Going to swim in the morning, outside the field, swimming in the sun, there are some ideas in the so-called life attitude, write it out, although it is sure to have a little in the time.
I am a person who is not very lifted, I like to be simple. I like to spend a lot of time in learning, in fact, is a computer interested in computer. I like reading books, I like to toss something on the computer, my life is very simple, as long as the most basic things, eat, it is very simple, I don't want to spend too much time to do something I think there is meaningless. Many times I don't like it, don't like to go shopping, even too lazy to play with your girlfriend to play. Due once said that I only know that I only know, like a bitter punishment (entering the summer vacation, I chat with SS on QQ, I said that I saw that I saw it, I started to call me old, I have continued to we became a male and female, I was not her. I will know my virtue early. Recalling, I am still very willing to participate in various activities 4 years ago, very lively. After entering the university, I also participated in many social work and participated in the student meeting. I liked to play at that time, I used to make a lot of learning because I practiced the guitar, until the exam before the exam, I was in a hurry, and the exam was not refused to gather together.
After together with SS, I often go to the book with her, the time of the event, more time to turn around, I also gradually like to share my mood with her, enjoy our two people. Your own space. Slowly, I am used to two people's lives, class, eat together at night, then self-study, life is simple, but the life of two people make me very satisfied, with her, I am like other things, I am intoxicated in this life. Looking tired at night, I will take her little hand to go outside, tell speeches, I have the initial understanding of his initial call and email, and deeper understanding, or I am now the most basic for her now. Learn is to build chat at that time, we have said, our idea, home. At that time, we feel good, SS sometimes is not good, will be sad, even crying, I will hold her, use my poor guidance method to try to comfort her, give her a sense of security. I remember that SS is always very mood, I can't comfort her. At that time, I said that I didn't say anything, I always guess, I tried, I hate why I am not a good. Solve people, I am studying, but I will always learn.
SS didn't know my secret. I said to her before we wanted to know something about a little psychology. At that time I went to day, Due, Dong San people dice, Due also mentioned, she never known the reason. Due and I have a contact in the winter vacation. We will tell the other person. Due's words will tell each other. Due's text makes me feel this is a little lonely and melancholy girl, I want to comfort her, but I have Very stupid, that is something that I didn't care at all before, so I would like to know in this regard. There is also a bicycle to be stealing. He said that he has been stolen. I have brought it. She is very sad. I said that myself is passionate, I have not responded, I have begun to realize that I should care and love this girl. I borrowed books in ZJG at the time of ZJG. How can I be happy? I still remember very clearly, there is a very thin girl's shadow, machine cat (my roommate) see this cover Over: This girl is like SS, very slim. I still feel a little fun, because I think so, but I have said it for her, so I will be very impressed. Once a few small breakups, the machine cat is very suitable, "forget you, I can't do it" there, coincidence. SS once asked me if it was a very difficult person, I said that if I am alone, if I take into account me and her, then I am, I still don't know SS, so many things. It's she asked to decide, then I did it, I was very oblivuous at that time, I didn't have my own temper. I thought that a boyfriend was like that, so I often thought, she many times , Subjective, a bit private, is it related to the too much of my pet. I am actually an idea, when I am with SS, I am basically there is no self, I lost my own characteristics, becoming like SS expectations, most of them feel how good, I How, now, I still can't come, I can't find myself, I still seem to be the same as the model around SS, very sad, very sad, I want to care about her, I always be returned, maybe Going to the previous state. As long as SS is around, I am very satisfied with the days of SS, I am intoxicated. Many times, my mouth is my heart, I don't care on the surface, but my heart is very careful. I like to open some jokes, I will say that he doesn't look good, but I don't hate her or anything, she is already good for me, I I am willing to accept her whole person, including all bad temperings and disadvantages, I will always point out that she is not good, I hope she can become more perfect, see every success and progress, I am really more than I have I have to be happy, I have been in silent SS to refuel, will later.
