(1) My first love remembers that in July 1999, I just graduated from the health school, I just came out of the school gate, I felt that everything was new, especially the theory of learning more than two years, finally can practice, that excitement The mood is really unpredictable. I am a school care, and I feel that everything is so cute, I swear me to be a most outstanding nurses, do my best to make patients with pain. Therefore, I have a smile to treat everyone, and I have a trivial thing, and the blood pressure, the amount of temperature, and the clinical care, the drug, and the infusion ... I changed back to everyone around him. I am immersed in such a return. Because we are clinical practice, you have to change to another for more than a month. One day I value the second half of the night, and I ran to my first department in the middle of the night. I will help the nurses' busy ( Because it is the first clinical department of the hospital, it feels like enlightenment teacher, so there is something that is nothing to run, and my sister tells me that their brain surgery has just come to a patient, very special patient Height 184, weighing more than 190 kilograms, I went to hug in a curious mood, I was scared by a pair of eyes, I didn't dare to look at his eyes, I have never seen such a god eye. The eyes contain that special deterrent. I know that he is the special patient's relatives, I have no thought to see that patient, and I have retreated it immediately. When the nurses sister asked me how I said, "Yes, it is very special "God knows that I have not seen it with this! Then we chatted and slowly forgot the scene. When chatting with the nurses sister, I suddenly saw him talking from the ward, I was scared, I quickly collapsed, I don't know why it is like this. I am afraid of his eyes. He wore a black dress, more cold, and people feel that it is not possible. Time every day, I still treat every day with peace often, whenever I walk to the department where he is in the department, I will always don't consciously look at that bed, as if I have become a habit. One day I found that it was not his loved ones on that bed. I thought they were discharged, I quickly ran to the nurse standing and unreholding other nurses, but also the patient turned to the general ward by the dangerous house, because he The condition has improved, and I will always sneak a look at the ward to him. The feeling is really good. In the middle of the way, there is a scenic spot in our hometown. I heard that there is a very special round of the special round of the moon. Mid-Autumn Festival is a very romantic thing, I certainly won't Let's let go of a chance to make fun, a few friends will go together. There is a good high there, I remember that I have climbed for a long time, it is said that there is an 18-way bend to come. Anyway, it is no strength to go to the end, "It is said" is true. When I arrived at the top of the mountain, the sky was slowly dark, and suddenly a familiar figure was reflected in my eyes. Is him? The person I didn't dare to see his eyes, he stood in the intersection, and it seems like someone. In fact, I really want to go to spend your voice, but I am afraid that he doesn't know me, so it is really big. He also saw me, anyway, no one said. I have played each other, then the big mountain wants to meet, it is not easy. Everything is all, one day, I chatted with a nurse at the nurse station. He came over, scared, I immediately lowered, but he just speaking with another nurse, who knows the roll right, move towards me: "Hey? I have seen you, that day in Jingxing Yan." "Yeah, I also seem to have seen you.
