Today is the first time in SS, I'm going to break up a whole month, although I came to SS because I can't put it, I have come back for a few days, but after 7 days, SS came back from home, I took her, I wanted to give him A surprise, I thought she was really back. As a result, she gave me a surprise, after dinner, I broke up again. From this, she didn't come back again, nor will I plan to come back. At the beginning, I would have a few times because I have a hard time, but I haven't been there, and the attitude is also very bad. It may be a wrong thing in my time, I am wrapped with her asking for breaking, she is annoying me. Maybe this is the weakness in my humanity. I like to analyze the problem, find the most fundamental reason, then solve the problem, I can't find the problem, I can't solve it, I will be very unsotten. I am a person who is the most perfect, although I have gradually becoming a lot, but I will still try my best. This problem is completely unpleasant in learning and research, but it is very unsuitable for me and her feelings. She doesn't like to find out the reason, just like to feel the feelings, now I am doing, she can't see any hope, she will feel that I am trying to know the details of the details. I am very annoying. ,meaningless. I always said with her. If you are unhappy, we have said that we have a small contradiction to solve it right away, otherwise she will accumulate a big problem, she doesn't listen, now it is now proven.
I used to find Dong to talk, she said that I said that I was very horrible. Oh, in history, someone else described me this, of course, I know, maybe SS is so much like this. She said that I will force people to accept the idea. I admit that I have this problem, but she, including SS is not comprehensive. My explanation is: a deep love -> Have responsibility -> The sense of responsibility is too strong -> Will think about what she thinks -> She is annoying -> breakup, roughly should be such a process, why "she is annoyed" ? Because I manage her too much. Why do I manage too much? Because I think something is good, I will do it as she; and she? Don't want, you have to stick to your bad practice, and clearly know that this is not good. I am a reasonable person, if you don't accept it, you can, please tell me why you are not accepted. She didn't, how can she tell me, she a lot of time she is alive, know that is so good, that is, not that. So I will talk about her over and over again, this is the feeling of the feelings and excessive sense of responsibility I am. But in fact, I have been very few, I will not say more, and I am not very tough, some things are almost the same, the difference is in the way of thinking, then I will respect her choice. I used to pay attention to "cost performance". Now I value the psychological feelings brought by people. If a piece can make you happy day, even if you expensive, it is also very costly. I am also adjusting, and SS is too subjective, too tight, some don't tell, she can't see my change. Maybe I am taking too much, too enthusiastic, but I am cared by my own way, love your loved ones, it is annoying, nor should I respond to me in this way. I really need to improve, don't correct it, I saw someone in the forum a few days ago, I want to have 7 points, it is right, especially for lovers, there must be reserved; in addition, like me now, I don't have it The way is taken away. Many times I am strange, why is SS who is not willing to think about the end of the dragon, and don't want to solve the problem. Reflections in the last time, the result is a breakup, why is it only possible to handle such a problem? Say not to love me, just in just a few days, why should she hint himself in such a negative heart? She is a pessimistic person, it is a bit negative person, but this is not too absolute, she considers the huge pressure and suffering from this to this? More strange, facing such unfair treatment (SS own), I still love Due, I am willing to pay silently, I am willing, even if I will wait, I am not mature, I am using myself immature The way to cherish more than 3 years, because I really love her too much.
I just want to be able to do it well, I cherish it, I have interested, I have worked hard, I regret that I have not treated her, but I won't regret it because I am now regret. I don't want to leave more regrets in the future memories, although it may have been completely lost, but I have to fight. For Due, although I am very angry, she is very cold, it is very cold, it is impatient, but my heart is still cut. Three years, I have been a bit inseparable, her temper is not good, but I am still willing to endure, I will accept her whole person, and the pain is only I know. The current SS is not a good understanding of the girl, not a girl who can think about others, and the difference in my impression is too much. At that time, she would play a few calls, I want to remember with an umbrella, even I have no umbrella, but I have to send it to it, but I will not be a long time. Maybe I have not cherished, I missed, I don't know if I still know Can you come back. Today, I went to the gift shop to buy it to Zheng Bo's gift. I saw very cute stuff, I thought of SS. SS said not to send a graduation gift, but I still want to send. I want to send a Japanese-style doll, very cute, but Due is really hard to be touched, may be hit again, since I am willing to send, I am willing to be blown, if SS is willing to habit my words, then I have no way.
Today, ZJG has a sad thing, Baisha jumped out of the building, a couple, it is said that the male hangs, the woman has not yet, and it is because of feelings, it is really irresponsible. When SS just made breakup, I did extremely uncomfortable, I also thought about solving my own life. But I have to be responsible for my loved ones, I am willing to accept it, why can't I accept one who is not too good, don't love myself. It's better to live. I have also said that I don't want to study, I just want to go home, find a suitable job, establish a family, may not be very rich, but at least happiness, feelings are enriched. Now, I have to endure the loneliness of 5 years. I don't want to start a new feelings soon. My heart is still installed in my heart, can't get someone else, but SS always hurts me, I may always be alone, can't Another person came in again, 5 years is also very difficult, I have no spiritual pin, now I have a bit feeling, this may be a painful process. Start hard, try to continue.
Said that there is a lot of ss, not don't love you, just a vent, the true words are "baby sorry", of course, now I am not like this, I shouldn't call me, she will bother me, I The thick face is called once, she won't be. Tomorrow SS began internships, to live in the company's dormitory, I don't know if I will happen, I hope she can handle it, I will go to work tomorrow, I hope that Due can have a good state, express myself, give you a good impression. I will defequently reply tomorrow, I don't give me a good time, she doesn't give me a refueling, I wrote here, I have been sad for a day, it is sad.
