I just looked at him on my QQ friends to go offline, pounce the blur. If you can, I want to look at it, one day, one year, a lifetime. Today, he still doesn't know how important he is in my heart, and I still keep the love that doesn't have existence. To this end, I have worked hard for four years, with the shortest youthful youth of a woman, chasing his footsteps, lost myself in his footsteps.
A person is walking in a strange street, there is no purpose, and goes down. The winter climate is dry, and I will go back and forth in the street, watching people around you hurriedly walking away again. I am a woman in a water bottle, just as a friend who is a constellation commented: Most of the woman in the water bottle have the tendency of self-harm, they hurt their possibilities, which is greater than harm others, and eager to stay away from the world, quiet quiet Life life, free to loose life. I think I am no exception, so I would rather let myself walk in the middle of the night in the middle of the night, and I don't want to go back to the place where I used to be long.
Hao We finally said to me: You are a sensibility woman in my eyes, so I will indulge your unreasonable, because I like your ethereal and empty spirit, like your sprinkle and spread, I like to watch you quietly Lying in my arms, telling me that you want to live in a lifetime, but you don't care about it in your life, you have not taken me to treat my life seriously, and I, Chen Haowei, I only hope that people I love will put me in my heart. I live together with me, but you can't do it, I just want to tell you: You don't care about anything like this will eventually destroy your life, you have to live well, don't always be ignored around The existence of people is not every man is Chen Haowei.
Hao Weir, turned and left, maybe Mei Mei is waiting for him downstairs, waiting for him to walk down the long alleys downstairs, then send her home. I heard a few steps at the door, and finally, I opened the door. If I opened the door at that time, I said: Hao We, I want to be with you, I don't want to leave you; if I cried; if,, ,, I think that Hao We will stay, but I have not done anything, I don't even say, I didn't even see him. In the end, I can't hear the footsteps, I am sure that he is really gone.
Hao Weimei, Mei Mei is my roommate, we have learned in the rental intermediary, then rent this two-bedroom house, Meime is a weak, calm woman, in a foreign trade company Accounting, and I am marketing in a PC company, Hao We is here to meet Memei here, and I have fulfilled them.
Hao Wei left, Mei Mei also quietly moved away, this house only left me alone. I walked in this house and saw the lipstick of the tube left by Meimei. I saw the three words "sorry" who stayed in the clothes of the mouth. I saw the Haowei cigarette box. On the table, it seems that the Hao Wei is written on the beach in Dalian's seaside: true love can be eternal, see Meime wearing pajamas with long hair standing in front of my bed: I have to sleep tonight. piece,,,,,,
I saw a lot of winter in a winter night. I sat on the bus. When the car passed through the central park, I accidentally saw a strange man sitting on the bench, in the winter night. Significant as helplessness and indifference. The bus has passed a few stations, and my mind is still thinking about the appearance of the strange man. So I went to get off work next day. When I passed the central park again, I got off the car, just want to see the strange man, or I want to know what. Maybe I am going too early. When I went to the central park, I still had a sunset in the evening. I sat in the bench he sat in him yesterday. When the surrounding hooks gradually faded, day Already very black, I don't know if he will come again tonight? So I went to the bus stop station in the previous station. When I opened the car, I got on the front door. When the bus started, I saw the strange man getting off from the back door of 101, and the car has been opened. At that moment, I really want to walk from the back door, but the door is closed. I got off the bus and ran back and hoped that he still sat in that place, just glanced. I sat quietly on a bench that was not far behind him, looked at him, watching him smoking in the night, fireworks flashed on his slender finger, like a star falling in the night sky. I am so incredible with a stranger, since then, I am going here, keeping his appearance. If he doesn't appear, the hunch of all kinds of homogeneous, I think this life is to do this. The guardian angel of a strange man. If it is not that rain, I can only look at him far away.
