Married to this man for five years, I don't know if I still love him. I will remember when I have just wedmed, I will definitely wake up in his arms, I always rubbish my face, I am afraid that my mouth has crumpled his eyebrow; mouthwash and toothbrush insist on him It is different from the same paragraph. I will have a feeling of couples; I will help him go to work, what is the tie, what is my aesthetics, I will put it on him. On the bed to the table, for his health, I transformed different tricks every day, and the sunny day may be the bacon egg and the roasting division; some rain, maybe the millet porridge will take the sauce egg; if the yin God, it is better to eat some of the bakery fritters and soy milk ... The move can not be a new trick, but I am not tired. In addition to a good wife, I will not hide the enthusiasm for him, "I love you" is to say words every day, and then add an intimate kiss, even if he is just shallow, but also I am so happy that I have been half a day. However, five years have passed. I believe that when I can't itch, but what changes I have changed my interaction with him? Get up in the morning, his position is often empty, can only be confirmed by the wrinkled sheets, even if he occasionally sleeps the head or Lai Lai bed, it is absolutely rushing to jump from the bed, hurry Comb is washed. I have been for for for for for for for for forgetting to be hugged to meet the feelings of Chaoyang. The mouthwash cup in the washroom, after a few years ago, there was no one another, and the other was only changed to the toilet, so he also changed new; within five years, the toothbrush has been changed. I don't know a few, and even sometimes we sleep, I will use the same one, and the problem of tone needs to be concealed. Whether it is as color, the same style, he said that these are not important. Therefore, there is a green toothbrush on the washing station on the washing station, and the little brush in the small cup is inserted. It is my hello, Kitty is empty, because he has changed in the previous month. Electric toothbrush, posing on the shelf. A muna mug of two different stories, and a toothbrush in two different locations, as if ridicule our husband and wife, gradually gradually. Because he went out early, his clothes were no longer my business, he would get it. breakfast? I haven't eaten together for a long time, I don't have to spend my mind to think about the menu, check the recipe, anyway, no one is lighter. Don't say "I love you" this sentence, there is also a good morning kiss, he is bored, and now it is a bit of a little. Think about it, in five years, he has not said "I love you" once, no one. I gathered with him, strictly, starting at 7:00 in the evening, that is, after he got off work. If he overtime, that time may have to extend ten o'clock, eleven. When I got married, I went to learn to cook, "I have to grab the man's heart, grab his stomach first," I am convinced this iron. Therefore, some restaurants have appeared in our dining table, the palace protection chicken, five more intestines, onion oil, Dongpo ... Seeing that he is happy, I am also open, although it is not all I love, but he loves it. After the meal, we will watch TV on the sofa. I will look at the news with him. I listen to the national government and criticize the social situation; he will accompany me to see eight-point file, listen to me ridicule, cry. So I know why the executive dean, the Legislative Director is, and he also knows who is the red Li Shimin played. I didn't expect it, five years of time can change this.
