I am a computer, I remember that I went to Beijing in 2001, and I have been working in Beijing, and I have a very bitter pulling of the days, because one I have arrived in a strange city, there is no friend, it is called one. Depressed, I lived in Xuanwumen, lived a broken four-in-nephew, in order to save money, just eat the snacks sold at the door every morning, the dessert shop called the mosque, Hui people opened, they bought The snack is very delicious, haha 5, I will eat 2 and drink some water in the morning ... I went to work, I went to Beijing for 2 months to test a Microsoft engineer, and then changed to work in Zhongguancun. Every day, I still live a person's life. I often walk on the way home at home and then look at the beauty. I have to say that Beijing beauty is actually quite a lot, but they all love rich people, my little work, That is to see, but I have to say that the long-awaited, I have been confident. In June that year, I met a buddy of Northeast. I got together every day, I played together, the days were more important than before. I still repeat the life of work at work every day until June 5, 2001, that is, I have just passed the birthday, and I have happened to stay in that day, I I met my life, if the girl was my rib, let me become a complete man. Class in Zhongguancun, suddenly see the station The beautiful woman, Haha trip, the height of 168cm, the body is invincible, the body is invincible, the downs, the red T blood, in short, I am giving a stupid, I feel that the present in the society is really Too few, I can make me feel beautiful, I don't have a few girls. I used to be in my hometown. Many people in my eyes were chasing me. However, this girl is really what I like, I have been Standing next to her .. Haha, I hop, I hip in my heart .. Haha actually made a color heart .. I am impulsive ... it is a man can understand Ha ... After a man, a man is coming . The girl did the 404 bus, and it was the same as me. I also did this car, so the ghosty followed her, I found a seat that leaned against her, and continued Peeking her. Haha seems to have a bit of colorful devil. However, I didn't think about it, I just wanted to look at a few eyes. Later, she got off at the site of the World Park. I also ended the journey of full of eyes .... After going back, I will happen today. The thing of the northeast brother said, he didn't believe there was so beautiful, I argued with him a night .. In the evening because of the Sihe Hospital, we played guitar in the yard, then Listening to the song of the Northeast Brothers or thinking about the girl while listening to the girl. Haha I think. It's finished ..... I am fascinated ... On the 2nd day, I took the excitement of yesterday. Going to Zhongguancun's Lui ... that day, the mood is very good. I didn't eat the snacks sold in the morning, and the bread was eaten .. (as if you don't have a lot of heart ..). The unit is very busy, go out to Beijing The Urban Construction Bureau maintained the machine room .. That's busy for a day .. Get off work in the evening .. This night, you can take me a hurry ... Unity's colleagues are still asking me, handsome guy, what are you? So anxious .. I said that it's ok .. In fact, I thought about it quickly to go to the station to see the beauty ... Hey. I feel that I have already picked the magic. Haha .. That day is at 7 o'clock .. I went to the station. Wait for one will come to a 404 road, I have not, my heart wants to wait, every time I can't meet. Waiting for a long time, the girl didn't come ... I have a proud of proud !!!! There is no way to go back .... I have returned to the Siheyuan, my northeast brother, I asked me, and my buddy, Y, I saw the beauty .. Hey, he I'm more depressed in my heart. When my mind regretted, I didn't usually contact the woman .. However, I didn't have such a thing. I didn't have this thing .. I feel embarrassed .. No courage. I hope to see the beauty every day later. Sometimes I can meet her .. Every time I see it, I still look at a few eyes .. Haha how to see a beautiful woman ... The psychology is strange .. Beautiful, maybe this mysterious beauty brings a good luck .. Oh, I am lifting.
I have made the deputy manager of the computer department, and the salary has risen to the monthly salary of 4,500, then it is a cool. I went to Beijing for 4 months to mix this, my mood is good, I will go back with my friends. Please go out. They have a meal .. Following my old parents a call, telling them this news, in the future, the mood is in the joy of the promotion, but the more like this, the more it makes it. I think the girl, the days continue, occasionally I can meet the girl every day, and then do the car with her, and often wait for her to wait for a while, and the days have been repeated. Maybe it's not a person .. Old Sky really gave me a chance to contact the girl .... That day is July 18th, I will go to the station early in the station ... I am very happy to be in the station. I saw that the woman was not right when I was very happy .. I have a good sweat bead ... she supports the stations of the station .. It is very painful. There is a four-eye next to it. It seems that he wants to help her in the past .. I saw it, at the time, I thought about it. If you grab this opportunity to me. I really fight with you ... I am rushing up .. Help the one The girl said: "Do you have anything, you are sick, I will send you to the hospital." That four eyes saw me in helping her, he also he got it .. I will kill him immediately. The eyes look at him, I said, "I sent her to the hospital, don't use you." The girl didn't talk very pain, I didn't talk, "I will send you to the hospital .. That The girl finally spoke ... Tian Na sound is good, good!!!!! She said: "Thank you, no need .. I can walk." I said: "Nothing, I will send you to the hospital." See you must go. "Hehe, when a man is in a man, it is hard to stand her .... I feel that my whole body is strength .. It is called a cow x, haha, the princess of the heart, fast step Stepline to the intersection. I found a taxi, I went to the hospital ... I got to the hospital doctor to send her to the emergency room .. I am waiting outside .. The mentality is quite complicated. I don't know what I am thinking. I walked in the hospital hall, about 7:30 in the evening .. The doctor said that this girl is good .. It seems to be a bit problem with the liver, it is recommended to be a CT and blood test ... I said: "En-thank you doctor .." Just greeted .. The doctor said that I got a word, I didn't pull it .. Dafu said: "Please pay the treatment fee." .....-_-Khan .. I said: "Oh, I know .." I have to pay more than 400, then go to the ward. I saw her in the bottle. It seems to be a pain, this time she has awakened .. She I saw me in. The face is crying .. I feel surrounded by her eyes ... I went up and said: "Hello." The girl said: "Well." I said that it hurts? " She said: "Well." I said: "What is your family contact? She said: "Well. "Tian Na is dizzy .. How can she know that it is .. I said:" You don't want to talk. " . Then you take a break. . I will send you back for a while. "She didn't speak. Close her eyes and slept ... I was thinking .. Is it not good. She ignores me .... I went to the hospital's WC to put myself a photo on the mirror, put the hair I got, then put the clothes, I turned a few laps, I saw it ~~ Well .. handsome !!! Haha, I will go back to the ward .. That mm saw me back. Face I laughed .. I said .. What happened. I am very strange? She said: "Haha, you are so stinky, how to suddenly change, it is going to dress up. "I listen to her," I smiled. "The psychology seems to have a warmth ..... I said:" What is your name, my name is XXX, she said my call: "Li Jing". I am talking. . Very nice. . Are you hungry. . I will give you some food. What do you want to eat. . She said: "Don't pull .. Waiting for the hanging bottle and eat." I said: "Then I will call you home .. The province is worried." MM didn't speak. . The face is strange. . . I will change the topic at a glance. I said: "The doctor said to let you check the liver. Say you may be a bad liver .. I will check it with you tomorrow. MM said:" No, you don't have to use it. " . nothing. "Oh, my fool is fascinated by her beautiful face, and forgetting her condition..