It has reached the second year of early summer, it is a dusk that is windy. Many children in the central park are flying, and there is a heavy rain in the sky. I still didn't see his appearance, so I dragged my red long skirt. There, the rain is also wet in my body. At that moment, I thought of giving up, giving up the unnecessary waiting, I would like to let me completely, I saw it in front of the rain fog. Bar, I am very little bubble, because I like quiet. But I went in that day, and it was very wolf. When the wine was half a cup, I saw him pushed the door and I was very busy. Because there is no friend, the location around it is empty. He takes off the coat to sit on my opposite, and it is wet. The hair is hanging in the forehead, I took the hand towel from the bag to give him a hand, indicating that he wiped him, and he smiled and took a hand. We talked faintly, my mood was very nervous, because I was in front of him for the first time, I hope I can express some natural. In the middle of the night, I got up and got home. He said to send me, I nodded, out of the bar, there is a silkwinkle, I hugged the chest, he took off his coat on me, and went to the cold and cold Shennan Avenue At that, he always sent me to the door. I gave him the jacket, thank him, and he smiled and took a jacket and turned away. I stood in front of the window and disappeared on the night in the night, insomnia.
Later, I didn't go to the central park, but I changed the bar, because I can see him there, he usually comes around 9 o'clock. I will call my own juice and wait for him to appear quietly. Later, he often sent me home, then left, about his things, I know very little, he only told me: My name is Chen Haowei, playing in an advertising company. And I didn't tell him who my name, he didn't ask. I didn't think I would meet my peas in that bar, my university classmate, I was talking to Chen Haowei, there was a chat with Chen Haowei, a cute woman jumped to me, and I took my forehead and said: I haven't seen it for a long time! Then point to Chen Hao, said to me: Are you boyfriend? Then turn the head to Chen Haowei, say: I am very glad to meet you. My face was shocked to be unknown, smiled at night, Chen Haowei stood up and said to the peas: I am his friend, Chen Haowei. Peas left the mobile phone number, left, her boyfriend is waiting for him outside the bar. I said to Chen Haowei, I am uncomfortable today, and you will play again. After all that mentioned my big bag, Chen Haowei followed it, he said that I sent you, I nodded, he took my cold hand, I want to make it, but his hand is warm, so I took another long street, so we love. When I became the family, I called: "Hurry," I have moved to the Howest House when I was familiar with the bar. When I didn't care, I saw a surprised expression when I was in a late night. I heard him standing on the balcony slight sigh. I concealed some things to him, such as smoking, such as insomnia For example, if I still want to look at him quietly, Xu Ji Haowei walked in and gently took me up from the bed, tightly, I said: "Don't be afraid, you are my favorite love Baby, tell me that you want to be with me forever, forever. "I asked him" How far is forever? "He thought for a while," Hosting, life, life. " Later, I smoked less, because Hao Wei said that he would want a healthy baby. I will also put my eyes in the bar, and I will write the men who have passed from me from me, and I will put the cold face on the back of the Haowei in the middle of the night. Fantasy Our life is after the world, life. Hao Wei still held me on the palm of your hand, I used his warmth, I put it on a blue day, I will take me to my bubble when I blamn, I will take me to the city at the weekend. Suburban or crossing the city's streets, will look quietly in the afternoon of the fall, I will sleep in the sun, I will hurt me in the night, I murmite "baby, sleep". Hao Wei sent me in the second year of winter, I got a ring to marry, but I refused. In fact, I want to be his bride, realize our future generations, life, but I am afraid that I can't hold him. Hao Wei is a handsome man, a clean forehead and long hair, a pair of faint eyes, I am inadvertently seeing his eyes, I can't save him in love with him, just in that moment. And I am just a neuropolitan woman, there is a fluffy long hair, the scattered dress on the waist, will quietly under the bed to smoke on the balcony, will bite my shoulder with my teeth when you are angry. Silk blood is flowing out, then rushing in his arms, he will use his pair of warm hands touching my long hair. I want to wait, wait for me to confidence in myself, then do your angel.
