潇 潇 雨
Pay homage to my unspeakable love
Author: Duxue
Order: It is accustomed to joining in your own article. This time is no exception. I don't know when I have so many feelings. Maybe the second love is over. Maybe not. In the early summer, the exceptional hot, the small room in the fifth floor also did not cool down. The sky next to the window, the sky outside the window began to change. People also become extra irritability and uneasy, I know, this is rain. The front sign. The rain is big. No wind. Sprinkle hot. Look at the rain outside the window. I want to cry. But I want to laugh. Because I don't know why my love is always in the summer? , This year is like? Why ?!
"Marry me?" Du Xue said on the phone,
"Don't, you have so much heart, so much love, there are so many girls!" The ancestors laughed.
"I am very angry?" Du Xue smiled
"Isn't it? You have Zi Shadow, if you have cold. Also ...."
"That is, huh, huh ..." Du Xue smiled.
Who is Du Xue? Who is the ancestor?
KFC will.
"I will take the train to Shenzhen tomorrow night".
"Ah, true fake?" Du Xue did not believe it. The day before he just gave her a deep travel fee, he would definitely not believe in her will come in his life and life guidelines, maybe estimate the mistake, because One month before her, Du Xue made a girl from Sichuan Weiyuan to deceive a lot of money. And for the ancestors Du Xue, I hope she will come. He is only a tour fee for her. He is thinking. Come here, come and see it again. Because in his guidelines, if you can continue, if you can't, you will be. Because he is hurting too much. He didn't want to renounce himself into the vortex of love.
"I am in West Village, not far from the train station, come over and pick me up." Zuchen sent a text message.
"Ah, really come?" Du Xue still can't believe this fact, and smashed from the endless program and looked at the SMS.
"That's okay. I will pass you right away, about 4 or more minutes"
"I have already arrived in Xi Village, I am waiting for you in KFC" After about forty minutes, Du Xue has arrived to Xi Village. There is no time to rest for several days, it is rare to be casual, according to Du Xue's logic, Du Xue is broken I will like the netizen again. (Please refer to << Purple Phantom >>). Hungry, 甭 甭 三七, 点 点 吃 吃. 象 象 象Because he has not considered it in front of her.
"You are in that location? I am already in KFC." Zu Jian sent a text message.
"Left, that is the most faded is Du Xue, I am." Du Xue squatted, while pressing SMS. That image is really unique,
When Du Xue looked up in the second time, she appeared, there is nothing difference. There is nothing difference with the camera. One of the silent, no, add a little deep purple, little one, small Eyes. Little face, a bag of an old earth. This is ancestor. This is Du Xue to know more than a year of ancestors.
"Sitting ..." Du Xue hit his hand in the direction of the ancestors, Du Xue mouth, the chickens, it was not convenient to speak, he had to say hello.
"How do you know that it is me?" The first sentence after the ancestors sat down, the cousin around her turned around. (80% is the defense)
"What is strange, I know more than a year, and it is probably a good look. What should I eat?" Du Xue smiled.
This is the meeting of Du Xue and the ancestors. It is very simple, very simple, and there is not much romantic tone. And it is in the image of him.
Go out Kfc.
"Why don't you believe that I have a boyfriend?" Zuchen asked.
"Oh, what is there? Is there anything? If there is anything I have to grab you?" Du Xue laughed, he often opened such a joke with her. It seems that it is used to it. Joke. And in fact, the heart of Du Xue is not there, it is really calm. He is thinking about how to bring her to her friend - Gangxia. The emotion of her is as always. Friend, very good A friend.
"You don't remember that I have not contacted you for half a year? I just have a good impression on him half a year." Zuchen said.
"Do you think it is very virtual on the Internet? Is it very unreal? So you chose him?" Du Xue's heart was not independently contracted.
"That said, he can get her, you should thank me? Thank you, I should always not be cold, no sentence is true?" Du Xue laughed.
"Yeah, I need it to care for me, you can take care of me. You haven't seen you, I don't know if you are a good man or a bad person. This time, I have been because you have asked a lot. Otherwise, I will not come to Shenzhen. "
Silent, Du Xue is speechless. I feel like there is something, but I don't know what it is.
Ancestor
"Du Xue, come over! How do you do this?" The ancestors shouted next to the computer!