. . I have been thinking about this matter now, so regret it. . . what. . . Hate yourself. . . That day I took MM out of the hospital. . I said that she wants to take her to eat. She is not letting. . I said to send her home. . She is not letting. . Ugh. Psychological can be uncomfortable. . I don't understand why. . . . ! MM only said to me: "You tell me your phone .. I quickly said my phone .. Mm took out the phone, record my phone, said:" I know. . "I said that you said .. She saw me. I didn't talk ... Then I took a taxi. I left a taxi .. MM, I am walking alone on the road .. Thinking this evening What happened .. I still think that MM can't see me. In addition to being confident on myself, I am really not high in Beijing a month 4500 .. Nor is there any money .. MM? Watching my poor acids ... But look at her should not be the kind of loved girl ... After going back in the evening ... I said this with my buddy ... they all said: "Follow you Y didn't play. I can't see you. "I have listened to them at the time, I was uncomfortable." Even if they cheated and lie, I said that there is a play ... that night is almost all night. The things have passed, and every day is repeated .. But many days without See MM .. Psychological often said to himself: "Li Jing, I love you. "I don't know how many times in my psychology ... I am painful ~~~ I am afraid of my life ... July 23, hot is a word .. Oh, Beijing started arrogant in July. It is no hot ... I am not very good .. I suddenly rang in the company. I saw a strange number .. I took it: "Hey, hello, what? "One of the phones is not very strange, saying:" It's pulling. . . Are you busy right now? "I heard it ~ Le bad .. I hurry," I am not busy. " . . What is going on. "MM said" is fine. . . Do you have time at noon? . Please dinner. . I said it is good. I invite you. . . MM said: "No, I invite you ..." I said: "Well. Well, waiting for you." MM said "12 points I am waiting for you in Haoyan Building. I said:" Enn me A certain. . . in fact. . I. . . (I didn't say an exit at the mouth, I was too nervous at the time .. I originally want to say that I miss you very much .. Hey .. I think I think about my face.) There is nothing to be ~ rest assured. "After the phone hangs .. Haha's whole person is gone .. The whole thing I think in my mind is this .. I will rush directly to the WC, and dress up with my company. Borrowing a cream a little. Haha, I will go to Haiyan Building .. When I arrive to Haoyan Building. I can see MM .. Wear a white dress .. At that time I thought (Tian, not. I can't help it .. The psychology begins to jump. To be honest, it is really beautiful.). I went to MM and said: "Hey. . I'm coming. . "MM said:" Oh, 嘿嘿, fool. . "I listen to the psychology is so comfortable oh :) mm noon said that I have to take me. Eat sheep scorpion ... (I was thinking. That mm how to eat this .. Later, I knew that MM didn't have money .. I said, I'm saying that as long as you like it .. MM Listening to me, smiled .. Let's take a man on the road, you feel like you are watching us .. I am thinking about thinking ~~ A group of silly birds look at what to see .. Envy, you wo, you wow, wow, hahaha ... I am very proud to say .... I have come to a small restaurant .. MM said it .. noon We have a good time to eat. I have a lot of interesting jokes. I feel that two people are also so equated .. I have finished eating at noon .. Mm said that you can match me in the afternoon? Said ... I said it later .. After the afternoon, there is a middle-level cadre to participate in the conference ..... but I'm going to lose my job. Maybe it is depressed .. If you lose your lover may be painful Let's ... I said, "Li Jing, you think about it in the afternoon." . I am with you. "MM is very happy .. She said:" Really. . After I finished MM, I cried. . . Crying is very sad. . . The restaurant is coming to see me. . . God, my face is red. . I really don't understand what I am wrong. . .
The most memorable is that there is a restaurant to help people blow me whistle. . . I hurriedly said: "Li Jing, don't be scared .. Why do you not feel uncomfortable? . Let's go. I don't want it here. "I am good .. I hurriedly rushed to the counter. Say:" The boss is accounting. "The boss looked at me and said:" Li Jing has already purchased. "I was dizzy ... How do you know her name. The boss smiled and said:" Kid. If you want a man, don't take her cheap, or the big brother I really smoke you y. "I have heard it in the future:" Oh, I know. . . "Later, I learned. After the MM is working here, MM said that MM said that I will go shopping with her, I said," Okay, "I got to the park, we went to see many animals .. Finally I walked to the monkey The cage ..mm doesn't go .. She is looking at a little monkey is bullying by a big monkey. She is anxious to cry ... So the opportunity of my performance appears .... I check the stone Just still the big monkey ... Who knows ... The duty personnel of the zoo saw me .. Direct to fine my money .. Virtual and depressed ... MM is teasing. Haha smile. .. I feel that the time to change with MM is short. At about 5 o'clock in the afternoon, MM said that I have to go ... I said: Tell me your phone ..mm said: "Survey give you noon." Don't you have a number when you call? "I think it is ... so I am sorry .. 嘿 smile ... mm looked at me:" Fool. . . . "I follow MM from the zoo from the zoo ..mm said I want to go home ... I said: 'I will send you ... mm said:" No. " . My family is very close to here. "MM smiled in me:" I am walking with fool. . . . . I have time to find me 88. "I have heard so happy, I said:" Well. Then I have time to call you. 88 "Go back at night, and the friends who followed the courtyard said a night this afternoon. Hahana helpers listening to .. All said that I have to see Li Jing ... I also have a feeling of love. ... telling the truth, I am engaged in computer .. When I go to school, I chase a lot of girls. But I knew that I learned a computer .. I didn't talk about love .. Later, college I want to talk about it .. But engage in computer network Both the side is basically a man who wants to find an object. I can't find it ... this opportunity I want to get it, I want to get it. I gave MM on the night, I said: "He said:" He said. " . it's me. . What do you do at home? "MM said:" I. . Wash your clothes at home. . . . Is there a problem? "MM this question, I asked me ..., I said that there is nothing, it is a bit miss you .. MM has used the strange tone:" Fool. . . . . . Then haha laughed. "I thought .. Mm smiled, I should be happy to be happy .. After a while, MM said:" Don't want to pull. " . It's not seeing me. . . Sleep soon. You still have to go to work tomorrow, I said that I know that I will call you tomorrow. "Hanging up the phone, friends inside the yard ask me:" Say. . What is said. . . ? "I said:" Don't say it! "Ha ha is so happy .. I feel that I feel like MM at night ... From then on .. I will call MM every day .. I have time to go out with MM ... I sent a salary on the 25th ... I ran to the store. I bought a white gold diamond ring to MM. I spent more than 8,000. I came to a rose ... I went to MM. I was also impressed at the time. Idea .. I used my bank's old name to .... No. 25, I went to eat together .. MM wear a set of bovine with T blood .. I have went to the World Park very early. MM .. There are more people .. I saw a flower station in the street. It is estimated that there are not many giant pandas. No, absolutely national treasure .. MM is far away. I saw me ... I have been laughing ... I saw me: "Fool, what are you doing?" I said: "This flower is given to you. . "MM is very happy to have taken flowers .. Say:" Thank you. . "I said that you will always call me a fool ..... mm said:" I like it. . . I'm speechless. . . . .
