Suddenly I feel that I am very far away. low self-esteem. Deep inferiority. do not know what to say. I want to hide myself. I am afraid that I don't want my friends. May, the life is like this. I really can't be as good as everyone. I am not stupid. I know, I don't miss the luck, I know. But I know my personality. no way. So be it. There are always some people who love me. I am willing around them around them. May be just parents, loved ones. Maybe just those. It is also enough to me.