Author: Anonymous July 25, 2004
China Youth Daily
Yang Hua went to the "freezing point" from the Northern University, claiming to have a junior high school in his hometown, "Quality Education" is particularly good, causing "sensation" in the local area; there are two college graduates who have a book, more than a year , Don't take a point of reward ... Editing let me find what the story he listened: "Maybe it's a Utopian try!"
I met Yang Hua asked in Sixi Bridge, he said his feature - wearing shoes.
The sky is very dark, I can only look down with cloth shoes. Waiting for a long time, I saw a pair of shoes, shooting this person should shoulder, it is him.
A rural man dressing, back to drums. In the small restaurant, he first took out the two teachers' graduation certificates, one is the legal department of Peking University, one is the mechanical department of Hebei University of Technology.
I asked, what do you carry in the graduation certificate of your family? He said that Northern University is looking for teachers, so others trust him.
When I was eating, he was so happy to talk about his quality education, saying how their teacher loves students, and gives me a few student composition.
I saw it, I was really good, but I still told him that three teachers teach seven or eighty students, open seven courses, in addition to renting the classroom, which can cultivate what "quality"? ?
He was excited to sit still, he said oh, you went to us to see, learn about our teachers and students, know. I promised to see, but I don't believe what "Quality Education" is there.
After dinner, I will check it out, he will swallow, I asked him, he said only a few dollars when he said, did not expect car tickets so expensive, it is spent. I have been hurrying out dozens of dollars to him, he is leaving.
"I have to look at it, it is a student thing, or something to education."
At four o'clock in the morning, I gathered in a small station in Anhui, where accommodation is as long as a dollar. All the way I asked many people, no one knows his school. I have doubts about Yang Hua's "School in the local area".
When I came to the same gray house located like a warehouse like a warehouse, the sky was bright. The four-way homes came out of the student's reading sound, push the shake wooden door, dozens of rural children came back to see me.
Two or three people squeezed a desk, and the class has a short, there is a big small, very shabby, some of which are clearly the case or cabinet used in rural households, and then know that this is the students from home. A student is politely handed me a small wooden bench.
It is lectured by the Peking University Legal Graduates, Yin Yong, 24, Non, Shaanxi. The student responded to the question, he always politely said, please sit down.
It is surprising that this junior second year is talking about Chinese Pinyin's sounds and rhyme.
Later, Yang Hua explained me that these student primary schools did not have a prison, so the teacher can only teach new, one side. Is this the quality education?
In another gray house, Zhao Zhixiong, a graduate of the mechanical department of Hebei University of Technology, is apparent that students like him, the classroom atmosphere is very active, and the children have raised the hand. Zhao Zhixione corrected the pronunciation of students, and students listened to teachers to learn their pronunciation, haha laughed.
The relationship between teachers and students seems good, but how can two young college students, how can they do a penny, here to teach a year and a half? What life is they? How long can they stay? If they are gone, what should these students do? What is the school?
Sitting on the small wooden chair of Yang Huajia, Yang Hua told me about his school.
Yang Hua is like education, often looks at this book, always feels what you can do in education. The difficulty of learning from poor children, learning to learn to learn, the teacher can't send wages, the degeneration of teachers, all this is stimulating him. That year, just the CCTV exposure of their dropout rate of Lixin County, so he wanted to have a school. "I have to look at it, it is a student's thing, or something is educated." After reading "One, I can't be less", he immediately resigned from the pharmaceutical factory for two years, and determined to go home to school. On the first day of 2000, Yang Hua posted a enrollment notice in the village, recruiting the elementary school graduates who have lost their lives, and they are afraid of learning. Teachers are his buddy. The school named "Rehabilitation School", take "the rise of China, for the rejuvenation of the nation".
The classroom is Yanghuahua, the blackboard is a black lacquered black paint on the wall, and the plate is a student's head, and the class and stool are moving from the home. The textbook is the old textbook used by others. There is no equipment in the school, with only two old 586 computers, students can take a dozen minutes around the machine every week.