Du Xue looked at TV in the hall, just a movie of Hong Kong Taiwan, pretty good. So I first heard it.
"Yun Guiliang! Come over, how to do this ?!" The ancestors shouted there! "Halo, don't you use this ?! Wang Yan!" Du Xue depressedly walked. Very depressed. How is she so awkward? ?
"Hey, this is this. This way." Du Xue teaches she immediately went back to watch the movie.
After a few minutes.
"Du Xue, Qiu Guiliang, come over, how can I not see the contact method of the recruitment unit?" The ancestors called a small call.
In fact, from receiving her to this, Du Xue's heart is still a very good friend. I haven't intended to develop something such as her, I am going to have over there. I don't care about her computer. Because two of them are similar. So don't worry about her will be angry. (In fact, this point Du Xue is wrong, because he ignored her is a woman. So her character is always better than He has more unpredictable ingredients.)
"I am dizzy, you have not registered, how can you see? How is it so stupid ?! Also so 拽! True! Du Xue is still caught, she didn't even register, I didn't register, I opened a talent recruitment website. Recruiting the company's information. Thanks to her, she is the old net person of N years. There is no way.
"Halo, this, I will give you my account, you will be all modified to you." Du Xue logged in to Job88.com with his account. Go to the movie. Whole ignore her look.
"Come over! Qun Guiliang!" The ancestors shouted,
I am dizzy, this time she is more embarrassed! I call my name! I have to die!
"It's all three years of work experience. I just graduated, the diploma has not yet! What should I do?" The ancestors said next to him.
"You are a stupid, why do you want to write a year? You should not be able to ask for three years. Now the company or business is not to see your diploma and academic qualifications, it is to see your work, It is the actual ability. Understand? If our company recruits people who have low degree of low-capacity, "Du Xue is so angry and funny to help her for 1 year to 3 years, press it. Go out Job Offers.
"Your company, your company, your company doesn't know what year, you can set up!" She is not happy.
"Fast, it is already planning. But you should not recruit you." Du Xue laughed. Her design level is so bad.
"No, I only ask a stable job, about one thousand five wages! Not greedy!" The ancestors helpless.
"Stupid, what is your best? Do you give your own value low? You must at least ask for two thousand to three thousand such salary. How is the current graduates 低 低 低 低 ?! A few days ago, my classmates also said like this. "Du Xue's eyebrows. I feel fascinated by the fall of college graduates, I don't know if the society is inadequate or the destruction of the contemporary graduates? Hey. !
"That if I can't find a job, will you recruit me ?!" The ancestors asked very seriously.
"Oh ...." Du Xue looked at her laugh. Whether in that way, Du Xue is a person who requires quite strict. His request is strict. He is broken, not familiar. Friends or relatives and friends entered the company. This has been finalized in his very small and small company wishes. To manage a business. The company's system must not only reasonably, but also have a quite human taste. This point Du Snow is undeniable. But in order to manage business. Can't trust familiar people. Because it is inconvenient.
"Hey, Du Xue, Qi Guiliang, seriously, if I can't find a job, you can't recruit me ?!" The ancestors are slightly angry.
"Oh, wait for you to find a job." Obviously he wants to look at her strength and ability. Generally speaking, a business or company in Shenzhen will not meet graduates. Because the graduates Less inherit the bad injour and habits in the school. Especially young and mad. Little is not as good as eliminating things. So. So. He is also the next conclusion for him.
Dull dispute
One day after noon. From her cousin.
"The weather is so hot, so far, you don't want it!" Du Xue is not happy.
"No, I want to go. I can put anyone's pigeons, but I can't put the pigeons of the parents!" The ancestors said very deeply.
"Halo, called so meat. Is it your boyfriend?" Du Xue is unhappy.
"No, it is my cousin, but I am like him with him, I can't say anything, my friend is related."
"Well, don't go so far, stay. In the afternoon, I went to the beach, go to the world window, the folk cultural village is not good?"
"Not good, I must go." The ancestors shook his head.
"Halo, that's okay, let's take a break in my house." No more considerable.
"Do you really have to go?" Du Xuezhi knows her character with him, very stinky, very stubborn, very natural.
"Yes." The ancestors settled him.
