There is no gathering how to leave, and if you don't leave, how you will have a very void. I am now thinking that chooses to choose at home, or at the university in your city is a wrong decision. Because of leaving, it is too unfair to me.
Graduation must face to leave, and I have to face me, I think I am more sad than the people who left. Leave I have lived with them for so many years, and even their shadows can't see it, it is really wrong. Once again, do you have anything else.
So, I started to fantasize the feeling of leaving others. Of course, pain is less pain, but the pain will soon pass. Leaving this place for so many years, walking into another unfamiliar place to restore your own sensitivity. Faced with some excitement, maybe I can get rid of numbness on your body, crushing the wooden shell buckled on your head, I have always hope that this day is coming soon.
I am sure, leaving is what I must do. But not now, for me, go to a strange place, you have to rely on myself. In order to give yourself a good opportunity, all preparations must be done by themselves. I have to be relatively fully prepared, at least let me feel confident!
I must hate it, do it, let me feel that I am really a fool.
