These four months in my life
It's so fast, from left big cities into the three-stop, this hill village is now over four months. These four months may be very branded in my life, so I want to leave it, and I want to put my thinking on paper, maybe one day I return to the mainstream and I will see when I will sink. I have been able to get the comfort of some souls.
I don't know why every time everyone is very concerned about me, paying attention to my session, I am used to answering "to make this decision need a lot of courage, where is your courage from?" "Is there a resistance, how to overcome? You Does the family not opposed? "" Too extreme, don't you think of using the speech time to do volunteers better? "Waiting, the answer is also very simple: my decision only comes from a sleepless night thinking, I The courage comes from the thousands of farmers who have been exposed to the countryside, the resistance is very large, all aspects, my classmates don't understand, I think that I am going to the mountain village, I can't speak English, I am ignorant as farmer. My teacher cares about me, saying good grades, and party members are also student cadres, a little waste, but I can't solve the "three rural" problems, let me think about it again, see the situation, I The friends said that I was crazy. Because I "looked with the deception", my family was very helpless to say that my choice he was responsible, but I would like to take care of myself; this is not a biased, I think it is passion, young people should Have enthusiastic responsibility, what is "new era college students"? I think it is a good thing to do for farmers.
I feel that I am not worthy of attention, it is worthy of concern, what I do is our farmer friend. I still remember the night of the hill village just went to three. It was the first time I saw the peasants so intoxicated and put into investment. Although the literary performance team just formed, although the props are so rugged, although the mountain road is so rough, although the program is so rough, Although too much too much, the fellow is still so happy. When an old master took my hand and said: "How many years, there is no such lively, the college students are good! You still come to see us, now no one is worked." When men and women use the eager eyes When I look at us, I think my own burden is great, let me know what to do next. More than a dozen volunteers of the peers are gone, only the old Liu, Xiao Qing, Zhan Yuping, the four people of loneliness face the development of more than two thousand mouthfuls in the village, I am more confused, we can do for them. What? "I still go to elementary school to talked! I think it is evade.
Changing the country is not what we can do. You have to realize who is the owner of these mountains, as long as we wake up them, change their consciousness, let them cheer from the spirit. You can rest assured that farmers can change, and alone can't change it, you must unite and change, see our training. "From the few mouths of them, I met the true meaning of this project point: spiritual motivation and peasant organization. So, in the seven days of training, the shabby golden ditch primary school came out" to change the self, do hometown owners; Unite, build a new rural "sound slogan, out of" fire to poor self-private, toward the sun, toward Xiaokang, toward the new country, send out the rays ", and the campus also gathered into a pile of piles The farmers are discussing rural exports. They set up self-management of the Boices and Activity Commission, they run, do, speakers, speeches, they call the slogan before class, they are invested, do not take care of them, they are all night Discussion. For seven days, they said that they took off their bones. After returning, they also set up an old-age association, women's association, chestnut association, and mushrooms, study promotion associations. The entire three-in-one hill village has not known a huge change. - Really The mountain hometown is changed! The farmers have changed, and I also changed in the training. I feel how great our labor people, I really feel the right to cry, now smile and towns. " So, in the South Southwest Volunteer Training Association
Still in a multi-time agricultural experience, I have spread "poverty alleviation, farmers, farmers need spirit", spread the changes in farmers.
However, although I spread new rural construction like mission, it is true that it is so weak, and more people are watching. Although there are more than 100 colleges in the country now participate in the support of the agriculture, but everyone is supporting the "one flashed" of the 蜓 点般, leaving only a few people who have silently do it. Is this confusion? I want to leave all people and I am confused.
A few days ago, I went back to school. I saw long-lost old friends, but there was a unpleasant distance. I feel that you can't find more common languages in addition to the polite words of the cold. Pop moving, the latest singer, which fashion store in the door has a new brand clothes, everyone is curious about the separation of the alone around students, it is so strange to me. Is it true? !
Sometimes I really hope that the cry and some of my agricultural comrades are no longer lonely. I hope that all college students will be trend with gangs. I hope that the whole society will talk about Mei Xing, and finally I hope that these three hopes are not just hope.
One friend has said: "Don't be depressed before 35 years old, don't regret after 35 years old." I didn't hesitate to choose a step, just hope that I have never regret it. In these four months, I learned a lot of things that had nothing in the high wall and the four-pool, and I believe in the same time. Finally, I really hope that the students' support is not only a dream!
Bai Lee
2004.6.5
About the author: Bai Leli, female, Henan Luohe, Tianjin University of Technology Telecom College Automation Specialty 01 students, served at 010213 shift, new hope to promote president, chairman, member of the Communist Party of China, have won many excellent scholars many times, Way to dry and other glorious titles. In the end of 2003, suddenly, the brain was irrigation, out of control, facing heavy resistance and not understanding, after a thorough thinking of a sleepless night, put forward the problem - seating. January 8, 2004, I officially filed a school for the school and finished the procedure. After leaving a handle of a tea, I resolutely decided to live for myself, on February 4, 2004, came to Hubei Housing Three-ink is unqualified farmers! In the Sancha Village, Hebei Yucheng Village, Southwest Kunming did a large number of peasant mental incentives and histological training. Many villages have changed in her encouragement of her colleagues. It became the true hope of rural areas.
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