"I am flustered back to this, but I still don't dare to look at his eyes while speaking." Are you this department? How do I see you? "I am in the pediatrics." "Just a few simple dialogues, we know, at least speak, that is, I don't want to think about more than a month. The day is still the same, although we speak, but then What can I represent, even if I have seen the most, I gave a smile, I've been greeted. I finally happened, I was still happening, I followed the same kind of snow-white nurse clothes into the department, but that bed is empty ... ... we didn't leave the contact information to the other party, and then he couldn't find me. I don't know what he called. He didn't know what I called. I know that he is like a beautiful rainbow in my hospital career, slightly Dediced to ... I have an unexpected thing happened again. I was busy in my brain surgery and I often saw him. I thought I saw a mistake. His side is my alumni, see Going to the relationship is very iron, I am scared, I jumped. So they came over to me, I said: "You? understanding? "The alumni tells me that they have long met, I have no extra time to chat with them, just have to leave, when I am busy, the alumni tells me his mobile phone, saying is him. Let me talk, my phone, I have, I have to take the initiative to call him, I really don't have the courage, I don't know what to say, I don't know how to introduce myself, because I don't know he knows. My name. One day, and my sister go out to play by a friend put the pigeons, we want to simply find another friend, so I think of him, although I haven't played, but I can Back out of the number, the phone is connected: "Hey? Which one is? "Hello, I am a classmate of Weihong (alumni)." "" Is you, is it a Fang? " I am having food, do you want to come over? ""where are you? Are you more people? "In fact, I really don't dare to see his friend or other strangers." I am in the XX restaurant, and I have a friend with my brother. You have seen it, come over, I am waiting for you! "Well, let me go home with my sister, I just passed over you." ""Ok! "Just like this, we met in the hospital outside the hospital. After dinner, we will sing, then sit in the back seat of his motorcycle to send me home. Of course, I have the first time. Second, the date will start frequent, each time I am playing in the middle of the night, I will play with him in the middle of the night. If you have a class in the middle of the night, he will send night, and then send me home. That kind of feeling is really happy. Later He told me that when he saw me first, I felt that I was very interesting, a laughing of such a brilliant face would be able to get together immediately, but I usually see me, why can I? I often don't have to go to work, and I don't know if I don't know anything, I don't even know anything. Later, I said that I often go to a circle after the pediatrics, I hope to meet me, who knows At that time, I transferred to an emergency. How many times he went could not meet. It's so prone to play with my alumni, or I really don't know what to do. His friends? Tell me to say that he has to have a pediatric twentieth, sometimes going to the wind one day, afraid that I miss the time in the morning, I am really touched at that moment ... It turned out that I have someone. I feel that I am not me.
Through frequent dating, we always only maintain the researchers. He has mentioned a girlfriend who made me to be his, but I actually refused, because he is a Liaoning person, and his brother in my hometown. I don't have the provincial door, I know that we have too far apart, and my mom will not agree so much. I have a shortcoming this person, I think it is a very happy thing to introduce my favorite people to my friends. I hope everyone can share my happiness. So one day, I was in the middle of the night. When he came, I came to introduce him to my classmates, and my classmate asked me that my boyfriend, I said it is not, because we haven't sure it, then I also said. I have not been preparing to marry Liaoning. I don't know how, once he wants me to come out, and I frequently have a strong dissatisfaction of my family, so I don't say it, and later told my mother to see a classmate. I have a home. After coming from home, I gave him a call to pick me up. When he took me in the past, I told me that my classmate called him to say, I didn't say anything, but I was very uncomfortable, that kind of feeling is sour ... At that time I predict it. I will happen, I may lose him, say that women's sixth very special spirit, I am still correct. After that, I didn't know how to say it. If I don't know how to say it, he doesn't understand me, and I don't say that I will not let me go.) I am angry. Home, he wants me to send me, I am determined, and later his friend sent me home. In the past three days, he will often look at me, call to my department to find me, but I haven't contacted me for three days. I can't help but pull his phone: "You, okay? He returned: "Fortunately, I don't know what to say, suddenly feel so unfamiliar. I said that I have to be busy. Later, I met his friend, I realized that he was only in just a few days, he came together with my classmates ... I have listened to the sunny day, I always think that the perfect piece of emotion is ended so, and it is so fast Do you have to say that I love me? Is this going to find me two or thirty people to find me in pediatrics? Do I think that the perfect love is like this? We can come to today, it is easy to say! But in order to show my big degree, I didn't cry in front of his friends. I said, "Oh, it doesn't matter, anyway, everyone is a friend." One day, he called me, I said something to find me, I Go. He saw my first sentence, I have never memorized worries: "Sister, hurt ?!" My tears that I didn't live, I found out, because of the words, I didn't want my heart. People know that the kind of pain, I can't make it strong, and I can't take much more. As a result, the more you cry, even when I arrived, he didn't advise me, but also said: "Cry, cry, cry I will be better in my heart ... "I first realized this truly role. I used to see it in TV, but I have always felt strange, people have been sad, why don't you advise her to cry, let her cry, I always feel that there is too good luck.
