process will make me fill in the personal situation introduction table and a test question, time an hour, this thought I will test the technical questions. I didn't expect to test English. I have been out of school for so long, I have forgotten a lot of words, hard my scalp, and a few pages are very hard, some problems are Excess, such as there is no driver's license, how do you say, the result, I will talk about the question, so I don't have to write later. The introduction is 30 minutes, and I have 30 minutes left. The test is Chinese translation into English, translated in English into Chinese, all as possible in front, and a Chinese translation into English, I am afraid that I will change my wrong, I took a draft, after I finished writing, personnel Miss came in to say time, I said that I have been finished quickly, as long as I haven't used it, I will give it some time. The Practitioner Miss saw that I still played a draft, smiled and gave you 10 minutes. After 10 minutes, finally completed It is not good to do, some words will not write, translation is also relatively simple, but finally completed this process, I haven't used it for so long, I haven't been completely thrown away. After a while, a young man, ratio I am a bit old, I am now boss, come out to interview me, no test questions, oral interview. I have said that you still have a draft, I also laughed and said, okay. Such stability The interview process is still good, because I don't care, I just want to be calm and becomes free. I asked some network problems, basically I saw, 7-story structure, routing in the CCNA book. Very basic problem, then asked questions about the website, I might be to do the website later. From the boss question, I can feel that he is not a lot of understanding of the web, so although I didn't do the actual ability of the background, But in order to mix, I can say that this time can be said, that can be done, I know if I can make it. Then I want to say a few words, I don't want to say some nonsense, how many years old I have said something from what school graduates, I haven't used it for a long time. I didn't expect that the three paragraphs of the past, I still said that there were some buses. I would like to say anything, I can say fluent, and I have to stick to it. At a point, I finished the boss, I finally talked about the treatment, considering the first 1800, now I am hard to find, I will fill a 2000. After the interview, the boss said that I have given you a few days. I define it. . The next morning, the boss came to the phone, saying that I passed the interview, waiting for a period of time. I have an English resume. Since I gave it to tell the interview, I will try it again. I don't like the pedestal boat. English resume has been sent. The remaining 300 is very fast. I asked the brother who borrowed 1500, I thought it was a few days, I knew that two weeks came to a message to say that the United States has been Christmas, waiting for Christmas. But let me go to the company to see the personnel manager. Personnel Manager asked Things, then use the English to tell me to introduce my character, hang, and personally related words I only know Honest, and I didn't say it. Later, the personnel manager listened to it, and I went to calculate you or use Chinese. Then say The company is working in English. I said I will learn.
So let me go back and wait for the news. After two weeks, January, I have been in the New Year, I finally call it to the company. I will go to the company to interview tomorrow morning. I have a little in my heart, in this level, even if I listen I understand how to say it. The next morning, I went to the company, spent 50. The boss said that I meant to call, when the boss said, let me go in, mainly manage IT and maintenance. After the website The opportunity may do, I think it is best to do it. I died my phone at the boss. I am very nervous. I am afraid that I don't understand, and if I don't understand, I may get off work, so my boss will go back, wait for the news. This is the 50 yuan bubble soup. After a day, I came to the phone, saying that I came to the company at 8 am tomorrow, I have said it. I came to the company at 8 o'clock next day, brought me to the company's big conference room, with a video system and conference system office , Broadcasting the phone, no one picks up, the boss said if no one picks up, no matter whether it is the United States, here, I have to come to work.
