What should I do if the program is like a fish like a fish? When I didn't come out, I lost my love. Yes, I am queen.
I am such a programmer who does not handle interest and love. The passage of the neutral experience gave me deeply sighs and smell. If there is no love, life is incomplete, and life is more disabled due to programs.
Let me introduce myself first, my outer number is prawn. At the beginning, my parents were divorced, I have always grow up with my mother. I feel inferior. My left foot is a bit married, I will be obvious when I walk, I usually like smoking, it is a problem that is programmed in time; my character is more weak, I don't want to ask the girl. Also, I am not handsome. When I was on college, I learned the legal professional. I thought about my future, I will do a lawyer in the future. How can I have a future? I helplessly accidentally in love with the VB programming lesson. The first VB class made me believe that there is still a "love situation in love" in this world. Perhaps it is my own and programming, and the second school has opened a computer software professional, so I turned into the department. I have embarked on the programming career. I have passed the seven years of spring and autumn. From VB to SQL, from C to C to BCB, from the simple monkey to eat peach game to complex anti-virus software ... all the way to the golden gold, the gods of the programming of this latch is always happy. Because I always believe: hardship, Yu Yu, I have never thought about God will be extravagance, I have made my "red mother", let me talk about the university and love. And Xiaoyu knows that it is a big four, she is a Beijinger, and she is apparel, and the beauty is beautiful and pure. God doesn't know where Computer Procedure and Fashion Design's life trajectory, maybe because we all like to see the "first intimate contact" of Zi Zi Cai. When I graduated, I went to Beijing and made a software programmer in a company near Zhongguancun. We have a good future, and we have a good future: buy a house to buy a car, strive to make money, good filial piety, enjoy life; have also have a good career pursuit. We cooperate to the clothing design website and try to edit the clothing software. However, over time, we gradually discover each other's unhamined: I always want to make it very simple, eat, program, and sleep. And Xiaoyu is a girl who likes romantic, likes colorful life; I am used to abstract logic thinking, and she habits the image sensory thinking; she likes to go shopping, but this is my most headache, I don't like others with different eyes. Looking at a flower, it is a scorpion. Time is like a white spot, and it has been in the past four years. Although the four years of Mu Yu is windy, and the money we are in addition, the loan is not enough to buy a good house in the urban area. My life pressure is getting bigger and bigger. In addition to the company's multi-task, it is also part-time for several website maintenance and programming. The programmer knows the occupational disease of this line. It is often happy when they are often sleeping, and then climb up to pick the night battle; eat, take a bath, take a bus, and even buy things, they are constantly thinking, sometimes take a small writing. Write, often in life. In this way, my feelings with Xiaoyu have a lot of feelings. She began to "programmed" this love, for this, and I have a few times, I know that I am not good, but I can't get rid of this state. When I encountered the program, I started to smoke, and some people advised me to say that I didn't touch the software programming. One but I was like it, it's the same as drug users. I finally believed it, but I didn't regret it. Gradually, it's numb to Xiaoyu, and her physical condition is getting worse, often weak, loss of appetite, but there is no spot. Love is to return, just like the funds, love that has not returned is pale, fragile. I remember that day I have been working overtime for a program, forgot to promise Xiaoyu to go back to eat early. When I arrived at home, I saw a big birthday cake on the coffee room. I suddenly realized: Today is her 25-year-old birthday.
