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From a city to another city, from the place where you work to the school, go home, go to school. In a short time, I am in a few completely different environments. I have no intention to compare what truly differences in these places, just for me, they have different significance, I am different from the content of life, the mood is different. In a quiet moment, I am a bit amazed to this feeling, they are in the same world, but they are so distinct. In that short time, I am in the intersection of these kinds of life, and all kinds of senses have become sensitive. Now I have stood down, and then try to record three kinds of life.
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the company
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This is the first true work in my life.
Like all those who start working, I work hard to adapt to new environments, learn something going to learn, and I am happy. Then I began to keep up with the rhythm in a bit of a bit of a nervous mood. Start excitement, stress, happiness in work, and depressed. In such a life, I have become simple, I immersed in the world created by those content. I didn't feel it in it. When I got out of the day, I found that it may not be. Such life is always very fast, sometimes even unknowing.
The day before leaving, everyone of our project group gave me a dinner, and I sent me. I had a lot of drinking that day, mixed with beer and wine, and I went back to unpaid personnel to Tianming.
When I packed the lamination next day, I thought, my short-lived work career was over, yes, ended. This is a simple thing, but I have a complicated feelings. There is an reluctant, for work, colleagues in my, and the expectations of new lives, and a variety of fine feelings. I think more, people are a very complicated thing. Even with obvious ideas, there will be no other experience, you don't want to think, go avoid it, they are scattered in your thoughts, like the wild grass in the wheat field.
I have cleaned up things, consignment to the heavy books and some clothes, keeping with you. When people have repeatedly feel more, then pour some water, sit down and rest. It is said that it is a physical residence, it is better to say a rest. Every time you live with a big change, I will always find this time to do this. It is not deliberately looking for it. It is natural to think about it when you are idle. If you want to leave, you have to go face. I need some time to adjust myself to adapt, I will not meet new lives unprepared, or you can't.
I will rest like this, and some interesting things have been experienced in my mind. When we work is the most busy, we will have a Fruit Time every day. After dinner, everyone will take some fruits and then eat together. Of course, it has never been so elegant. Most of them are the greed of others, while biting one, and take one. I remembered that the happiest time is like the happiest time every day, just like the simple happiness of the childhood, maybe we are a bunch of children.
And we will go out to make your bowling, start thinking is very fresh, and later discovering that this is actually a good group activity, there is a lively atmosphere, everyone will cheer for someone, or who puts the ball to the ball The ditch is deliberately sued. The reason soon think of this is also because I have maintained a record of the group, one is actually playing more than two hundred. This is also the weakness of human nature, remember that he is good.
There is not always a happy thing in life, in the terrible "SARS". I have experienced the most bitter days. One of the colleagues had been isolated on that day, I unfortunately began to high fever on the same day, and we were still in a sensitive city. The company has a holiday, I will receive different people on every two hours. But I live alone, I can only rely on myself, because I may have people who have to help me. I still remember the feeling of the time, it is a bit tragic. I wore a mask alone, I took a lot of money, I went to the supermarket to buy it, the mobile phone card filled with a lot of money, I don't want them to guess because I can't find me anxious. Of course, I went to the hospital, I packed the clothes in the bag, because I might have to spend this night there. Wrap the thermometer, when I waited at the emergency outdoor, I looked at the sky of a foreign land, maybe it was the last time I saw the moon, I thought. The scene was also in the eyes, I even remember the feelings and things I thought. I think it is very interesting now, but I am not laughing at all, because it really has a feeling of growing up, a person does all things alone. You now see this article, of course, I know the ending, but the process is more complicated. Life is a continuous thing. My narrative can only be a piece of zero, I feel that I have experienced a lot, but I really want to say it or so less, maybe some fine things will not be said.
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hometown
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In different places, I am a completely different person.
At the time of the company, I am a lively person, like to discuss problems with others. At home, I am very quiet, quietly listening to my mother as a family and village.
I haven't gone home for a long time. I feel somewhat different from the car. Memory is a thing that is reliable, those impression in it will slowly platen a brilliance, so as you can see the trueity of the impression, it will feel a contrast. I feel this difference now. My small county is still bustling, crowded is a bit confusing, maybe it is the case. I have no time to be in detail, I have rushing another car that can send me home. The road is getting more and more pits, I was bumbled to have a numbness, but I didn't be angry, because this is my hometown, can I blame,?
