[Reserved] Confused and persistence ----- Reflections on the University after leaving the University ZZ Sending Station: a mess (Tue Jun 22 18:50:29 2004), this site (YTHT.NET)
[The following text reprinted from the collegeforum discussion area] [Originally published by liujingmm at Tue Jun 22 18:49:55 2004]
This summer is very sad, even rainy, bad mood seems to be full. 7.3 I have never seen the sun again from Beijing, and my heart is deep, I have seen the work of "export" and did not bring me a good mood.
Almost all college students are full of grave when they leave the campus, and almost all people will be disappointed after they walk, because the ideals and reality gaps. Before leaving the campus, many students and parents have given me a vaccination. I thought it was awake enough, the truth, I did all the preparations, start from low, I worked hard, and I was so warm and even humiliated Sales.
Since 1999, our college students are no longer arrogant. A more than a winning expansion, the private office increased the number of students in the school to an amazing level. It is indeed, there are too many people who have never appeared in the university campus. In 2003, we graduated, we can't find a job, we seek grandfather to tell our grandmother, then, when we think that the school's pass is not as good as the power of parents. We are really confused ...
Go back to Nanjing, I started the internship. Work is in my expectation - the salesperson for the store. When the branch manager gave me a mission, I smiled and accepted everything. The manager's attitude is very good, I am also very modest and cautious, but I am a little confused, but I can't make a reason.
When I left the branch, I was still raining, I held an umbrella and ignited a smoke. The heart is very calm, calmly makes me surprised myself. A person strolls in Zhongshan East Road and moving towards home. Come to the past, Taxi, bicycles and private cars, the touch of the eye, the warm wet, I don't know what, tears, maybe. But I don't know what it is for, really.
It is a secondary examination, linear algebra, college English, theoretical mechanics, computer principles ... What do I see, I don't understand, I can't understand the three-view, electrician experimental map, and all class students will sing. Continued from the morning eight o'clock in the evening ten o'clock, and one person sits in the Chinese classroom and watched the next day to sleep in the next day. Is these still useful? No need!
When I arrived at the store, the manager told me that because I can't do a promotion certificate, because I can't directly engage in sales, I can only see others, just learn, understand the product! I am still a smile. However, it is a model of more than a dozen TV. Give me a night, I can make a back of the bench, I can make PP to accept the assessment of all people, but now let me use a month. Come understand, I am still confused, it is still a smile.
I didn't regret it, never never. There is always one beginning, this start, it is inevitable. All people have called "college students", they think we are all the same. Looking at the shape of the neighborhood, I am confused. Some people have a few dozens of or even one. Two hundred points, but now, we have the same together, and even a lot of people will be much higher than me. .
I am no longer comforting myself, comforting only give yourself more decadent excuse. I have to find happiness in meeting, seeking progress in hope.
The rain outside is still drainage, it seems that there is no meaning to stop. Today is a day, the weather forecast will not appear in the first time, and will go down to No. 13. After the sun is in the wind, this rain will not be next year. I believe that the thickness is thin, and the real gold is still the gravel, it will appear in the reality. Some people say that I am optimistic, but I never give yourself a strong, I am not strong, but it is said that it is fragile, but in front of the reality, we have no choice. In addition to persisting, in addition to continuing, what can we do?
Suddenly remembered a successful alumni once gave us a sentence saying - "In the university, what is the most important thing I learned? That is to persist, it is no longer desperate!"