Psychic

A ray of sunshine on the window

Today, I got a bed at nine o'clock (this is very early in the holiday), I saw the bottle of the small flower in the windows of the dormitory, and the mood became very good! A little bit a few days ago, I have to be honest, I don't know why, maybe it is an escape, for this, I don't go to class for many days, I think of bed every morning, but I feel special Fatigue, but this is not the fatigue brought by the disease. It is the heart of the fatigue. A few days of rain wet hair, wet, I am eager to appear in the sun, I believe that in the sun, I can completely stretch in the sun. Let yourself, relax yourself, my illness will be good. Today, finally, the sun is warm, I always sigh the warmth of the winter is the warmest in the four seasons, the richest love (the sun is too wet, the summer sun is too spicy, while autumn The sun is too dry), when I think of the hour, when I arrived at the sun, I sat in the yard with my grandmother. I heard her telling the story, while the sun, the day is really happy ... The sun came out, Dry the water on the ground, and also open the heart ... I hope every day is a sunshine day! --1999.11.13

Spring in spring

Broching rain, ringing windows, I should come here! In our school can't hear a bird, I can't see flowers, only grass, tender green grass will spread us into the spring information; one person holds a rain umbrella, walk quietly on the school, time is really true Fast! Just like the rain, you can't get rid of the rain, no longer get up, my university life, there is no hardship in Gorky, and there is no Lin Daojing as full, what have I have? No, life is serious about me: no. Because my life is so silent, I didn't have anything to life, so of course, I have not had anything. Indeed, there is no color life is painful, just like solving the rope, it will never be clear, stand in your own point of view, such as father, every day, doing it, eat, eat, sleep, long time It's very bored, but why did my father will be so happy, so the life is full of interest and confidence, because he has a clear life, he wants to earn money, support this home, let our brother three people University, but for life, for two people who earn wages, this is an extremely hard thing, and under the hard work of my father and mother, this finally became a reality, the purpose gave people to people with fun; Take an umbrella, only one umbrella, life, can only have a major purpose, that is, why do you live, what do you want to live, I have a deep understanding of this, just have no life? I am now struggling in the desert, no smoke, no water source, I can't divide the direction, I have been mixed every day, I am going to class, class, library, eating, self-repair, bath, sleep, this will not change Change the law, governed me, and I am fascinated by it, sometimes I really want to be free from the Huang Pharmacist in the novel, don't avoid the world world, what to do, what to do, ... rain Stop, I don't know when the rain stops, it's worse, five o'clock, hurry to eat, or you don't have a good position. --1999.3.16 Winter heart

One day, you asked me: "If the sky is suddenly snowing, what is the first thing you will do?" I smiled and said, "If so, I will print my heart in the snow. , Write your name. "But you said:" Because the heart is hot, put your heart in the snow, the snow will melt, how to write down your name? "Yes?" Heart is hot, the heart can make the snow melt, but I can't get the name I have left. This name is engraved in my heart. It is the old one, it is your story. Snow can melt, because the heart is hot, because the heart is hot, so winter is cold, cold in the cold winter, will it be hotter? The heart is still jumping, there is a rhythmily jumping, it is hidden in the body, but it is very sensitive to the outside world, the outside world is very cold, it feels that your breathing is very hot, it also feels, This is the case, what can you still ask for it? It is too sensitive, for you, for everything, the heat is its characteristics, but it is the power that it keeps jumping. What makes it hot, is it winter cold? No, it is because of your existence, it will make it hot, jumped faster, it is eager to calm down, make it calm down, but it is more hope that it is more hot, you do you know? This winter is waiting for you forever, no matter what the world is not snowing, because your name is always on it, it is the heart of winter ...

However, the train slowly entered the station, my mood became more and more nervous, because the train will take me to my lovely hometown, see my beloved loved ones, although only half a year, but for me "The boy" is a very long years. In the dream, the family's architecture, the family's face is eye, wake up is the feeling of frequent suffering, wipe the water beads of the eye, I found that this world is so clear, there is a mountain, there is water, there is flowers, there is Grass, the day here is the same as the hometown, but why does I adapt to life here? city? ! I found it hard to find sincerity in the city. People are still people, but different languages ​​have caused a certain diaphragm. Everyone is working hard for themselves, and people in this competition often lose their most sincere things. I really want to keep myself. It's a cool, that day, but this is not popular in the city. If you want to learn to survive in the city, you must have a brainwashing, this is a very painful thing, I don't know if I don't know. Only in my dreams, my heart gets relaxation, because I have a little about you - my hometown, but you smile, maybe because my stupid, I can't understand the mystery, I have. Sigh: the flowers are fragrant; now, the rumble train will bring me to your arms, a natural sense of security and urgency, and the familiar hometown is so exciting, at this time I am sitting uneasy, the one-night fattened no trace, fast, fast, the buildings on both sides tell me, just, I don't know if the Tiangong tree is still? ! --1999.1.23 confusion

