(One)
Because of the needs of life, I will go to Supermarket shopping at night. Enjoy the feeling of tightly relaxing a week, just like a person in the warm sun in the warm sun in the spring. Enjoy that kind of easy.
She will come here every Friday night, although she does not necessarily return every time, but from her look, she seems to "bought" what they want - relax. It seems that there is a feeling that I have learned, until the opposition with her, I have made me a few years ago, I have a few faces.
(two)
Every time I arrived, it is relaxed, but since I learned from my mother, the money from the supermarket audio store to buy the box is a fiscal, my mood has almost a 180 turn: I am not happy. I am uneasy. I can use this counterfeit currency to exchange a plate of genuine boxes without knowing, but I am not found to be celebrated and joy, but I am uneasy, because this will not What happened? I also clearly remember that the eyes of the young boy who received the payment, I also know that I have lived with him with him, but I'm going to shoulder on the week, no one actively greege. God! In the face of the "neighboring family boy", what kind of view will bring him, it is true, I feel some of them.
Every time she will go to the audio-visual store, every time she will be in front of the box - carefully picking her favorite cassette. That time, after she was chosen, I found a box of albums. She took the box with her left hand, and the right hand prepared a ten yuan. While I opened her invoice for her, I saw her, I recognized her, she is the neighbor girl, I still remember, Xiaoshou, on the way to school every day, she will see her, she Carrying a book, the body is so thin. God! This only has a few years, she has already completed a beautiful urban girl: serious in serious poetry; in the quietness of a few points. After he handed me, she turned to the box with the cassette in her hands, and she saw that the song of Xu Ruzhen did not release. I took over money, the feel is not very right, with my experience, I conclude this is a hierarchy, I just want to tell her, but I don't know which nerve in my thoughts, let me swallow back. I believe that she is never a small cheap vulgar girl, from her simple and clear eyes, I conclude that she is never know. I suddenly became an idea: even if I sent her gift! To commemorate the passage of the childhood. I quickly found the money to her, she didn't look at it, and slowly disappeared in my sight. After she left, I took out ten yuan into the cash register, and the fake currency I installed my pocket.
(three)
Since the incident, I went to supermarket to have a lot less, even if I went to one or two, I will leave again. I don't have the guts to go to the audio store to pick the boxes I like, although I tried to convince you to get the courage to challenging this thing, then apologize, but ... I didn't.
I know that she will come here at night at night, so I will have my eyes every time I am looking for her figure. However, in recent weeks, I obviously feel that she is getting less and less. Even if she is coming, the time to stay is very limited, suddenly I feel that I have a kind of loss, can't control myself, I always think about it. : Is it very busy? Busy exam ...? I don't know what I am, I always feel that I can't say pain in my heart. Is the opposition to make me "electric shock"?
(four)
Due to the hot broadcast of "Meteor Garden", I want to go to Supermarket's audio-visual store to find albums about it. After shopping, I saw a person standing next to the cash register, so I made a breather, and I ran into it in an eager. However, I don't know why, I haven't found something I want for a long time. I am disappointed from the inside. When I pass the checkout station, I'm inadvertently, the "neighboring boy" did not know when to take the girl, I was smashed. I saw him and quickly escaped. However, my friend has taken the supermarket because of any other thing, and I stayed alone, I'm not far from him. I believe that he just saw me, so I installed it inadvertently, and by the way, I saw him, that is, what kind of eyes collided! I found that he was looking at me not far away. I know that he is definitely looking for me for that matter, but now I take the initiative to send the door "Hey! This is over!" I always went to me, I walked, the hand Fake currency falls in front of me. I really want to escape, I am afraid that this happened thing, but my friends have given me a must wait for her. Ugh! I am really two heads, and I am helpless in the first time. In order to determine his goal, I have a beautiful look of people again, turning my eyes to him, but his reaction makes me not solve. I saw my gaze and turned to him, but he immediately avoided it. After that, I tried it several times, but he always hovered in the crowd. I sure his eyes never left me. I really don't understand. My friend came out, I have ended this time that I have not happened this time. I came back that night, I found out her familiar figure. She stood before she stood in the box. The stare counter saw a box, but in the end, the disappointed expression left her beautiful face. on. When I passed on me, she got me and seems to speed up the footsteps. It seems that I am a big god. Seeing her indeed gave me an unexpected surprise, but why her expression is strange, is it? Is it a disaster of fake currency? She stopped, standing next to the aisle not far away, it seems that I am waiting, my eyes are constantly moving, but I am afraid to intend to intend to with her. I really found out that I was unpaid in the golden love trap of this destined tragedy.
