After a while, I lost my heart, I lost my love. I saw a small nest, I also want to have a home. So I met with Xin in the introduction of my colleagues. Xin, in a state-owned enterprise as a technician. It's a lot, the body is petty, the face is not very good, it looks a little sick. Her pale face often hangs a warm man's smile, which makes me a warmth. I am tired of drifting, just want to have a woman, a woman who has built a family with himself, although this is not related to love. Xin often sits around me, hold my hand, listen to me, very obsessed, and the kind of eyes are full of worship. Since the proud Lenda left, no one has listened to my inner ideas so much, and I have never communicated with people. From morning to night, I have leap over in the laboratory with quantum, and protons these microscopic particles are regularly moved together. Until a year, my doctoral thesis failed, the colleagues in the college saw me, talented and loyal. My colleague's sister and Xinjia are neighbors. Only her mother and her mother and her mother are very poverty. The only value in her home is that this is not very big in the bustling market. Just in this less than a big room, I first felt the warmth of my home, I would like to have a woman with my family for a long time for the first time. That is, in this less than a big house, I kissed the red face for the first time. I touched her smooth skin and became the first man in her life. Those days are the happiest happiest days in my life. Every day, I will go to the unpleasant house after school, and I am baked with a hot pot to eat her. After the meal, hugged her to see the snowfall outside the window. Shenyang's winter is very cold. One day, I took Xin's hand wandering around Shenyang's street in Shenyang, I watched a lot of happiness for young men and women. I was very happy from it. Looking at people in Xinyi, I can't move. I am talking about Xin, "Do you want to get married?" Xin Weiyibbit, looking at my eyes, saying. The snow is very big, one piece is falling on the face, on the forehead, and a piece of melting. I will be pleased in your arms and say that we will get married. At that moment, I actually had tears. It is a long-awaited trek. After too much bumpy to the homes? I still want to find a woman to get married, a kind of flat and faint days? I do not know. At that moment, I just wanted to cry. Once upon a time, I was approaching the marriage of the marriage with Lin, but she took away. I met, I got married after my doctor graduated, but now she is lying in a strange country lying on a foreign old man's arms. I married her, and I was also at the door of this wedding registration station. She said very sacred to me. "I must be your wife in this life." That day, snow. Do I love Xin? I do not know. Why is it to marry her? I do not know either. Since promised to marry with Xin, I have been thinking about Lin, I miss her inexplicably. I have been asking myself this question, I love Xin? Why do I marry her? But there is no answer, I just felt that she could give my home. At night, I saw Xinxiao sleeping in my side, like a child like a child, and smiled happily in my sleep. I sighed, and I went to my eyes. I know that I know less than five months, I can't compare in love for five years, even though Lin is hurting me like that. If Lin leaves, there is no return, and my life will be flattering. But she is just in my next day after my marriage certificate, I appeared in front of me. On that day, I am in class, the teacher of the teaching and research room shouted me to say, some people find you. I walked out of the classroom door, turned around, I found Lin stood around me.
She is still the same, the temperament is extraordinary, but it is much thinner, and the eyes are melancholy. I said coldly: "Miss, is there anything? Is it a mistake?" Lin looked at me, his lips trembled, tears flashed in his eyes and shook his head and turned. In front of Lin, I have never seemingly powerful and is weak. When she will disappear at the end of the corridor, I chased the past, and I don't know why I will do this now. She followed me to the dormitory, and he cried. She told me that she left me to Germany, because the German old man can let her go abroad, this is her dream of her life. She doesn't want to give up her dream because of my feelings, she has always been like this. "I told you, I will pick you up in Germany." Lin did tell me this, but I don't want her to pick me up to Germany in this way. "Now I will pick you up." After that, she put the invitation of the German college on my table. "Now you take it to do your passport, the college will provide you with full scholarship." In the evening, I called Xin, saying something in the college, didn't go back. " This is my first time I gave a letter. When night, in the collapsed hotel in Lind, I was very happy when I was lingering again with Lin's carcass. After finishing it, I have forgotten it. I think about the next step: Is it a rich life with Lin Fei to Germany, or stayed in China and Xin's dull days? Lynn has been married with the German old man, and also got a big profit. I went back to Xin's home next day, I am very happy to hold me. "Where did you go last night, I will give you a few times, you don't pick it up, worry about death." She cooked The dumplings are coming, it is my favorite soy sauce dumplings. "Xin, I want to talk to you." "Oh, let's talk. I have something to tell you." Xin is very happy and shy. " "I want to go to Germany, there is a college to send me an invitation letter, please go there to learn." I compiled her reason. "Kang Lier, this is a good thing. Well, can't take a family, I will go." In the eyes of Xin, we are a family. She is also really my legal wife. When I saw it very seriously, she quickly stretched his tongue, saying that it was playing with me. "Kang, I also have an important thing I want to tell you." Xin face is full of flush. "What?" I asked. "I am pregnant." Xin head, like all happy women, the pale face flew down the red lotus. "What do you want to do?" Her words is that it is a sunny day, it is shocked, and it is better to slow. "I want to born him, I think there is a child belonging to us." "Before I go to Germany, I don't know when I can come back. The college stipulates that the marriage cannot go." I put it has been built. The reason told Xin. Xin's face suddenly became very pale. "How can I get married?" She asked, the sound was a little trembling. After that, I didn't talk again, silently dinner, silently picked up the bowl chopsticks, and washed my socks like it, and I was on the heating. Then curled up like a helpless kitten in my arms silently crying. "Xin, don't be sad, don't I go." I saw the silent crying, my heart is very uncomfortable, trying to comfort her, but I can't find a reason. "Why? Why can't you go?" He looked up and asked me. "Well, this is like this ..." I continued to collect the reason and arranged lies. "That school does not provide scholarship, um, so I can't go." I lied. "You said, there is no tuition fee there?" "Ok.
