At noon, I got enough to find her, and finally did it once again had lunch with her after four weeks. With the first time I learned that she had to postgraduate, this time, this time, it is more sad: she will soon be separated from Qingdao. What's even more, she has no nostalgia to Qingdao, just want to go to Beijing. Once thought she would stay in Qingdao to continue their studies, then I can see her. After dinner, she will continue to contact Beijing. And I, continue my loneliness at the seaside. The sea is very foggy and getting bigger and bigger. With a gradually rising tide, the fog gradually enclose everything around, annexed. Even the distant buildings who have been able to see are no longer visible. As my mood, loss, emptiness, no purpose ... I really don't know what it is. What should I do?
Maybe I have lost my fighting spirit now, maybe it is the experience after so many years, I started to have dependence on the feelings, but I gradually lost my power. I don't know if it is right or wrong, so there is no way to say to her. Anyway, everyone has everyone's living standards, maybe she is right. I may find that I am right later. Maybe I can also reopeize the challenge. Just, my feelings have not been destined.
In front of her, I didn't say that I have already thought about last night. I am afraid that she will hurt her. I also finally looked at her in my heart, I was engraved in my heart. This love may not be ending, but I hope she can be happy, happy ...