When V. V. V. V. Vair, when the company sent Dalian planned project project, I needed it for half a year, I didn't send him anything, he left all his passbooks and all keys, and I smoke, less bubble, go to the street with friends, don't 掀 子 被 掀 掀 掀 走 走 了 上 上 上 上 上 上 上 上 上 上 上 上 上 上 上 上 上 着 上 着 上 上 上 上 上 上 上I moved out in the second month of him, because I am used to the life of two people. Although the Hao We will say there is a word, but at least he is around, and in his heart. I went to the rental intermediary, and then I met Meime. She is a virtuous woman, and she will make breakfast in order to get up early, will boil the porridge when I am hungry when I am. I started smoking again, I started to talk to my vital thoughts in the text, and I will lying on a bed with Meimei in a late night, telling her about me and the Haowei story, but I have encountered beans At the moment of the beans, I don't want the second person to know how much I have spent a lot of footsteps. Memei watched me with envious eyes: Your home is really good. I put the picture in my desk in my desk, get up in the morning and saw him, which is so sunny. I think Mei Mei's understanding of the great understanding is through my story.
Hao Wei came back in May 3rd. He hugged me tightly: "Baby, do you know how much I miss you?" I first saw the sorrow in his eyes, I put my hand gently in his hand and said, I will wait for you to come back, I will live in this life, and live in the world. When Hao Wei left, he would help me to take care of me, let Meime help me to quit smoke, take me to go shopping, etc., I still have not sent Hao Wei, I don't want him to see me, I am afraid. Meime sent him downstairs. After a long time, Mei Mei came up, she only said, Chen Haowei is a nice man.
In July, I made a long holiday for the company. I went to Dalian alone. I want to tell everyone, but I have no idea, but I haven't opened it. He takes me all over Dalian, Wrink it on the beach: True love can be eternal, attracting countless people's onlookers, attending everyone, holding me in arms, I like him to hold me.
After returning from Dalian, I am quiet, I will go to the Howest House in the weekend, and after leaving the words I want to say on the calendar of the Haoji family, I will write my mood in the back of the old photo. : Gray, blue, black, pink ,,,, I know that Hao We will turn to them, I think he may never know the mood behind these photos.
In December, when Hao Wei stood in front of me, he was standing in the rental of me and Meimei, I made a big table for me to come back, I was hit by Into my joy, smile Hold him. Later, spring came, it was already the fourth year. I have been busy with work, I have never moved back to Haowei. I saw a face for two days. I thought I found this life, be my angel. . I am waiting for him to marry me again, then marry himself in the sheep. Hao Weimei didn't open again, Mei Mei also seems to have something to look at me in the near future, seeing her looks again, and finally did not open, she kept helping me to wash my meal, all completed in silent of.
March company peak season, I told Hao Wei's recent work, and sometimes called him to meet. I didn't think of this time, all things have been completely deteriorated. That is at 11 o'clock in the middle of the night, I saw the customer, I was sitting at the bus. When the car passed through the central park, I saw Meimei, and then I saw Hao Wei, we were stacked in my hand. I used to sit. The bench that is sitting. I don't remember what the first thought of my mind was, and I went to the bar that I have never going to go, and the original wine is not seen. I called myself a beer. I looked at the twisted body swaying in neon. When I returned to the residence, I saw Meime's panic expression. I said to her: "Don't be afraid, I will Bless you, you will live in this life, life. I will have some good, really, really, really. "I heard Mei began to talk about the things between them, forgot Mei Mei said what they are? At the time, it is not important. From Mei's mouth, I know that I have been in the vision, but I have an attempt to be unfettered in his eyes. If there is anything, I hate myself, some things are wrong, I can still go back. Some things are not working once, and I miss my life. I think that Hao We will never know how much I love him. I don't know that our encounter is my plan. I don't know that the winter is warm because I have a warmth of my days. I remember that Hao We used to tell me that he had a QQ number. He said that he would speak to a stranger on QQ. I opened the box that filled with memories. I found the QQ number he left on the cigarette case. QQ did not have used him. I am very small to talk to him, just watching him, he sent a sentence in a sunny afternoon: Tianya, the afternoon sun makes me think of her, that I thought you can have a long time.
I looked at him like this, continued to complete my mission of the angel, after this life, life!
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