The biology Ph.D. Lisa tells her a passionate love, this love is developed by unrequited love; she also defeated an enemy. She once thought that her lovers were not in the world, but she still waited in my heart until he returned to her. But how long they have been, she, wait, wait, last almost desperate, then she found that he was dead. She expects to meet a lover like him, but she has never been willing. Finally, she decided not to look for it, I plan to have a child to raise myself. My first time, the last love happened to be 5 years old ... You don't laugh, listen to me first, wait until I finish, maybe you can't laugh. That is the war years. My father is supervised a military airport, my mother is a military doctor, they all work in a unit. Because I am lost in the war, I don't want to put me in my friends or children's housing, I will take me around. The airport has moved with the move of the front of the front. I am disguised, hiding under a pack of clothes, encountered inspections, and moved. When the superior leaders inspected the unit, they hide me. I have spent the whole war during this way. One new pilot from the aviation school was 18 years old. He was the youngest soldier here. But at that time he was in my mind, it was an adult. He is tall, full of blonde, a black face, a pair of blue eyes. His temperament is lively and guts. His name is Flodka, is very good. There are several girls in the medical room and ward, and a female radioper named La Yashk is staring at Flodka. That Raiseka seems to be a bit. But I still grab Flodka from her hands. Don't laugh, this is true. That boy - now in my faster 40-year-old old woman in the eyes of him, he is indeed a boy - how he will be fascinated by my fantasy woman in this army, I don't know. At that time, we didn't see the point of the three autumn. I immediately ran to the pilot dormitory after getting up every morning. Everyone is looking at me, just shouting in Flodka: "Your girlfriend will come to see you in the morning, and still pick it up." Flodka ran to the door to welcome me, put me Hold it up, then go to the canteen to have breakfast together. The delicious thing in his plate is usually one or two pieces. (This is a rare cuisine at the time of war), often thinks about me, because I am his "girlfriend". My parents don't let him be so used to me. Once I didn't let me go all day, I am afraid that I bother him. I am crying at home. When Flodka appeared at the door, they all shocked. He went to the father in the door, said: "Report Commander comrades. Please allow me to take my girlfriend; when we check the plane." They put me with Flodka. We both quickly rushed to the opportunity of Flodka to clean up, and repaired his aircraft. That is a U2-type reconnaissance machine, and his companions gave it a foreign name called "bookcase." He inspector the engine, screws here, can get there; I, climb the body, and take the sputum. After you finished, Flodka took me into the cabin, and we turned around the airport. This also got the permission of your father. Under the "class", we both went to have dinner. The pilots in the cafeteria will tease me: "Hello, Lao Jia, how is your plane?" "Everything is normal." I solemnly answered. Once, Flodka did a one with another pilot. I was tired that day, and I ran to his room to drink water.
There are a few people stealing drinking in the dormitory, but they don't avoid me, Flodka teaches me to make great enthusiasm for friends. I know that I know something in the unit, sometimes even better than my father's news. I entered the house, I found that Flodka is not there, just pulled a person to drink to him. This born is drunk, and I have given me a glass of spirits. I drank a big mouth, smashed, crying to live. Flodka rushed over, he heard my cry. He immediately saw the original committee of things and hugged me in his arms and gave me water. I don't know what he is doing, and continue to cry. Waiting for me not cry, Flodk put me lying on his bed, then grabbed the tapping collar, dragging him to the outside, got his nose, and did not eliminate it. Of course, my father doesn't know. Since then, I feel that Flodka is my head and other protector, which is higher than my father. It hasn't long been a long time, he started a romantic history between Rawshka with the female argument. This goblin. I still hate her so far, they often stay in the next time. I don't know how long they have, what extent, until one day, someone is joking with me: "Your Flodka and La Ica do things." I suddenly bleed, full of angry, I was saddened. But I was determined to take Flodka from the Raiska hand, so I took action. In what way? Just directly grabbing him. Whenever I see La I, I ran over, I shouted: "Walk away. He is my boyfriend, not yours." People, persuade me, but I only have a thought in my heart: I Never let Rajska * near Flodka. Finally, my father is anxious, I am, I am reddling my ass. But my ghost is much more. I ran to Flodka, when everyone took off his pants, I gave him a little butt, I also told him: "You have a look, this is because of your fool Raz card. My father also said if it is said You will be beaten again with her. "My father is of course not saying. Did you know what happened later? I don't know if Flodeka has no so deep feelings for my love, or because she can't stand the words of people - say she is destined to fail in this ridicule. In short, the relationship between them will end. From then on, I saw Raiseka, I was proud to go, I would like to pay attention to the enemy that was defeated in my hand. What else to ask our love except these stupid things? Also included Pure love. When Flodka did not have a task, we wandered around the airport, sometimes going to the nearby village. I can't remember what we talked about, I just remember that we have been talking. It is difficult to imagine what topic can make a 18-year-old youth and the 5-year-old girl talking. I still remember the atmosphere of us, it is so simple, quiet, serious. Sometimes we discuss the life of grasshopper, except for me No one will be interested in this way; sometimes we talk about the war, talk about the life of adults. Like me, this big child has taken a calm life by the war. Only he can bring me a real childhood life. - fields, woods, fairy tale. We also compile themselves. What is the sense of security? I still remember the absolute sense of security - even from the parents, only Flodka Bring me. At that time, we often suffered from the enemy. Although the airport disguised into a small wood, I still have been discovered by the fascist, so we have to relocate. I have grown up in the war, for the pain , Death, slit, blow-down house, crashing aircraft and the like have been habits. I haven't forgotten the funeral of the pilot at the time, and it is not a cross on the grave, but a propeller.
