[Reprint] commemorating 2004
Although there are still more than 4 months from the end, it is the most worth mentioning. After the rain in such a long time, the dark night, the rain is going to drain, listening to the radio, full of melancholy songs, there is always a feeling, there is a feeling of nostalgia, more It is the regret of the feeling of that is about to die.
I have decided not to tell her, let us only be friends, but there is always some words that I want to say, then I will record this, when it is a little review for that day.
The cause of things has been a long time. It is often true that I often doubt. I want to write something too much, so I have to stop, drink a glass of water, and clarify my own thoughts.
I have known you for so many years, and that special start is destined to specialize in this feeling. After seven years, it is used to it.
Silently look at you, care about you, you are happy.
Although it is not spread on my head, I still bless you.
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Ling has to call me 30 nights, so that I have developed habits. I persist in the early morning of the year, then take off my clothes, usually when I haven't slept yet. The phone is coming. I like to listen to her happiness in the phone: "Ah, I haven't slept? Happy New Year", I will say that you are also happy. Then just talk, then she continues to call others, I will continue to sleep.
I didn't have a habit of calling others in thirty nights. Whether it is my best friend or a lover. I usually have a meal at the beginning of the first day, I remembered the phone to call others when I went out. But in general, I just consider those people can play, those people can't play, if there is no one you can play, I am very decadent. Then continue watching TV, sleeping.
Basically, I have to sleep for a long time.
This year is no exception. This year's exception is that Ling called me again when I first fifth, this is a thing that has never been in the past two years (basically I rarely call her, she sometimes two I called me a month, then she told me that she was falling in love. The sound came from the phone with a slight crying chamber, I know that she is very sad, because I have seen her in the past four years, although I have seen it several times, she is unhappy, but there is no one like this.
I persuaded her for a long time, I said that you have no relationship, you can't marry it in the future, I can solve the problem. Then I started to say a lot of funny words, teasing her happy until the parents and sisters dinner in the living room could not stand it.
In fact, I was a bit happy at that time, I like Ling, I am happy, maybe I am a bit chance.
The next holiday is very decadent, I want to call her, but I still haven't played.
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After the year, I changed my work, I am determined to use my professional use, so I chose a construction company, just have a classmate. So very smoothly, I saw the leader once, I was officially working. Sometimes it is so smart, the company has a project in Ankang, but unfortunately people who want to send me. When I knew this news, I couldn't calm down. I think, I must go. This is the first time I have this idea after I graduated.
When I left Xi'an, I didn't know anything. I am in my name, it is still flat, but my heart is very uncomfortable, I think I might at the time, she may not understand in her life. When I first graduated, she went to work for the first time, saying that her is very nervous, let me send her. Her unit is at 8 o'clock, I am at 9 o'clock, so I have served from the school to the North Gate, and then I will ride to the south. I remember that at that time, in order to prevent the police, we went from a small alley, through the entire Xi'an City, I accompanied her for a while, telling her not to be nervous, there is not a terrible.
That time we learned CAD, chat, and then sent her back every night in the office of Lianhu Laozhu.
No matter what to say, she still returns home quietly. After September, I got a diploma, I lost 2 years from then. In these two years, I have called several times, but her calls have been changed. Sometimes I think life may be like this, some small things have changed a lot of results.
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After graduation, in addition to the daily work, it is to play a game with a group of students to eat, in fact, everyone is also difficult to gather together, but fortunately there is Dependent a week. Work is always very busy, slowly accepting reality, I think I will slowly forget her, no matter what, the days will slowly over.
This state knows that she is called me: 2002 Mid-Autumn Festival. At that time, I was happy that night, I knew that I had always hidden myself, I always like to go to other girls, I am always forgotten. In fact, she has been hiding in my heart, and jumping out in a suitable opportunity. Sometimes I even hope that she will forget this, then maybe I can forget her, live with my own life.
The next day continues to be flat, maybe I am a flattening person who has passed the day.
During the period, Ling came to Xi'an once, staying for a month, met a few times, she lived together with her sister from the company, I saw a few times, didn't say anything, I feel that she didn't change. Not ingenious, I don't like her sister very much, so I will contact her.
Three things left in memory:
1: Chengbo please eat;
2: She comes to me;
She came twice, the first time I can't smoke, Sunday, I have back the school bag in the North Street, just she took her sister's phone, I didn't pick up, the thing that was not able to say, she is a belly gone back.
After the second time I took the ticket, I sat next to her, she was playing my computer, looking side, I found that she took the earrings very ordinary, I think she is particularly beautiful, there is a special beauty. There is a very bad idea: I want to kiss her. I have been watching for a long time, I finally didn't dare, I want to come, I regret it. It is so played for the first time I want to kiss a girl. 3: Christmas
Christmas evening, go down, go to the clock tower, think it is still going back.
I got down and found that the sky didn't know when I was already snowing. The floating sprinkles fall from the air and raises in the light. So call calling Wang Mei, and by the way, Zhang Wei also summoned Zhang Wei. When I walked over the clock, she called and asked if I could help her buy a ticket to Ankang tomorrow morning. I asked her why is so urgent? The classmate said next to it. Tomorrow is Christmas, she wants to go back to see my boyfriend. At that time, my mood was bad. I am thinking about how to buy it? At that time, I had eight o'clock in the evening. I took the snow to queue up to buy tickets, just to send my favorite girl to see her male. friend? I am a bit selfish, but I am so great? I think I have a little ingredient, I apologize to what I said at that time.
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