I want to give you a home - give me a chance to love you.
I haven't quietly worried about it for a long time, I will return to Beijing at 11:30 yesterday, I have been running almost half a month outside. During this time, you will call me during Jiayuguan. You said to call me. No one picks up, so you hit my mobile phone. That night I was receiving the call you called, I am very happy, I am happy, I can't fully express my mood at the time, warm, a very warm feeling. :)
I wanted to write this letter last night, but because I was too tired, I slept at night. In fact, I have been writing this letter when I haven't come back. Hold for a long time!
I don't know what to say in a time, then I briefly tell me this time for half a month. I left Beijing on August 18, I took nearly 30 hours of train to Jiayuguan. I have used it for 2 days, and I went to Jiayuguan Tower for a long time. One day I went to the Jiuquan Satellite Launch Base (Military Base). Because I went to the base, I didn't go to Dunhuang, because I wouldbere to the base, I have this life. But the chance of going to Dun is still there. These five days have passed this, followed by the work. I have been doing a 14-hour car from Jiayuguan to the mountains near Lanzhou. These 14 hours experience makes me unforgettable , Especially the last four hours of the road is all mountain roads, almost gives my bones to the bones!: (3 days in the mountains near Lanzhou, using the work, go to Qinghai Province, go Tal Temple, went to Qinghai Lake. After leaving Qinghai Province, he took the train on September 1 to September 2nd. September 2, because Beijing has work, I have to do it, the unit leader gave me the day of the day. Beijing Tickets, day all day, I played a day in Yinchuan, went to Xixia Wangling, Western Movie City, Sha Lake. At 18:17 on the same day, I went back to Beijing. Beijing.
Jiayuguan (City Building, Jiuquan Satellite Base) → Qinghai (Tal Temple, Qinghai Lake) → Ningxia (Xixia Wangling, Western Movie City, Shahu)
Although I went to so many places this time, I always think of you every place, I always feel that there is something shortcoming, I always don't consciously buy some small gifts every place, this may be the last time I go to Emei Mountain. You bought a little monkey, it has been used to it. Every time I go to a place to buy a small gift every place. I can't explain, I bought these gifts, sometimes, next to it When people ask me to buy it, I always smile, I have no girlfriend! Indeed, I haven't had a girlfriend, but I don't mean I have really paid. I have said, I lived in front of 2 women (in front of my mother in front of my mother), one is you (of course, it is in the phone), I know that you are a very stubborn girl, may not look down on me. Tears in the phone, you have to know that men have tears, only because they have not been sad! That time, I am indeed sad, this life can make my sad girl, you are the second, It is also the last one (I will tell you the reason for a while).
I can't remember the time for your first time in QQ, I only remember the first girl who sang me in QQ, although it is a sang, but I am very nice! After we gradually understand It is also gradually attracted by your rate! I have almost nothing to talk about it. Only, I found out that I have the same place as you, that is, a "true" word! In now, this material wants horizontal flow, Timely a time, I can have a true feelings. I cherish it very much. With the further development of the exchange, the contradiction is also gradually appearing. This may be the fate of the Pisces and the destiny of your destiny. Things, the pressure gave me is that I have never encountered, so that I have made some "hurt" your business. At that time, my childish idea was: "The fault is not my committee Why do I want to bear these pressures! ", This is not my mistake, when you come from a city to another, I have some view to you some direction. Development, I have given up your heart, before, one thing that happened again, "subvert" my value orientation, although I still don't agree with you, but I can understand, You can even accept "a little bit", do you know why?
When I think, I can't say it, I just don't ask my heart - why? Until one day, I finally wanted to understand, this is a kind of emotion that surpassed friendship, love, said It is emotional instead of feelings, that is because now I don't know what you look like, I haven't seen you, so I don't have a feeling of feelings. I am a feeling of this. It has surpassed friendship and love, this is a feeling of family!! Or until this time, I understand that there is an unaccessible link between us! You still remember, I once again "hurt" your heart, Once, I didn't even have a closing point, but I don't know why we have recovered "contact" again. This is invisible to push us together (I am not talking, I will Explain to you). I still remember that you called me, saying how my mobile phone is closed at night, I said my mobile phone to 23:59 automatic shutdown, you can't say it, say that you can't find me. What should I do? I have been driving mobile phones, I will never dare to go to sleep again, then I am afraid that the mobile phone is so powerless. I also charge another fast battery, I am afraid that you call. I can't find me!!! I know why I still don't change my mobile number now? This number is still Changzhou, but I have been three years in Beijing. In fact, I have always been waiting for one, I can't wait for one. Come on the phone, I don't change the number, I am afraid that she is looking for me! But I understand now, she is never possible to call, since I "flee" Changzhou, there is no longer Contact, I think she is already married, maybe the child is already! Forget it, don't think about it, anyway, I know that she is not mad! This is not what I want to pass, this is my life.!! ! Let's explain it below, say what you want to explain to you.
This is going to go to Emei, I will go to Emei Mountain last year. Going to Emei should be in November. I have happened to "Suzhou incident". I didn't say much. At that time, I was still "confused" after all, in "Suzhou incident" One month later. I will not be opened in Emei, that is the relaxation event after the meeting, I boarded more than 3,000 meters of Emei Mountain in the sea - Golden Top, in the Jade Buddha Hall of the Golden "Mushang" gives a word, maybe it is too little incense money (only 10 yuan), the old monk just tell me, I must marry before this year, otherwise it will not do it later. And said that this girl with me is one heart, but it is not too good to have a couple of life (I don't think I don't understand)! From then on, I will think of the old monk, but Total scorpion could not be the mystery. Until in June this year, I went to Chengde's business trip. Due to the work of work, I met a masterpiece of Zhou Yi. Under the request of my thoughts, I can promise me for me! Until this time Submit, I saw this can, and he was only a "inexpressed red wrote" to solve the meaning of it. He said, the birthplace of this girl I want to find should be in my birthplace (Jiangxi Le Ping) The West is north, he also tells me that there is 2 girls who like my girl now, but one of them has been 80% is someone else, and I like my girl is a chicken than I am 2 years old, and the most The important thing is that the time this year is this year's lunar calendar. If this time may be changed! The girl in Suzhou incident is also 81 years, I will never contact with her! Although, now It is getting more and more clear, but this is not 100% of things, or there is a variable!
I know, I have been destined three times, I'm trying to fight! Now I have already set, the rest of the seven points I am willing to pay four points! Although I don't know what happened before I met you, you don't want Tell me, I don't ask, I know that you are talking to me. I know that you have a lot of bitterness, which is a lot of grievances, but that is already the past, we can't change it again. What! We can change only our present and future! I know that you have been drifting for a long time. Maybe your feelings are very vague, I don't know what is the home in your memory? Maybe it is a House, a big bed, a soft bedding, maybe ..... may ..... but for me, these are not, the family is: people I love and love me Where is it, where is my home!
YY, go home! Give me a chance to love you, I only have this time! I want to give you a warm home, one you never want to leave home!
Stupid
September 3, 2004