I went to the Great Wall Hotel with MM. MM says it is such a luxurious place. . . I say. I like to come with you. . . MM also said: "Haha fool ... ~" The atmosphere is romantic at night. . My eyes have never been removed from MM. . . I don't know if I am sex or desire. . . Anyway, I really want MM to be my wife. . . After eating the meal at night. . . On the snouse. . . I took out the ring. . I said: "Li Jing, I .. I really like you .. I will not say ... I will not say ... I am really a fool .. But I want to take care of you .. I have been taken care of you .. you .. You ... I was too nervous .. I stopped for a few seconds. I said .. You can do my girlfriend? I want to take care of you ... "MM and cry. . . But she smiled and said: "Fool .. You will regret it ...., I hate it is called you. I cried ... I don't see it." I hurriedly said: "No .. My mother is crying It is also beautiful .. Hey. I don't cry ... Os, I don't have a distressed. "MM blinked and said:" Well cry. MM said that I really like to see the stars ... Can you go to see me ?. .. To be honest................................................................................................................................................................................................................... .... Doing a rental spent more than 70 .. Going to the suburbs ... Sure enough, I really can see it .. MM turned my arm and said: "xxx. . thank you. I will be good to you. "That night ..mm told a lot of stories .. The original mm is Hebei people .. Father in the family died .. She lives in the little aunt in Beijing .. At home, I don't get among school. I have been working so so. During the period, I was still raped by a man ... I heard MM was bullied ... I just said to MM as the hero: "Don't worry." . No matter who is not, don't want to bully you. I started exercising my muscles tomorrow. . . . MM looked at me again. . . We didn't sleep in that night. . . Just sitting on the suburbs to watch the stars for a night. . About 3 o'clock in the morning. . MM fell asleep in my arms. . . . I looked at MM. . Looking at the MM sexy figure. . Pure face. . I really seem to have been intoxicated. . . But I am quite painful at night. . Because I haven't dare to move with MM. . . The ass hurts with the waist. MM woke up in the morning. . I looked at me, I was distressed, I died. . But it is not a mouth. . 555555 I just want to go back to my relatives. . . MM said: "No." I said: "Oh." I said, "I can promise to be my girlfriend ... I cried last night ... I didn't dare to ask you again .. Li Jing Hold me .. I nodded.. I really stood up at the time .. Hold Li Jingchang .... Haha really happiness ... I didn't go to work on the day ... I took MM to eat ..mm said that I have to go back to sleep. I sent home. I also saw MM's mother ... her mother is about 45 years old ... see me to send MM back. Say: "Thank you for sending my family. . I hurriedly said: "Auntie doesn't matter." Li Jing always surprised me. . . Just at this time. Li Jing said: "Mom ... he is my boyfriend ... I was stunned with her mother ... Her mother said. You! ... I am a little angry .. I am inexplicable Leaving Li Jing's home. Just back to the Siheyuan, my northeast buddy came to me .. Say: "You y is crazy. . The company will not go to class. . Your unit has given you N N phone. . I said you and hospitalized. Your y is not mixed. . . I reflected it. . I didn't go to work in 2 days. . . I hurriedly running the unit. . I enter the company. . There is a bad hunch. . . My boss directly came to me: "Xiaolin, come over .. I entered the company Li Chuan office. Li Gong said:" Xiaolin, the company see you have potential to promote you, how do you meet? Don't come to work, don't ask. . ¥% # ¥ # ¥ #% ¥ #% ¥ #% ¥ #. . Silently speaking me all. . . . Li Gong said: "This is the first time, you will be careful next time. I said. I left .. Bringing home ... Back to the office.
I started working again. . . . Noon. . . The phone suddenly sounded. . I heard the phone is Li Jing. I said that you are there. Isn't it said to go home to sleep? "Mm said .. Fool you are there. I said that I am in the company .. Li Jing said:" I guess it, I will give you a good meal. . . I will give it noon. . . From her home, Zhongguancun is actually very far away. . . . . I am touched. It's really coming from MM at noon. . Give me the pepper with a meat and red, haha, I like it very much. MM I am eating on one side. . . My psychology really has the feeling of being home. . . . I just said that Li Jing gave me a surprise. . . . . I have eaten it. . Li Jing suddenly said: "Lin Lin (my little name) I moved out with you .... I listened to spit out the drunken rice .. I wanted to make a relative .. How did I suddenly stay with me. I said: "Quiet, you are quarreling with your mother. . . How suddenly said this. Li Jing said: "You don't want it ??? Hey .. It's a man who wants to say ... I am no exception. I said:" /// is not. . I am willing. . . . Li Jing said: "That way ... I will go to get off work to move things. At night, I will wait for me at the end of the downstairs .. The company saw MM with me .. I also use envious eyes to see me. But I am not happy .. Because I always feel that MM mentality is there, but I don't care how to ask MM. She is not willing to say. At night, I arrived in MM home. She only took her aunt at home, her aunt suddenly dragged me into the room, very Seriously said to me: "My family is very bad, you don't bully her (I have understood that, I am afraid that I am alive, she is, I said, Auntie you can rest assured. I will definitely take care of her. Quietly quickly packed your luggage, tell me let me go. . . . I am talking. . I told her little aunt, I will leave. . . . . On the evening, I brought her to the Siheyuan, the gods in the yard, and I didn't look straight. ~~~ You are Li Jing. Listen to XXX in every day, I finally saw you, in fact, I can see it in your eyes. . They all dragged into the room quickly, put the baggage into the room, just let me have a meal for you. . . You sleep for a while. . MM is nodded. . I also saw the ring I gave her, I got on me, tell me. . . sorry Sorry. . . I don't know how to return to teacher, holding Li Jing, I have been holding. . . . . . MM passed a place to be calm. . . MM said: "Don't ask me why. I will be good to you, using my love to you, no matter what you do .. I recognize you." After the MM stood up, Or I will give you a meal. . Take me to buy the food. . . I also stand up. . . I don't know the courage there, holding Li Jing and kissed a meal. . MM has no resistance, just as I. . After a while, I was dragged down, I said: "Fool .. Well, I am hungry." I said that En-En ~~~ Walk away and go with your wife to buy food. . . MM smiled again. . . Li Jing laughed very beautiful. Really. .
I have gone with Li Jing. . . The friend of the Siheyuan said. . . Beauty also takes us together. . . .
I say. . . Who dares to follow. . I will bite people! ! ! ! ! Then everyone smiles. I am going to the vegetable market with MM.
When I arrived in the market, MM said that I would like to buy a fish, then we bought a fish and tofu. . . MM said to be a fish soup to give me a drink. .
Buy some potatoes. . Have a hoe. . We will go back. .
Back to the yard. . I started to cook with MM. Friends in the haha hospital come to help. . .
In fact, I am now having a good place to live a better place. . It is because the tongue is not allowed to move. . .
I have been busy for a long time, and the friends of the Siheyuan have bought some cooked food outside. Finally, the 2 people should have become a big gathering. . But it is good, MM is very happy. . . Everyone is very taking care of MM. .
After eating. . Bowl, the pot is all them brush. . This helper is not true. I have a meal. . I suddenly appeared in some men's eyes, I was an idea.
I want to wash my father because she is tired. .
I went to MM burning some water. . I found a basino. Pour water. Never said before Li Jing. . Dear.
I will wash your feet. . . . . Mm haha laughed. . .
I really wash MM. . . . However, there is no feeling. . . It's just a bit of distressed that she is tired.
After waiting for Li Jing, I washed it myself.
I am lying in bed with mm. . . I am so tight. .
Looking at it. . Suddenly someone tips. . . I opened the door, I turned out to be the friend of the northeast. He smiled,
I will give you a good thing. . . I look at it. . It is a condom. . . Ugh. Really halo
I said that I don't want it. . . When it is called with him. MM seems to have heard what,
Li Jing said: "Okay pull. Don't make trouble ...
I said: "I haven't heard it .. My wife let me go back."
I am back to the room. . Li Jing face is red. . . I thought at the time. . . After finishing my bright image, I have finished playing.
Because it is summer. . Very hot. . I only dragged big pants. . Then sit on the bed. .
Li Jing dragged me and said: "Come and lie down .. You are tired ..
I said: "Well ... then lying down the tension."
I looked at MM. . . I always want to kiss her. . . But it is embarrassed. After all, I know the time is too short. .
I saw a TV. . Li Jing said. I am sleepy, let's sleep. . .
I am talking. . .
I closed the TV. . . . Close the lamp. . . .
I looked at Li Jing. . Kiss her. . . She seems to see what I mean. . . To be honest, I want to get her. .
We hugged each other, Li Jing suddenly looked at me: "I will give you myself ..."
In fact, I thought Li Jing may not be a woman because she is so beautiful. There must be many men to pursue her.
Night. . We seem to be very suitable. . . Even the body is also. .
Li Jing is very good. . . This is very comfortable. . . I don't have much to feel too much. . I have always done it. . But later, she found a little pain. . . Li Jingzhen gave me himself, I really tangled in bed, really beautiful. . . I haven't been the first time.
After doing it. I hold Li Jing. . . She said: "I am already your own ... I will have everything in the future.
Slowly tell you. . . I have listened to a kind of inexplicable feeling. . . I don't understand what she means. .
I said: "Well. Don't worry. I understand a truth.
"The most precious thing in this world is not getting, nor is it lost, and the most precious thing is to cherish what you have."
So I will definitely cherish you. . Do not worry. . .
Just finished. Li Jing hated me and said: "Fool, also say that you will not speak .. Just the sweet words are lie to me, or if you say it with other little girls .. You can also cheat your hand. .
I hurriedly said: "No, no !!!!! Li Jing see me so urgently,"
So I know. . . Don't think about anything tonight. . . Li Jing kissed me again. .
