On the 26th evening, I didn't care for the first day of SS before I came back. I have passed a quarter, 唉 ~ My days are absolutely sad. Hey ~ How can I be so stupid? What secrets are there, there is no one, I can't hide. And because of this, SS will not contact me these days, then I don't care. It's sad, and she may do more.
In fact, I really want her, I have seen the arrangement of the school graduation ceremony. I originally sent a representative to participate, and now I have participated in the graduates. I saw that the computer college actually and the foreign language college are adjacent. There is a silent heart in my heart. . SS will come to me, and it will be very close to me. But it seems to destroy the original plan. The original SS thought is the graduation ceremony of the 29th. Is the number of days in her fake? People who go to work are really hard, SS is very busy every day, and please have a bit trouble, it is a bit distressed, but it seems that I have nothing to use. Also, if she goes back in the afternoon after the end of the graduation ceremony (possibilities is basically 100%), and our college is going to grant the degree ceremony, I can't send her, I have a little opportunity, 唉 ~. Now I think is that I can help her pack your computer, then she has passed, recall this time, really not to be ignorant, every time a very critical incident is very uncomfortable. On May 18th, I went to see her, the rainstorm, I couldn't say it well, I can save some, then I will be divided by the 19th; I will come back, I will send flowers again, and I will make my hand, thoroughly . This is now, I always think why I am so uncomfortable now, who is it.
Today, my own state is very bad. In the morning, I wrote a summary of 1000 words, and I will pay it to the college, but the teacher is not there, I have to run again in the afternoon. In the afternoon, I can live in the summer vacation and I have a nail in the school, and I'm still solved, and some teachers' attitude is still very good. Go to swim in the afternoon, it is a bit tired, just want to make some things can be done, don't always be empty, there is no bottom. Hey ~ I am always struggling in anti-repeat, I will make up my mind yesterday afternoon, I want to contact Due in the afternoon, I have a little shaken yesterday evening, why is it always so unlucky? My heart is really so loving her, I want to see her, I want to call her, although there is nothing to say, I just want to hear her voice. Although she is a bit too much to me, it is still very cut, why! Old days, what do you want me? As long as you make me better! Is it punishing me? Do you get a hand, I have completely collapsed, you have achieved the effect, I don't know how many times, it is not enough! Test me? I don't need, I don't want to, I don't want to have something good, I just want to calm down, normal. Learning is still relatively smooth, I will be willing to learn, I can make me a little smoothly, at least not like this, so I can study hard? Excellent papers are actually the previous accumulation. I haven't done anything for a long time, and I don't want to do anything. I don't want to do anything. I don't have a mood to face everything! I really have no meaningful things for a long time, can I still be smooth as before? Really tired, I really don't know if I can stick to it. Like the steel wire, the thought is always tight, put it, don't let yourself fall from both sides, but it is a bit for a long time, sometimes it's almost, a little more, can I go? Fall down, fall to count! I am still very hard! I am really hard to fall back. How can I take a look at my excellent side, always see me? How do you not think about it, think about it? You really want to jump out of the circle you are, don't be tied to some things? The words you have said before, are all rainbows after the rain, is there nothing right? Learn to cherish it, is it good? Learn to cherish a feeling, a boy who loves you!
One day, unclear, only I know that my state is very poor, repeatedly, when I am very bad, I can't stand this torture, too painful, simply be crazy! Slowly become numb, becoming a problem, even a little neurotic, accidentally touching those very sensitive things, and hurting a mess. I can't have time every day, and I am now not interested in doing anything, I can't make myself very busy. I have always feel that my psychological mediation is still very strong, and I can withstand pressure. I have a heavy thing I can't bear.