"I want to make Xin comfort, let go of the marriage, then give her an explanation. This will be less for her damage. After getting up the next day, I found Xin's eyes red, a little swollen. She I didn't sleep overnight. I told Xin, "I didn't come back in two weeks. There are still many things to do in the college, and it takes time to do anything. "Xin smiled and said," Okay, you do your business, let's call you when we do it. "It is quite fast with Xin to release the marriage. When you come out from the marriage registration, you still have snow. In these few days, Shenyang always snow. When I turned, I went to go, Xin's When the tears came again, she still smiled. Snowflakes fall on her face, falling on the nose, when I want to drop her, but also melted into water drops. "Let's go to sit down." Bar. "She said. There is a small café next to the marriage registration station, there is no one, only a few waiters stand at the door. There is a soothing music in the cafe, I sit there and look at the coffee. I can't find her reason. From the collar marriage certificate to the relief of the marriage, just two weeks. Xin is obviously thin, the face is yellow. "When did you go to Germany, I will send you. "I am in the first way." It's still not necessarily. The visa did not come. "At that time, Germany's ticket has already been bought, just in my trouser bag, I don't want to tell Xin, I am afraid that she knows that I will walk together, it will be more sad." You go there, life is unfamiliar , Take care of yourself. When you have something, give it to me. "Xin's tears have flowed again." Well. "I should be, it is a silence." After I saw you, I feel that you will not belong to me. Are you a university teacher or a doctor. I am a factory technician, and the trick is too disappearing. But I like you and worship you. Later, you raised the marriage certificate and I got married, then I would like to be able to finally be with you. At that time, I was happy, but now ... "Xin slowly said." Go, go there for three or four years. I am waiting for you, come back, let's get a marriage certificate, and then marry. At that time, would you still want me? "She asked. I was very sad, I nodded." There is 10,000 dollars here, you take it as a tuition fee. "Xin took a buried green banknote from the bag." How do you have so much money? " "I am very surprised." This is my mother gave me. " "Your mother is not working, how can you have money?" "I asked anxiously." My dad left, my dad is an engineer. "I am very sour in my heart, it is this 10,000 dollars, let me feel heavy. When I went to Germany, I had a scholarship. The ticket is Lin to buy. I don't have to spend a little money. Moreover, she has found there. Work, there is enough money to go to school. One side is my love, I love my Xin, standing in the middle of these two love, let me think about it. I love? I don't love. She is just Liline leaving my feelings and comforts the wounds. I want to tell Xin, I don't want to be stupid, I don't love you. But I can't say that this can only increase her pain, but also give her a trace. Dreams, let her comfort themselves with impossible dreams. Leave or leave? After two days of bitterness, I decided to leave Xin. I have to give her money before going, and tell her the truth, let She don't want to be silly here, which is not convinced by her. When I knocked on the small cottage, a strange man explored her head and made me ate. "Xin? "I asked." She moved, she sold the house to us. You are looking for her else. "Which she moved?" "I asked anxiously." Well, it is like moving to the side of them. "
"I asked people in the community next to her factory," Is there a new movie? " There is a girl called Xin. "Finally, in the entrance of the small courtyard in an alley, she saw the mother of Xin. She is caught in the coal fell, and her cigarette will have a cough. When I came to her very strange, ask me" Kang, you are not Going to Germany? "The house is very small, the window is not too good, and the wind is still in the wind." Bo mother, do you move here? " "I asked." Hey, not to give you a tuition fee, sell the house. "" Is that money not to stay? " "Where is he rich. Can you make you money during the Cultural Revolution? "At the moment, I was sitting there, and I was very hurt. When a woman paid all, when I love you, you love you, I don't love you, I love others. So I don't do it. When I arrived, I saw me very surprised. I am stunned, "Xin, I don't go to Germany. Let's get married, now you will now. "The tears of Xinxin flowed down. She looked at my shoulders." Kang, let's go, everything I know, today I saw me. " This is her money for me, you also give her. I don't need money -----. "Said that Xin was taken out from the bag," Kang, you know that I love you, I don't want money -------. "Xinying said for a long time, she was in a session, and said," "Kang, I know that you don't love me, it is married, you will leave me." Don't be stupid, let's go. Lin is a good girl, you have to be good to her. "Xin's face is still laughing, but tears are constantly flowing. When the plane left the airport, I overlook Shenyang's night sky, tears," ", I can't, I don't do anything, I don't have anything else. Love and she love my woman ----- Xin. After the study of Germany, I was hired by a