We have done many love many nights. . .
Live in the second day. . The legs are soft. . . . It is not very good looking at Li Jing face. . . .
I said: "Wife .. 嘿 I first called a girl wife oh` ~~~. Li Jing said: Well.
I bought a good breakfast to Li Jing. . . I ate my meal with her. . .
I said that my wife, I have to go to work. . You don't go to work today. .
Li Jing said: "Don't go .. I resigned .. I am waiting for you at home. Maybe you have cumbersome."
I said: "Little fool ... then hold her ... I have said that she said. ~ I love you !!!!
I went to work in the morning. . Standing on the car. . The whole person is dizzy. . . .
Going to work all day. . . There is no spirit. . But the psychology is very happy. I have been in a hurry, I hope to go home soon. Go home.
I called me again at noon. . . Say to give me a meal. . . I have a publicity in the unit. . My wife will give me a meal. . From then on the same day. . Li Jing will give me a meal every day. . . The days are also sweet. .
Go back every night. . I will make love with her. . Li Jing also listened to me every time. . . I am also particularly particularly special to Li Jing. . .
However, God gives me a short day. . . .
The painful memory is also the beginning. . . . .
Li Jing is with me before. . In fact, it is a virgin
She is also very good to me. . . really good. . .
But she often tells me. . . . Sorry. . I really do not understand
Because she oftens this. . I am always worried about her mind.
We are lying in bed every day. . . . She always snuggles like my kitten.
I looked at her beautiful face. . It really loves her too much. .
The urgent book said. . The wife is too beautiful. . Men are prone to short life. .
I didn't understand it at first. . . I have understood after Li Jing. .
Look at her hot body. . Beautiful face. . . I can't help it at all. .
So it is also often something that loves to love.
Li Jing. . . In fact, the body is not good at all. . I often have a stomachache. . . .
I asked her what happened. . . She said that she was menstruation. .
However, the day is long. . She can't always have a stomachache. . I want to drag her to the hospital.
But she doesn't go. . .
I have quarreled with her for this matter. . . . Full of it. . . . . She doesn't sleep all night.
The days are still going on. . . Our two feelings are still very good. . . .
September 12th. . . It is also three months with MM. . .
MM suddenly told me to a child this day. . . .
Oh, yeah, I didn't know what to say later. . . . I suddenly emerged in my mind.
It is impossible. . . There is no marriage. . It is too early to be too early. . . .
I told her. . . Yep. . When we get married, you have to be good. .
Li Jing said: "No ....
Ugh. . . I am depressed.
I have been thinking about why it is in my mind. . . Li Jing suddenly has this idea. .
I said: "Don't do this .. I want to take you home to see my parents are good ...
Li Jing said: "No ... I saw me .. Nothing ....
Oh my God. . . . . . She is coming again. . . Strange ideas. . . I have been asking her: "What happened to you .. Why don't you say it ...
Li Jing shook his head. . . Say: "Sleep ...., I will tell you later."
I was insomnia that night. . .
Mo MM made me a fried egg and milk. . . .
I cried. . . I do not know what happened. . Cry with MM. . . .
MM also cried. . . . . The atmosphere of the whole morning is blamed. . . . .
Going to work in the morning. . . .
The company always finds me. . conversation. . Tell me tomorrow to open an important meeting. Say the work changes. . .
I nodded. . . Li Gong said: "Xiaolin, work is good .. Company is planning to promote you .. You will know tomorrow ...
I am happy to be happy. . . There is a little surprise. . . I laughed and said, "Thank you, Li ..
Li Jong Ping is quite good to me. . . I have been taking care of me. . .
Li always saw me. . I asked me. . What happened to you. . Is there anything. .
Quarrel with your girlfriend? ? ?
Oh my God. . . How did he mention this. . My brain is light. . I don't know anything. . .
Maybe there may be no adults. . . I suddenly had an idea. . I want to ask Li, I should do what I should do now. .
I put me with Li Jing. . . Tell Li Total. .
Li Chu went for a while. . . Laughed. . . Say: "Xiaolin, you don't say anything else.
You still send her to the hospital to see. . I feel that this Y may be bad. . .
I nodded. . . Say: "Well .. Thank you, Li. I have out ..."
Lie Jing at noon gave me a meal. . I have been going to say something to go to the hospital. .
But Li Jing: "I said noon, I will go to the Summer Palace at noon. I like it."
Look at MM so happy. . I said: "Well .. good".
Sunday. . . Li Jing is like a child. .
In the morning, I said: "Dear .. Dear. Just get started ... pull ...
Haha, I can like Li Jing. . . Cute enough. . . Really. .
This small Y head is full of my heart. . . .
I wore a brand suit that day. . Because MM likes to look at me. . Said very much. . In fact, I also like the Summer Palace. . I like this place in Beijing. .
I am sitting on the long pavilion with MM. . . . Looking at Wanshou Mountain. .
It is estimated that if someone takes me with MM, it will take this view. . Can be sold by artwork haha
When I secretly sneaked. . MM speaks: "Lin Lin, do you love me?"
I said, "You are stupid, of course, love .." MM said: "If I leave you .. You will be sad ...
Said that she cried again. . . I am my mind in my mind at this time. I remember this time. .
Li Jing may have a good body. .
I said not to be stupid. . I won't let you leave me. .
MM suddenly told me a secret,
MM will die from the little father. . . . Come to Beijing with the mother. . . Live in her aunt. .
The father of MM is liver cancer. . . MM was infected when you were born. .
It became a virus carrying. . . When it was 12 years old, it turned into a cirrhosis. . I have been treated now
It may be deteriorated recently. . .
She moved out. . . Because she quarreled with her family. . . Her mother feels sorry for her.
Let your child suffer in the world. . . Leaving her aunt home back to my hometown. . .
Her home is to treat her. . Borrow a lot of money. . . . . She is now maintaining life. .
I am the first man. . Because she has never found a boyfriend. .
Because she doesn't want to harm the boy. . . The way is looking for me. . Because she knows her might
Can't do it. . She wants to leave the world. . I love all the love all my love this life.
Give me. . . There is also what she said her own selfishness. . She wants to be loved once. . .
So she put her belongs. . . All love. I gave me. . . .
She said that I will work hard. . If one day she can't. . . Let me don't hate her. . . .
I listened while listening while crying. . . But there is no crying. . . . Hehe, I am very man.
Really. . I was tightly holding MM: "Quiet .. Obmint. I won't let you leave me ..
promise me. . Go to the hospital with me. . . It's good, just when I ask you. "
MM is nodded. .
We went to the hospital on the same day. . . .
Made CT, nuclear magnetic resonance, and test blood.
After the test. . . I am going home with MM. . The doctor let me take the results tomorrow. . .
I have a meal at home at home. . . . MM is not happy. . . Just take the initiative to seduce me. .
Ugh. . Really hate yourself at that time. . It is clear that the MM is not good.
But I did it again with MM. . . . . . . .
Enthusiastic. . . MM hugged me around me: "Lin Lin, I don't want ... Dead ..." I went to work in the second day. . In the morning, the company opened a meeting. . The result is to raise me. . .
Let me go to the manager of the company's planning department, and then part-time technical departments. . .
The company let me design a company development plan. . Follow the new profit point solution. .
(Later ... I designed a set of Beijing real estate comparison indicators .. During the company's website,
And cooperate with the government. . . In short, I finally gave the company a month earning 7 million. .
Now this company is also working in Beijing. . But I am not there. . . Ha ha. . )
Lifting the government, the salary is also high. . . The company gave me a car. . . Driving, I was taking it out when I was 19 years old. . .
I went to get off work and I went to the hospital. . . . The doctor said that I will go again tomorrow. . Helpless
I will drive back. . .
The car stopped. . Friends of the Siheyuan come out to see my car. . Haha psychology is very happy.
MM is also very happy. . . In the evening, I took MM to go. . . .
MM said in the evening: "Fool ... If you can. I will be with you forever.