She has been sitting on the couch waiting for me. It's really that the river rushed to the sea. I went to the wrong speed. I looked at her face and pale, I didn't say it, so I waited for her outbreak, and the atmosphere was stalemating. Finally, I finally tried to break it: "I am sorry, I am too busy, forget your birthday ..." "We break up. This day I am enough!" I don't believe that my ear heard "breaking up" Two words, we used to be so love, God's knowledge. Maybe this is what I have to have, but it is too sudden to be too arbitrary. .......... We really break up, she has been firm, moved back to their parents from the huts of our rent. This time is a real entry. I have been in love with my mood. I haven't completed the boss in the programming task. When I am going to change the work, I suddenly received the news from my family. When my mother wiped the window, I accidentally fell from the ladder, and the waist was seriously injured. It can't be moved in bed. I don't worry about my mother, so I decided to leave Beijing, return to Shandong to find a job, take care of my mother. I came back for more than a month, I am responsible for network development and maintenance in the agency. Xiaoyu changed the mobile phone number, I didn't contact her. I think she is quite a love, and it is very much smoother with the original. Even if I do it very much. She should give me a chance to change. How can four years of relationship can say a division, then I have worked hard for many years. Don't you become a pillow? Can't think of this sentence: life is like a toilet paper, sometimes it's useful but something it's full of shit! My life lost the goal, changed emptiness, work, quietly went to Netcom simulation community chat pastime, Half a month ago, I met a nickname called "Guardian Angel" girl. Later, I chatted, I will tell her about my programming career with the loss of love. Asking her that I live very failed. She said no, I am very responsible, very hard to work hard, but there are some lack of life. In this line, I have a strange feeling, I don't have a strange feeling, I intuken, I doubt her ... I finally heard a flaw from her concern, I have to see what happened. She said that we will do virtual lovers online, I said. She let me write the first poem to give her, which is simply in addition to programming, I am still catching up. No way, I have to move out of the scorpion Cai's shit logic: If you have a "virus" that you love, I would rather format my brain can format it? No. So, I still love you! She smiled and asked me how much she liked. I can't say "I will" add 10,000 years "in 'love', I will not pave the column embroidery, so I use VB to edit a small program answer She: private submmand1_click () DIM X as single, y as single x = val (text1.text) y = ((x 52.8) * 5 - 3.9343) / 0.5-x * 10 text2.text = "I want to You said: " Str (y) End Sub I defined this program as" digital confession ", in fact, a mathematical formula displayed with VB window, any of the calculation results after this formula on any number of sets . The meaning of this program is on its results. She said, I don't understand, I said that any, the result is very much like. She asked me what to do if you have the original girlfriend. I didn't hesitate to poke her: "Don't install it, I know that you are Xiaoyu." The other party is silent, but I have can't bear it.
Continuously tap the aggressive context and question: "Why do you want to separate with me? Now I am lie to me and I am in love with me. I know is that I am wrong, dealing with the relationship between the programming and love, give me a chance to let I have changed? You still love my right? ... "The result is that the other's offline. Three days later, Beijing has called the phone and is a master. She cried and said that Xiaoyu is deteriorated. I did surgery today. The doctor said that it was very dangerous. I didn't want me to know that she always called my name when she was coma ... I learned the truth, she two months In front of him, she didn't want me to be sad for her. I broke my birthday and I broke up. It was only her excuse. ... Feihong also, Wanjian is not staying all night! In April 2003, the Beijing Positive Date SARS is the most serious period, but I don't care about the discouragement of my friends, I will embarked on the train in the north. When I arrived in the hospital, I saw Xiaoyu, I was weak, and she was obviously surprised and unware of the measures after I saw me, and the pale thin face showed a smile, and I said it was still known as you. "Then, take a sealed box to give me carefully from the bedside closet, and I said that she is waiting for her to open. I have a full of guilt and remorse, but I will go back, because I know, she now I only hope that I am happy to accompany her. .......... Beijing City quietly terrible, in the season of the tulip flowers, she quietly left, left me. Going back to Shandong home alone, I opened the box, there is a pair of shoes, a white T-shirt with the "digital confession" program, and a letter. I opened the letter, Xiaoyua's font was reflected in the eyes: dear prawns: I have been recalling the wind and rain we have walked in four years, my most precious youth, I have your company. There is no regret in this life, the only somewhat unfortunately I have not been able to make your bride ... If you have a life, you must compensate me. Perhaps it is destined to have two borders in yin and yang, so I can't take care of you again. But it doesn't matter, I will guard you in heaven. Every time you sneeze, I am thinking of you. You look up and look at the day, Tian Qing is I laugh at you, the sky is very lonely. I will look at you far away, I will kiss your face, borrow the cloud to give you a ghost face, borrowing the rain, telling you, leaving the flowers and grass ... Shrimp, I To go to heaven, you don't have it, bless me. I just can't cut your concern, so I added a few words to your professional disease. It is usually smoked. It's three meals a day, and the work should be regular programming and depressed don't always catch hair. Carefully grasp the bald Don't think about the problem, safety first! Clothes socks should be washed frequently, eat more spirits, can anticipate the computer, say too much, you are too annoying. Shrimp, your programming calculations I did, the answer is 520.1314 (I love you forever). I cried after I cried for a long time (I don't want to jokes), you finally said something. I really like VB's digital appearance, so I printed them on the T-shirt to give you, I hope that love God is always with you. There is also the pair of leather shoes, I am special, the left foot is high, so that you will not be too lame. Prawn, I am tired, I want to sleep for a while, but I will not be afraid that I can't see the sun tomorrow.
