The summer has arrived, and there is a slow blow to the window. There are many incitement and uneasy in the afternoon. As soon as the dust in the air, I'm looking at my latent corner of the latent.
Bubble on a pot of green tea, sit quietly before the window. I have thought of 85 years of early summer. I am just a five-year-old child, following grandmother grandfather living in a country, overlying a peaceful day. The first summer of that year made me remember that there were only the gods outside the atticked sound and the garden. After lunch, the grandfather will hold me on a high wooden bed. The wood bed is very delicate, and there is a carved flower. The paint of Zhu Hong has changed its age. I like the bed, stand In the bed, I can see the yard of the yard through the carved wooden window. He cut his small flat head, wearing a small horse, red feet, silly waiting for me to see, he will move the small bench. Only set the front of the front of the beetle, and then started a while, and he kept making all kinds of ghosts to tease me. After A Jun gone, I will tie the beetle on the bed frame, lay flat on the bed and watch it in half of the "呜". It will also look at the black tiles to think about strange moms in the city. A Jun also took me to the river after the agreed agreed by the grandfather, it was a big buffalo, and we were sitting in the back of the cow on the back of the cattle. He would prepare your car. The old tire set is on my body, in case I fall into the river. But this case did not have happened because the cattle of Ajun's cow was obedient. The children of the country have helped home to work early, and Ajun is no exception. He is eight years old. His only loved one is his mother. I am in the country's childhood, except for my grandmother, I spent the same. In March, he would take me to listen to the Bayogline singing. In May, I took me to the pond of his house to listen to the frog, and I took me in the afternial afternoon. I took me in September. The orange garden of Mountain, December, I have a New Year, it means reunion, Mom and Dad come to grandmother's home in a early morning, saying to pick me up to the city, then stay there, before leaving I can't put the legs of the grandfather. I turned my eyes to my grandmother. I hope he can save me. I can't cry, don't go to the city, don't have new clothes, nothing. My grandmother, but I said: Ice ice, I have to know more children, and my grandmother will pick you up when I am in the summer vacation. I saw A Jun standing under the roof of his house, did not say anything, his mother gave me a bag of red oranges, saying that I was coming back and later, he and Ajun remembered me. The car is coming, I don't cry, because I know that I finally arrived them, I am brought by my father to get on the bus, and Alan came over and took out a rail ring behind it. The boy in the country is like playing this. A Jun goes to school. I am running. At that time, I also followed him in his back, run, run, I finally ran for many years, like the world.
Now think about it, the child is really good. I really have a grandmother in the city. I have known more children, get out of school, watch animation, play my skin, more than beautiful, and the ten years of light can forget how much memory. When I step on the land again, I took a look at the house in order to accompany her wife to go to the country, and my grandmother moved to the city in the fall of 1986. I remembered A Jun, the boy in the afternoon in the afternoon of summer day. On the evening, I lived in Ajun family with my grandmother. Their family has changed, and I didn't see the poor nor, but the mother was old. When the moon rose, Ajun came back, he looked at me turned to him. Mother, "Don't remember, the granddaughter of the four women's family is ice!" He sat down. Listening to the grandmother, they talked about the changes in the village in the past ten years. I and A Jun sat there and eaten watermelon and plums. The sky continued to have a campfire. The season of the fifteenth year made me a lot of mood, I From time to time, he looked at his little feet. He said his friend, I will occasionally talk about my partner in the city, talking about our different childhood. That night, I lived in Ajun's family and lying quietly, looking at the moonlight outside the window through the carved wooden window of Ajun's family, listening to the long-lost dog. In the age of first, I went seriously for the first time, I thought of 85 years of early summer, a burst of knowledge, and steady cattle back, flying into the beetle, as well as an alarm ring. The iron ring has long been, no remember where it is, maybe it has been lost for a long time, just like a lot of memories in this decade. That is the first time I have lost in my heart.
The next morning, I went to my grandmother's old house, carved wooden window, Zhu Hong's wooden bed, high black tile, a layer of spider web, looking back, seeing Ajun followed by me, Like laughing, I don't remember when I am a child, I am listening, I smiled. In the afternoon, I have to leave there, I want to give A Jun one thing, but I am not prepared in advance. So I solved the little jade Buddha on my neck to him. Jade Buddha was specially asked when the grandmother was in the Nanyue. The grandmother to my love and expectations were all on this small jade Buddha.
After returning to the home, I started to write a diary, and there will be a specific symbol in the days to represent a person, and the symbol of A Jun is O. Later, I was in high school, I went to college, and I have been in the eight years. In 18 years, the red dust can be old and how many children's face, go to get off work, talk to love and break, one year, occasionally open the diary, still see Huang The font can see representing A Jun's o, and the mood of the hazy, seeing 85 years, 95 years is people. It's just that the years make me forget a lot, no longer believe in the feelings of children. For A Jun, it is like a far away.
The grandmother is old, so my marriage has become a disease on her old man. The winter grandmother suddenly suffered heavy, she insisted that she returned to the hill village. I also rushed back to my grandmother from the outside. I stood on the wood bed of Zhu Hong. I saw a grandma. . A Jun's mother will come over and we chat with us, I saw her hair on her head. A rage is shocking. From his mother's mouth, I learned that Ajun graduated from the field, but also to get married, the object is a colleague in the unit, married in the second year of the second year. Suddenly there is a silk man in my heart, I think it is only a young mood.