"The school is going to maintain this?" I asked Yang Hua.
He smiled: "Yeah, the teacher does not pay, the students only pay the book fees, the future has great influence, there will be new teachers, teaching effect, students will be more and more."
"Can you find a teacher who doesn't pay?"
"Yes," he surely said, "After the teacher came, students' love and emotion will infect them."
"If people are not infected? Teachers also have to live."
"It will definitely infected." He seems to be very confident.
"Why can students run more than schools?"
"The teaching effect is good, and the parents are willing to donate us."
"Your school began to collect money?" It seems that "Utopia" fantasy is not financial support.
"The first semester is confiscated, starting from the second semester, now is 80 yuan per person, 100 yuan donation, donation is voluntary."
"Is you impressing parents to pay 100 yuan? If you don't pay? If your home is difficult?"
"I don't know, there is also difficulties in my family, we have to treat, pay for it, you can't afford it, this is called to students, use it in students, our schools should maintain hopes "
Obviously, Yang Hua did not know what hopes that the project was going, he has always called his school for the school.
I looked at the broken book: "How is it 100 yuan, no one pays 50, and no one pays 200? You said that it takes a difference, this is not to pay?"
Yang Hua sullen: "Maybe parents will negotiate, and they will be added again."
"How can these donations are used in the area? Is there a financial system?"
"No, we don't need it, all of our three people discuss, do not use who will supervise, all consciously."
This is a school without a stable source of funds, no fixed teacher, no school building, no rules and regulations!
"How did you deceive two teachers?"
Two teachers came back to get out of class. The school's class time, according to rural people habits, 6:00 pm, 3 pm to 5:00 am in the morning.
I asked Yang Hua: "How did you deceive these two teachers from Beijing."
"The original buddies are graduates in secondary schools. The attitude is serious, the ability is not good, so I went to Peking University, I think it is a new culture, I can find a good teacher."
Yin Yongchun said that he is Yang Hua, who has encountered in the North University. Yang Hua gave him his experience. At that time, there were a lot of Northern University to lie that his family is difficult to lie, I don't know why, Yin Yongchun believes him. He said that Yang Hua has a big bag, a rural people look like a farm, and I have not eaten from the first day of the afternoon. I have been hungry until the next night, I will drink tap water. Yin Yongpi is a graduate of the 99th Peking University of Peking University, which in the province's second achievements in Peking University, but he did not like the law at all. After graduation, he went to Shenzhen, giving a US company to sell, and did a good performance in two months. He went back to his hometown. In order to enrich him, he returned to the mother school.
Yang Hua wants to find the Ministry of Education to reflect the situation of rural education, and Yin Yongchun told him that it is useless, but also said that Yang Hua has no qualifications to be young volunteers.
Two people talk very speculative, Yin Yongchun wants to come back with Yang Hua, and the result is half a month in Yang Huadian, I like it. I left him and said that I would come back to see if it's okay. When I came again, I brought back Zhao Zhixiong.
Zhao Zhixiong was "lie" by Yin Yongchun. Starting Yin Yong pure to tell him that the salary is very low, and later, it will not give wages first. And Zhao is not concerned about these, he said, you are here, I am afraid. He was a disgusted city life, in the city, he felt that he was always looking for, but he couldn't find it.
Zhao Zhixiong is also a mechanical department does not like mechanical. "I don't want to read the university. I don't want to read the mechanical department. I don't know how to report, I like the liberal arts." When he was in the Peking University School of Economics, he met Yin Yongchun.
"I am now fully organized, but if I let me go, I can't walk. Some people say that if you take a student, you will definitely cry. In fact, I will cry. I am very fate with the students. Deep, it is likely to stay here for a few years. "Zhao Zhixiong said very much.
Yang Hua is staring at: "Can't you stay here for a lifetime?"