"That's okay, go, go, don't come back." The inexplicable fire rushed into the brain of Du Xue. There are many tone.
"Going away." The ancestors did not want to turn.
Only left Du Xue, I looked at the ceiling. What happened? Why should I get to her? Why do you want to be nervous? What is her relationship with me? Who is she going to see me? Looking at the back of her, Du Xue's heart is hurt. This is very rare. Du Xue can not deny that he is a cold-blooded person. But he understands that he is not the kind of easy to open the heart. People. Because he is hurt, it is deceived. More is more urban maturation and confidence. Why do I show a man's sturdy in front of her? In the next few hours, inexplicable worried I am afraid to continue to flock to Du Xue's mind.
She is there now? Are there any places to go to her Pan Ge? She is not familiar with her life, there is not much money on my body? How is she now? Have you found her Pabo? ... .....
A series of incredible issues are constantly appearing. The heart also begins to hurt inexplicably.
If you are finished, you will think about it.
After the lunch hall, I just picked up chopsticks. She appeared in my mind. A series of worried came up. Is she ok now? Have you found her brother? Silently. Uncomfortable. The taste of the like is back in the belly.
Looking at very fragrant, I usually like the mushroom chicken rice, but I have a stomach. I have to let the meal.
Turn on the computer. It is also what she forgot to have forgotten .... Can't help but sweat! What happened?!
Heavy finale on the bed. Just closed his eyes, she appeared in his mind. What is going on?! Du Xue face is pale! Under the rain. Why should I care about her? Press his logic, he is I will not think about her anymore. Do I like her? Do you like it? No! Don't! Don't like her! She has a boyfriend! Cashless can't like her!
There is such an unwritten view in the love of Du Xue, and you will not like a boyfriend's girl. Because he doesn't like something to vinegar with other people for a girl. And his wife must be the first I am in love with him. If it is not, it can only be an opposite sex friend, not a girlfriend, so he is only a second failed in love, so he is also using this guideline with other anisotropy The heterogeneity is constantly increasing. Unfortunately, I didn't find a girl who could do my girlfriend. Of course, this is like him, and the girl who loves him appears. Most of the type he likes or does not meet his requirements. This requirement may be too high. But he did not intend to change this request. Because he is a serious person. The disconnection will not send a future for love. No exception at any time. So in love Failed twice. And she did not meet his girlfriend requirements, but he was tight about her, but the care for her is better than his previous girlfriend.
long wait
"If the other user is energized, Hunan Telecom and mobile users will pull 1259 other mobile phone numbers ..." 啪, the phone is weak to the ground. Du Xue is soft in the sofa, it feels like there is something to lose, but I don't know lost. What. A burst of inexplicable illness continues to invade him.
"If the other party users return to electricity, Hunan Telecom and mobile users please pull up 1259 other mobile phone number ..." One day, Du Xue once again pulled her mobile phone number again. I can't eat things a day. I can't sleep, I have a lot.
"If the other party users return to electricity, Hunan Telecom and mobile users please pull up 1259 other mobile phone number ..." After two days, Du Xue once again pulled her mobile phone number. She is there? She is okay?
"Beep ..." After three days, Du Xue has been unable to pass away, and once again, he doesn't have any hope. This time is a clear ringback. A surprise, the whole person The firmness is back.
"Hey ..." came to her familiar voice.
"Are you ok?" Du Xue was amazed at his first sentence. Because she had a lot of questions in these few days, there are many questions to ask her. To ask her. Why do you worry that all care? It has become this sentence to say?!
"Well, it is okay. Thank you for your care. I am now in Changsha in Hunan." The microphone came to her light sound. It seems that it is undoubtedly in Changsha in Hunan.
"Ah, how do you return to Hunan Changsha ?!" Du Xue once again surprised why he failed to expose all the expression in front of her? It would not talk so much? Always take the silence and can say a friend He is known to him in front of her, just a simple greeting.
"Yeah, I will return to the company for fifteen days." Zuchen said.
"I want to tell you the truth, I really like you, I really fall in love with you. I am really sad in this few days! I don't eat, I can't sleep. No matter what time I am thinking. You, I miss you when I think about the problem. "
"Do you miss me when you are going to work?"
