Last night, I now made a few hours of negotiations with the original Dad. I just smashed all things, I broke my father and son. Because I was torn now, my back muscles may be a bit strain, my arm has a little pain, the hand is broken, the wrist is not strong. Maybe this is the best result. I will be relieved later. At least I have to get peace of mind. I have to do this. I don't want to live again. I believe that I will be responsible for I have been responsible for I have been responsible. This is my life, I really don't like it.