"It is impossible for a lifetime." Zhao Zhixiong was very decisive, and Yang Hua was some disappointed.
"There is no salary, what life do you rely on?"
Yin Yongchun replied: "There is a student, there is also yourself. Just started in the top of the room, next to the road, there are sleeps, there is much more air than the city, now you have lived in the student home, parents Very enthusiastic, the shoes wearing the foot are doing the parents, do a few pairs, usually don't spend money, "he said very calm.
"You don't watch TV every day?"
"There is no time to see, the school has booked several newspapers, and the outside thing is known from the newspaper."
Two contemporary college graduates, no calls, no time to watch TV, no computer, no penny income, mix with rural children, but feel infinite fun, this makes me uninterested, in Anhui God, I always worried about this.
"How do you know that I will support you?"
That day, I was welcome to talk about them. Your school, there is more cultural improvement class, and there is no basis for the basis of a benign loop. It is difficult to maintain. They don't admit that in order to convince me, they have changed the courses of the morning to self-study.
Zhao Zhixiong: "I think this school will definitely do it, the teacher has a dedication. Like me, long-term unpaid here, at least five years, after five years later, there is a certain size."
"If you need you for ten years?" I asked.
"I have never thought about it, the five years have not developed, and it is definitely disbanded. I will be sorry for students. Now there is a running car on the road." "" "" "" "" "" "" "" What do you need a few teachers in the previous grade? "
"5 is enough."
"Where is the two?"
Yang Hua: "Let's find it again. I have been to the Peking University North Normal University. There is a concern to me, but also to investigate us, saying that I have to give us a class, and some people have to give us a class. The affected, people with responsibility will come over. "
Relying on people who don't revenue to teach, this is definitely the heavens. But they can "chemize" to pay salary.
Yin Yongchun: "Since we come, we will do it, we have a responsibility for the children and will not take them."
"You only have a determination and confidence, but there is no measure."
Yin Yongchun: "As long as there is a media support, such as your arrival, we will definitely be successful."
"How do you know that I will support you?"
They laugh, don't talk.
"Where is the students who recruited? Is it enough?"
Yang Hua: "I will take off the house in the family and cover the new school building."
"The house is, where do you live?"
"There are many people who work in the village, we can borrow in someone else."
"Your spirit is very good, but the house only has a brick, what money is used?"
Yang Hua: "Borrowing, relying on the wage development of the teacher, expanding promotion, striving to support the enthusiastic people in society, there is a person in Fuyang to donate us 500 yuan, will therefore there will be. The effect of students is publicity, the birth is more There are many donations, and the teacher still maintains this life. "
"What is your money to cover the house?"
Zhao Zhixiong: "The next first day, the students are more than 20, and there are more than 100 students in the school, and they will take money from the students' donation."
"How do you know that the future parents will donate?"
Yang Hua: "The school should slowly accumulate funds, expand publicity, and strive to support the government."
"How do you want the government to support you? Receive you, give you money? Do you want to do something nature?"
"I want to do hopes that the school is more poverty, if you don't pay, I hope that elementary school will definitely do it."
I immediately told him what hopes to work and hope primary school.
Yang Hua did not accept: "Since we hope that the school does not work, then we will do private schools with hope."
"Do you know that the state recognizes the standards of private schools?"
"It is not so strict in us, and there are more propaganda, they will admit."
"You have no school buildings, teachers can't guarantee, funds can't be guaranteed, how to admit it?"
Yin Yongchun: "We are poor is the school. Our teacher is definitely enough. We can't get it, no one is going out, and you can't get down. Sometimes you have to go 40 lessons for one week."
"You have no time now, how to degenerate?"
Yin Yongchun: "Because the official has been watching the attitude towards us, we can't do it, we are vague in this area, you ask us to find that there are many problems."
"You lack a lot of hardware, can't let students get a full-scale development, how can I talk about quality education?"