(Fives)
After returning home, I have been thinking in bed. Why did he have found my trace, why is the strange eyes that have been in me, why is it a relative, but he deliberately hides people? . A series of "why" is entangled in me, is he ...? I suddenly flashed a thought in my mind, but I was so late, "how can he be"? I gradually entered a dream after smirking two times.
I walked again, I found my own change. I found that I went to the purpose is no longer a simple substance demand, but because of him. Every time I walk, I will come around around, the purpose is only one ---- see if he is here to look forward to my appearance. But when you see him in recent times, he is always busy even if you are busy. I am very disappointed, a few times, I can't stand it again, I swear: I will never go there again. The reason I am very clear in my heart ---- I am giving with him.
I am aggravated every day for her, I can feel her eyes is constantly looking for me. When this time it feels likely to continue, I have to be forced to end this feeling. The feeling of heartbreaking naturally doesn't have to say. I still look forward to it again. But whenever she came, I will shoot a lot of money to a payment. I deliberately, but how much helplessness and sadness here! This is what I made under the surrounding surrounded by contradictory! Since avoiding it, the long pain is worse than short pain! (six)
After three months, I was pulled by the friend. At the same time, I am still looking for him. However, I was disappointed to the extreme, and I didn't even see my figure. When you are going to leave, a girl ran to me, gave me a letter, how steel tight is tough. I thought this would be a love letter, and my face is also full of proud expressions. However, as the letter is opened by my page, my face has become a sluggish.
The letter is written by the neighbor boy.
Cute beautiful neighbor girl:
Hello there!
I have paid attention to you for a long time, I believe you must feel it. Your pure and generous, beautiful and good, a deep brand is always in my heart. Remember our first four-eyed situation? Remember the album of the box? Remember the fake currency? However, don't worry, the fake coin I have collected, you can listen to the box that I will give you carefree. In fact, at that time, I didn't know what I did, I just want to leave the situation of the childhood. Receive it! I also like Xu Ru Yun's song. Isn't this our common hobby?
When this relationship is likely to continue to develop, I have to force my own hand to end it, forgive me for harm to you! Because I have no ability to be responsible for this pure feeling.
Every time I warn myself, I am afraid that I am too close to you, I can like you. However, I don't just fall into my love trap. I want you to make yourself, it is really my love, but I understand that I will never let you follow it, so every time you come here, I force yourself, don't look at you, although heartbreaking Feel good pain! But now, my destination is finally reached.
When you see a letter, I have lying on a hospital bed in a strange urban hospital to receive chemotherapy. A year ago, in the medical examination of the college entrance examination, I learned that I had a terminal illness, my parents found the best famous doctors in the province, and the doctor was helpless. I know that I have a lot of time. I regret that there is still no experience in the life of a thousand poses, I am not willing to leave this, so I have persuade my parents in my life. Come to this supermarket to experience another life. In these months, I have been very happy. Every time I give my own money to my parents, I can see the tears in their eyes. I have had a contract with my parents - after half a year, I immediately went to Beijing to accept treatment. Of course, during the work, I have been controlling the development of the disease. I am convinced that as long as there is a healthy mentality, anything will turn around. After two months, I don't know why, let me meet you, I should thank you, you let me realize the happiness and pain of love brought, even if I leave, I have no regret. Because of learning, work, family, love, I have had, I am satisfied, it is really satisfied.
Just leave this city, my heart is full of attachment to it for more than ten years. Beautiful neighbor girl, I will always bless you, whether it is in the world or heaven. I forgot how the home is going back, I only remember that day, everything is broken, dim.
(Seven)
One year later, when I finished reading this letter again, tears and letters were once again on the ground. When this feeling like a kite, I floated my life. I have already surpassed my imagination. I always feel that I have a heart induction, I always feel that he is still alive, there is always One day, he will stand in front of me.
Happiness and Heartache will always wrap you in the most unreasonable, often in an instant, no matter whether it is still lost, happiness is still sad, it is, as long as you grasp, even pain, you will not regret . However, some things often have a preciousness when you have to have him.
I understand now that this feeling is heartache.