Look at MM so confident. . I am also very happy to say: "If you think about it, you can't do it. Haha ,,"
Day 2. . I went to the hospital in the morning. . . Ugh. . If you can, I will not go.
Because of a doctor in the office. . Dafu said: "What kind of person is yours this patient .. I said it is my unmarried wife ..
doctor. . Say: "Young man ... sit. Talk to you ..
Oh my God. . The doctor is really terrible. . . . .
Dafu said: "When you open the door, please say it ...
The patient is not very good. . . Cirrhosis. . May deteriorate at any time
She is often hurting now. . .
I said: "Well .. Yes .. There will be once in about 6-8 days ...
Dafu said. . The cirrhosis is not ruled. . . . It can only take money to take medicine to maintain. . Let me go back to take care of her. .
I have finished explaining the explanation of the doctor. .
Did not talk. . I got up and opened the door. .
I would like to go home. . . . However, I drove directly to the Summer Palace. . .
I am sitting on the long pavilion. . . . . I want to come here with MM to come here. . .
I really don't want to imagine if MM leaves me one day. What will I do?
I scattered my heart.
I am afraid that I will go back too late MM will worry ... I am very fast ..
After going home ..mm said: "Come and eat ... Haha, the truth is really good."
Really .. People may be empty animals ... have MMs. Really feel a feeling
Good warmth ....
Tomato egg soup made by mm night with rice ... I have a meal with MM at night.
It will drive the MM to go out ... I remember that I have been with a car ..mm takes me every night.
Go to the suburbs to see the stars ...
I feel very good at the car .. Listen to the CD in the car .. Say love ..
Haha sometimes I have done in the car ....xxxx 嘿嘿 .. just 2 times ..mm is very embarrassed
Because he is with MM. I also developed a habit of watching the stars .. Now I will happen to see the stars.
In the evening MM asked me: "The doctor told you ... I said. I don't have anything to take care of you ....
It's okay ... I'm quiet .. I have time to see your mother ... I said quietly .. She can't find her .. She returned to my hometown.
I said that I went to my hometown ... MM said no .. I haven't understood how to return to teacher.
After this condition of the disease. I recovered a calm life with MM .. I just cherish MM more ..
Although MM is Hebei .. But I like to eat seafood .. My hometown is Yantai .. It is natural to be a sea ..
However, Beijing's seafood is expensive. It is much more expensive than my family .. Good in the salary for a month, 6500 is doing it.
There is also a bonus. ~ One month can take more than 8,000 ... so often give MM to buy fun ..
MM said every day: "555 is called you .. I am growing with fat ... I said that 嘿嘿` `有 有 手 感.
MM said: "The big color devil; .. Haha @ !!!
By October .. Beijing began to be cold ... MM body weak ... I am afraid of cold ... I am going to change the house .. Siheyuan Winter
Very cold ... There is no heating .... Finally, I have set a house in Chaoyang District .. is a rented a monthly rented a month of rendering ....mm I like this house .. Because you can watch the night view on the horns ... MM often looks outside on the window sill in the evening ...
Because of the promotion. There are often some entertainment .. I often take MM to go with me .. But MM doesn't like that occasion,
I bought a lot of beautiful clothes for MM .. Mm When I got to have me, I usually be a focus ..
MM belongs to that kind of very good look, it is very good ... I also envy my people.
In November, I started in November. I am really afraid .... I am not so cold there.
I have a cold in winter .... Haha .... A fever ... I am busy with MM at home.
I will give me an apple to eat .. I will give me peach ...
MM can be said to me: "Husband. Do you want you to send it to me .. I said:" Why is it?
She said: "Put me ~~ You should be good ... Haha, haha, laugh..
However, MM cried ... she said: "What are you laughing, my mentality can be distressed, you.
I looked at MM said: "Fool ... I also hurt you ... I drag MM to my arms .. Tight Hold ..
The year of Beijing in November was snowing ....mm This fool often went downstairs to play ...
Every time you have to freeze it, you can run upstairs ...
The whole winter is very smooth ... The days are very warm ...
MM will give me a meal regardless of the day, I will give me a meal noon. I said that I am in the unit.
It's so cold .. I am afraid to freeze you!!
But MM said: "I don't!" Hey, I am speechless ... MM is sometimes very good, but I like ...
I am afraid that MM will fall on the road every day. I usually run to the downstairs to pick MM. Then in the office with MM
Eat together .... The company has always inquired when we get married ...
But every time I ask .. I have a pain. I caught it ... Because MM doesn't want to marry me .. The reason is that she said that now is hurting ... I don't want to harm me ..
How can I say she has not used it ...
I usually often buy a variety of health care products to the drug with the treatment of liver disease. However, MM has not improved it ...
To be honest ... that feeling is unable to describe .. I think that one day my love will leave myself .. will die ...
Really ... 唉 ... I don't want to write too much here ... I will write more pain ... Maybe there are men who have love can understand.
Sometimes I overtime ....mm doesn't sleep with me ...
Fast New Year ... I said that I want to take MM home. See my parents ... MM is not too much to go .. She is afraid that one day will leave the people
Let my parents disappointed ... I said that I am strong, but I will go home with me in winter ...
I told my parents in advance, I have to take MM home but I don't say her ill, because they are afraid of them.
I have to do a train to my hometown for 22 hours ... I took the train .. My dad drives me ...
To be honest .. My dad is working in the government ... a bit bureaucratic temperament.
I am really afraid of them at the beginning, I don't agree ... I am very good at my mother.
Pair of polite to her ... she is also restrained
Li Jing is very sensible, will do housework.
Also beautiful .. I often help my mother at home ...
My mother likes her very much. Therefore, my dad will not agree ...
Just go ... My mom still doesn't let us sleep together .. Haha is afraid ..
In fact, I have already had an accident. ... later, my mom knew .. I still live with me.
I slept with me, my mom wants Li Jing to marry me .. I often ask her: "Child, when are you married to Lin Lin?
What is .. Li Jing said every time I listen to me .. What is ~~ In short, it will be payable .. But I know that her inner is very painful.
In short, she is at my time at my house.
It is also unforgettable, I will not forget it in my life ..
But the more happiness is, the more happiness .. That is a life that is also very afraid of life all day ..
Can you experience it? Really ... it is very painful .. But I don't dare to let MM see it.
MM often asks me, ask me regret not regret ...
Every time I ask me .. I can be uncomfortable in my heart .. Li Jing is in my New Year.
Everyone sat together when I was in New Year ... I looked at the phone to eat dumplings.
God .. I am really happy .. I may not have this experience again in my life ..
Which night mm said that it is sleepy `` About 1 am
I slept with MM back to the room .. I am holding MM in bed.
Wife, .... You ask me all day, regret it ... So you regret it with me?
MM didn't speak for a long time ... After a while, I said: "Fool ..../" Then I bite me ...
MM this .. I am bother with MM in bed .. I scratched her itch ... she also scratched me ..
I said with MM: "Wife .. Now it is 1 o'clock .. It is already the first day of the New Year.
Let's do a new year love ... Li Jing is very shy .. Looking at me: "Pull with you ...
That night, we have a very happy ...
At the beginning of the New Year, I went to the New Year with my mom and dad ..
No matter from it. My mother has always dragged Li Jing ..
Oh ... I am still not happy. The more you look at my mother likes her .. I am afraid
One day in the future, my mother is sad ... I am sad. But I don't want to hurt my parents ...
Helpless at home .. My mother woven a white scarf for Li Jing, Li Jing likes
No matter where it will take .. Li Jing has never seen the sea ..
I took her to see the sea ... Winter sea is very cold ... I hold her ...
Although the sea breeze is very cold ... but we are very happy ...
But now think that it is silly ... in other people's eyes are two people in cold day, standing on the seaside ... --_-
Li Jing loves my hometown Yantai .. She said that I have to live in Yantai in Yantai .. I said to you ..
You like it .. Li Jing said: "Well!"
In fact, from that start I found Li Jing ... she is more strong than before .. She has a confidence that continues to live.
It should be me to give her ...