Yang Hua: "I think quality education is how to teach people, I am with the surrounding school than quality education. If we do test, we have no conditions."
Zhao Zhixiong: "As a teacher, conscience and morality are more important." I can't agree with them pure "spirit" ideas. However, are these rural children really have been influenced by "spirit"?
"Now open a parents, we are willing to listen, the old people are robbed"
That day, on the air outside the school, I saw the step games playing in the children in the children in the city, no playground, no sand pit, no sports equipment, this is their physical education class.
Yang Hua is a referee, and the students are sitting two rows, Yin Yongchun and Zhao Zhixiong are also a player. At the beginning of the game, the two teachers were the same as the students, and they were struggling forward on the dust of the dust.
Zhao Zhixiong was sitting, immediately had a few children squeezed over, sitting next to him, like a small monkey, some of the clothes, some touch the nose, a girl actually pulled his arm to put his face.
Prior to this, Yang Hua said to me, after the winter get out of class, the children were cold, all grabbed the handle to the teacher's clothes, let the teacher give the hand warmers; the teacher's hand is cold, the student is also coming over, put it in your arms ... ...
A boy came over: "Sorry, Teacher Cai, you are a reporter so many years, you must have many difficulties, how do you overcome?"
I got, I didn't think of a rural child would ask me this way, and I didn't think that he would ask such a problem.
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After answering his question, I asked: "What do you want to do in the future?"
He did not hesitate: "Examination university, be a well-known reporter." After he said, thank you, I ran away.
I was touched, a first rural child, what kind of conscience? How can I mention conscience?
Next to it, a girl tells me the rules of the game. She listened Mandarin, her words, her confidence, her courtesy, including her gesture, and the same thing, it is also surprised, this is definitely not the rural children I imagined! Looking at the small face and rustic clothes that were blown by the wind, I knew that they were unlucky. I thought of their composition and began to have some doubts about myself.
Eating in Yang Hua at noon, Yang Hua mother said that she is from the dishes from others, this meal, I am, I feel some exaggerated.
Later, sitting on the small wooden chair of Yangjia, listening to Yang Hua mother telling me the past, my heart began to tremble. When Yang Hua was 12 years old, his father accidentally killed his mother. The mother took two of Yang Hua three sisters. When Guangdong was asked to pick up, Yang Hua was going to school. At that time, Yang Hua's grandmother was still on the bed, and his second sister, fourth grade. The next place is working.
Yang Hua is a laughter, but that day, he always lowered his head, his face, heard his mother, he suddenly stood up and rushed into the house.
Yang Hua Office learned to spend thousands of yuan. There is a lot of money in two years of work, and the mother sells pigs to sell wheat selling beans is ready to give him marriage. There is a sister 15 years old and earned money. Nowadays, talking about good objects, little sister can't afford tuition, and I have been bombed back many times. He himself, still owes a few thousand yuan.
In the interview in Xinqiao Village, Zhangcun Town, the villagers know that I am a reporter, I have robbed me: "Write more about Hua Dun, it is not easy, let our children learn well."
Eating in a villager, the man said to me: "Hua Jun twenty-five six years old is not married, we must do school. We have a child like him, you have a child, give him an introduction to the object, no urgency, It is said that I have to run school, I will introduce the object to Teacher Zhao, people don't want, as long as they are teaching. We can only wash clothes for teachers. "When I said Yang Hua mother, they all Shake your head sighed, just say: "Hua Yu mother suffered, this village is her bitter, three girlfriends a child."
When you have a meal, the hostess is to look at Yin Yin Purdy: "Well, I can eat some, give it 10 medicines. It turns out that all day is full of stomach, can't eat, look at people."
Yin Yongchi is still more than a thousand yuan in foreign debts, and there is money in the family. He can't help it.
According to the villagers, the children in the village, don't like to go to school, and the teens are fighting at home all day, and they will fight the lawsuit.
