When I met Yan Xi, I was 17 years old. That year, I have experienced too much misfortune. First, the mother died because of cancer, then, the father killed in the sudden mountain flood. In just two months, I lost two people in this world and became the orphan of shadow. That day, life is bleak, no relying, no hope. I ended the high school studies and intended to have a living road. On the third day of dropout, the class teacher found my family, telling me, some people donated the money for me, I can continue to study. Joy and gratitude, no words. I have to see people who donated money, the class teacher said that the county group committee will contact me. I found the county group committee, the people of the Youth League, said they generally not met the donor and donated people, because this is social behavior, not doped with personal feelings. I said, I don't let me meet, I will not accept donations. I can't afford it because I am grateful. I can't know who my benefactor is. Under my insistence, the county group committee finally arranged me and Yan Xi met. That is the evening that will be exhausted, Yan Xi is accompanied by comrades of the county group committee, come to my school. Under the campus phoenix tree, Yan Xi stood in front of me, it is so unexpectedly, he is so young, so handsome, a tall, face-skinned, very like classical novels Linfeng's scholar. At that time, he was 23 years old and has just graduated from college. I have been thinking about it. I saw me giving people, but when I saw him is a young man, I forgot this. I only looked at his warm eyes. In the future, I earned money and will give you. He seems a little, once I want to hold my hand, but I finally didn't hold it, said, study hard, go to college, read graduate students, what do you read, I am supplying, since now, you are my sister. He is sincere, not affordable, don't do it, I can listen to his heart. That time I met very hastily, after a few words, I respectively. However, Yan Xi's name is deeply engraved in my heart, and the night is quiet. I often think of his face, his white face, a little expression, a warm eye. Just see the campus phoenix tree, goodbye to the glow of the sky, there will be a burst of movement in my heart, that is the memory related to Yanxi. In the second year, I took a university. On the fifth day after the admission notice, Yan Xi came, and it was still comrades with the county group committee. He brought 10,000 yuan, it was a tuition and living expenses I was a year. When he gave money to my hand, he only said a word, and the money was not allowed to call me. He told me his mobile phone number. That day, he stayed in my family. I didn't say too much. I only knew that he went to work in a company in Wuhan. This 10,000 yuan is the whole savings of his one year. I didn't say too much, I will put my energy on cooking. I stayed with the comrades of the county group committee to have lunch together, teach my craftsman with the mother, and did this meal uniformly. That afternoon, the wind and rain, when they left, I sent them to the road to the village, and the only umbrella couldn't hold three people. Yan Xi made me with the comrades of the county group committee. Take off the shirt and cover it on your head. When Zhongba slowly leaving, he stretched his head from the window, 叮 叮, hurry back, don't be wet.
I can't stand, until the Zhongbi has not seen the trace, I still haven't gone, and the Baba looked at the end of the road. Since then, far from China, the woolen curtain has become my warmest memory. After going to Xi'an, I quickly found a zero work in the computer city, and I went to the computer city for two days, the salary of January, maintaining my life, more than enough. I will occasionally call Yan Xi, report on my school. He also called my dormitory, asked my school, asked my life, asking the most, is not enough money enough. I opened school, he made me open an account at the bank, so I went to me. I refused, I said, I will work while working, I can work hard. It's safe until I really don't have an economic problem. But after a month, I still called him, I said, come on, come to my school, I have something to find you. He quickly came, bringing 10,000 yuan. I didn't go to class that day and received him in the dormitory. When he handed me the money, I pushed back, but I took out three thousand dollars to hand him. He is surprised, asking me what is going on. I said, I said, I will return money to you. This is the money I went to work in a year. I will pay some part. After you don't have to donate money, I rely on work, and raise live. Yourself. He looked at me, asked, this is what you call me? I nodded. In fact, he doesn't understand, I call him, because I want to see him, I miss him. But I didn't have