Juvenile Pear (Wu Bingqing)
Han Nei seven years old, high school. Zhu Yan fifteen years old, the third day.
Han Fei's home has a distance of 500 meters away from Zhu Yan, and Han Fei's home is in the alley, Zhu Yan family is in the lane. Zhu Yan must pass through the door of Han Non's home.
Han Fei often pays this girl who has jumped to school, there is a melon face, a good-looking lip and a sweet smile, he knows that she is called Zhu Yan, live in the end of the alley. The 17th age already knows what is love.
The spring came in the spring, only in the beginning of February, the pear bid on the mountains of the town first bloomed, and the mountains were full of snow, such as dreams. To this end, the school organized a spring tour, the first three groups and high groups of students participated in, alleviating the pressure on the Chinese exams and college entrance examination, and the activities were half a day, in the afternoon.
At noon, I went home and prepared it. She took off the school uniform to replace the white sweater and blue jeans, but also plugged on the backpack. Candy and water. When I passed the door of Han Nei, she saw Han Fei who hid behind the door. The face is red, as a pink peach flower.
On the mountain because of this group of students changed very lively, three or two two girls pick up the falling petals on the ground, clean and white. The boys are chasing them under the pear tree, and the fragrance of the spring soil makes the children forgetting. At this time, Zhu Yan also saw Han Fei after him, she smiled low, Han Fei smiled. Later, they climbed up the top of the mountain, and the white pear and classmates were smashed behind them. The seventeen-year-old Han Fei is already very taller in the peers, and the handsome face is soft and fragrant with soap. They chatted in the top of the mountain, and Han Fei took the hand of Zhu Yan slowly down. The students had already returned home, and the empty woods only had birds and pear flowers. A white pear fell on the top of Zhu Yan, and Han Nai took it down and put it on your palm. Later they were in love.
The high three busy exam small examination did not let Han Fei felt fear. He waited for Zhu Yan through their house every morning, followed her behind him; at noon, I waited from the alley from the alley, then use his two Eight bicycles carrying Zhu Yan to go to school; on the next night, Zhu Yan took Zhu Yan to shuttle in the alley, and sent Zhu Yan's safe home and then back to his home. Zhu Yan's achievements have been good, so she is not worried about high school because of love. They carefully maintain this early fruit.
In the eyes of the summer vacation, Han Fei successfully conducted the college entrance examination, Zhu Yan completed the senior high school entrance examination. On the first day of the summer vacation, Han Fei gave a thinking of Zhu Yan to watch the movie. The movie theater in the town is very old, and it can be seen that there are still many people to watch movies. Han Dai bought a snack with Zhu Yan, sitting on the left side, there is girl in the movie crying, her first love lover went to him, the girl is walking on the wild grass in the suburbs, there is not far away An iron rail extends to the distance. She didn't know that the train would not carry her first love, she waited. Han Fei kissed Zhu Yan at this time, it was very powerful. No one is noticed in the dark cinema. The two hearts jumped straight, and this kiss was the courage to decide.
The senior high school notice came down, Zhu Yan took the second place in the school, and received the notice on the day of the notice. Zhu Yan first took the initiative to take the initiative to tell him this good news. In the evening, they walked in the river embankment, and Han Fei said that after the college entrance examination notice, he can go to Beijing to go to Beijing. She took Zhu Yan to the neighboring county to play once, because he had a considerable reward. Zhu Yan also agreed to Han Fei's invitation.
Han Fei's notice is coming, he examines Beijing University. On the third day of the notice, they took the bus to the neighboring counties. There they lived in a cheap hotel, hiking over the streets, and finally went to the most famous urban temple in the neighboring county. The monk in the temple gave them a life. She said that they did not go smoothly. Everything is destined, it cannot be struggling. In September, Han Fei went to Beijing, early morning, his family went to send him, Zhu Yan went, but she didn't dare to be too close to him, so Han Fei did not see her. The train is outline, getting farther and farther. After the Beijing, Han Dai wrote to Zhu Yan, asked her to promise him why didn't go. When Zhu Yan said when he reply: I went, I saw you, but I didn't approach you. Because I don't know if you will come back. Contradictions have spread from here, and then they break them.
When the summer vacation was winter holiday, he didn't see Zhu Yan. He thought that Zhu Yan had already forgot him. He also never inquired Zhu Yan from him. He thought it would take this road, Forget the rivers and lakes. The winter pear gland is particularly cold. This is not a season of pear blossoms, but he seems to have seen a dream-like pear flower in front of him. He saw the girl in blue jeans wearing a white sweater back rushing him. laugh.