I saw my parents and calmly as calm, even though we had a long time. I have compared this difference in cultural culture. People here will not say very warm, do warm expression, even between the most pro. I have been familiar with this, and I also reflected in my body, but in my heart, I lost a slogan, perhaps because of the mood at that time. I shouted all the elders one by one, this is the difference between leaving and not. The more you grow, the less the neighbor's tops. It was also very little walk when I came back before summer vacation, so that my mother said that I didn't love the girl like a girl. In fact, I don't know what to say and others. The content of life will be less natural, even if it is an older. I don't think I have left this village, I started to have a high person, maybe someone thinks. I just feel that I have chosen a different life, or I have exposed new things in the process of studying, making me start no longer adapt to the original life, and I have to work hard to find what I want. This kind of finding may it be a happy thing, but sometimes it will make me feel pain. Sometimes I feel that there is a strange feeling for my hometown of my own in the past 20 years, even if it is just a second, but this feeling is enough to make people feel uneasy. My hometown has always been a psychological rear, and my source is also a mountain. But now, when I gathered, I felt a part.
In your own home, my thoughts become very relaxed, I can slowly see these small feelings, like those simple land, I don't have to do anything, you can think of something you usually feel heavy. I am born here, I have spent all childhood, and there is a rebellious juvenile period. But until later, I started to slowly understand the life here, not the kind of movie and novels, and the real work can touch the real life? Seeing how beautiful people in rural life, I always say it. When the mother is idle, I will tell me all kinds of things I don't know. I listened silently, or there is no expression, but my heart has been active. She told the event of these real life. I sometimes think, I will have a rich book, I only need to change the name of the characters. Listening to these stories is not a relaxing thing, and it is a completely different place to live longer.
This maybe why I will be more mature than those of the same age, I know more about life of different levels than they know more about it.
At home, you can always find a relaxed thing. In front of the small orchard in front of the door, the orange tree has been filled with fruits, although there is only a chestnut size, but these small things like the leaves are enough to be happy. Didn't see the beautiful white flowers on the gardenia tree, but I still remember the scene in the eyes of a small little son shirt, this is not a girl's patent. The mother also gave me a photo of a child, neatly put it in a plastic notebook I have used. This is really interesting thing to see yourself.
If the bamboo will represent it old, it is going to leave, so it will only open a flower in a lifetime. These hard and green plants make me feel that there is no eternal in this world. First of all, I left me is my grandfather. Grandma has lived in life, I think my age is too small, I can't understand the feelings between them. Just when I went to my grandfather with my grandmother, she would tell him a variety of things that happened, and some have a discussion, as if Grandpa is sitting quietly next to her.
When people are different age, they will be different for their homes. I have begun to experience this difference, maybe for another time, it will be another kind of mood.
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school
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?????? Although the time to leave the school is not long, because of a new school, I have to face different content, I still feel a bit for a long time. I think I am a new life that is just arrived, maybe it is. The environment is unfamiliar with me, this strange makes me a little rest, sometimes there is a little I don't know what it is. Everything will be fine, I tell myself like comfort others.
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In the afternoon of autumn, the most suitable thing is to play. A few people are together, it is a happy time in the afternoon. Running, flowing up, there is naturally less buff that you and fight others. For those who have left the campus in this way, it is really a long-lost happiness. And I am secretly discovered that integrates it is not as complex. I am refreshing, and there is a bit of cool water in the bathroom. It is another happy.
Because I haven't started class yet, I feel that I am enjoying the campus life, and I have to start a complete experience of this life. The course that is about to experience always makes me feel a little excited and fear, but these natural feelings will not hinder me to experience. Once one thing has become a very important part of your current life, you will not get a lot of happiness from it, or the joys and sorrows are dilight. At this time, those small things, or the branches in life will bring a lot of fun, just like the experience you have experienced, these things may be not worth mentioning, but they are the real part of life. Without them, how boring in life will be. And these small happiness have a benefit, they will not let you be addicted, so that you can't expect in your daily life.
I am going to start an important part of my life. I heard a lot of people 's storytelling and their feelings, I found that everyone's feelings are very different, almost let me have a bit confused. Whenever many people have different opinions about the same experience, I always think of a story that I learned from the book, the small horse crossing the river, the buffalo said that the river is very shallow, may only go to its knee; squirrel is not? Very deep, a companion has been drowning a few days ago. Pony lifted his legs and did not know what it was. Later, someone told it that you would not know if you go. I am now that Pony, I have to go through the next river of life. According to people can't step into the same river twice, I think I will definitely be different from them. I think this is the most deepest or attractive place. So many people have the same experience but have a complete life, and feel.
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