"I have gone to school, I have never seen a parent meeting, and I have a teacher's teacher. Now I will open the parents, we are willing to listen, the old and young people are robbed, let go of a whole family follow. Go. Teacher said that the child's advantages have talked about the heart, let people feel orally, and buy a prize to the students, now don't let the child don't do it.
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I have asked Yang Hua, have you never given two teachers? He smiled and said: "I have given 20 yuan in the Spring Festival this year. Yin Yongchun did not want, Zhao Zhixiong got to give students. I spent 4 dollars, and I spent 20 yuan for the whole Spring Festival. "
I no longer talk.
"Wake the sleep, let the silence of opening, let the sadness easily"
I was seriously looked at the diary of their three after returning to Beijing. The heart recorded in the diary is not to debate:
Yang Hua: - If you don't want to educate a buffering opportunity to poverty to the poor area, you can have a few people who have both money, and have a person who works in school and management. In poverty-stricken areas, who can build a national standard school in place, can only rely on development and accumulation, many private schools in the city, is not all in the house to hire teachers, first buy tickets after getting on the bus?
- Yesterday, my mother had no money, picking people's peppers to eat a few meals.
- We will always refer to the test education, most of China's school is not ranked as quality education, in fact, quality education is to improve people's overall quality, including competition awareness, survival awareness, and school Students relax (not elimination education), and society does not eliminate you because you are not eliminated education, so that students learn to compete in order within rules. Students who have been cultivated cannot adapt to society, but also let them learn to survive the competition to the school as soon as possible, transfer the risk in advance to school.
- Mother today gave a blind eye to find two clothes, although the mother is poor, but also take someone, in order to run school, mother put the sheep, beans, sweet potatoes, cotton, pigs, the mother is too great.
In Yang Hua's diary, there are some records for daily spending: How much is it spent in a month, how much is it for my sister in a certain year, and how much money is eaten in a certain year? All of this is in the corner. This is a person who can spend a thousands of dollars to run school.
Zhao Zhixiong: - I don't know if there is a strong tragic consciousness in my subconscious, and Liu Jing is moving back home. I have some relief. More than 40 students have a little one, I am really like missing. It turned up the flat head in front of him, and I was very ugly but the body was very strong. Whenever I let him carry a military boy, he is my student! - Heart suddenly hot, suddenly there are several names ... I want to see these children from the world.
- I don't know why, I always ignore this name in the diary, but I spend almost the most, my heart is in mind, I am trying to educate him, I will always use a silent way to guide him. Just urge him to stick to it, I believe that he will add a deep force in his character, prompting him to learn from the law, and then cultivate his man's Han's confidence and courage, but I sometimes take care of it. He was called home, this failed, I don't know if the dropout will arouse his courage, I heard that he secretly goes to school this afternoon, this is definitely hitting him. Big, I only have slowly observed.
- I only hope that these students can get a student status in time (not being recognized by the state, the reporter note) a few college students.
- The most proud: I saw students imitating themselves.
Most angry: Students play small temper.
When you are most happy: Liu Jing finally learned to divide.
The most beautiful time: surrounded Gao Jiamei's scarf.
- In the afternoon, she is looking for me because she is not respecting the teacher, maybe because I have to go the next day, she can't say a complete sentence. I can't say it. I am not crying, my head is very low, sitting in bed, sitting on the bed, Her hands torn in the bed from time to time, because she was too excited, she torn off the book on a large piece of paper, I didn't realize that I can only comfort her.
- Tonight is like water, I have a few students sing in the road and the river, as if a group of wizards from the night. Our voice and shadow are floating in the air, and we must have alarmed the nearby villagers. There is only a few of us only in the event, rivers, roads, houses, and beaches. This is a troupe without a band, our own voice is a scorpio, our songs and dance come from afar, just wake up to sleep, let silence to open, so that sadness is relaxed. Go back to the way I gave the student named them, respectively, Kaigua, Carina, Kar, Bort.
