Tough life - a common IT person decade review (in) Author: 9CBS users Bitfan (Jin Xuliang) in Part I when it comes to the decision that something from me onto a path far the most difficult to go It is a life of the purgatory. After the failure of the first postgraduate decision, I went to buy relevant information, take out the university textbooks that have been sold in a long time, and started a student career. What is the university? It is the question I have to consider first. At that time, there was another high school classmate and prepared to postgraduate, and also a computer. He reported the graduate students from Guangxi Normal University. Parents advised me to also test the graduate students of Guangxi Normal University or my alma mater, said that it is much better, and you can also take the relationship. But I am very embarrassed, I have mixed 4 years in the West University, and I haven't learned anything. What do I still do? I remembered the dream of high school and decided to directly examine the universities of Beijing. Of course, Peking University Tsinghua is not thinking about it. I have worked for a few years in the society. After all, I will clear myself a few kilograms of two, but I don't have a dozens of colleges and universities in Beijing. I can't listen to my parents again. I have to take my own path, my destiny is responsible, so I insist on teaching Beijing school. I know that this thing is amazed, I have been working for 4 years, I have forgotten the knowledge in the school, I still want to directly test Beijing's school, the difficulty, I believe that many people think that my success is very渺. It turns out that their view is right, but it is not all right, because there is no absolute thing in the world. At this time, I am also working in a private company, so I am going to work during the day, pick the night battle at night, less than 12 o'clock per night. After half a year review, I participated in the national graduate entrance examination in January 1997, and I had no problem in my professional class, but mathematics had 44 points, no doubt, the famous Sunshan. This is a blow, but it doesn't have much impact on me. At this time, I lived in the next door to Guilin. She said her daughter (my hour's playmates, and Yang) took a postgraduate study last year, but also did not over, she was first read undergraduate in Beijing Clothing Institute, graduated. In Guangxi Liuzhou, a state-owned enterprise, after a year after a year, she didn't take the test, she gave a job, specializing in the review of the Beijing classmate. After 97 years, she succeeded. I am a big encouragement for me. I think she can succeed in a little girl than I, why can't I? I would like to contact her. In the late postgraduate years, she gave me a great help, helping me buy information, help me ask a grade, to give me, encourage me to stick to it ... Well, when Yongquan is reported. The people in the world will only "add flowers on the brown", but only "Snow is delivered" is the most precious. She is my "Snow to the Charcoal" person. She graduated from Qingdao after graduation, and I broke the audio, but I always remember her help. I decided, from now on, if I have the ability to help others, I must help people.
The world is full of things, I should work hard to add a good thing. Even how much it is too much "Po Book", Zhongguancun, Zhongguancun, Jutang, in 1997, my big brother in Beijing Central Academy of China, I I decided to continue to postgraduate next year, so I won the work in a private computer company. At the end of June, I came to Beijing at the end of June, and I lived in the dormitory of my brother. From June to July, I was in the maintenance of the North Airlines computer. In July, I got a post to Chen Wen Lanth. I have been in mid-September. I returned to Guilin. The Central Academy of Sciences moved to the West Ba Room, the northwest corner of Beijing, and I lived in the student dormitory with my brother. I have known many big brothers from all over the country. I like people with them like these arts, seeing their colorful, distant oil paintings, and some manual works in design, are a beautiful experience. . Compared with our engineers, they are another way of thinking. In July, the big brother was going back to Guilin. Before going to Guilin, I helped him and his students went to Zhongguancun Electronics Market to bought three computers. At that time, the most popular electronic market was Zhongguancun Electronics Market, which is now located in Pacific Computer Mall in Peking University. At the street, you can see the printer in the street, sell a scanner, sell the computer accessories as cabbage, this is the initial impression of my "Zhongguancun Electronic One Street". I got to Zhongguancun, I saw the company I am very familiar with: Northern Dasi, Jinshan WPS, Jiangmin Technology ... I saw a bookstore, a bookstore, such as a mountain, I was really a knowledge of a knowledge, I feel that I have experienced China IT industry. Pulse. After the big brother returned, I stayed alone in Beijing, riding a broken bicycle, visiting China's most famous university: Peking University and Tsinghua, the picturesque lake in Peking University, the lake wandering, Tsinghua Pingping Exhibition Lawn show a flatness Cardship. The part of a wall, the campus is two different atmospheres, no nameless, but I feel deeply in the past 20.