The more she is ... I am more pressure.. Because I want to cure her ..
Her liver occasionally hurt when she is at my house.
So I have been eating some medicine for treating liver at night. "My mother asked what medicine asked ..?
Because Li Jing is afraid that my mother is worried .. is the medicine with other empty bottles ...
My mother asked her what medicine ... Li Jing said: "There is nothing to pull .. It is the medicine for conditioning the system."
My mother asked me what medicine ... I really helpless it is "contraceptive" .. My mother looked at me: "You give me a good to her .. I have nodded ... 唉 ... .
With Li Jing, I have been in my family at home ... I will return to Beijing in the first 7.. When I am going .. My mom has collected her own collection for many years.
A jade ring gave Li Jing .. (listening to my mom said it is ancestral. Powder value ... -_- ..)
Returned to Beijing in Beijing .. She still gave her white scarf with my mother ...
I am going to work early .. Should be eight. I have been with the unit for 2 days, in order to with Li Jing for a while.
At that time, Beijing weather was still very cold. But Li Jing still gives me a meal every day ...
Or until one day ..... Noon ~ ~ She didn't come .... There is no one in the phone.
Which day is March 18 ... it is a day of nightmare ...
March 18th .. this nightmare begins. .. I almost crazy .. I ran and ran with my secretary.
I drove to go home ...
Go home....
Because the floor of the house I rented is a wooden version .. There are a lot of footprints ...
At that time, I really had already blind ... This person is stupid .. I don't know what to do.
My mind is the first thought is MM. I should be in the hospital. I drove to Chaoyang Hospital .. But. Ask all the emergency doctor
Running the liver department ... It can't find MM ..
I am in a hurry to cry in the car .. Really really crazy ..
I went wrong with Li Jing on the street ...
I am in a car in the car. I suddenly remembered Li Jing's little girl ..
I drove to her little aunt ... how to knock on the door, no one opens ...
I drive home ... still no one ..
I drive a helpless on the road to exercise constantly watching the road.
I drove my colleagues. Have a few hospitals such as the military ... but I can't find MM ..
I really have no way, I will return again ... her little aunt ...
No one is still ...
So I sat in her door. I sat on the stairs .. I will call me when I continue to live.
Wait a little girl ...
A whole evening ... There is no ...
I waited for a night on the stairs ... At about 6 o'clock in the morning .. I was woke up ...
This person is Li Jing's little aunt ... Her auger looks at me .. Say: "You are here at this end last night?
I said .. Well ... I went back and said: "Xiao Gu. Do you know that Li Jing go there .. I can't find her everywhere ..
What made me surprised is ... Her little girl is not surprising ... just ... 叹 气 气
She like this. I understand .. She aunt must know ~~ Li Jing is there ...
I hurriedly said: "Little girl tells me` ~~ Do you know where Li Jing is ..
I have been looking for a day yesterday. But I didn't get her news now.
What you must know, right, you tell me, good!! Tell me ~~
Her little aunt will tell me for a while: "Advanced houses ~ !!
I said, "You tell me how far she is now !! You will tell me soon !!
She said that she said to me in the absence of a way ... she ... she is sick ....
My brain is .... I said that she is there ..
She said. She is in the Kang Jian clinic ... I said where to say ... I haven't been to
She said .. A small clinic near my home ...
I said to take me!! Good ....
Little aunt nodded ...
I drove with her to come to the small clinic that she said.
Li Jing lies in the bed.
I haven't woke up yet ..
Ah .. Only endure ...
I dragged her aunt .... Ask her: "Why don't you go to the hospital? Why don't you call me ...
She said: "This child suddenly called me in the morning .. Say that you can't ... then I will pick up her.
She doesn't let go of the big hospital .. I am afraid to spend money. I have not used it ... she often comes from this clinic when she is.
So I will send her here ...
I was in the mind that there was a very fashionable thing.
"I hate money."
I said that you are waiting for me here .. I will pay for it ...
Waiting for a while Li Jing .. Let's change the hospital ...
She nodded her little aunt ...
I drove to the bank to mention 50,000 .. I will go back to that small hospital.
Back to the clinic ... Li Jing still has no wake up ..
I am sitting in Li Jing, holding his hand. Looking at her beautiful face..
Although the beauty is still. But the face is so pale ...
I have been with her side .. I called a telephone number of Tongren Hospital.
Ambulance called ..
The car is coming .. I went to Tongren Hospital with Li Jing ..
The doctor made me orally.
I took a check on Li Jing away. May I have to go downstairs downstairs 5
She woke up .. Suddenly I feel that there is water droplets ..
I look back ..mm cried ..
After finishing the check..
I take Li Jing back to bed ...
Holding her hand ... I said: "Has hurts ...."
MM shakes his head .... Say very hoarse voice: "Sorry .. In fact, I want to live .. because I don't want you to be sad."
Listen to MM said this. I really can't help but tears.
I also cry ... The people in the ward are watching us ..
But everything doesn't matter ......
Maybe we have to separate .. I want to cherish every second time ...
I am calm .. Say: "Fool ... you can live ... I won't let you have something ..
Let's want to `~~ Go to the stars together..
Eat together ... Play together .. I have to wait for you to give me a meal noon..
Also, you like my hometown .. Let's go back together ... I bought you a house relying on the sea.
We still have to get married .. My mother is still waiting for you ... .. I cried while crying.
Said said ....mm is coma ...
I hurried to find the doctor ... I said the doctor .. How is she ...
The doctor gave me a painful blow ... Although I have been preparing to encounter this day.
But it seems that it is too fast. My heart felt like this day.
It seems that I can't hear anyone else.
I would rather do the doctor is fart ...
Doctor tells me: "Her liver deteriorates ... there is a signs of ascites ...
Can only stop it first ... Maintain ... people don't have it ...
I said how it would be like this .. She is still good in the past few days. How do you suddenly?
Dafu said. She should have always hurt .. I should be endure .. I haven't endured. I nodded .. I said that the doctor is going to ask you ... No matter how you save her.
The doctor said to me: "Don't be too excited .. We will do our best.
Now you have to stick to it. Don't let her see what. We try to treat
You first went to pay the hospital deposit ... I nodded again .. Say to the doctor ..
I have paid 34,000 deposits ..
Go back to the ward .. I feel that my feet are not obedient ... I don't dare to enter this ward ..
I endured the restlessness in my heart. I walked to MM .. Looking at her ...
I really don't believe it .. She will leave me ...
It may be because of the cause of the bottle during the night ..mm woke up
I saw me next to it .. She said: "I am fine .. Don't worry ...
I am coming ...
I said that you are hungry ?? I will give you some food ...
MM shakes the head ...
I continued to pull MM's hand and said to her: "Wait for you .. Let's go to the Summer Palace. Good."
MM said: "Well .. You must take me .." I said that I am relieved, you will sleep first.
I just guarded you next to it, then you can't go. . Take a break. . .
MM said: "I don't .. I am afraid .. I am afraid that I can't see you."
I said fool. . fool. . . . I was constantly repeating these two words. .
I don't know why it is contagious by MM. . I also like to say fools. . .
Little fool. . I am obedient to sleep for a while. . Otherwise, how can I go to the Summer Palace? . Oh, oh. .
Otherwise, you will bite you. . . MM smiled. . Potting a nod. . Close your eyes. .
I have been holding MM's hand. I am afraid to lose her. . Have been gripped. . Always. .
I didn't sleep in that night. . . I have been thinking. . .
What should I do for MM? . . Think about how to live later. .
Day 2.
MM is still sleeping in the morning. . I also kneel in the bed. I was confused. .
The nurse woke me. . Tell me. The patient has stabilized some
The attending doctor lets you go to the office. . I went to the way to the doctor's office.
Let the secretary of the unit help me leave. . . . .
I entered the doctor's office. . . The doctor said: "Come to sit .. You sit well and prepare
Look at the patient's CT film. .
Although I am not a doctor. . However, it is clear that the position of the liver on CT is high. . .
Dafu said. . "Bun ... Don't do it .. You can't .. Up to a few days.
