[转] I will always remember that night, I am watching sports news like usually, my wife took a shower and said to me: "How many black mysteria on my feet?"
I am a person who has no medical knowledge, I feel that women like it, I don't pay attention to her.
Our life should be said to be very harmonious, very comfortable. After I got higher in a higher vocational in the company, she took a full-time wife. My work is three days old, I have to work hard, and I still have a business trip, sometimes it is three weeks. Outside the business trip, others will be very worried about how old people are in the body, how is the child's homework? And I am always leisurely, I know, she will take care of my parents, she will tutor my son's homework. In fact, the people who envy her and those who envy me. In the eyes of others, she doesn't have to look at the boss in nine nights; we have bought a car, and lived in the three rooms in the West District. Although we don't know what is romantic, feelings have been very good.
Mrs. My wife is a pharmacist, there is a little medical common sense, she knows this inexplicable, not painless, and suddenly the black sputum is likely to have problems. She went to see the doctor and diagnosed it was skin cancer. This result was scared. Those days, I ran over the most famous hospital in Shanghai. All diagnostics are the same, and a very famous doctor told me that the mortality rate of such cancer is 90%! It is the most dangerous one in skin cancer.
Soon, just like a doctor predicted, on her legs, my arm, the back is constantly growing up. Her body and spirit gradually began to decline.
In my impression, I will occasionally catch a cold, my wife is almost unsatisfactory. But now, she never hangs, she finally lie on the hospital bed.
There is no home that has become cold and clear. There is no hot gas in the kitchen, the toilet, the toilet, the furniture is bluff. In the past, it was a place where I feel comfortable, I feel comfortable. I am actually strange to my home, thawing, steaming rice with microwave oven, I don't know which file is used, put a coffee or tea, cook a bowl of fast food, hot bowl, the taste of the soup Why is it different from her. In the past, she was easily handed to my daily necessities. Now I have finished the drawer yet.
From her hospitalization, I will start a holiday, please fake, try your best to accompany her. Because I understood this time, if there is no home, if there is no thoughtful wife, the man earns more, and the scenery is also empty.
Just when she was trending, an acquaintance told in Guangzhou to have a hospital specializing in the treatment of such skin cancer. There are similar cases that have been cured there, but the cost is high, a course of treatment is about three months. More than 100,000 yuan, the cure rate is about 30%. When I told my wife to my wife, she was abducted by the illness, and she said three words to me: I want to live! Really, I have never thought that we are so kind of husband and wife, but at that moment, I think we are the most lovely in the world, the most suitable men and women who are best for husband and wife, and how good we can live together. She wants to live, I want her. We have to be old together, wait for his son to grow up, listen to the son's son, call us "Grandpa, Grandma". I am determined to accompany her to Guangzhou. When I went to the company, I also heard that my colleagues said softly: "If it is me, I will save it, 300,000, if it is not cured, it is not a person."
Those who say these words did not experience the sorrow of the relatives to leave, nor did you know that this line of life brings us hope. At that time, I thought even if it was 600,000, 1 million, sold the house and sold the car, as long as she can live, I am willing. Before going to Guangzhou, I went to the supermarket near home to buy some daily necessities. On the eve of the Mid-Autumn Festival, the supermarket is a face of smile, and people say it. I suddenly felt that I was isolated from the group of happiness, and all the laughter came from the wife, I didn't matter if I was sick.
I bought a lot of daily necessities according to the list she opened. When I made a bag out of the door, I felt very heavy. For many years, everything used by my family has been properly sticked by her, I never known How much is a bag of rice, how much is a bucket, I never know that these things have been transported home from supermarkets. It is also a very tired thing. I once thought that the top beam column in the family was me. When she suddenly fell, I realized that she is the home bone at home.
We have spent the most intimate days since the marriage, in the three months, we will get along with the inch, often smiled together, I can't think of it, I don't have this kind of talk. She didn't seem to feel better for a month. Occasionally, I also have a walk in the garden. We recall the first time in the door of the People's Park, the first time I watched the movie was in the victory cinema. It is a Italian movie called "the last emotion". She still remembers Sofia Roland starring. She told me that, in fact, when I gave her to this movie, she had seen it with my classmates, but she couldn't bear to returned me, so I have seen it again with me. We seem to be only recalled when honeymoon, now say, only feel sad. Marriage has never been able to say so many years.
In the three months, I looked at her slowly, special treatment didn't work for her. She finally didn't even drink a bowl of porridge. Later, she told me: "I want to go home." That way, we returned home with desperate mood.
After returning home, her body is getting weaker, and the painful symptoms of the most fear of cancer patients begin to show. She couldn't sleep all night, and she was painful until she was painful all night, and her angesic needle did not work. I can't wait to go to her, she hurts. I have no way to use personal strength to bear this pain.
Occasionally, when she felt a little, she began to explain my family to me. I know that housework is so much cumbersome, and she is busy at home. She also told me that every time I felt that the bad hoist didn't eat, I bought it, I usually wear which brand, which supermarket is going to buy. Three days before the death, she even taught me how to use the washing machine, which had already used the washing machine for several years. The washing machine was bought with her. After buying, she is still her operation.
In the past few days ago, she always said that she was married, she was very happy, and we were in Guangzhou for three months, it was the happiest life in her life. The three months will be a collection of my life. Although, because of these three months, I lost the opportunity to improve, lost many substances, but compared with my wife, all things became There are things outside. Fortunately, I have been three months, otherwise I will be calm up in my life.
She died in the world, very calm. I told my son, my mother went to another place to wait for us, and we will still reunite there. At that time, my mother is still a mother, my father is still a father, he is still our child.
Now, I am most afraid of seeing a family that people happiness, passing through People's Park, passing through the original victory cinema, passing through the supermarket store we have been there, I can't help but cry. When using the washing machine, when I was in the microwave, I went home for my son. When I was soaked, I woke up for my instant noodles. When I woke up in the middle of the night, I wanted to sleep in the bed. cry. When she is there, I didn't feel a special happiness. She is my wife's mother, a child, is a mother. When she is not there, she seems to collapse. I used to see the man in the TV series and cry after the death of the lover. I think it is an lyrical performance. Now I will cry with him. I saw a car who donated blood on the road that day. I think about her. I remember that once, the unit was organized blood donation. Just round to me, she heard that I was seriously asked me: "Can you let me replace you? Anyway, I don't go to work. You can rest at home." I still laughed: "If you have a disease, let people know not to laugh I am dead. "I have finished my blood home, she made a spinach pig liver soup and red peas. I think that she often said to her son: "My father is most hard to make money, so my father is the most important." In fact, she is the most important, no her father and son two people have lost the most important thing in the world - -happy.
I bought her a hole in Lushan. I used red pen to apply: "Love wife" two words, my heart is particularly sad. I am not a person who is good at expressing feelings. When I am in love, I have never told her "love".
Seeing that she sometimes returning to Qiong Yao novels, tears for the TV series, and laugh at her. Now, "Love" this word, I actually write on her tomb. My love, if she can live again, I am willing to say this "love" word for thousands of words, all women are willing to hear the words from their lover's mouth, why, I Didn't you say when she wants me, how many times is she when she is healthy? !
I want to tell the health and happiness of the husband who lives well. I love your wife. I will give my wife. Don't ignore her for you. There are a lot of things, don't lose, you know her beauty.
Wife, is the most love you in the world, the most understand you, the most willing to pay everything for you, and any one of men and women can't compare with the true feelings between husband and wife.