"Crazy" examination duty I participated in the summer instrumentation school entrance examination class. In the fourth floor of the Central University of Finance and Economics, there is a student from all over the country, and I live with me. One is Hubei, one is the northeast, a Sichuan, for the same purpose, everyone The northern gathered in Tiannan, I really felt a "home" feeling. It turns out that there are so many similar passers people in this world. I am not a "old", "old", but it is not yet " Fan Jin. The days of the examination class are the days of "crazy learning". I remember that we need to go to the Great Gifts of the North Jiaotong University to listen to the political class of the People's Congress to So Qun, more than a thousand gods are squeezed, and they are sitting in the aisle. Before the teacher's podium, it is full of more than one hundred, and the students from all over the country are holding a spring water. In the hottest July in Beijing, he is taking note! During this day, I used 7 notebooks! This atmosphere, I have never seen before Guangxi. I have thought that I have worked hard enough, I went to the Beijing postgraduate class, it was not countless. Chen Wen Lan, the mathematics of the teacher, left the most impressive impression. He couldn't use a speech. All the examples were all in his brain, and you can write it out. Let me open your eyes. I saw it. It turns out that a person can be cooked to this point! Later, I will talk about another old professor to respect the professional and respectable professionalism, not dedication, is not a qualified worker. I have been staying in my body until I leave Beijing. These three months have finished all the savings for me for a few years, but the impact on me is huge, and where is China most suitable for learning? Ultimate to learn computers? In my opinion, there is only Beijing! I will make up your mind and must go to Beijing to learn computer technology. Almost jumping down the deadly hits I returned to Guilin in mid-September, and began to prepare for the second year. But life is not sent, I think of the guidance of Beijing famous teachers, I have never been mathematics last year, this year, there should be no problem, but the fact is not the case. In 1998, the mathematics test, suddenly had a big change, this mathematics examination is particularly difficult, the amount is very large, the national and the rate is only 7%, and the average is more than 30 points. I now call this exam for "metamorphosis" topic, the topic of the topic, the professor of the air-conditioned room, the topic of the air-conditioned house, can give me a bad thing. I think that my psychological quality is strong enough, but because this exam relationship is too big, my hands are shaking in the examination room, almost fainted, and the big idiosis can't do it there, all like it is Continuously laughing, I don't self - quantitative, and like a noodle, there is a noodles, and I will swallow me in a mouth, and even my bone slag does not vomit. After studying mathematics, I know that I haven't played this year. It turns out that there are dozens of candidates in the examination room. There are only less than one-third of the people after completing the mathematics. I insist on the test of the back of the income. In that kind of understanding, I have to support it, I have to hold the moment, I really don't know how to finish the professional class test after I finished. In March, the results came down, my mathematics score made me almost jumped to the river - 13 points! I learned hard work from a small study, never took such a low score.