Her family is there. . You inform you.
I said the doctor. . She is not still sleeping now. . Is it good? .
The doctor said: "That is to give her a stop .. is ice poison ...
The medicine will also hurt. . And it hurts. .
I was in the time. . . I thought for a long time. . . I took out 4,000 yuan from the wallet.
Say. Doctors trouble you. . No matter what. . . Don't let her suffer. .
Now think about the doctor is really black. . . Hehe, he is very natural to collect the money. . There is no resignation. .
Dafu said to me: "There is now a way .. is maintenance treatment .. More spending more
The patient still has pain. . . But you can live more. . But the cost is high. .
ask a question. . Do you have more than 100,000 fees?
I thought. . Potting a nod. .
Then you will prepare money. . . I will go to the ICU ward.
I know. . Then I ran downstairs as crazy. . . . Sitting on the side of the road. .
Is MM with me? . . I can not. Even more seconds. . I have to fight
I took a taxi to the world park, because I was a hospital for ambulance. . The car is in the door of her little aunt.
I found my car. . Go to the company. .
At that time, the mind was thinking about Li. . . .
I have been running into the general office of Li. . .
Li said: "Xiaolin. What happened to you ?? What is it quickly. Slowly say nothing
I said Li Tong. . I want money.
Li was shocked by me. . . .
He said: "Ah?? Slowly say how to return to teacher ... You suddenly said .. I thought you were kidnapped. Then
He laughed at him. . .
I said: "Sorry. Lee .. I am not hospitalized .. The disease is very heavy. ICU ward. It takes a lot of money.
Can you borrow me 100,000. . . . I have no guarantee. . . I write an agreement for you. . . I will give you money later. . I will definitely. . I really can't find other more money people borrow money.
I am not a locale. . The rich people who know in Beijing will you. . .
I have been pleading with Li for giving me money. . . . But Li has not spoken. . . Li always said: "Xiaolin .. 10 million is not a small number .. Do you have any mortgage?
The company has a company's system that can't just borrow money. . .
I was anxious. . I said: "Don't you say that you can help me?"
Li always said: "Let me consider it .. You go out first."
to be honest. . . It's now. . I have killed his heart. . . Really
I have more than 6,000 bank deposits.
My buddies in Beijing are working in Beijing. Not rich. . . .
I am really sorry to borrow them with them. . . . . But for MM, I really can't do it.
I came out from the company. . Driving and ran to the four-nepted courtyard. . .
Maybe I am in Beijing in addition to knowing MM is the biggest happiness of my life. .
That is the helper. .
I have helpless I have an mouth to do with them. . . .
They have a street dance in Beijing. There is computer graphic design in Beijing. . Have a school. .
Have a small sale. . . . My buddy in the northeast listened to me. . He called his family. .
In fact, he is playing in Beijing. . Didn't finish eight acts. . His family conditions are obvious. .
He had 20,000 to me with his family. . . The other friends have a total of 10,000. .
Although it is not enough. . But I really don't know how to thank them. . They didn't let me write more than the borrowing.
I am going to don't have it. . . But I don't know who I will borrow money. .
I will return to the company again. . . Borrowing money with the company almost every one I know. .
One of them is a very scared. . . Now think about a bit of robbery. .
Finally, in the company staff, more than 5,000 points. .
leave the company. . .
I went to the hospital first. . This 35000 has saved the hospital. . .
Then I ran directly to the ward. . . MM is not in the ward. . Listening to her patient with her with a room told me
Said that she went to the ICU ward. .
I rushed to the ICU ward. . But the hateful nurse does not let me enter. . . Said to be isolated ward
I'm furious . . So I went to find the doctor who received 4,000 yuan.
He took me into the ward. . No matter who changed a hospital. .
MM is awake at this time. . . The money is really not white. . Although it is still not enough now. .
At least the current mm is not so painful yesterday. . .
MM is still in the bottle. . I saw me. . Happy smile. .
She said that she said: "Dear .. You go! I woke up, I can't find you .. I just cried ..
Don't leave, I am fine. . . I do not want to leave you. . .
. . . . . . . Everyone is sorry. . . I wrote this again. . . Ugh. .
All right. . Continue to write. . Do not cry. . Oh, a man. . I will endure! !
I looked at MM. . Say. . Still hurt? ? MM said that it doesn't hurt at all. . .
I saw the doctor. . . . Dafu nodded. . I understand that it may fight the needle. .
MM said: "I am hungry .. I know ... I will buy you. What do you want to eat ..
MM says what is going on. . . I said it. . I'll go and buy. .
Then MM also said: "No .. I don't let you go ..." faint. . Let me go to buy and eat and don't let me go.
Helpless, I said to the doctor. . . Trouble you. . . Help me buy some food. . To be good.
I gave the doctor 200 yuan. . The doctor will go out to help me buy it. It is still worth 4,000 yuan.
At least he listened.
Sitting with me next to MM. . . . MM said: "Lin Lin .. I don't want to be here .. Let's go out .. 嘿
I said: "Fool ... The disease is not good .. Waiting for it, let's go .."
MM said: "Can I still do ?? I am talking, can I .. Didn't you come to this ICU ward?
It is very advanced here. . It must be treated. .
MM said: "Really .. I don't want to die .. Don't lie to me .. I still want to have a lifetime with you .. I have to take care of you, I have to give you a meal every day ... I went to see the stars together at night. ...OK."
I said: "Well .. Good" but I cried. . . Crying is very sad. . I can't help but feel a little.
Now think about it, it shouldn't be like this. . MM must be very distressed at the time.
MM said: "Fool .. Fool ..." She pulled my hand. . It is said that you can cry. .
Otherwise I don't play with you. .
I am talking. . I don't cry. . I am watching MM, I love I am shouted. .
MM said: "Fool ........!" He chatted with MM for a while. . That SB doctor came. . I bought it 2 packs of milk. . 2 chicken legs. . 2 boxes. . Then say: "You look enough .. I said thank you. He gave me the remaining money.
But this person. . I am mad at me, and MM now can't eat oily things at all. . So the chicken legs can't eat.
no way. . I gave her a little milk. . Eat vegetables inside the box. .
MM said: "You eat chicken legs ..
I had a mood to eat. I said that I am not hungry. . . .
MM said: "No .. I want you to eat .." Hey. . Under the command of mm. . I ate something
The nurse came to me later. . I'm sorry to bother you
The patient is going to do it. .
I nodded. . Send MM to the nuclear magnet. . Doctor tells me MM now mild abdominal water
So you can still last. . Then ask my money how.
I said I will find a way. .
Use MM treatment time. . I called my old aunt. . .
Her family conditions are good. . . I told my aunt to Beijing, I need to borrow money. .
At first, my aunt didn't want to borrow. . . . In my crazy eloquence attack. . Promise to borrow me. And don't tell
My parents do this. . Because I am afraid they are worried. .
Aunt gave me 80,000. . . This is enough. . Aunt, my aunt, I went to the bank to play the money to my ICBC account.
I saved the money to the hospital. .
I returned to the nuclear magnet. . MM treatment has not yet finished. .
I have been waiting for a long time. . .
MM came out from it. . See me. I am glad. . . . .
The later days are tight. . Every day I am waiting for MM in the hospital
I also invited a long holiday. . . .
The days have passed the day a day. . The time I spent together with MM in the hospital has also increased a day. .
I have been very scared in my heart. . I am afraid that MM suddenly aggravates. . . . .
I never dare to mention MM's condition. . MM has never said something you hurt. . . Although I know she hurts. . .
Because she often hurts ~~ is full of sweat. . .
Cirrhosis. . It is a terrible disease. . It is a bit of liver cancer. . The liver is nerve. .
Special pain. . . .
MM is dizzy every time. . . I also feel almost the same as the nervous feelings. . .
MM is treated every day. . One day's treatment cost is more than 6,000. .
But I feel that MM is getting weak and weak every day. .
sometimes. . I really want to. . . Let MM leave the world like this. . . I don't want her to suffer again.