I can say that it is halfway, I don't know which day, he started to interfere with me to cook, and the husband's chicken didn't like too much pepper. Five more intestines he began to boycott, onion oil chicken told me not to Oil, even how much soy sauce is put in halide, he has something to say. The dishes I made are gradually simple, and I don't want to go, sometimes I am frying green, Gong Pill soup and the preserved egg tofu will play him, but there is no opinion. I think I can't catch his stomach. With the increase of his overtime, we watched TV together. In addition to the current president is Chen Shui-bian, I can say nothing about the big events; and he, ask no need to ask, who is the male protagonist of Taiwan 霹雳He is absolutely impossible. If the husband and wife have not said, he said to me, most of you are "don't wait for me", "I will sleep early", I will talk to him, it is almost "you come back", "The dishes are hot in the rice pot." . We don't have the same topic, there is no interest in the same interest, except for the name of "couple", our communication is very poor, not as good than ordinary friends. Multi-funny couple relationship, isn't it? Before the marriage, we have drawn the future vision. He said that he wants to have two children, first men, brother can protect the sister; I think it should first enjoy a two-person life, and the child is not anxious to have a time, just I didn't want to break his interested and did not say it. After marriage, he was very positive and I "creating the life of the universe." He wants children, from him, it can be seen, but I still don't want, I am afraid that he is not happy. So I played him to eat contraceptives. At that time, he also hit me to visit me to visit a female friend. She just finished a 4,000 and two hundred giant babies, and the gods were lying on the bed. I can't forget that when I look at the newborn doll, I can't forget it, but I can't forget. The female friend told me with weak tone. She took the whole day, and she was a natural abortion. Caesarean section. I don't dare to live a child. Five years later, he seems to have given up this child, after all, only one of him is useless. However, in the house after he goes to work, I suddenly feel that my child is also good. At least the house will be lively, my loneliness will be less. He has already used the safety case as a few years ago. I don't know what makes him change my mind, but this is loose, I seem to be allergic to the contraceptive, no matter what brand is finally falling an edema. End. I guess him more than six hundred myopia and flash, I should not see if I have a swelling and edema, and the focus is that his housing solves me a big trouble and bring another new trouble. I want a child now, but he doesn't want to think, I don't know how to open with him. Don't mention the frequent overtime, you often have to fall asleep at night. If I open this mouth, it seems to change his pressure. Between two people, it is already low enough, and there is no need to add a topic that will cause conflicts. When we love, he likes to take me to fresh water, sitting in the river embankment, walking along the dock, you can eat different tastes of snacks. The freshwater seafood is famous, he seems to be only the trend of the old horse, always know which is the most earth. Sometimes, he took the ferrite to the eight miles of the opposite side, there was only one road in the lively, and the sold all the peacock, two people can eat a big disc, but also feeling that it is still unfinished.
He also rides a twin bike along the fresh sea, and then rides it back, it is very fascinating along the scenery, but there is a simple taste, and the sea wind is salty and salty. I am very Enjoy this atmosphere. Of course, I am sitting in the back seat of the bicycle for three days, I will fight for two days. When I am in a good mood, I will step on two times. He knows that I am lazy, or the drainage of the force. I miss it very much, really, even if I have been five years, the memories are still vivid. After marriage, the number of times, in addition to new marriage, almost flexible, nearly two, three years, it has never been there. Every holiday, he will not get up at noon, I see him so tired, and of course, he will not bother him to take me everywhere. Holiday, I should be able to have some intersection, but he is tired, I can only do it yourself, and I will go shopping in the street with my friends working at work, and I will complain about him. As for him, lunch, dinner, solve it! He didn't know, in the past few months, I couldn't live boring, and I took a short water from the time. Sure enough, I haven't been there for too long, there has become a place I don't know at all. The snacks next to the river emboutrist are invisible, all concentrated near the MRT station, in the past, I will see a long embankment, only for walking. The road has become clean and tidy, but it has disappeared with his beautiful memory. Without his way, I can't find a delicious seafood, I can't find a delicious snack. I can't ride a two-bicycle, but I am surprised to find that fresh water has a fisherman's pier, you can take a bus . Human Pier, his footsteps did not step on, I first steppedently, this is not him, only my experience. The blue road can go to the opposite side, just like a ferry, but that the ancient yacht has opened back to the origin after a large circle. In addition to the bumpy hull, I have dizzy, I can't remember any beautiful scenery, even the peacock is not available. Freshwater changed, I and his memories also changed. One morning, I was special than he got up early, cook the rich breakfast for him. Then there is no third party, there is no quarrel. I handed a divorce agreement. That is the first time I saw him so shocked expression. If it is April Fool's Day, I think I successfully. However, I will not open the harsh joke, he knows that I am serious. He didn't have a general man, and he jumped like a thunder. He began to count the woman's crime; nor did it cry, kneel down, I will leave, he is just a great moment to calm his mental, and the anti-sound will be the protocol, open the door, go to work, as usual . He may also be aware of our husband and wife to reach a bottleneck, but also to carefully consider the feasibility of divorce. He has alienated in recent years. I don't have a tear, but his indifference, almost my five years of tears. I have some regrets, this regret is gradually spread, with the heart as a starting point, pass to my top and toes. But how do you regret?