research institution. The second year, I opened a communication equipment company, I am there. Supervisor technology, she grasped. Due to her excellent organizational and management capabilities, this small communications company sales have risen in the year. By the fourth year, the company has profitable millions. But I am not happy, I Always caught up in the heart of the heart. I feel very embarrassed to Xin. I am thinking about her every night? She is home? Have she love her man? In the past six years, when When I sent 100,000 US dollars to Xin, I was returned again and again. Received, I haven't think about it. In the past six years, I have been thinking about Xin, I am not laid off? The situation of the factory has never been Too good, when I left Shenyang, I didn't have a salariel for several months. I didn't have a skill, I didn't have strength, my body is thin. How should a weak woman survive? In the past six years, I have been condemning the heart I am finally mounted on the returning plane in this year. I ran all over the streets of Shenyang, but I didn't see Xin. Some people said that she went to the field, and some said that her mother is dead. She broke into a living; more some people said that she stood in the street became "Miss". I hated myself, because I made her fell so. Although I didn't love her, but she asked I am a mental pillar. When she knows that this pillar is taken away by other women, she still smiles, and sells the house to raise tuition fees for him. When I lost the soul, I went to her home to the house. When I heard a little girl asked, "Uncle, do you want to bun?" Sour vegetarian stuffed, five fur money.
"I am busy holding her, say," Where is it? "There,," the little girl's finger, a thin woman sells buns to the passers-by. What is my heart trembled, isn't it? When I grabbed her, she A burst of horror. Then, the tears were broken, the beads of the line were constantly falling, and they went down on my shoulders and cried. "Mom, why are you crying? "The little girl is crying with the legs of Xin," Little girl, what is the name? " What about your father? "In order to hide your feelings, when you borrow a little girl, I secretly put the tears of the eyes and wiped the eye." I read Kang, my name is Kang. I don't have Dad, my father went abroad. "Ah, this sentence is broken my heart. I know, this life, no one can forgive me, including myself.
Husband, maybe I am too shallowing with you! Every time I think I can get happiness, there is always an accident! This time I `` How many of you are there. Heartache `` `In addition to this, I don't know what I can do, maybe` `really can love one, as long as he is happy - Although you know, he is happy, not your own` `` `` ` The world is not worthwhile, I am not willing to do anything, I am very willing to do anything for you ~ Even if you deceive me again, I am still very willing to believe you, I am willing to love you. I have thought about death `` We all said that we have to let go of death, so you can remember each other, you also said that there is only this, I will not forget you in my life, but we all forgot, death is What easily stayed is often the most painful `` `` is your church how I love `` `` `Love is not as well as knowing, with its persistent love, is not as good as blessings. Don't let you love, you are worn by your love. In turn, with your love, let him get the strength of the wings. If you really have a reason, even if you are separated, your heart is still together. I really love someone, I must use his happiness, when you are your happiness. If someone can give him a bigger happiness than you, you will send him there. But can I really get it? Leave you `` `I do it? `` `` `You said, I want to accompany you for a lifetime, you said not to go, how do you tightly hug me? Don't leave` `` `I thought that there must be happiness. `` `` Can I still be wrong? `` `` Do you say that she is your classmate? She said she and I `` `We were playing the same role` `` Shouting the sentence "A person is afraid of lonely, two people are afraid of lonely .3 people are afraid." I never barely do things you don't want to do. `` I know if you want to choose, you will be hurt, but I don't know who you love, who you like, you said that you like you almost every day. I love me, really. I trip to believe it. But now it is unexpected. What should I do, can you tell me `` `` `I am so confused` `` helpless. `` `Perhaps God will take the best thing around us to remind us to get too much! I got too much ?? I am always thinking. When you get too many happiness, this world will always lose happiness, now this is this, I am, others are lost, should I also give others? Continue to get selfishness `` `I said that you don't want to be so good to me, you are so good to me, if you are not good for me, I will be very sad. Perhaps every man has two women, at least two. I married red roses, long time, red turned a mosquito blood on the wall, white or bed. I married a white rose, and the white is a piece of rice on the clothes, but the red is a cinnabar. When I was a child, I looked at the stars in the sky. When the meteor flew, it always wished. Growing up, I met my favorite people, but I still have time. I like you! I like it. I feel inexplicable. I only have you alone in my eyes.