Grandma often sleep quietly in the afternoon, I will go to the Australian family under the hurricane, and his mother will take some old books from the small attire to give me a look, let me send time. The whole is all of the things she taken. Primary school textbooks, homework, extracurricular reading, etc. I have turned to a lot of old plastic leather diary, because the time has been dark, I wrote such a few words: December 4, 1989 Rain
Kan Shangxiao's family has not been hosted in three years. Ice is 85 years in winter. The family is also moving in the city in 86 years. Will they come back? So big houses, no one, unfortunately!
March 22, 1991
My family lives at the end of the village. The left is the courtyard of the family. I occasionally, I will look at everything inside the wooden window, but I am all dust and spider webs. Do they not have this house? It turned out that a little girl called Ice is here, I have forgotten what she is so good, maybe I'm growing!
May 11, 1994
In the summer, I can't see the book in the afternoon, my mother goes to the four-woman home, their family is not a long time, the mother said that there are too many leaves and weeds in the yard, helping to clean up. I said: Mother, Ice is not here, Mother said: Ice is already growing up, life is in the city, maybe I don't remember here! The mother said that she went out alone, her mother knew that she thought she, I only have a relatives, I have something to say, my mother is not like the mother of others, I am a friend, my mother is my friend. . I finally understand that people will change! I have also growing up much, and the black and white photo of I and Ice in the orange garden have fallen.
I didn't think that a child's memory is so clear.
Spring is coming, A Jun's marriage is not far away, his mother began to be busy, she is only for this son, now grows up, can marry a wife. She is happy! However, it is no eye. A Jun's mother suddenly left the people at the night of a wind and rain, that is the end of the first month, no one knows the will of her life, and her expectation. A Jun rushed back in the late night of the next day, and his mother's spiritual position was in the middle of the house. The portrait had a pale face, and she dragged his son in the same way as it was like this. How much wind is rain. A Jun Chang squats in the spirit, there is a lot of old overnight. I can only look at him far away, watching A Jun so silent sadness, my heart is also hurting for a long time. He funerates in the back of the mountain, the front is the Qing Jiangjiang water. In that time, I also recorded my calm and unbelievable life, and Ajun began to appear in my diary. Later, my grandmother had improved, I would like to pick us up, I saw that A Jun stood in the eaves, there is too much sadness and helpless in his eyes, let me suddenly record for 85 years, he is like this. Look at me left. I don't know how many years this time will be, the car is gone, and Ajun waved, turned into the house. I will keep him, my mind is like a section of the movie.
Later, I didn't have a message for a while, I thought he returned to the city, and then married. However, the grandmother received a letter from him from Yunnan:
Four women!
I have resigned the work in the city and came to Lijiang, Yunnan. I have opened a small painted shop here, and the business is still very good. Thank you for your elderly for so many years. Juner wants you to help, if you return to the village, please call the incense on my mother's tomb! My mother has worked hard for a lifetime, and finally I went quietly. I am uncomfortable in my heart, my marriage is canceled. When you marry, you must sit on the hall, you are my loved ones and elders. Junder's first month of 2002
The grandmother talks about Ajun, but I am silent. Later, I left my family, I went to Shenzhen, it was a city that was a world, I was asked in the ocean of the crowd like a fish, and the failure of a relationship made me no longer believe in love, I occasionally At night, the vehicle who looked at the window would remember A Jun far in Yunnan, I hope he can pass.
Another winter, the grandmother insisted on going back to the old family, and the whole family had to go back, I am no exception. When I arrived in the country, I was already 27, and the big hunter has been clean and clean. The grandmother also ordered the small girl to sweep the house of Ajun's house, and this piece of the village was happy because of our arrival. I remembered A Jun under Yulong Snow Mountain. He is good? Winter under the snow is very cold, don't he come back to the New Year? At noon on the 30th, we were prepared to have a meal, the little cousin said that there is a young man in the courtyard, and the grandmother let me see if it is. I saw him in the fence, standing in the yard, the suitcase also raised in the hand, the dust servant. My name is: A Jun, how can I come back, my grandmother said that I have to wait for you, fast, come over. Grandma also came out and called, Jun, came, come to the family, I still read you last night. Grandma always preferred Ajun.
Thirty nights in the New Year, after 12 o'clock, put the grace cannon, and the old little little is all sleep, I and A Jun sitting in the fire pit, there is a talent chat, watching the flame photos in his On the face, good warm, like his big palm. Later, he said that he and his girlfriend was born because he was more afraid, the relatives of his relatives made him almost collapsed, and my appearance was in his mind.
After the Spring Festival, Ajun said that he would not go to Yunnan. He prepared to go to the city of his college, and he looked at me asked if I did it? He said that he would stay away from me forever. A Jun was in front of his grandmother in a early morning, asking your grandmother agreed with us. The grandmother happily laughed and said: Get up, you marry her, I am happy, I can't marry it now, I'm doing a heart? We will hold a simple wedding in the country under the blessings of relatives and friends.
Now we live in the city of his college. He will take my hand in the place where he has passed away from him, and my heart is calm, and Anan is quiet. His side. forever and ever!
