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A ruthless misunderstanding, charming the footsteps. When the death of fate is finally opened with the cost, everything is too late. After the mother-in-law came home, the result is from our original intention.
After two years of marriage, Mr. was discussed with me to connect her mother-in-law to the old age. Mr. was so late, he was the only pin of his mother-in-law, and his mother-in-law supported him to grow up. "With Xinru" These four words are used in the mother-in-law, absolutely not! I said that I said that I will give my mother-in-law, and I will pick up a room with the balcony. I can breathe the sun and raise the grass. Mr. standing in a sunshine, a sentence did not say, but suddenly raised my roll in the room, when I was asking for mercy, Mr. said: "Let's go."
Mr. I'm tall, I like to stick his chest, I feel that the petite body can be caught in the pocket by him. When I was arguing with Mr. and I wouldn't let me, I will raise me and sway it over my head. I have been scared. This frightened happiness makes it blurred.
The habit of my mother-in-law can't change it for a while. I am used to buying a bunch of flowers in the living room, my mother-in-law is really couldn't help but I don't know how to live, I can't buy it. I can't eat! "I smiled and said:" Mom, the family has flowers in the family, people The mood will be good. "The mother-in-law is lowered, and she laughs:" Mom, this is the habit of the city, slow, you are used to it, but every time I bought flowers. When I came back, I can't help but ask how much money, I said, he "" "咂. Sometimes, I will see the things I bought a big bag, she asked how much money, I - real answering, her mouth is more loud. Mr. twisted my nose and said: "Don't tell her that the real price is not enough?"
Happy life gradually has no harmony. My mother-in-law is most unfold to make a breakfast. In her opinion, the big man gave his wife, how did this truth? On the breakfast table, the mother-in-law's face is often overcast, I can't see it. The mother-in-law gave the chopsticks and scared, this is her silent protest. I am doing dance teachers in the young palace, jumping to jump enough, and the morning is warm in the morning, I don't want to throw away this unique enjoyment, so I have a dumb of my mother-in-law. My mother-in-law will help me do some housework, she is more busy. For example, she collects the garbage bag, saying that she is waiting to sell waste plastics, and they have a waste plastic bag everywhere; she is not willing to use to clean the bowl, in order not to hurt her self-esteem, I have to sneak again. Wash it again. Once, I secretly washed the disappearance at night by my mother-in-law. She fell to the door, and she was crying in her room. Mr. is difficult, afterwards, Mr. did not talk to me in one night, I spoiled, and he didn't care about me. I am fire, ask him: "Where did I do wrong?" Mr. said, "You can't move it, the bowl is not clean and not a dead people?"
Later, for a long time, my mother-in-law didn't talk to me, and the atmosphere at home began to gradually. That day, Mr. was very tired, I don't know who I am happy first.
In order not to make your son to make breakfast, the mother-in-law will assume the "heavy" of burn breakfast. My mother-in-law looked at Mr. to eat happiness, then look at me, and condemned I didn't fulfill my wife's responsibility. In order to escape the embarrassment, I have to buy bag milk to send yourself on the way to work. When I was sleeping, Mr. asked me a little angry: "Is Lu Wei, is it disappointing my mother is not clean? I'm not at home." He turned a body, he threw my cold ridge back with my grievance. Finally, Mr. sigh: "Lugu, just for me, don't you have breakfast at home?" I had to return to the embarrassment breakfast. That morning, I drank my mother-in-law burn, suddenly, all things in the stomach rushed to run out, I desperately pressed, but I still didn't press it, I stressed, I threw down the bowl, Rush into the bathroom and spit it. When I breathed a flat, I saw the complaints and crying of the mother-in-law, and the gentleman looked at me angry at the door of the bathroom. I didn't think about it. I started the first fierce quarrel, my mother-in-law first looked at us, then got up, I went out. Mr. hate me and went downstairs to chase a mother-in-law. The accident ushered in new life, but suddenly burst into his mother-in-law!
For three days, Mr. did not go home, and there was no call. I am angry, I think about my mother-in-law, I have to grieve myself, and how do I want me? Ming Ming, I always want to vomit, there is no appetite, plus a mess, and the mood is pole. Later, the colleague said: "Lugu, your face is very bad, still go to the hospital to see it."