I saw him when I was self-study this evening, like last time, someone sat quietly on the steps, looking at the mountain, what did you confuse him? A big man, like me, unhappy is often due to emotional problems, or is caused by factors such as economic problems, interpersonal relationships, and I have encountered these confuses, as he is, one is hiding in one. The place where people interfere, it is quiet, but with the growth of age, I am more and more feeling that the practice is actually a kind of suffering, because when I encounter these problems, if there is no one to guide, I often take an escape method, The more you get more, when you are surely, you have a very painful, with it, it is better to find one or two kinds of friends, you can help you with your heart, they may have a way to help you, at least comfort you, guide you, let you You are not too painful. I can't help but feel sad, he may be like me, all the people who left the hometown, left the loved ones, have been lonely, if you encounter some difficulty, no one is comfort, no one is coming, no one can be guided, That will be a cruel thing! I have a impulse that I want to talk to him with him, but I finally didn't go through, I hope he can get rid of this kind of dilemma as soon as possible, I hope that next time I can't see his figure again ... --1999.10 .twenty four

Roadside

When the road has a small station, after a few hundred years of wind and rain, the little is still there, but it has been broken. At this time, a group of people, the wind is fired, and the beauty is hung up.匾 -XX road car waiting departments, Xiaoyu is hot, there are many people to enter and exit every day, the little 驿 is very satisfied: I used to change the horses, but now I have a waiting office, social progress, people Also become much better. The days continue, there are more and more people in this place, and the new high-rise buildings are also alive. At this time, there is a group of people, and the same wind is dismantled. There are two reasons: First, affect the city; Second, the road is to expand. No people take into account the broken shot stone in the roadside, people's days are still as usual, Xiaoyi feels very wronged: Cool Sun, I block the sun, rainy day, I am still ignore yourself, for you, to stop, I It's really a slightly not to you, but you don't talk about me, human beings ... At this time, some people came again, search for a lot of money, then studying the little stone column Some of the blurred words: "Ah, this is the verse and writing of the XX poet. I used to find his true features. I didn't expect it to find it here!" These people are very exciting. Some days passed, Xiaoyu's stone pillar was processed into a stone monument, put in the provincial level museum, the status of Xiaoyu increased, but it won the traces and vicissitudes of the years. Dream

Unconsciously, I came here, I have been there, this time is a rain, but it is very big, but people are also a lot, like a tourist, I will go forward along the road, one Unfamiliar face made me feel a silk fear, oh, it is this grocery store, several young students are standing there, I didn't take an umbrella, but the clothes were not wet, I entered The grocery store, there are many things inside, but I am not interested in this. I seem to have any purposes. I will go along a trail next to the road. At this time, a student in the store "噫" I have a sound, ask: "Is there a way? I don't know?" But the road is indeed, because the road is small, it is very slippery, it is a slope, so I am careful, but I am careful. I am so familiar with this small road. I went below. The following is a wood, I don't know what happened, but it seems that there is a sacred force in summon me, make me Feel a kind of warmth, I have to go in ... - Remember the nightmare of October 13

Lose

Since last night, I lost a lot of interest in the network, mainly from a netizen, I feel good to her, listed her to the best netizen, but she is for me, May not think so, or sometimes I have said too much, and the "Internet is to find a music", she felt that I was a very special netizen. Where is it especially? It's always, I don't give her face, because the online MM is rare, all of them are treasures, this is of course known, but how can she not know that I "" her real meaning! " This is a special feeling of her! I am too lazy to other mm, tonight, I saw her online. I took it for her practice. After retaling that she didn't concentrate on chatting with me last night, she also rebuked me old, she took a long time. Only sent information, the problem is the same as last night, "I still don't want me?" I have been annoyed. "" That is, no longer charges you, "her sentence is what the meaning is." On the way back to school, I am not fine, I have a bad feeling than the test. It seems that I have seen the network too much. I found that online emotions have accounted for a lot in my world. I also felt that I have already arrived on the edge. I don't have a cliff, I have to fall, I can't get it, "I don't have to find music," I don't find pain, I don't look for pain, not depressed emotions, not suppress emotions, Losing interest in chat, the interest of the Internet will lose most, what should I do? I don't think I should do this for her. After all, she is not a very important person. For me, she is a star in my online world, but I will always remember. Her ... --1999.10.24

