It took two days under the rain, didn't go to work in two days, so I called her by this excuse.
Every time I call you, I didn't think about what she said. I just want to listen to her voice, otherwise the psychological is uncomfortable, I don't know what to do.
The phone bill is always gone, I know that I can't control the idea that I want to talk to her, but I don't want to see her, watching her is like looking at a very thoughtful thing, but I can never have a feeling, then Close, then perfect, but always belongs to me. I can't suppress my heartache every time. Really heartache.
I avoid you don't often see her, but I can call her. Because I know that she only wants our friendship between us, not love.
Or should be aware of this seven years, I have always been her friend, I don't dare to be a very good friend, but at least a good friend. I know that this is not just because of friendship, a large part of the reason is because I like her, so in seven years, although we have not contacted it, even when I feel that I have forgot her.
In the Mid-Autumn Festival, she suddenly called, I am surprised, I have always thought that this life trajectory and she have become two radiation that never intersect.
Life is full of unknown factors, just like me. She quietly left Xi'an back to her hometown, I told myself that I hate her, this idea she may never understand, because she may never know how much this thing is for me.
In the past two years, I made myself very numb. In addition to work, it is time to drink, then take the phone number and address of her family written in the drunken wine, but never played once.
