痞子
The runner of life is still inactive.
I am always a habit to think about the past, even though I know this is no meaningful. Memories and miss are always wrapped in the heart, let me an unforgettable. I always think that only the old people will continue to recall, because they have not too many youth to squander, there is no time to build a great achievement like the year, no spirit is in the lake, the poems are painted ... so They can only look back; maybe, they are escaping the reality, do not want to see the end of the road.
However, I often huddled in the corner of the room, silently thinking about the days, I have worry-free, simple and transparent days, then silently cry.
No one tube. I do not need.
I still remember that afternoon, my mother cooked in the kitchen, and the smoky looks.
I am standing in the kitchen door, thinking about not going to help.
Then heard a pile of things, but only listened to a statement: the most hate is those who have not been old, and there is still a good time, I don't know how to use good use, all the day, the whole day Sigh, sitting and talking about it before, doing anything.
At the end, I also added a sentence, but fortunately my daughter is not such a person.
Mom is always like this, you can be happy. Nobody talked to her, she said to herself; no one listened to her to complain, she found something to vent ... In short, she has a way to make myself very little sadness.
Mother's greatest wishes are not to flow, so she will not get old.
She is full of skin care products in her drawers, late and late, daily.
Every time I go to the street to buy things, I heard that others say that when we are two sisters, she will be happy, tell me, haha, I am still so young? ! The face is full of happiness. People asked her skin care products, she will answer, no, I usually never need skin care products, and the top and autumn and winter use moisturizer. People have jealous, I estimate that my mother is the most proud of, people envy her natural beauty.
Recall the mother's skin care products, my heart is smirking.
However, I think of my mother's words, I have been trembling, if you are knew that I am the kind of person she hate, what react? ! can not imagine.
I still remember that when I was in class, the students next to them suddenly asked me, we constantly think about the past every day, and those who have passed away can not grasp, is it very decadent.
I suddenly had a feeling of crying, which is strong.
Yes it is.
I am very small, because I am very guilty, too confident. I am like this, I will never accept reality, but also lie to yourself, comfort yourself.
The teacher said that change is what we are facing, but the memory can be cared, staying.
I really want to ask, how can I keep my memory?
Some people say that if they have forgotten each other, then there is no thing to retain memory, and if they remember each other, even if they don't contact, it is still warm.
Is it because no one remembers me, so I have to remember myself now, let myself feel warm?
I have desperately write a text similar to memoirs every day, write each one in the previous one.
I am really afraid that I will have forgotten what I will have one day. I didn't have a habit of diary before, and I regret it now.
I think, only if I have written it, I haven't worried, I can truly I don't worry. Smile.
There are a few thicker books filled, many are things that seem to be figurine garlic in the past. But I am trying to put all the pieces together.
I am not good at playing puzzles from small, why is it trying to try?
Sometimes I will blame yourself before, I don't like to owe things, put all the people or other clearings, and there is no harmony with others, I always feel that this is very relaxed, and now I am I hope to find something that is a little arrear, at least, when I want to see them, there is such an excuse that is not an excuse.
I have changed so sensibility, even if I look at a flower, I can't get sad.
I have changed so much, even if I saw a figure that I met, I couldn't stand it on the street.
I have changed so fragile, even if it is just a "past", I can have a reality.
However, as a friend said, people, I should learn to walk alone.
