(2) Seeing another self --------- life can't be clear
In the last moment of 2003, it has been blurred, and maybe it is not intended. The fan of the CPU roar in the office is upset, the keyboard sound is not so rhythmic, which is suffocating.
I gazing the coffee for a long time, and a small yaw fell into the cup, making the brown plane unhappy. Such a afternoon, the mechanical work, the weak brain, the soul of the shell, everything repeats the 2003 things, making the arrival of 2004 no new intentions. I am playing on the screen: If the New Year is restarting, I hope I am a memory.
I remember that my father taught myself a set of breath: my hands ten fingers were put on Dantian, packed in Dantian, flattering, and put on the top of the top; and then turning into the face, turning it on the side. Next, stop in Dantian. The father said that after several times, I can feel the cold in one hand, often take this skill, keep the head calm, and the god is refreshed.
In the first rain in 2004, I started to warm my father's more than ten years ago, I feel that my right hand is hot in the cold wind, and the left hand seems to be cold. The balcony of the 16th floor, can overlook this Jinling's land, those familiar streets, even the cryopted ringtone speakers synthesize this life, but ideal is far from the sky above the 16th floor.
"Mobile" has a whirlwind in the end of 2003, and people say: "This film can't take a girl or wife." In fact, there is always a little corner that is blown when the wind blows through the earth, but the wind does not Will go to the payment.
Buddha said: There are twenty difficulties, and the sixth difficulty is difficult to stand. This reminds me of the classic and oral zen of the university with the university: "Artificial suppression sexual desire is undoubtedly awkward". Soon, I met the same window and this, he replied: "There is a thief, no thief".
Classmates party, some people talk about people, ask everyone to create interest groups, in order to our future high quality life, I think I will absolutely drink high at the time.
My friend said that he passed through the new street mouth, saw the old lady, he threw him 1 yuan, then the old lady chased it from behind, he was not angry: "Is it too small." The old lady said: "I just want to say thank you for you."
A mother who learned that she had a terminal illness took her daughter to find her own ex-husband, I hope to give this child to the ex-husband, and if she asked her why she is not necessary to support, now I don't want it. The mother cried and said, "I am getting married, but my husband doesn't like this child." The ex-husband went to the hand, and he took his daughter in the mortuary after a few months.
I spit out of the gas, put down in Dan Tian, the cold wind, the cold, the cold, so that a city is like us.
Thai Bobo is written in 2004.01.05 Jinling