I like reading is two phases. One is a big blow, I have been seriously hit by the big top exam, I hope to play a turning between the next semester, often go to the West 1. At that time, I knew that SS was reading in the east district, but I was not happy to go there, maybe because it is far away, think of it is really stupid, it will not take the initiative, in fact, there is no idea at that time. Sometimes I will come out, on the gallery of the West 1st Floor, I will think of SS, then I will know that she will come out and look at the second floor, outside the East 1b. On the table, but look at the east, see the East 5, so she can't see me, I can't see her. But this time you like reading is very short, I have no patience, then I am with SS, slowly intoxication in the happiness of the first love. Another stage is the big three, I want to be inquiry, but the results are not good enough, so it is very playing, SS is the time for me. At that time, sometimes SS really wants to go outside to talk to me, walk, I haven't promised him, sometimes I just have time, she is busy, even if she goes out, there is no big one. Time. That's as sweet. Recalling that I am very sorry, I am sapping now, but I have been to pay for me, silently supporting my girl, wrote here, I can't stop the tears, I can't stop the tears. Thinking of SS has ever told a story, saying that a man is desperate for his future struggle, but ignores the girlfriend, when he has achievements, the girlfriend has left. And SS once asked what is important and family, I have a lot directly, SS is somewhat disappointed. Now I think of this, I really feel very touching, I remember that I have said to Dong: "I am going to realize myself 'unreal' ideals, or calm, actually, provide comfortable and comfortable life for my beloved MM. I used to It is the former, and now the latter may now, SS is the latter, our feelings always have time difference, my personality is too strong, I have not been able to think about him until you lose him, you can realize that it is only a moment. Fast, but live with your beloved girl is a lifetime. I may have slowly awake again. "What is my pursuit, ideal, I am not, you can go. SS is my true love, very real, it is also very needed, I am willing to be held in a lifetime, if I lose, I will not walk long. Is it going to build a solid foundation, or to pursue a bit unrealistic goal, of course, the former. We are really too disagree. After breaking up, I will not be able to get wrapped in SS at night. A person calls a very remote place to call SS, and mentioned these, we all cry. SS said that he has also been very up, but after school is a little hit, I don't want to, and I am not the same, I have been fighting until I lost it, I went back and started. SS, I love you, I love you, I love you with me, cherish you, I don't know how I should continue, I have to go back to you, and never leave!
I am slowly realizing that in addition to learning the importance of activities, SS said that I like my appearance, I like my hand, but I haven't intended to use these things to touch her, maybe I originally give her care And I am active in the event, such as the guitar, truly attracting her, but I have gradually lost these things, the guitar does not play, the football does not play, the student will quit. I regret these, not SS sometimes said, I don't know to rest, I will realize, although I am very serious, but I will be busy, I will bother half a day on the Internet, and download Variety show, will also pick up the guitar from entertaining. What I lack is to cultivate interest, let life more exciting, maybe I still didn't express what I thought. Now you often swim, you will also go back to something. However, I also have a little sentiment, I have been inviting SS to swim, SS is refused; I also want to go to Yi Xi with SS, SS has an accident, and I have to go with SS. There is always such a reason to push, It's very busy, in fact, Due is not the same. After breaking up, I also invited SS to climb the mountain. I played well before I graduated. SS agreed, but it always pushed, and finally refused. I want to cultivate some common topics and SS, and I have a little lively yourself, and you will be happy to participate in yourself. I am not willing to live, but I still have those things in my bones, and I also have my own attitude, but I am not having fun above, I have my own interest, I am happy to spend time, it is also very happy. Learn to really enjoy life, this is also a very important revelation brought to me, be a kind boy, reasonable distribution of good professional and spare time, is working hard, just a lot of time, thinking ss, very sad I feel that the atmosphere that is happy with everyone is not enough, hehe ~
Seeing in the forum: The target is like a butterfly, you will be very hard, if you make a lot of flowers, the butterfly will fly, only to continue to improve yourself, you can attract a lot of talents, success is not a victory of others but change yourself! I record some feelings of life attitude, some memories of past, some memories, some of the current remorse. Let yourself get better, wait for the love that loves.
I just listened to Qi Qin's "outside world", and I have played a song that I have heard of Due. Suddenly I feel that the lyrics are very good, very in line with now my mood. I have taken some: I have been a long time, you have me, I have you, you leave me, go far away, whenever you want to sink, I am always looking forward to you, although the sky is floating, I Waiting for your return.