If you don't have a knife, it is just dragging a day, two people are worried. I don't know how much I have a love for him, and I don't know how much he is in my love. Before married him, I knew that he was silent; after married him, I thought I could change his, and I didn't change how much he was. My love is not enough to change him, his love is not enough to change, this is probably the key. Chai rice oil salt sauce vinegar tea will destroy the sweetness of love, I tasted, but this is a lesson exchanged in five years. I shake my hand on the name of the divorce agreement. After I went out for a few hours, I was still trembling. This is an unknown fear, I, wait for him to give me a result. He was cold for five years, and he was in seven days. After handing on his hand from the divorce agreement, he didn't tell me a word. He didn't sleep with me, and I still get off work every day. In addition to being more cold, I can't feel his emotions. The agreement, even if you throw it into the garbage cartridge, there will be a sound of the garbage bag, but he, there is no sound, I doubt that he is inappropriate, I will ignore me for a while, just watching me. I will forget the divorce. I can't stand it, what should he do? Even divorce, is it so indifferent? However, after seven days later, the finite was really shocked. In the morning, I heard the voice of his living room, heard out of the door panel, but I can't wait for him to go out to work. A piece of ping pong's metal impact, replaced him a quiet job, I finally couldn't stand up, but after opening the door, I smented a fragrance of a food. "Get up? Eat some egg rolls." He smiled. If I kissed him, I smiled so like a new marriage. I jumped in my heart, I originally thought that the ancient wells were unfolded, and they got a silky. He is still so easy, you can sway my heart. I don't know how he can mix it from 9:00, don't go to work at ten o'clock. He received my doubts, but it is only a little smile. There is nothing in the simple costume, maybe he, maybe he is tired? It may also be ... he wants to pronounced, regarding the divorce agreement. Look at his look, I silently eaten breakfast, fantasy, I will say what he will say. Will he not simply divorce? Still, tearing the agreement in front of me? It is undeniable, my heart, tend to the latter. "I have a manager." His first sentence, unexpected, the next sentence, but immediately entered the focus, I won the caught, "" Working in a paragraph, now we have to deal with the family. Is the job before the family? I laughed. "Work is good, I can give you a stable home." He is like explaining my doubts, "So, tell me why you want to divorce?" He finally asked, his face became solemn. He has never used this questioned tone to talk to me, looking at his rare gum, I can't say a word. "Do you think that I am cold?" In the eye, his attitude suddenly became self-deprecating, got my two Jin Jigang, "I know that I will think that I am old, I want to think about it ..." I talked about him all the day. For a few hours of talking, I have been crying, because I think I have made a big mistake. However, some things, there is no divorce agreement, I will never know.