courage to say that the benefactor who donated for me, I said this, let him misunderstand me, this is not what I just need. He said that he didn't say anything, but I did not say anything. He reached his hand in my head, said, saying, you are a silly child, okay, you don't need my donation, I will not donate money, you will take care of yourself. This is the first physical contact of our two, although there is no intimate, but I also make me excited. I got a little, tell him, I love him. This is what I really feel. However, I suppressed my own impulses, I can't let him misunderstand my feelings, I have to ask him, only waiting for me to pay attention to his money, we are equal, I can frank my feelings. He left in my dormitory for a while. When he left, he did not accept the three thousand dollars, and he didn't care about my opposition. He still left the 10,000 yuan to me. I have to go to the station to send him, he has not promised. On the third day after he left, I called him, his mobile phone was actually an empty number. I don't know why this is. That day, I was abandoned, and my heart was an unprecedented loss and void. Although I no longer need his donation, but I need it, it is with him. In my life, he has played a very important role. It is a relative, and more than relatives, such as my girl The feelings and love. I called to the county group committee of my hometown, I learned Yan Xi, I would like to contact him, but Comrade, the county group committee said that Hari Xi's donation to me is that he actively pledged, he was in the county group committee, There are only mobile phone numbers that are now "empty", and there is no other information.
Yan Xi disappeared from my life, left to me, only the memory of phoan, sunset, rain, and his smile, handsome, handsome ... These always intertwined, haunt , Lingering, lift. I understand this, love to him, not a general love, but already bones. There is a donation of Yan Xi, plus his own work revenue, I successfully completed the college student. After graduation, I will not go, I came to Wuhan to find a job. Just because, Wuhan is a city where Yan Xi is located. It has Yan Xi, Wuhan has warm. I found a job in a company, and then desperately heard the falling of Yan Xi. But the city is too big. For a year, I have not got to have a dart message about him. But this world is too small. When I am, when I find Yan Xi no longer hug, he appeared at the door of our company. That is when I get off work, the Yu Hui of the setting sun flooded throughout Jiangcheng. I came out from the company's gate, but I accidentally saw Yan Xi. He is still as handsome, but it is just a little more convulsion than in the past. He rejected on a car and was calling with a mobile phone. Almost when I saw him, he also saw me, he was looking at me, then turned off the phone. I want to flutter, rush to his arms, this is what I have always imagined. If you see him, I will do it. However, tears blurred my eyes, my feet were on the steps, I fell. Yan Xi ran over and helped me, asked doubts, are you small? For so many years, my appearance has changed, especially in dressing. I honestly, I said, I have been looking for you, I have been ... I have been talking, there is a girl who has gone, is a colleague of our company, called Qui. She has been going to our middle, ask, Yan Xi, do you know? Yan Xi said, yes, she is the girl I have funded. To speaking, Yan Zhi smiled, this world is too small, I can't think of you in a company. Sijing is a girlfriend of Yan Xi, and the interaction has been a year. The two of them agree to get married next month. Today, Yan Xi is to pick her to try the wedding dress. Three people stood together for a while, saying what I didn't remember, just remember that Yan Xi and Quartet got on the bus, Yan Xi looked back at me, this eye, very complicated. I am in this eye, falling, my heart, is a deep abyss. I was suffering from the day, I was half a month, I still decided to find Yan Xi. The address is coming from the quarter. When I went to find Yan Xi, the seasons were there, but I was ready to say, I had to say, I came to pay back. Yan Xi said that money is not to return, it is donation, not loan. He said that he donated me because he was a special dichotomy when he was studying, and he had a lot of social donations. He did, just returned to society. But I insist on repayment, I need it, it is equal to him. So, you find a poor, donate money to him like I donate you, this is repayment. He finally said. The conversation ends this, and there should be no saying. He wants to send me home, I refuse, because I saw the eyes of the sea. When I left the door, he said, after half a month, I was going to get married, when you arrive, you must have a cup of wine. I said, I will come.
