I have been coming for so long, I have been annoying in my heart, I don't know how it is. I always learn to get the application, I am upset if I read the book, although the book is really annoying, I don't want to see the program code, it is not seen. I really don't know how to choose this profession, but I don't know how to find a little bit. I often think if I stand on the seat of job search after two years. What should I do? What did the four years of college life have learned? I have nothing, really, I really didn't learn something, I have been empty in my heart, I am not a little bit, I'm not worth it when I re-read it, I only wanted to look at the University, I only wanted to look at the University. But now, it's a college. The goal is gone, I also think about it to postgraduate, but I don't think about my own grade, I can't take anything. I am discouraged. I don't have a little bit of perseverance and Adhere to, learn everything is a halfway, I want to learn anything, but I don't have to stick to it, I can't learn anything, I am annoyed. . . . . . I want to do what is proud of the test of the University, but now I feel that I have no difference between my college students. Usually, it seems to learn every day, but how can you learn from the classroom, but think about it all day. Even I don't know what I think, think about it, I will go back to the dormitory, then I will bubble forum, chat QQ, play games. Such a life has passed a semester, and the scores of the four levels have not yet been. I don't know much. I think this time should be able to have it. Do not treat me unless I'm really cruel. The sixth level is now seeming to be a very extravagant thing, and it is necessary to take two people. Sixth level is really like me is a mountain, it is difficult to climb, and when I first entered the school, I thought about what I had to test. What now? Nothing, it is nothing to learn, go to the test, it is also a registration fee for the waste of dozens of pieces. I walked in this profession in the first day, but I wanted for two years. A little actual thing is not learned. Even the school seems to abandon us this major. Other professional courses we have not learned. There are also less people in the course. There are two semers in two semesters. Some courses we have learned have not arranged my school. It is useless to find a counselor. I have always wanted that we haven't arranged us to learn even if C and compilation! Still learning computer network! Silent ... I have hit so much. But I found that I didn't think about it at all. Oh, helpless ........... I have been so big. Everyone from the small play to the big friend is not around. In addition to Qin Gang, he participated in the college entrance examination. I am rarely playing now, and the common language is too small, and he all day and classmates are in a piece, I have not much time to stay at home, and I haven't come back. There are many students who have graduated this year. But I don't know how their work is? No mobile phone has never contacted them, call it ... I came back, I didn't play a phone and classmates! Sadness ......... I suddenly found that there are several students who are son. It's all five or six years old. Hey, time is really fast, and the mind is still playing in junior high school from time to time, it is a happy youth period, can't worry. How much I miss the situation. I want to go back to the time of the past. Then play once again, and played again. . . . . . Unfortunately, you will not come back again. I found that most of the students haven't seen it for six years. I haven't seen it for six years! I have already fallen. Last year, a female classmate who was sitting in my post was even gathered in the university. I can't recognize me. . I still thought about it for a long time, or another classmate said that I came. Where is the sadness. . . . . . I can't blame her, and the time for five or six is enough to forget someone to remember to dry clean. Moreover, just sitting on the front and rear ranks.
I have never seen the first three students who have seen before this time. I don't see the Internet. Although I am really online, I haven't seen it on the previous time. When they came back, they were all in the Internet cafes every day. Maybe they are not Xu Wen. High school students also saw one, as one. Other fews are seen in the Internet cafes. After I greeted, I didn't see people. Oh, maybe my charm is too low. People who want to see are not seen. If you don't want to see it ....... I want to get up with my previous classmates. But now it is really a very extravagant thing, most people have never come back, work, reading reading One of the unified people have time is very difficult, I don't know if the senior high school gatherings of the New Year this year will not be able to get it. When I graduated from 2001, I have agreed that the 2005 New Year's Eve, I don't know when I arrived. How many people have their own lives after all, everyone's life is different, maybe many students don't dare to face our students and some students who have made out a good results because they have not admitted to college. I think that is not too important. As long as everyone can gather together, I am enough, maybe someone else's ideas are another one, but I can understand. In fact, I think in my heart is junior high school gatherings. Very very very very hope that there is a personal standing and make a head, engaged a successful party, the previous two times did not have a lot of people. Really disappointed, maybe many people are because face problems don't dare to come out, and many people have lost their contacts. I don't know where the one is, I can't recognize the body from the side, and I can't recognize it in front of my eyes. I dare to say it from the side. It's ranging from the street. During the rest of the relatives all day, only because the computer is here. To be seen often, let alone people go shopping is also very boring. So there is not much opportunity to meet classmates. Occasionally or two is also rushing to buy a newspaper, a magazine, and rush back. It seems that there is no relationship with yourself. I am too lazy to see it. It seems that it is cool, it's nothing, I don't know what I'm thinking! Bored, so play some boring words ...........
2004.8.2 1:28 in the morning