I secretly, I just want to celebrate it. This is the TV TV. It turns out that there is a video. The US is sitting 6, 7 ghosts in the US, say hello. I almost fainted. The people who are IT have off work, and they will come to the interview. The interview is interviewed by the Helpdesk manager. It turned out to recruit helpdesk. When I first received the interview notice, I said that I want to system administrators, and later come to the company to interview is a network management. Member, now it is helpdesk, what is helpdesk, it is repairing the computer. Later, the old man said that there is no network administrator in the United States. The interview is very uncomfortable, and I don't understand it over there, sometimes I understand it is difficult to understand. With language description, if there is any experience, it is not easy to describe, so the interview process is terrible, then there is a person, then I know that it is SR NT Aministrator to say that I have a test to my mailbox. Go back. The boss said it is good, so I avoid the cold field. After coming out, I feel hopeful to be sorted out, because the final decision is in the United States. Let me go back first, say to my phone. After coming, the boss said there has been issued When I arrived in the mailbox, I went to the mailbox, but I couldn't receive it. So I said that I used his email to forward a copy, I went to see it in the morning or I can't receive it. I said that it may be 163 free mailbox. Using, so, I quickly applied for a Hotmail's mailbox, let the boss have sent it again. When I arrived at noon, I still didn't receive it, my boss is a bit impatient, saying that this job don't want, I want to walk in my heart. To this, I have been waiting for this job for a month, borrowing 1500, can you still eat, people always eat, first eat again, he said, give you the last chance, he contacts it at noon On the afternoon, the video conference once, I thought it was still not the same, I was hung, I can solve the problem to solve the problem. At this time, I have some hotmail's recipient, I have new to letter, I have new letter. I didn't see the new letterhead, I didn't think that the letter is not arrived. I have seen a new letterhead after I got a refuge bar. I haven't used Hotmail before I haven't used it. Then I received it in the phone. I received it. I received it. Just, the topic that will not be done can ask him. The title is the NT Administrator sent, asked some basic questions, familiar with the operating system, familiar with which operating system, and asked backup, and backup software, What arcserve, these things don't say, I haven't heard it, but I still have to answer, I only have to call my boss, and the old teaches me something, how to answer. Later, the question is complete, I will send it back. Boss and other news. Waiting for some days, there is no news, I thought I hanged it. Forget it, I haven't want to go back in the New Year, I haven't want to go back, and there is still a ticket to buy. Generally, I will have a fee of 100-200. I haven't yet been done in my body, pay the rent of hydropower, and have a lot of tickets with my classmates living, and the car is 30 Tickets, the family also called, work slowly, home is still coming back, Shenzhen's classmates have returned one after another, and the buddies will go back in advance. He asked him before, I asked him, I borrowed 1000 Go back New Year. Year 30 Two days ago, I finally went to an Internet cafe to receive a second letter. There was a letter in the mailbox. Before a week, I didn't have money this week, so I didn't go online, sleep at home or read book. Letter is written by Helpdesk manager I have given some problems, I think that things have passed more than a multi-week, and the boss is estimated to go back to the New Year. I don't call him, so I said the reason for the delay time, I wrote these questions, these problems It is also relatively simple, but I have limited horizontal, I remember that I came to 9CBS to send a post for help. I got the help of friends in 9CBS. I am very grateful to them. I haven't provided so much after the answer. I have a back. At least this thing I have finally I have returned year, although I didn't work, but I was not very dim, I didn't think about it. I thought it was desperate after I came to Shenzhen. I think life is like this.
Everyone has an unwritious thing. Whether it works, it is still decadent, people always want to do good, always have self-esteem, I want to open, a family is healthy. How can I go back to my hometown? I still have a simple matter, I can still be competent, you can support yourself. After the end of the year, I plan to go to Shenzhen to find a try, because there is a time experience of Shenzhen company, it may be a bit opportunity, although this The experience is limited to the lifetime. On the day of my Lantern Festival, I was still sleeping in the morning, I received a call. It is the company that is interviewed before, inform me to go to work, this is good, go directly to Shenzhen.
From February 11, 2004, until now, I came to the company for almost a year. The problem mentioned in the initial interview seems to be excessive, those Arcserve or ERITAS backup, I can't get in contact with the company, the router and all the servers are remotely controlled by the US, the password does not know, the daily work is PC Support , Loading the system, to carry the computer, maintain the company's network, maintain all of the company IT equipment, printer, copier, industrial label printer, the consumables are used to buy, the trivial things are a lot, there are many problems, and the usual time is almost All day long, I have also thought about testing a certificate, a very difficult to focus on doing something, usually a little time to read the book, it is more difficult. And I am not suitable for doing Procedure. I wanted to test a document MCSE or CCNA. Later, I would like to count, I have to be a thousand, the effect is not big, I have more than 2,000 yuan, in addition to rent, usually do the month to save every month I have to send some money at home. I have to buy it in the country a few days ago. I have to buy the old house in my hometown. I want to use it. I have given the stored 3000, although not much, I feel I can support myself. It can also be held at home.
Now I have to go through the New Year, I have to do something unclear next year. Now I feel very much, I can't learn something. I can't sleep after work. Sometimes I am going to relax, I am not very Perseverance, the progress is rare, now the program is lost, the database is not, the only thing is to see it, and it is strong, and it will deal with some computer problems. The enterprise is a network administrator feeling that something is not learned, mainly doing things, doing things, thinking about this past year, is really irritating, but also calculating work, also calculating It's easy.
Don't say it, the future will make time to push, maybe some of them, but the emotions are here, don't talk about technology, listen to Wang Jie's
