Jun Jun went home, the so-called home, in fact, her mother is in the dormitory of Xiamen. For such a gentle girl, the meaning of the home is extremely significant. It is often as heated in each other, and it is her and her family's consistent style. Sometimes I feel funny, why she reports to the family, but I am an antique, because I never. The mother said she was very happy, because she had a lot of relatives in Xiamen, the most important thing is that her mother began working in Xiamen. As a single woman, she has a mother, who is a born female, so grandmother, grandfather, father, mother - four people pet to pay together. In my eyes this is a typical little jasper.
It is such a happy girl who can't see the delicate taste. On the contrary, she has the super physicity of the bodiac. She will take the desks and bed well, the feeling of the whole desk is clean, all books are in the bookcase, full of full. There is all of her books. And I, I can see something messy at the desk, although I often clean up, but I can't reach her realm. However, it is not the eyes, but it feels that this neat is only a large amount of time spent. For me, the latter is more important. So my clothes will hang the outside of the wardrobe, waiting for time to throw it into the washing machine.
It is said that from one person writes, you can see the personality of this person. This law is a 100% effective, unless this person deliberately copiles, it is practiced in another realm. If you take the four people in our dormitory, you will not make mistakes in the four people in our dormitory. The work of the workmanship, like a primary school student works must be her; and my word is a combination, I want to let go, but it is a bit restraint; there is a distinctive Zhang crazy, I feel good, look, look It is just a dragon and phoenix dance, and the font structure is a little biased, and it is never practicing a calligraphy.
The whole word of the workmanship illustrates this person to follow the rules, this is true for Junjun. Such people will not have anything, and the most enjoyable family life in the future. Mother said that this is what is her happiness, and this is not a happiness in my eyes. Is I coming to this world just for such a calm life? The mother said again, then you are destined to worry about it for a lifetime. I have not refuted, because I chose this way. In the eyes of the mother, the happiness of a woman is to find a good man married. Although I didn't deny it, I know that not every woman has such happiness. In fact, I don't think that my father is love my mother, at least not now. The mother's entire center of gravity is also on my body, I am her only pillar. In her concept, I am feeding my father, just let him work well, make more money, this is finally for me. And the ultimate goal of the father's money is also for me, my father is love me. I understand clearly, I am the support of the entire family.
The strong and fragile part of my personality is to inherit my mother, and the spicy is refreshing, but the inner heart can't resist fragile. In the most difficult days, the mother suffered a lot, could not complain to people, and the depressed emotions can only be converted into dark sobs. And I am unusually resisting such crying, but this church has independent and strong, causing part of my personality. The character of striving for a strong victory is always accompanying me to grow, and the opposite sex is never dying, so there is a classic history of the boy and the classic history of the panda eyes. Of course, the other party will not have better situation than I have. Even if you face a teacher's door with privilege, I will not buy accounts, dependent on struggle. To this end, I have no relationship with some teachers. However, the growth church is that there are many unfair places in this world, and one of the distinguished people, the final result is not gradually compromising, it is not available. And a person who has received higher education because it knows too much so-called 'truth', which ultimately can only be afraid of the first happening, will be willing to compromise. I am so. The front is not, I can only fill too much helpless in my heart. But independent and strong, and still there is still my bones. It is said that before I was born, my family predicted is a boy. Mother's firm belly makes everyone look, but eventually is only a girl, can't help some depression. Born, it is the brilliant day in the Chinese women's volleyball. The father is extremely intertwined by the country called Yang Xi, it is said that it is beautiful, so I gave me a list, I. And this is, including too much hope. I am growing in such a hope. Although it is born, it is a beautiful female doll, so that the father is still very happy, but with the growth of age, the ancient statement should also be checked. When I was young, the more beautiful, the more ordinary, the more ordinary; when I was young, I was more difficult, and I grew up, the more beautiful. Perhaps this is an unfair fairness of God gives the world. However, I don't need to complain into this. After all, there are many people in the world.
The age of going to go to the countryside will lose the opportunity to receive higher education. So the parents who have no high education have given the children too much hope, and I grow up in this hope, and I am full of enthusiasm for my future. It can be said that my progress is in the influence of my father. However, I can't deny that there is still a feudal thinking of male light girls in his eyes. When I am a lot of achievements, his thoughts are the girl to a certain stage. The brain is not big. And I know that I only prove it through action. In fact, when I gave them unexpected surprises, their requirements began to enhance. So in the surprise and disappointment of alternating, they have been full of hope. With the loss of the college entrance examination, let me have a serious illness, a big illness, a shadow that is difficult to cracked, and we still hold hope, at the last moment, my father asked me to apply for the Software Academy? After the war of the coward, I can only accept this suggestion, although my entire center of gravity is related to environmental engineering, and this ideal has accompanied me 3 years of high school career.
From this turning point, although I am not very sure that this means my launch, I understand that in the future ten years, I should be struggling for IT, high school, only very little understanding of the computer, even Windows 98 is unclear, playing a game, writing a single article with Word, and has written a very beautiful novel, and finally deleted it, for other roles, I don't know anything. I said that I was still a computer blind. Although I am a person who can quickly adapt to the new environment, for the limitations of computer understanding, let me look like other girls in such a group. But I am not a person who is easily given up, and I am not willing to spend the four years in the world that is almost a boy. So, I can only choose this profession and slowly cultivate the enthusiasm of it. Two years have passed, although not the best, I have already had the love of it, when a person is considered a thing, that is, with the driving force, the possibility of success is greatly increased, for future me It has always been in this way. And for the ideals that have been there can only be memories, I hope that one day this ideal will recover, and I hope to give me a chance to God. When writing these words, I feel that I am a very calm and rational person. In fact, for me, emotionalization is far from the wind, impulsive, not rational, and can't even be self-controlled, and this has been hindering I succeeded. In the face of the super physicity of Junjun (she will give her a box to her, slowly enjoy it in two weeks; and for me, that box of pastries, just half an hour), I can't Understand, even can't stand, and will not agree with the so-called happiness in the mother's eyes. In my philosophy, happiness is to work hard; it is not what I want.
2004.10.22
