10.1 is the most lonely holiday this year. 10.1 This year is my most lonely holiday. I finally realized that the gray feeling, the kind of lonely of the bone marrow could not be expressed. Seeing that others are pairing, the heart is really envious and uncomfortable, the world is happy, only I am torry. I don't know how my life will be, in the process of life, I gradually lost myself and lost the direction. Life is full of lies and deception, nothing, 彷徨, lonely, pulling, air consumables, I have torture this myself, painful and painful. What is the most important thing in life? money? My favorite person is old? What is the career? Or is it a joke? Is it a reincarnation? Still what other? 27, love has failed a lot, is I really want to be lonely? Or is I really discomfort? I am confused and awkward. The career is unsuccessful, love is not falling. This is my many years of writing. Pick up the book, but the heart is else, the mind is messy, can't concentrate, what is life? My 27 years seems to fail for 27 years, no achievements, even girlfriends are not. Everyday uses work to evade everything, when the work is unique, what is the meaning of life.
I am actually unparalleled, why?
I seem to re-reforing, there is no time to spend, I don't think I am a good person, under my own moral standard, I am no longer something, I really have to be good. In the abbreviation, these years have been wrong, there is a lot of things, intentional, unintentional, can't endure loneliness, and some, there are some, it is hurting others, I also hurt myself. It's hard to say to the wrong mistake.
Maybe this year, this year, the 10.1 will be a turning point of life. Maybe is the first step in turning, maybe it is the first step in hell. Who knows, the biggest guess in life is what will happen tomorrow. I stayed alone, on the company, on the Internet, write this diary, lonely, lonely and painful.
If you have a heart, you will have a good thing, people don't want to be a good thing. But what life is not wanting to call?
10.1 is the most lonely holiday this year