But when I was with Flodka, I knew he could protect me, so that I was not bombarded by German airplanes, and the land did not bomb. When the Flodka performs task - he drives a U2-type aircraft to reconnaiss photography in the air - I am like a small woman waiting for him. I am no longer playing, but sitting quietly in the corner. I can tell the sound of his aircraft in a far away. Then flew to the aircraft runway and shouted. "Flodka came back." I didn't say it once. Once he didn't come back. Some people reported to their father that they saw a German fascist airplane to fire to Flodka, hit his plane, burned in the air. Everyone in the unit has heard of this matter, including me. They are very sad - his friends, my parents, there are Rajska, come in and go in red, but I don't believe him sacrifice. The result is still what I am right. Without my Flodka, I feel cold, lonely, and I am very sad. I can comfort me every time they advise me, but I said: "I am uncomfortable, loneliness is because I am waiting for Flodka. He is coming back." I have passed a few months. On the day of the winter, my mother said to me after home: "Fast, Flodka is back." I don't know why, she didn't look happy when she talked about these words, but I didn't care at the time. I immediately ran out, even the coat didn't worn, straight to the camp. I saw Flodka and heard someone shouted: "Be careful." Care. "But I have already rushed to his arms. I felt a step when he was holding me, and someone helped him immediately. It turns out that Flodka has a double turn, there is only one leg. This is an amazing thing, enough to believe in innovative love between us. In that battle, Flodka was quite serious, and when he came back, no one can recognize him. His whole face was burned into a tight, shiny purple leather, and a few deep cyan scars on the cheeks. But I don't have to look at his face at all, I can recognize him, I live straight, I understand this is my Flodka. We sat next to the table, he got me in his arms and talked about his adventure experience. At that time, the perfect calm, love and peace of mind, I still have to be unforgettable. I stretched out the finger and gently touched the scars on his face. "" What about it? I don't hurt here? " . I gave him a more solemn new name: my Captain. After a month, he safely fake legs and returned to the blue sky. After finishing Germany, I also arrived at Captain Pengz, my Flodka is time. Our family is going back to Leningrad, but he is sent to the Far East. From the days, Flodka said to me: "And the Japanese war will end. You will also become a beautiful girl, then I will come to you, marry you my wife." I am completely believed in him, I don't think Flodka is joking. On the day of breaking up, he only speaking with me alone. When our car was started, I was stuffed into the Jeep, and I kept crying. He said: "Goodbye, my beloved person. Waiting for me." Year of the year, time flying, can Flodka did not return. After I grow a few years, I gradually felt embarrassed to ask my parents to listen to him. I don't sound, waiting for him silently. At the age of 16, I started looking for it. I know that Flodka doesn't forget me, he is also looking for me. Only one thing does not understand: he is the most intelligent person, why haven't I found me yet? I won the news to my father and the familiar flight person, but I won't know, no one knows where he is. Fortunately, people who flew flying are not much, I believe sooner or later will listen.
This is the case. Do you still remember that the Soviet is twenty, many secrets have been disclosed? Many children have never heard of relatives and relatives appeared at this time; many wives have learned that their husbands who have been revoked to be reducing them are dead. In the past, whenever I asked Flodka to my mother, she was sadd from the head, and he suddenly, she made me sit to listen to her to tell his misfortune. After the heroic flight, Flodka miraculously lived, he was promoted and won a "Soviet Hero" Venus Medal. But later, when they "clarified the matter", he was sent to the labor referee. It turns out that Flodka landed behind the plane in the German front, then he grabbed the photographic equipment, with burns and broken legs, passing through the heavy defense line forward. I started to take him into the second Matloxov, and it would be enough to decide a hero. So he disappeared in Keleyma. This is all my first love. I have never had a second love. I observed the boy with my peers, and I observed the man after I grew up, but I couldn't find the man of Flodka. How many times I plan to get married, can eventually be done. When I was determined, I told myself: "No, this person is not the people like Flodka. I have to wait." But I finally didn't find the people like Flodka. After winning a Ph.D., I decided to set up a family without her husband. Now I have gone my son, named Flodka, I have to take him in the adult alone. Excerpted from: << Women Talk on the 10th >> Ria Wozne Pioneer