Tree life

Looking out from the window, a small tree on the slope outside has attracted my attention, it has an initial shaped torso and branches, and it is constantly swinging in the wind, in the weakness of the weak, a very strong vitality Due to the static personality, I really like the flower grass grass in the world. I like to observe them, sigh the power of the tree, although I don't know how the tree is like, will I want to be the same, I can't guess it. What is the quality of this small tree, but it gives people a sense of lively, healthy feelings, I have been a fresh air for sleepy. It is smaller than me, but it But it is much higher than me, it doesn't have to be a food and clothing, because today's world is in the air of carbon dioxide, now, the biggest threat it faces is human destruction, cutting, because it has seen many relatives and friends from the lament of many relatives and friends. It can be saved because it is now the geographic location that is now not affecting people's lives, but it is difficult to say later; it realizes an existence of an external danger, but it can't leave this life. The land, it is survived with extremely strong ideas: I will not sorrow because of a tree, because I am a tree, a tree that doesn't have to be affected by the dust, a tree that loves life; in fact, Our life is like a tree, and we will face danger at any time, but as long as we can maintain an active attitude, we can grow up. --1999.4.28 Mosquito

I don't know where the mosquitoes in the dormitory gradually, especially in the evening, flying into groups, if your mosquito net is not prison, then you don't have to sleep at night. I have killed one, then observed in the light, in fact, it's not so evil, at least more than the fly, how can I do so small insects? A long mouth, a delicious lazy mouth, became a veritable guy who lived on the mouth. Mosquito, mosquitoes, persuading Jun do not open an industry, because your death is still can't afford people's sympathy for you, it may have been several years later, when you have only a few, the human beings will realize you. There may be the benefits of brought to nature, maybe for you free of charge; mosquitoes, mosquitoes, when I use a fan to go, if you don't go, don't blame my heart, because I saw my arm, the thigh convex The small lumps, I have already lost your confidence, as long as there is blood, you will not ask for a means, I have a big hand, I dare to come. I doubtful to you. Blood and IQ increased? When I picked up the electric mosquito, you ran no trace, but when I collapsed it, you came again, my mother, I danced in the hands of electric mosquito, but I injured No, you can evil! There are also many "mosquitoes" in today's society. Their vampire is more terrible than mosquitoes, and it is more likely that they have strong adaptability and reproductive ability. It is really a bit of spring breeze and born. Change this! Mosquito, hahaha, I caught a mosquito. A major public hazard in humans - mosquito --99.4.28 Please do not leave sorrow in the bottom

Tonight, I can't sleep on the bed. I can't sleep, I can't sleep, I'm cold, my heart is also cold, my life has too much trouble and boring, I really want to say goodbye to the trouble, let my heart let go, but it is difficult Do this, troubled guy, it always said to you: "Child, your life is not purposeful, your life is not vital, you have to get rid of me, you have to find the true meaning of life." Open A stone, looked at the busy cockroaches below, is it a busy life? I took close to the cliff and looked at the opposite side. Is the life lies in climbing? After driving the mouse, I won the big rice on the ground, is it life lies in cherishing? Pull open the spring curtains, look at the new lilies, is it life lies in growth? Climbing the mountain, shouting loudly against the sea: "The sea, tell me what is the true meaning of life?" The same voice came from the mountain: the sea, tell me, what is the true meaning of life? The sea did not answer, and the waves represent it in a hurry. Bai Yun floated through the hill, and the leisurely floated, reached out, it was empty. Is my life too empty? If my life is empty, then the trouble will fill it. If you want to drive away, you should continue to add water in the inside, until the water is full, where is the water of life to find? Going to the deep, looking at the spring water, I want to take a little more, but I find it is inexhaustible. What is given to it, what makes it really energetic? Going along Xiaoluan and walking again, I came to the desert, is it a desert? This should be my illusion! I want to hurry, I suddenly heard a loud voice: child, you finally come, when you have trouble, I have been paying attention to you, in fact, the trouble is unexpected, it has no answer, because of the true The answer is on you, you feel it, you should also send it yourself, water is unable to help you, just if it can't help me, the true meaning of life is to create a piece in the real realistic Self-heavens and earth, create joy, and create love, like the sea, it is made from Kanquan, if one day Xiaoli dried up, but it can also say: "My life is in the sea!" The sea is it. Life, like love is your life, only love can fill the space you are worried, you know how to cherish it, when you are busy with love, love the source will grow slowly, like spring The young leaves, one day, it will be very lush. Don't leave sorrow in your heart, because love will bring joy, happiness ... in the rain quietly