In the eyes of Han Africa graduated, then stayed in Beijing, and wanted for three years. He occasionally remembered Zhu Yan and remembered the pear flower on the mountain. When I was in spring, I went back to my hometown. He went to the pear flower forest, and the pear flowers were like this year. The mountains were open, and the whole afternoon, Han Fei came to walk in the pear flower forest. He wants to find the seventeen year old, he is ready to talk to love, then get married, forget this like a dreamless girl. Winter cold wind from his side silent brush.
After dinner, I walked on the river embankment in my hometown, my father said: Xiao Nai, Zhu Yan, do you know? Han Nei shakes his head. My father then said: I live in the depths of the alley, maybe you have seen. This gimmick, the results were very good at junior high school, and I had a lot of high school results, and I didn't have a university. She didn't want to go to school. Later, I went to the provincial city to help her aunt to watch the mall, and I went for a few years. I suddenly came back soon, I said that blood cancer, now I have been cultivated at home, the whole person has changed, you have come back, your mother and I have seen her. She often come to our house when she is on high school, and I often ask you, I think you know. The father's words brought Han Fei very shocked. It turned out that he didn't know how to live in these years. He thought that Zhu Yan was really like a dream just in his own life. The careful mother discovers the son 's different. I touched my father and said: the old man, I will go back first, and there is something to do if you have something to finish.
In the small courtyard of Zhu Yan, Han Fei saw Zhu Yan, who was sitting back to the door, the braids were already gone, wearing a hat on the head, Zhu Yan returned to the head: Mom, come back! It was this face that had many times in the dream, and Han Fei didn't believe in the girl in front of the girl, the Zhu Yan laughed under the pear tree. Zhu Yan cried, no sound, tears just flowed down in the cheek, Han Ning ran over, holding Zhu Yan's face: Xiao Yan, what happened? How could this be? How did you tell me?
Later, Han Fei went to Beijing's work. When he accompanied Zhu Yan in his hometown, the doctor has already died, and Zhu Yan's life can only take this spring. He wants to give Zhu Yan the most beautiful in the last day. Time. One night, Han Dai dreams pear, the dangers of dangerous pear, white, pink, a cluster in the hands of Zhu Yan, Zhu Yan earned away from Hanfei, I ran to the pear flower forest, boundless The undead of pear fell with the wind, a piece, like Zhu Yan, white, the petals covered Zhu Yan, she disappeared in the spring pear flower forest. After the dream wakes up, Han Fei felt very helpless. He pushed the wheelchair to bring Zhu Yan to the suburbs, and then carrying Zhu Yan Shangshan. He wants to let Zhu Yan look at this like a dreamy white pear flower, let her remember the teenager of the pear flower forest. Already in the spring, the big slices of the big slices on the ground have fallen. Zhu Yan is obviously awkward than the days before, like a pear flower that is going to be defeated, it is awkward, no smile, don't want to talk. The next morning, Zhu Yan was gentle. There is still a smile on her face. Han Fei cried, heartbreaking. He doesn't believe his favorite Xiaoyan. They missed a lot of beautiful times and missed the happiness of a lifetime.
Zhu Yan is sitting away, there is a letter from the desk before the end:
Han Dai:
I can see you in the last day, I am a long time, thank you for bringing me the best gift in this life.
I am gone, you have to take care of it. I will bless you in paradise. I hope you have a happy life.
Han Fei, I met you when I first met, my happiness and sorrow began in fifteen years old. That is a beautiful season, you and the white pear flowers, a lot of biennial, I haven't hidden in the past eight years, I want to have a very tall body and the soft hair with soap, and you warmly Hand. However, the day does not care about me in the future. The Buddha said that our foreigners beyond, this life is not smooth, I finally believe.
I am eager to see you every year after you will see you, our distance is getting farther, high school I have been swaying, I know that we have already gone together, and later I went to my mother home. The days have also been flat, often think of the pear flowers in the past night, whiteness. There is also a boy under the pear tree, such as dreams behind me.
I am sick, the doctor told me that the disease is not light, but the doctor and family did not tell what disease. I started to check the information. I know that I have suffered from blood cancer. At that moment, I am very calm, really, I feel that my life is slowly lost. I thought I left you like this, I couldn't see you, I still had an eye, he made me see you in the last day. I thank him.
Han Fei, why do we know when I am fifteen? Why don't we live in a alley for more than ten years? I monsted old days. If you have met you, we can get along with a few years.
Han Fei, you have to forget me, I am just a meteor, drawing around you, it is going to fall.
Always love your Zhu Yan
April 2002