I really don't want it. . . Maybe I'm not good. . I really can't describe it.
The crime of the MM pain. .
how many times. . I don't think MM, you don't have painful leave. . I don't want you to suffer.
But I am selfish. . I am weak. . . I don't want MM to leave me. .
The days have been very slow. . I feel that every day is one year. . I am happy to hang in all day. .
April 1st. Is April Fool's Day. . MM said to marry me on that day. . . Say to give me a child. .
Say more to have a lot. . . . . I cried. . . .
April 2nd. . MM said to eat the sausage of Yantai. . This thing is only Yantai in the country. . . Beijing is rarely sold in Beijing. . I ran all the hotels in Beijing. . Finally, I found it at the Great Wall Hotel. . I let the chef copied a plate.
Back to the hospital. . MM has a few mouthfuls. . It's very yummy. . I have to eat every day later. . Then the innocent laughed. . .
My heart is crying again. .
On April 3, MM asked me ~~ What did you love? ? I said that I didn't ask me before? MM said: "No .. I want to hear ..
You will listen to it again. . I am afraid that I can't hear it. . I cried again. .
On April 4th, the MM hurts in the bed in bed. . . The nurse gave her an injection needle. . But it is like it's nothing to use. . . MM hurts in bed. . Hold me tightly. . I have a strong tear. . Didn't cry. . .
On April 5th, MM didn't wake up. . Remember to sleep for a long time. . I woke up at night. . Eat some fruit. .
April 6th, usual day. . . But I am still afraid. .
On April 7, MM spirit is very good. . And I still have a close you to me. . .
On April 8, MM The whole person is gone. . . I am so happy by her. Because I feel that MM is like a turn. On April 9, MM said to go to the Summer Palace. . . Say to go out to see. . . . . Does not agree. . Give me a northern tube with morphine. . . Say if she hurts ~ I will give her injection. . I took the needle tube and drove MM to the Summer Palace. .
I went to the Changbang who was often going often with MM. . . . MM said in my arms: "Lin Lin, I am not beautiful now, I said fools .. You are the most beautiful ... MM smile .. Say:" Say: "Wait until I am sick. . Let's get married. . I want to give you a baby. . . I held MM: "I have a lot of lots of people ... There is a peony flower on the rockery of Beijing Summer Palace..
so pretty. . . There is still a green peony. . . MM can like to die. . . .
Finally, I found a lot of flower market with MM, I bought a plate to give her. . It took 460 yuan. . . I don't understand why it is so expensive. . It is said that rare varieties are said. .
April 10th. . MM didn't wake up in the morning. . . MM is hurt at night. . . The pain is very powerful. I have never been so painful
one night. . MM did not sleep. . . I was frightened by the doctor around you. . Have a lot of nurses. .
I shouted. . Help. . Help. . . . I just stood there with my idiot. . . But it is late. . .
April 11th. . It is what I forgot to be happy. It is my heartbreaking day. The doctor explained my doctor with me.
Said: "She .. Can't do it ..." I didn't listen at the time. . I said: "You y fart .. *** Your mother. I am fighting with you.
. . I put the doctor a punch on the ground. . Then flew to the ward. . . Feeling while running tears while flying. .
Now think about who is with the lyrics is flying. . Is it a bit like a meteor's tears? .
I am back to the ward. . MM can't. . . I called the name of MM loudly. .
MM looked at: "Lin Lin, I love you .. Fool .. Don't cry ... I will be fine tomorrow .. I
I am still crying. . I can not hold it in. . . . . Now I think of a few days ago, MM suddenly improved, it may be that people often say back.
MM is now very costly. . .
MM whispered to me: "Lin Lin, tell me that you regret it with me?"
I said: "Don't regret, I love you."
MM said: "Sorry .. I work hard, I don't want to die, I want to work hard, Lin Lin, I want to live.
I do not know what to say. . I have been nodding in Grace. . .
MM said to me: "If I die ..
I interrupted MM and said, "No .. I don't let you die ...
MM said: "Well .. I don't die. But I am hurting ....
MM from the hospital to the first time I shouted. . . She has always endured. .
MM said: "You have to take care of yourself, socks, you will be piled up, eat on time, you don't work too much.
Pay attention to rest. . I will find a good girl to take care of you in the future, I must be as good as me. . It is better to be better than me.
. . . And your mom gives me a scarf, you don't stay,
I died left yourself. You will be more painful. . I dont want you to go. . I don't want you to suffer. .
You forgot me. . Burn the scarf with me. . Maybe I am going to go cold, you give me a scarf.
I like your mother to give me a scarf, (I wrote here again ... I have to go to the company tomorrow to swollen Li Jingzhen, how can I forget her ... I will not be in my life .. Because this world There is no longer Li Jing, my wife is dead ... death .. I really don't .. I want to find her again ...)
I remember that MM said that the discussion of this is very laborious. . . She has always desperate me. .
At last. . MM said. . If you can see my mother in the future. . Help me tell her. . I don't hate her. .
I don't regret it to this world. . Tell my mother to live well. .
MM is over. . . Also said the last sentence: "Lin ... Lin ..... I .. I don't want to .... I die ..!"
She closed her eyes. . . . . . It is still so beautiful. . . Beautiful like an angel. . .
If there is God. . It took MM to me. . . Why do MMs are so painful. .
If you just make me painful. . . Why make MM finally tormed the disease with me?
I slept in my quiet. . I have been sleeping in my heart. . Also now. . She is not dead
Do you say that it is. . . It must be that she is not dead at all. . .
MM closed his eyes and slept. . . .
The day later. . I don't know how I have passed now. . . I will sit in the Summer Palace every day. . We have been to the long pavilion and other mm. . Waiting for MM to sleep and wake up to find me. .
I will see the stars every night to go to the mm. .
I will take care of MM like green peony every day. . .
I will look at MM with me every day. . .
I will give me a meal at noon every day. . . .
I will wait MM to sleep with me every night. .
I will wait MM to marry me. . A lot of baby. .
honestly. . . Everyone says that I am in powerless. . Cowarious. . From that's later. . Fall. .
What doesn't care about me. . . It's just a poor that came back. . .
I hope this is a dream. . .
I hate myself. . If I have a little bit of myself. More money may be treated abroad
Maybe MM can not die. . . . . Perhaps MM is better if you have a rich person. . .
MM's little aunt created MM. . . Ashes did not give me. . She brought back home. . .
Saying that MM does not let her give it. . . .
But I have never completed MM now I will explain it. .
I can't find her mom. . . Her mother is Wang Xiuzhen
It should be 50 years old this year. . . It is a Hebei. . . I have been to MM to find her. .
But I can't find it. . . . I don't know if anyone knows her. .
I want to make MM angry. . I want to help her to complete the wish. . . I have always put this idea in these years.
There is no God at all in this world. . If there is. . I must not let him go. . Will not. . .
With MM, from March 18, 2001, MM to 2002 on March 18, 2001.
This time is the happiest time in my life. . . I clearly understand that I am numb. . There will be no more girls can make me move again. . My heart is really dead. . .
Li Jing did not hate his mother. . Her mother has always been torture because of the feelings of Li Jing. . . Know that Li Jing is better than me. . . Her mother returned to my hometown. . .
these years. . I have been alone. . . I am not in Beijing now. . Back to Yantai. . After MM left.
I have resigned in the company. . Changed several companies. . . Borrow money. . . Almost. . .
Leave Beijing with memories. . . . I have been working hard after home. . Can't find your company. .
And my parents have always been a lot of Li Jing. . Because I just tell them. . I did something sorry for her. . Draw up with her. . .
I am surrounded by a few good friends. I got this article. . If you have finished reading it. . . I only thanked. .
I cried many times in order to write this article. . . However, I am very mood now. . . I feel alive again with MM. . Although my heart is dead. . . But I have been accompanying me in my heart. . . .
Yantai's stars are very bright. . . I am often looking now. . . . But MM like the green peony withered. . Yantai's climate is not suitable for raising. . . . . . Because this basin is withered, I am depressed for many days. .