He said that in five years, he really took me to wake up every day, just later, he was busy, getting up, and I still slept, I don't know, sometimes he will kiss my face, look I am lazy sleep, he can't bear to wake me up. The mouthwashing cup placed in the washroom. He simply couldn't know that his or hellokitty is him. He thought that pink is a girl's frequently, so he has been using a small embarrassment cup. It turned out that we have been invisiting, doing a close lips and teeth, poor hellokitty, no one is used there, become a decoration. Breakfast, he eats 7-11. He admits that I miss my breakfast, but he is embarrassed to give him a day, he knows that I will squeeze my brain and get the pattern. He will not see me too tired. "I am, I hope you can enjoy it, not to be a maid." From his sentence, I can't stop tears. When he came to his clothes, he laughed me stupid. He saw that I would add new clothes for him, put it in the color pattern in the cabinet, and I often help him in the newly married period. He also knows my preferences, what kind of tie is matched, he is worn for me. As for the warm good morning kiss, he gave me a lot of sleep every day, but I was self-drilling the horns, think he didn't need my kiss. "Why don't you never say that you love me?" I asked him with tears. "I thought you knew, otherwise we married?" He took the answer. Yes, I know, I have always known, or I will not marry him, but since I know, why should I force him? Women need some love to nourish, I think this is the reason, watching the eyes of my complaint, I think he also knows the reason. "The big dishes do you have, it is delicious, but those vegetables are not all like, so I would rather do some simple dishes, it is best to eat." His explanation, let I lost a tears, "I don't like to eat, so I want to put a little pepper; I don't eat the internal organs, then I don't eat; I am afraid of fat, so I hope that the oil will be less than a little; soy sauce salt High, eat more kidneys, I want to think about my health, taste, don't add too much. As long as I cook, he likes it, think about it, I don't have light, until I don't eat light. > Why do I think I can't catch his stomach? So, I also grabbed his heart? Another thing to surprise me, he really knows who Taiwan's obfire is, even if you can't guess It is completely correct. "Is Liu Wencom? Or that Li Zhengxian? At the company overtime, colleagues will open TV, so I know a little." He took my face with tears, smiled: "Is it also watching?" "
"Well." I wanted to cry again, I really smashed the ratio of the show. "When the manager will work overtime, then we will look at it together." He said it is easy, I have a saten. I care about, in fact, I don't think about what shows, the executive dean, who is the Legislative Dean, without him, seeing what is sorry. I found that as long as I am willing, two people can talk, even explain the plot of Taiwan's obshot, all the way to the topic, he also heard the taste of Jinjin. It is me, I have closed myself, thinking that he is not willing to listen to me, don't want to talk to me. He is distressed, I am at home, I am afraid that I am afraid of me, seeing that I don't want to take care of him, he can only touch the ash of a nose every day. No matter what he tells me, I am love to listen, but I now let him know that husband and wife have been placed between this misunderstanding in this misunderstanding. He lives, I will live. "I rarely read the news, I don't know what the country has happened recently." I have some complaints in this sentence. "Okay, I will be a news station every day." He smiled gentle. When you talk about your child, he first is silent. "I want to have a child." At this time, I have courage to say it. "I thought I didn't want it, I just got married for a while, I didn't have a contraceptive medicine?" It is rare to hear him some blame. After further understanding, I found out that he always knew that I was taking medicine - perhaps where I put her medicine casually put it on the makeup table, he saw him, he thoroughly understood that I didn't want children. And he also knows that I have a swollen phenomenon in the next day, and I am in the body, and a feet swelling like a legs, and only my ostrich mentality will think he will not find it. Later, I developed a habit to put the medicine well in the drawer, he thought I no longer eat, afraid of the body's humor, so he worked, said, let's talk, still for me. "Is it cold and edema? I have been crying, I want to take the water in the body?" He actually dare me? I can't get it, I have to be happy! He still wants the child, listening to me, telling me that the exciting light is great to tell me this. Just, then the radiance will continue after flashing, and he asked me about a problem. "Do you really want to be born?" "I thought, I am boring alone." "Just boring? If a person is bored, I want to go out, go to work, go shopping with friends, I will not block you. "Do you want it too?" I am angry, even if the tears are not persuaded. He began to talk about the four thousand two hundred gangs of giant babies. The experience of the female friend is not only scared, but also scared him. He doesn't want my child to have a very painful pain, what caesarean section, natural production, he does not have a little concept, only know that it will be very painful. He understands that I am afraid, so he abandoned the idea of having a child. "I don't care, I want to be born." After you understand his thoughts, I want to have a child for him, and the body flows with my blood. "That is born!" He said quietly in my ear, I said something to my blush. "Are you so energetic? Isn't it very tired to work?" I suspect the authenticity of his words. After he explained, I suddenly realized that even if I was tired, he occasionally there was a desire, sometimes I watched me in the evening, and I watched my sweetness, this kind of painful pain, he can only be depressed in his heart. In the face of his heart, I really don't say. After I was slightly swelling like two peaches, he urged me to change clothes and took me out.
