I went home last week, I went home, I found that it was not big, but my father was old. My dad hopes that I can work in the local area. I know, I know my dad is 67 years old this year, and the political persecution of years of years. Until the reform and opening up, I have the opportunity to take my wife and give birth to me. Periodic labor, Dad's body is getting better and less, I really don't know how many opportunities I can see my dad.
Actually, why don't I want to work around you? May I come back, what kind of work can I find? You also know that there are only two single units in our county to pay salary, one is the county government, one is a power company, but how can these two units can go? How do you get to raise yourself? What should I get to my brother to go to college?
Girlfriends and others are gone, because I can't be around her, this I don't blame her, we are too far away. Such a choice I think she is right, at least for her, in fact, I don't want to stay with her, but I have no ability, I can't selfish, I don't hurt, because I didn't touch her. Root hair, I am worthy of conscience.
I am really afraid, I found that the public's public security is really bad, saying that the family is afraid, I am really afraid that there is no chance to come back. Now now, the enterprises in the family are closed, pesticide factories, electromechanical plants, miners, porcelain factories, printing plants ....., etc., many names I don't know now, there is no opening.
Close. What should I do if I think about these people? They did not have a field, and they did not have income source. How did some people have been working out? What about their livelihoods. What is their children?
? What do the old man do? Re-employment? I don't know, the county is not in the factory. This time I went back, I found a small county city in a small county, 4 supermarkets. Which is so big passenger traffic! ! ! ! Why do you want to open five houses? ! ! ! ! ! I only know that the two of the previous year now don't exist. Just know that people now seem to have more money, but the original industrial system does not exist, what is the original labor force? Turn to the service industry? Does the service industry not noted from the industry? Where is the money come from? People who are relatively lost are more poor. They have not guaranteed tomorrow, but they can't leave here, there is old, there are small, where can they go? If there is a lot of business points, there are many, a lot, the street is a store is selling things, so many small shops, how can the supermarket live? The supermarket is alive, how is the store? . I remember to go to school in the county in the county in Jiudi, I have been 1 dollar from my family. It is three pieces. At that time, the car is usually full of people. The car is also 15 minutes. It is a seven minutes, but people have not seen it, this time, a few discovery is six or seven people in the car, Zhongba. I have porridge. Afraid. The younger brother must go to college. Fortunately, I graduated last year, I also found a job, there is not much money, raise myself, so that my family is a bit comfortable to support home,
I am afraid of unemployment. Because the current revenue from the family is all on me, Dad didn't work. Mom did not work. The younger brother is going to college. Thousands of tuitions. When I took the train to Guangdong, there was a girl in the side. We were got on the bus. He was sent to her alumni. She is this year's college entrance examination. I asked her why she had to leave, why not reading a college, I haven't known yet. How does the score know not to go to college? "I am reading a pointed team. I didn't have money to go to my university." After listening to this, I feel very sad, the sharp class is, the key high school in our county is selected from each class at the high school selection, and the topics are more difficult than ordinary class. I also had the opportunity to go to college in the ordinary class. It is not to say that it is a sharp class. Money, I read an opaque school, tuition fee is 2900 year, 500 accommodation, 200 books. It is also 3600 year. I heard that this is the least tuned. I believe this, because I have a lot of classmates, I am a tuition fee is 5,000 years. The food is expensive, and I want to live in a month to spend 120 pieces. If I don't have a little money like my family, I will go to college. I think of my grandmother, I said to my dad, "I am dead, I will leave the money to my child." After my grandmother died, my dad didn't do it (many people said that my father is not filial, don't do a speech, The feudal customs on us is still very heavy. I think my father is still in my heart, I still can't understand today. In the 50 year of our liberation, my grandfather was taken away in the liberation, and later didn't come back. My grandfather is our orthopedic doctor (there are still many old people to come to my home for medical treatment), is said to be anti-revolution (listening to my father's big generation says, I used my uncle, it is a party member. During the liberation, due to lung cancer), the home was also being carried out, grandmother (someone called my grandmother, my grandmother is not willing to live), pulling three children under the condition, listen to my dad, my grandmother Also, I went to see my dinner, the biggest thing is my dad, I was only 12 years old. I got a three-day spirit. I called two people in the morning of the fourth day. (We have there) The people who raise the official materials are called strong people.) I buried them. I am at the beginning of the first, my sister, the third school, my brother. My brother is also a college entrance examination this year. I don't know how he will take it, but at least I have graduated from my sister. I can also get it. I think my grandmother can still rest in peace. I understand my grandmother's intentions. Like many people today, there is no such opportunity to study, because people in the county are not like the money, I can't afford to be a litter, I think I have envied people, at least they will not eat. Be worried. But it is equal for the opportunity to read college, because no one has money. The loan is not too likely, what to get to mortgage, remember that the school also helps loans when I just entered the university, each class has four places. At that time, I came to call my dad, I would like to pay, my father Said, you will read it with peace, you are still looking at you, I will not let people look at you. Later, I didn't apply, but I know that the applicant's student student, the four people have never got a penny from the Agricultural Bank, and later the school cripples, not to pay the tuition fee. Graduated certificate. For the girl, her face is not lost and I don't dare to look at her.