The result of the hospital inspection is that I am pregnant. I understand why I suddenly vomited that morning, I wandered a secret question: Mr. and as a mother-in-law who came over, did they not think of this?
At the door of the hospital, I saw Mr.. Just three days haven't seen it, he has a lot. I want to turn around, but his appearance makes me feel bad, I didn't stand, I shouted him. Mr. said that I saw me, but I didn't seem to know. I didn't hide the dislikes in my eyes. They stabbed me coldly. I told himself not to see him not to look at him, reach a taxi. At that time, I wanted to shout gestically: "Dear, I want to give you a baby!" Then he was raised by him, happily rotated. I hope not happened. In the taxi, my tears fell late. Why is a quarrel to make love bad? After returning home, I am lying in bed, I want to think about him. I cried in a corner of the quilt.
At night, there is a sound of the drawer. Take the light, I saw the face of the tears. He is taking money. I looked at him coldly, and I didn't ring. He watched me, holding a passbook and rushing away. Perhaps Mr. is intended to completely leave me. It's a sense of reason, and the feelings and money are so clear. I was smirked a few times, and the tears "squatted".
The next day, I didn't go to work. If you want to completely clean your thoughts, let's talk about it, let's find a company, the secretary looked at me whispered: "Master Chen's car accident, is in the hospital."
I have a tongue.
Flying to the hospital, when I found a gentleman, my mother-in-law has already went.
Mr. has never seen me, a stiffness. I am looking at my mother-in-law and thin face, and my tears can't stop: God! how could this be? Until the mother-in-law, Mr. did not tell me, even seeing I have a deep dislike. Regarding the car accident, I still learned from other people, my mother-in-law is fascinated to the station, she wants to go back to the home, the more you chase her, the faster, when crossing the road, a bus hits ... ...
I finally understood the aversion of Mr., if I didn't vomit, if we didn't quarrel, if ... in his heart, I am a sinner that killed his mother.
Mr. silently moved into the mother-in-law's room, returned to the wine every night. And I have been suffering from the humble and poor self-esteem, I want to explain with him, I want to tell him that we have a child, but look at his cold eyes, and swallow all words. I would rather hit me or yell at me, although all accidents are not my deliberate.
One day in the days, I repeatedly suffocated, and my husband's time is getting more and more late. We stalemate, more embarrassed than the stranger. I am a dead knot in his heart.
Once, I passed a Western Restaurant, through the transparent floor window, I saw Mr. and a young girl sitting on face to face, he gently gathered her girl, I understood everything. First stay, then I entered the Western restaurant, standing in front of Mr., staring at him, there is no tears in the eyes. I don't want to say anything, I have nothing to say. Girl looks at me, look at me, stand up and want to go, my gentleman reaches her, then die, will never look at me. I can only hear my slow heartbeat, and I will jump in the verge of death.
If you lose it, if you stop, I will fall with the children in my stomach.
That night, Mr. didn't go home, he made me understand in this way: With the death of my mother-in-law, our love is also dead. Mr. has never come back. Sometimes, I will come back at get off work, I saw the wardrobe passive - Mr. came back to take a little. I don't want to call him, I have just tried to explain some thought to him, everything is completely lost.
I live alone, one person goes to the hospital medical examination, every time I saw a man carefully helped his wife to do medical examination, my heart is broken. Colleagues vaguely advise me to fight, I am determined, I have to give birth to this child, and I will count the compensation of my mother-in-law. I am going back to get off work. Sitting in the living room, full of smoke is filled, Tea is a piece of paper. No need to see, I know what is the content. Mr. I didn't stay at home for more than two months, I gradually learned to calm. I looked at him, picking down the hat, saying: "You wait, I sign." Mr. looked at me, her eyes were complicated, like me.
