Before leaving Wuhan, I went to the café called Buick George, and a few friends who were also born in 1978. The lights still were so warm, I found a window to sit down, put the arm. The exquisite cushion and tablecloth, called the beer, start talking, before the fireplace, sitting in front of a white woman, the finger flows out of the music, and the thoughts will return to many open hearts.
The topic gradually transferred to our living state of our group of people from 77 years to 79 years. Several friends who are sitting together are single children, which is a generation of birth generations, no brother. My sister's love or pet, and I have no brother sister let us bully or install the adult ...
Most of our parents will lock us at home or lost in the nursery. So everyone is a similar experience to be in the family, and the old side said that he is generally digging in the garden in the backyard. The mud came from the ground to play a variety of shapes, until the parents went home to find the muddy to take the old square to fight; Xiao Du said that he usually trying to slide into the parents' room, unpacking the cartoon, putting Dad drawers The small bag is taken out or blows or intake, and then open the cabinet to see if Zheng Yuanjie said to the opening of the Golden Country; and I look self-closing, I will treat my little bed as a battlefield , Put the Go home in the home to the bed, usually a black zone, a white child, mahjong is taken out as a horse's horse. The tape was taken down into a tank shape. In the sound of the summer ceiling fan, I directed the Warria War in the small bed, the Japanese Warring States, the three major battles of the People's Liberation Army and Imagine landing in Taiwan ...
Because of the first generation of single children, we have not received too much love, can also be independent, it is better to understand, more habits than the past, habits, habits, to find boring, selfish, self-contained These seeds are also embarrassing in the depths of our hearts.
When we participated in the college entrance examination, the national expansion has not started, but the college entrance examination is no longer a difficult to pass over, most of us have passed the wood bridge, entered the start of the Star. Level 94, 95, 96, 97 ... like all people living in white drift, we study, love, work, tutor, most people are only through sand dunes, navigation, and bigmas to familiarize themselves. Keyboard, three dollars projection, 98 years of meteor shower, weekend trading dance, 99 students parade, 97 years of Hong Kong return celebration, roadside billiard table ... all become part of our memory We are getting used to the collective group life that is not so habit and began to be obsessed with it. The drama spread, we graduated, and one-third of the people have chosen to continue deep, most or active or forced Throw yourself into the society.
Most people have chosen to stay away from their parents, the reasons are not enough, the city's style and the atmosphere, if you have a love, a few friends can talk about, a business plan that may win the first bucket of gold, Even in order to eat a bowl of scallions every morning ..., we can make us have a choice of a city. Although the style may be greasy, the lover will abandon himself, and the friend may gradually alienate because it is busy. The business plan is blinded in the wind, and the hot dry face will eat anti-stomach ... However, life has to continue. ......
Toping to themselves, most people feel that it is really difficult to build, saying that they have stayed in Wuhan for about 8 years, but always feel that there is no family here, when reading, Learning, play, working, love, postgraduate, work, repeat the mechanical work, justice, value, human rights, fairness, fair, in other people's opinion, and it is only to think they are just pipelines A symbol on the top, including a small screw on the national machine of the roar. It is used to seeing the eyes of the hears of help, and also indifferently examining the small and helplessness of the illegal individuals, the friends and things around you often have a new life. The big car has been advancing forward. Later, there was a house that belonging to his own house. It is still very numb in the forest in the reinforced concrete. It feels very numb. In the morning, the Huang got up, washing, shut down the lights, lock the wooden door, the iron gate, then flew down the stairs ... Evening, drag The tired body climbs the 6th floor, open the iron gate, open the wooden door, turn the light, washing, goes to bed, TV abandonment, then you will not write a letter from the university to the distant parents, once a week Also often forgetfulness.
Every time I finish a case, I will go straight to the direction of the bed, and I will take myself on the bed. I slept until the next day. Sometimes I am being washed at home, and a phone calls and rushed to the designated place. She is a few days. When I came back, my clothes were smell.
For a long time, it was probably starting from the previous winter. When I went out, I have been a habit of don't shut down. Because I go home at night, I look at the light from the window of my family in my 6th floor, I will feel it. very warm.
Suddenly I can't sit still for a long time this year, I can't sit still. I don't have a kind of station that I am studying in the light. I don't want to do what is going to do for the future. I will be willing to and at all stages. Classmates mixed together, Zhang Luo took a variety of dining bodies, on the wine table, the table discussed some things called youth, memories and ideals, youths were licking, recalling in countless tastes into chewing Chewing gum.
ideal? Very close, when we talk about it; very far, when I really want to make some choices ... Recently, I will smirk every time I see these so-called famous sayings:
1. When you are young, you will make the ideals, mostly wrong.
2, young people want to become a big event, must have a flexible mind and heavy ass.
About 2, I think my mind is smart enough, but heavy butt is not because I can sit in reading, but because I have too many rice bodies, I am depressed, I am depressed ...
About 1, looking back Thinking of these years, I will give yourself, I will ask yourself, I will regret it, a friend said: "We are not because life has so many uncertainty Is this in this world? Is there a life that lives at an end? My life wants me to experience myself, my road wants me to go, I want to live well for myself, because I grew up "Before we make a choice, we have had your own trade-off, but we have never made precise forecasts for the future, but when we pay back the choice after several years, the uncertainty of the year has become What do we think when we think about the reality?
For me, I may be like a person who is born this old, I will not regret once the choice, as long as you love that person, or that professional, that city or that work, that Ideal ... As long as you love, then there is no mistake. Or, know that you will feel very wrong later, you have to do it. Suddenly I thought of my high school classmates, and a single child, 78 years, he once made a lot of things to make people who loved themselves, such as giving up the best professional and opportunity to come to a complete strange Listed a small city, even if he is occasionally doubtful if he will do so many things for the people you love, once he tells me, sometimes the midnight dream will suddenly be awakened by the nightmare See the delicate smile around you, I will feel that my heart is very calm, and then relieved, maybe, for this point in the heart, whether or not this person will go to the white head, will be Let's feel away. I have been three years of police, because I will not be easily impressed, then I found that I have been moved by others.
When we were young, we waved the passion. We will break the blood, we will tears for love, will make the choice of your life because of the instantaneous enthusiasm, but someone tells me that everyone will go out of youth. The only export of youth is a compromise to compromise the entire adult world and the cruel reality.
Yes, there is always one day, we will compromise, ride a bicycle, wear jeans, blow the whistle, we will pass through the campus, we will always be integrated into the street to carry the briefcase, the woodless expression, but We are deep in the heart, why don't you want to love yourself, think about what you think, why don't want to look at friends and interests in utilitarian eyes, no matter how deep in this large cylinder, always eager to have a heart corner Keep some subtle distances with reality, watching the pureness of the heart, just like the "Wheat Field Watcher" in Setinger.
I have always believed that no matter whether it is silent or flying or flying Yamada, people have to have a life, sitting, doing things, can calm, ideal planning and choosing the future, we have lost love Sorrow, have been working, and the joys of learning, but this is not the reason we deny your own, maybe we have new feelings and new ideals, but in the youth we are slow, when we enjoy When you are sweet or in the future, don't forget what you think in those lonely days.
When we are young, we believe that confidence and courage can overcome everything. When we grow up, at the age of 24 or 25 or 26, no matter how pressure, risk, future, the most critical is, brave And all cruel reality and difficult face!
Lonely growth, no regrets youth, do everything to be derived, just like this.
I suddenly remembered a passage of my favorite, gave all friends who seriously read this article.
Yesterday is a history, Tomorrow Is A Mistery, ONLY TODAY IS A GIFT, That's Why We call it present.