Walking on the school, suddenly dropped a two drops of water droplets, oh, heavenly rain! It has been used to the days without rainy days, and I don't feel that it will bring it? When I was a child, I was still eager to rain, sometimes I didn't want, because in the rain, if I have a water, I can do a paper boat, put it on the water, let it freely float, rain, you can hide in the bed, quiet Listen to the rain, rainy days, you can't get a physical education class ... It's because of rainy days, there is no umbrella, with a disturbing heart waiting for the appearance of parents, rainy days, alone, is very empty, no Help, rainy days ... Remember at home, if it is cloudy, my mother always said: "Today, the weather is not good, remember to bring raincoats when you go!" Results, many times always got people, Not raining, is prepared for the rain? People will face a lot of preparations in life, ready to go to school, ready to work, prepare for work ... Ready to give people a psychological balance, but for preparing, how much valuable time we aretened? ? A netizen said very well: "When we don't rain for the world, we have wasted a lot of sunny days." Let's go on the mind, let us treat the world with ordinary hearts. Everything, everything, we will find that there is such a obvious foresee, and there is so obvious foresee, I have already felt that it will come, don't prepare it, put it on the preparation. Time, for a kind of input, a feeling, things will become better. Not preparing for the rain that is coming, because it is wet, it is just my body, not my mood, I don't want to take the umbrella, I am more willing to slowly enjoy the rain in the rain ...... Please give yourself a little confidence

Today, sitting on the bus to buy the book center, looking outside the window, trapped in meditation. Suddenly, the conversation of the two middle-aged women interrupted my meditation. "People, just have to be so confident, say my son ..." Confidence, an ancient topic, is also an ancient topic, Why is it here to show me so much? Is it ... When the primary school promotion, I thought I had a good test, but I took it to a very ideal middle school. At that time, when I heard this news, I didn't shocked, and I didn't feel sad, just how to Tell this news to parents and feel shy. Now I think it is, I am calm, I said to the mother of sigh: "Mom, believe in your son, I can do this in this second-class school, Strive to test the key middle school in the senior high school entrance examination, after all, I still have the opportunity ... "As a result, I really realized, my parents are happy for me, I also understand how important is it is important for people! I got a university, and I have been adapted for a while in life and learning. I once became very depressed. When I played basketball, I got someone to send me the ball, hesitated to pass it? Or do you make yourself? At this time, a teammate said loudly to me: "Hey, give yourself a little confidence, you can do it!" I understand, I am cast a ball, although I haven't joined, but my heart has been relaxed. Open, playing a lot of active ... A person has a confidence, just like a full meal, there is endless power, give yourself a little confidence, it is equivalent to give yourself a chance, there is no mountain, but the river, the most important thing is to see you Is there a confidence in that confidence? Please give yourself a little confidence, after all, we still have a lot of opportunities. Don't spend envy

Today, suddenly encountered a long-time friend, after the cold, after a few words, carefully bowed him, or it is almost the same as high school! However, he is now in the university, what department, what kind of society has his figure, in short, it is a very active person, I heard that I have also organized a lot of activities, I don't think about him, my heart is also It became very uncomfortable. Why do people have different ...? I really want to live in his life, I really want to do something meaningful, but I always can't help my heart, is it lazy? No, it is a confidence that I lack to myself. Envy others, it is very normal, worrying for envy, it is very normal, but don't envy others, think that you have no four, deny yourself, deny your own life, this is very ignive, For example, some people envy that someone's flower-green life, and unscrupulous to pursue money, trying to have everything, the result is an ideal understanding. Envy can trigger jealous, jealous is one of the big shortcomings, let go of the psychological imbalance, think about your current life, can have so many fun, so much taste, it is true, people can live, can be high The goal development, this is the best, but don't be nervous, it's nervous, and the heart is still a big stone, sometimes, the purpose of life is not to develop, but you can do what you do. I realized happiness, this is the most important, emphasizing the enrichment of life, not to be busy every day, so that it is full, but what you do every day can make you feel full, you can You have a passion of love for life. I have seen some old people and some flowers and grass, I feel very strange. Is this life not very light? Now I have finally appreciated it. Don't spend envy, because you have your own living space, you have your own purpose, you don't have to copy a false self, such a life is not happy, in the Earth. On, many things will become very simple, mainly to see how you look at it, know it, take a breath to the glass, you get a blurry, and when you gently wipe it with your hand, you Will get another clear world, life is really simple, doing things you like, walking out of the road, although tough, song, but you will feel deep, hey, friends, Don't spend envy, because you have no time to envy others, you have to be far away, live for life you pursue! Please continue to go forward

