"Shout" sequence ???????????
???????????????????????????? Lu Xun ·
??? I have done a lot of dreams when I am young, and later, I have forharism, but I don't think it is a pity. The so-called memories, although it can make people feel happy, sometimes it is not reluctant to make people lonely, so that the spirit of the spirit will also have the loneliness of the death, what does it mean, and I am bitter can't forget, this can't forget Part of the "shout" is now "shout".
??? I have been more than four years, I have been often ,- almost every day, in the patch and pharmacy, age can forget, in short, the drug store's counter is as high as me, the pavilion is doubled than me I sent clothes or jewelery from a double counter, I took the money in the sway, and I gave me a long-term father to buy medicine. After going home, it is necessary to be busy. Because the doctor is the most famous, the medicine used in this way is also insecure: winter reed, the cream three years of sugar cane, 蟋蟀 要 要 对, 结子Flat wood, ... more is not easy to do. However, my father finally had a day day.
??? Who will fall from Xiao Kang people, I thought in this way, probably see the true face of the world; I want to go to N to K, I have to go, as if I want to walk, escape Going to seeking a different person. My mother didn't have a law, and I did eight yuan of Sichuan-raising. I said that I was self-reliant; however I cried, this is the reason in my reason, because the reading should be a positive road, the so-called learning, the society, the society thinks It is a person who is going to go, I have to sell the soul to the devil, double the degeneration and rejection, and when I can't see my son. However, I also can't take these things, I finally arrived in the K school. In this school hall, I knew there in the world, there is so-called, algorithm, geography, history, drawing and gymnastics. Physiology does not teach, but we see some wood editions of "all new theories" and "chemistry health theory". I still remember the previous doctor's discussion and prescription, and the comparison now, the gradually real understanding of the Chinese medicine is just a intentional or unintentional liar 2, and it is very contemptuous for the patient who is being cheated and his The family's sympathy; and from the history of the translation, Japan's innovation is the fact that most of them originated in Western medicine.
Because of these childish knowledge, later make my student list in a medical school specialized in Japan in a country. My dream is very happy, preparing for a graduation, and the suffering of my father is like a mistake, and when the war is going to be a military doctor, and it has promoted the belief in the national people. I don't know how to teach microbiology, what kind of progress is now, in short, it is used to use a movie to show the shape of the microorganism, so sometimes the parallelism has finished, and the time has not arrived, the teacher is The picture of some scenery or current affairs gives students to use this overnight. At the time of the Russian war, the painted film is naturally more than that, I have to take my hands and drink with my classmates in this lecture. There was one time, I suddenly met many Chinese people in the picture, a tied in the middle, many stood around, the same strength, and showed numbness. It is understood that it is tied to the military detective for Russia. It is to be cut by the Japanese army to show people, and the surroundings are to appreciate the people's prolonged people.
??? This year is not completed, I have already arrived in Tokyo, because I feel that medicine is not a matter of matter, I am weak, and how to be strong, I can only do it. It is unfortunately unfortunately. So our first thing is to change their spirit, and good at changing the spirit is that I thought that of course to push the literary, so I want to advocate literary movement. In Tokyo's international students are very generous, but there is no legal literature and art; but in the cold air, it is also fortunate to find a few comrades. In addition, several people must be set, after discussing, One step is of course a magazine, the name is the meaning of "new life", because we will bring some retro tendencies, so it is just a "new". ??? "Newborn" publication period is close, but the first person who has hidden in the text will escape the capital again, and only three people are left. When you start my own back, there is no more speech when you fail, but after the three people are also driven by their respective martial arts, it is not a good dream in the future, this is our no The ending of "new".
??? I feel that I have an experienced boring, it is a matter of this later. I didn't know what it happened. Later I thought, I had one person's claim, I got it, it was to move forward, I got against it, it was a struggle, and she called it in my life, and my life did not respond It is neither an endorsement, no objection, if it is not a marginal wasteland, it is unreliable. What is the sadness, I'm lonely with my feelings.
??? This loneliness has grown up again and day, such as a big poisonous snake, hit my soul.
??? However, although I have an endless sadness, I am not angry, because this experience makes me reflect, see yourself: I am never a hero of an exclusive arm.
??? Just my own loneliness is not unveiled, because it is too painful. I used a variety of laws to anesthetize my soul, so that I will sink into the nationals, so that I will return to ancient times, and later I have experienced or more than a few more and more sad things, I don't want to chase. , Willing to make them eliminate in the dirt with my mind, but my anesthesiological law seems to have played a job, and there is no hyperior feelings.
??? Shui Hall 3 has three houses, and the biography is a woman in the banyan tree in the yard. Let's take an ancient monument in this house. There are few people in the guests, and there is no problem and mismatter in the ancient monument, and my life is even secret, which is my only wish. In the summer night, the mosquitoes are too much, and they are shaking under the banyan tree, and look at the blue sky from the miroes, and the soiled silkworm is on the head and neck.
At that time, even the occasion is an old friend, the golden heart is 5, put the hand's big skin clip on the broken table, take off the long shirt, sit down opposite, because the dog is still awkward Jumping.
??? "What is the use of these people?" One night, he turned on my ancient banknotes and issued the question.
??? "Nothing is used."
??? "So, what do you mean by your banknote?"
??? "Nothing means."
??? "I think you can do some articles ..."
??? I know what he meant, they are doing "new youth", but at the time, there is no one if there is no one to agree, and no one has objected, I think they are lonely, but said: ??? "If a iron room is never windows and is difficult to break, there are many sleeping people, soon they have to die, but they are sorrowful and dead. You got a big, a few people who surprised, making this unfortunate minority to suffer from the bismuth of the unavailable, you are doing it? "
???? "However, since a few people can't say that they have never destroyed the hopes of the iron house."
Yes, although I have my confidence, I said hope, but I can't be obliterated, because I hope that I can't take the prove that I have no prove, I have the case, I have the case. So I finally promised that he did an article, this is an original "mad diary". Since then, they will not be revenue, and each article is written by the article, with the arrogance of the friends, there will be more than ten articles.
In myself, I thought it was already a person who was already in any one, but I still can't forget my loneliness of my loneliness, so sometimes I still don't want to shout a few times. To comfort the Mercedes-Benz soldiers in loneliness, he is not in front. As for my shout, it is brave or sad, it is awkward or ridiculous, then it is not to take care of it; but since it is shouting, it is necessary to listen to it, so I often don't tender the song, in "medicine" Yinger's grave added a wreath, and did not describe the dream of the Si Si. I didn't see the dream of the son, because the Lord at that time was negative. As for yourself, I don't want to be self-righteous, and then infected, I am like a young man who is doing a good dream.
??? In this way, my novels and art is far from the distance, but I can imagine it, but today, it is also the name of the novel today, and even the opportunity to settle, no matter how never It is a lucky thing, but if you are lucky, I am not awkward, and there is still a reader in the world, and it is still happy.
??? So I actually gathered my short story, and I was printed, but I said it was called "shout" because of the above words.
??????????????????? December 3, 192, Lu Xun was married to Beijing.