- I will look at these children around these children slowly grow, they will grow tall, talk slowly like an adult, their thoughts, their way to walk, close to adults, and finally gradually grow A adult's face came.
Zhao Zhixiong did not dare to tell his home, he did not work here.
Yin Yongzhi gave students a comment: in fact, I have long seen your melancholy in your eyes, but you have never speechable, don't be afraid, child, my family has more horrified than you, but finally It is necessary to change. You can talk to them in your heart and and gas, you can write to them, let them look at your diary, because you have grown up, you can solve a lot of things, in short, as long as you work hard to do . Remember what I said to you? "In fact, you are very smart!" Remember, you have your own future! " The key is: Master your own fate! It is necessary to fight for it.
Yin Yongchun Diary: - I would rather not all glory, don't be Northern aura, don't have a profound knowledge, don't praise anyone, look at the children's pure face, I am looking for every day ... Maybe I love them every one. People who they don't believe, including naughty tricks, I can't go with me, I have passed my students, because I am grateful to them, they can return to the past, I came to teach success , I want to copy my success on them, I really want everyone to say: "Come, come with me to grasp the red belt of success!" I am waiting for him
Subsequent. I have to put colorful radiops on the children's head!
- Liu Jing's change made me feel a kind of ecstasy after the mother's harvest, I often realize that I am changing a group of lives, life is also changing me, this complementary progress makes me with a filling confidence Going to the tomorrow, maybe in the brilliant history of me, today will be a strong colorful, after all, that is because of my new life, there is my life inside!
- In the evening, this free house became a joyful ocean. Everyone came to my side, I enjoyed a less and absolute freedom for many years, for them, I have begun to impand myself. Everything in the four years, for them, I started to think about others, and there is no time to consider myself and private questions. For them, I even started with the past, my loved ones and old friends began to go The farther, however, I only take it forward.
- Continue to tighten the distance, I found that I have deeply fall in love with them, talk to the platform, a sacred mission is natural, every pair of eyes flashes, they may be every person. Excellence, at least they will be different!
"I must succeed, give all people a confidence"
After returning to Beijing, I received a letter from Yin Yongchun and Yang Hua. Yin Yongchun said in the letter: Your question comes with suddenness, high degree of height, killing, so that the other party is tired ... I was very confused, thinking There is no previous history. You are very disappointed, I am also very disappointed, I don't leave more rational thinking to the reader, although I am enthusiastic about handling specific matters, I hope to contact you.
I am unpredictable, in the face of three blood youths that are not taking the rural education (in addition to admiration, what reasons do I have disappointed?
Yang Hua's letter wrote: I am optimistic, but my heart is very heavy. In the night, I have a deep thinking about education, I feel that the burden is very heavy to the school. I have a small person, but more importantly, seven or eighty students, and even more students parents 'trust and expectations, these students' future and fate are in my hands, just like what you said: "Even if you die I can't save the school? "
We are difficult, not I don't want to say, I am afraid that others think that Yang Hua wants to promote their own money through the media. I have already done a good thing, no matter what reason, delaying the future of the children, is the responsibility and sin of my company. For these children, I would like to have a long, thank God, thank everyone who cares about them. In order to run school, I have to struggle, this is God, it is God who made me do things for the people!
I have long enough to thank my mother, my sister, Yin Yongchun, Zhao Zhixiong, you ... and all people who care about us. I must succeed and give all the people.
I saw this, my tears came out.
They are involved in "Quality Education", but lacks at least code conditions, but there are several teachers who have written this kind of commendation in the student's composition, and how many teachers can put their lives. Feeling - pain, ecstasy and hope, tightly and the students' hearts with the future? ! And this is the most scarce thing in the rich school! Yang Huadan is too ideal too much, it is very likely not far, but they broadcast seeds? The boy who is thinking about "conscience" now, will he take more? (Cai Ping)