The autumn of indifference, give people a desolate feel, autumn is not lonely, inseparable, the author encounters life in such a fall, two seemingly the same path, but may have an extremely different Journey and end point. The fallen leaves slowly fell, covering a small road, and it is confused, "I" what choices do? "The extremely far-reaching road, there is a shrub," I "," I "I don't know which road is more suitable for myself, it is easier to reach the destination, hesitate to give" I "guidance, Time is knocked in the buzz, warns "I", don't hesitate, please continue to go! At this time, I took a step, yes, I chose the road that "the same beauty", because it is deep, "I" I don't know if "I" is correct, but life is sometimes necessary . However, when this road is getting farther, "I" is increasingly contradictory, the road is difficult, long so that "I" has lost your courage and strength, "I" how nostalgic is not going. That way, if the "I" chose the way, I don't know if it is like this now? The people behind listened to my tone, they also have the same feelings, can see from their fatigue, how is survival is not easy! However, unfortunately, there is no regret medicine in the world. After steping down, it will be difficult to recover. If you choose to choose, you don't have to regret it for the past, because it is not that you have lost, the year is not regretted, but It's a lateral footprint, look back, it is so kind, familiar, after all, it is yourself, and you have to remember, this is not your life. I have already had many people before you have passed. After you, I have a lot of people to follow, you can't go back again, anti-repeated life has no end, your life will therefore There are two roads, but they may have only one end, throw away the roads, because you have your own way, ah! Yes, life is like this, when you closes your eyes, when you recall the past, you will smell your visit on the road, and you will be reflected in it. You will find that the road is hard, but it is rich. Enriching, "I" life will also be rich and fulfilling, cutting down unnecessary troubles, leaving only a cup of strong tea, drink a bite on the road, fatigue will immediately disappear. "I" encountered two roads in the woods, but they selected a rare shares, although it could lead to different encounters, but I still will continue to go! Falling yellow leaves

One falling yellow leaf, what is it? Body dry, lost, memories ... boring - I think it is very thirsty, it is still thirsty in hot summer, is the wind blows the water in my body? I still have a hungry, I can't get the nutrition you need. I don't know, I just think I need a water, clear, cool, slightly from the throat, ah! The source of life, it turns out that it is moist is not my throat, but I am hungry, dry heart; lost - yellow leaves finally be blown up by the wind, it slowly drifted on the ground, there is no purpose, it I don't know how long it is from the mother, how long is it for life? I remember that when I was spring, I grew the first tender tooth. At this time, it began to feel the wonderful melody brought to it and the beautiful movement. At that time, how gentle it is Yeah! In the summer, it has been replaced with green new shirt, how proud it is, because the green has always been a symbol of life, and the dew is gently sliding over its body, and the rain is given it to the mud, the sun is given. It is power, it feels its health, vitality, but, in autumn, it changed, turned yellow, weakened, it was water, life of life was broken, it slowly down in the wind It's like this, it is a yellow leaf; memories - fall in autumn, bringing people to the past memories, because the leaves of the phoenix tree fall, the old man under the tree is gently Pick it up, put it in the mouth, under this tree, his childhood spent in joy, did not expect the present, his last year, his last life will also spend here, here, he is giving him The sigh of the past, life is like this, maybe, I have been rowing my life together with this tree, the old man is no longer sad, the past has given him a bitter, and I have given him happiness, the tree is much older than me, its Life is silently spent here, contrast it, I am much better, at least I am still traveled, hit, and the sea. Just ... Just now I am alive, this is my greatest happiness, yellow leaves, yellow leaves, you are still a yellow leaf in my hand, it is autumn orange, just like years Like my hair, we don't have to sigh for the past, and you don't have to be sad for the current past, because life is like this, you must have the end, you can do my specimen, I can borrow you to send me. Emotion, autumn, silent autumn will soon pass, winter will come, the warm sun will appear again, under this tree, I will enjoy every inch of life brought to me quietly, each Little warm ... free life