It's really broken! At that time, it was really discovered to the extreme. I prepared to give up the postgraduate study. I went to Guangdong to work, I found a place to wait for the horizon. I really didn't look at home. At this time, my big brother persuaded me: You have taken twice, I It seems that you are mathematical, and you have passed, and the professional courses are still more than 80 points. Why don't you continue to work? Centralized energy can make mathematics. You give up now, you will give up! I am stupid, it is slow from elementary school, this is a big weakness. But God is fair, he gives you a weak point, it must also provide a way to overcome this weakness. I am stupid, but I am so strong, but I am diligent, but I insist, people, I am, the stupid bird fly, the ancients have, I can do it, why can't I do it? This is the end of this matter? I don't accept it, I am not willing! So, I will make it sure to fight again. I haven't worked now, I don't want to find a job, live in my home, and I have done with the books of the mountains. At a critical moment, the aged parents have unconditionally supported me, they silently undertake everything, let me have a meal, give me a quiet environment, let me realize my dream. I deeply feel how unconditional of my parents! I have a twenty-five big man, staying at home, I have a girl, but also let my parents worry about my future, the kind of soul, now I think there is a feeling of crying. The man has tears and does not bounce, only because they have not been sad! Here, I have to say deeply to my parents: My son will never forget your kindness, desire to take care of the body, must wait until I see my time. Reflections, take your own way! The postgraduate college failed, I repeatedly thought, why did I listen to the secret of the title of Chen Wen light, but it is worse? Why do others take good results with Mr. Chen? It seems that everyone's specific circumstances, there is no "martial arts" that can make people's polar skills, from this matter, I learned, I can't sustunicate, superstitious theory. Later, I had different views on many phenomena and trends such as CMM heat, design model, software engineering and other theories. It is believed that the West's things are still moving, and they are not thinking through their own brain. Don't believe anything! From January 199 to 1999, I broke all external contacts and closed myself in home. My parents' work unit is a nursing home. The whole hospital adds up to one or two hundred people. Hou Mountain is a forest park, the air is fresh, the forest is prone, there is a hill in the court (it is true, not a rockery, Guilin This is like the bamboo shoots like the mountains), and there is a pavilion on the hill. It is a good place to practice less. I go to the hill pavilion every day to learn English, back to politics, Guilin four seasons, and around me is green bamboo, breeze, and the leaves of Shasha, I will learn from Su Qin when I have a Warring States. From Spring to Summer, then learn from Xia Xue to winter, hard work for a year, this year, make my heart have great exercise, and difficulties are more difficult to knock me.
Later, I had a good situation, and many people in life felt that they couldn't stand it. I didn't seem to be a small dish. Guilin Doud Mountain, beautiful and green, the scenery is picturesque. Whenever I have been tired, I always look at this beautiful scenery, praise the painting of the motherland, and feel small, fate is impermanent! Big Brother brought back a computer from Beijing, Pentium 166, 4.2G Quantum's big foot hard drive, at that time, gave it to me. I am eager for how long I have finally arrived, I finally use the computer without restrictions! I put the computer in front of the bed and sleep with it. I sometimes suddenly wake up in the middle of the night, thinking about the current dilemma, and I will come out of cold sweat. The computer is silent, accompanying me quietly. I looked at the blue and secluded screen, my mood was very complicated. With a computer, I have to suppress my own desire to explore software technology, and force myself to put main energy in postglass. The entire postgraduate English syllabus has more than 5,300 words. In order to carry them, I use VB to edit the small software of the word word, each time you can display Chinese or English, and you can distinguish what words don't remember, review. All words I have used a letter to a letter in a letter, I have a bed together every morning, I will take it for half an hour to the computer. At the end of the post, I saw that there have been more than 2,000 words in the database. This year, I am really playing. I don't believe in what postgraduate theory. I have a few exam analysis of the national education committee. I have to find out the postgraduate test questions. I have to find out how my own method is coming. The postgraduate mathematics examination analyzes more than 500 pages of books, and I have done it three times in the past year. The 15th National Congress of the Communist Party of China has taken more than 100 times. I call it "Quotations". I really call it "Into the stream". When I examine the politics, I copied the 15th National Congress of the Big Section. Actually 75 points! Yellow undergraduate higher mathematics and probability and mathematical statistics, as well as the linear algebraic textbook of the blue cover, all have been in appearance. I think I am a basic basis. On this basis, what to do, what to do, is the aerial pavilion, must seize the "three basics" (basic knowledge, basic methods and basic principles). But I have to sorrow, I have not made this effort to improve my mathematics, and mathematics is not learning. Math thinking is never cultivated. How to learn mathematics? I have to ask Hua Luogeng and Chen Jingrun and other mathematics master! I still can't do it so far. I also hope that people who have experience in this area can teach me, let me make up the lesson of mathematics. Life finally gave me a smile. In 1999, I had 60 points in my math, and I finally entered the university's threshold, I can play a backpack on Beijing. I am more stupid, it is not good at finding the best route to achieve the goal, but with the cattle drilled, I gave me a road. This road can go through and have some luck. Everyone wants to be much smart than me. You can find a better way, with more economical and smarter methods to achieve the goal, this is a big wisdom, it is my No.