I said to myself in my heart while solving myself: "Don't cry, don't cry ..." The eyes are very hurt, but I don't let them spread tears. Hanging a good dress, Mr.'s eyes are dead at my stomach that I have launched. I smiled, walked over, dragging the paper, seeing, signing my name, pushing him. "Lugu, you are pregnant?" After the mother-in-law, this is the first time I talk to me. I can't control my eyes again, tears "," I said: "Yes, but nothing, you can go." "
Mr. did not go, in the dark, we looked up. Mr. slowly squatted on me, tears infiltrated the quilt. And in my heart, a lot of things is far away, far away, even if I run. I don't remember how much I said to me, "I am sorry", I have also thought that I will forgive, but I can't, in the Western restaurant, when the girl's face, he looked at my cold eyes, I can't forget it. . We have a deep scar on each other. I am unintentional; he is deliberate. Looking forward to the suspicion of ice, but the past is no longer able to come back!
In addition to thinking of children in the belly, my heart is warm, and for my gentleman, I am cold, don't eat anything he bought, don't talk to him, don't talk to him. Sign from the paper, marriage and love all in my heart. Sometimes Mr. tries to return to the bedroom, he comes, I will go to the living room, and I have to sleep back to my mother-in-law. In the night, from my sir's room sometimes came to a slight embarrassment, I didn't ring. This is the trick he habb used to play. As long as I ignore him, he will install the disease, I will surrender, care about him, he grabbed me, haha laughed. He forgot, then, then, I will distress because there is love, now, what else?
Mr. uses a snoring to intermittently to the child birth. He bought things almost every day, baby products, children's products, and children's favorite books, a bag, and piled his room.
I know that he is touching me in this way, and I am not moving. He has only closed in the room, and the computer "噼 啪" knocks, perhaps he is online, but it is already a thing for me.
On a late night of the spring, a dramatic abdominal pain made me shout, and I rushed in, as if he didn't take clothes at all, for the arrival of this moment. Mr. I ran downstairs, stopped my car, I was tightly held my hand along the way, and I kept reminding me to sweat. When I arrived at the hospital, I was running on the maternity. I am on the back of his dry and warm, a thought suddenly broke into my heart: this life, who will love me like him? Mr. support the door of the house, looked at me, and I tungly melted, I touched him a smile. From the house, Mr. is looking at me and his son, smiles in wet away. I touched his hand. Mr. looked at me, smiled, then slowly and tiredly fell down. I shouted his name ... Mr. smiled, didn't open the tired eyes ... I thought I would never have a tear for my sorrow, but the fact is that I have never been so violent and torn with my body. The doctor said that my sir's liver cancer is already late, he can insist on the absolute miracle for so long. When I asked the doctor to find it? The doctor said five months ago, then comforted me: "Before preparing."
I don't care about the nurses, go home, and rush into the room to open the computer, and I have suffocated.
Mr.'s liver cancer has been found in five months ago, his embarrassment is true, I actually thought ...
200,000 words on the computer, is a message written to the son:
Child, for you, I have been insisting, wait for you to fall again, it is my biggest wish now ... I know, your life will have a lot of happiness or encounter setbacks, if I can accompany you to experience this growth process How happy it is, but Dad doesn't have this opportunity. Dad wrote on the computer, writing your problems in your life one by one, waiting for you to meet these problems, you can refer to Dad's opinion ............ child, write more than 200,000 words, I feel like accompany you Experience the entire growth process. Really, Dad is very happy. Love your mother, she is very hard, people who love you, is also my favorite person ... From my son to kindergarten to read primary schools, read secondary schools, universities, work, and love remote, there is no giant writing Arrived.
Mr. also wrote a letter to me:
Dear, marry you is my greatest happiness in my life, forgive me for the harm to you, forgive me for concealing the condition, because I want you to have a good mood waiting for the child's birth ... Dear, if you cry, Explain that you have forgive me, I am laughing, thank you for always love me ... These gifts, I am worried that I have to give my child, I will have a few gifts for me every year, and I will send it on the box. Date of gifts ...
Back to the hospital, Mr. is still in a coma. I took my son and put it on him. I said, "You open your eyes, I want my son to remember his warmth in you ..."
Mr. smile hard and smiled slightly. The son snuggled in his arms, dancing pink.
I "click" according to the shutter, tears are embarrassed on the face ...
Excerpt in "Family" (Lugu Oral Lian Shuquan)
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