"As long as I calm down, I will miss you. I can't explain why. I tried to stop my favorite, fall in love with you. Whether you can't do it. No matter. I am a day for you. Long. I have been unaccessible for a few days. "
"That's not this, I will see you as a good friend. I have a boyfriend. It is absolutely impossible."
"I also know. But I can't stop myself to like you. I also try to make yourself miss you, don't hit your mobile phone. I deleted all your contact methods. But there is no way you contact Method, I'm getting familiar. :( "" "That is not good, this world's girl is so much, you can touch a girl better than me tomorrow. Do you want me to introduce one when I get to Shenzhen next time? Friends give you a knowledge. "
"I also know that women are always forgotten their first love. So I also have unwritten rules that I will not fall in love with my boyfriend. But why did I lose my confrontation to this creed? I can say "I love you" for any girl, but the representative is sincere. But why is it to you, but I am from my heart? "Du Xue's thinking began to be unrest. I remember what I said. He only knows to show her inner thinking and idea. Because he can't find a better way to express.
Purple reproduction
Re-understanding her peaceful news,
Shenzhen's early summer is more unable to breathe. Du Xue can't liberate, and there is no pursuit of her. This is uncomfortable to experience him only four years ago. It is only in his first love. How should I do?
I can't put everything now, then what should I do? Because at this time, it is facing the most important juncture of Du Xue's life! He has endless things. Too many things are waiting for him to do. Go Treatment. Du Xue wants to give up everything to love! But. Contradiction ... The big brain is chaotic. Good brothers and Liu come to stay with staying for one night, I can't let it go. Depressed. Always think of her unknowingly.
It is night, speechless, alone.
Du Xue has tried to calm his heart, trying to make his own brain clear. The sweat on the forehead slipped to the pale face. Drink a drop, such as blood.
It will be. Let's give up your feelings. No more girlfriend. A terrible thought is formed in his brain.
"Decide to enclose your feelings for ten years, for her. I am no longer talking to any other girls. I don't talk about love for at least ten years. Unless she is married or talk to her." Du Xue in QQ Knock this text.
"Your kid is a love, you will give up the entire forest for her?" Xiao Liu Zhang has a mouth. A pair can't believe in the attitude. Since he only saw Du Xue game feelings without treating real feelings Paying. In his impression, Du Xue has only a total of second emotions. He knows that the girls around Du Xue are not not there. Among them. So it is no wonder that he doesn't believe in Du Xue.
"Ten years ???? Then you feel the feelings, you don't want other girls, they are innocent .l" Zi Shadow.
Zi Ying, this is the first love for Du Xue, and it has been married as a woman, for the mother.
"No, you will not move, now I don't have any hope for my feelings" Du Xue sigh.
"What are we still not friends?"
"Halo, yeah. You have husband, have a child, why do you want to do something?" Du Xue said strangely.
"I like it"
"I don't like to be a bird"
"Halo, there is a very depressed, you are very small, very good, but you will last forever." Du Xue said helplessly.
"You also know my character"
"You don't want to think about why they want to leave"
"It is your big man, it is simply a small Japanese."
"Yes. Your character I know. It's all like this. The last one is a boyfriend. I don't want to fight. I don't understand ?!" Du Xue is not happy.
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"What fire? You also have a boyfriend. I don't want to fight with others." Du Xue is dissatisfied.
"opinionated"
"I'm very can't afford it."
"Don't put others in your eyes"
"Okay, it is my fault .ok?" Du Xue quickly admitted.
"Of course. My self-confidence is always the first." Du Xue is so happy.
"I tell you to determine, what kind of confidence, that is your own risk, is a shortcoming
"Of course. There is of course self-contained. No technology, I will not be able to be responsible." Du Xue laughed.
"Just, you are in your own risk, you must feel that the people in the world have a loss."
"The feelings of the 10 years, I will come back to talk about my feelings." One mentioned the feelings of Du Xue, I remembered the ancestor.
"Hey, as a friend, you can only some of your problems, I said it is a matter, you listen to it."
Yes, I am not too confident. Why is it not too self-righteous? Is it just because I can't get her and depressed? Is this just because I am a big man? I love her love is true. Can I divide it clearly? Endless thoughts wrapped around Du Xue.
Ice and snow
Last night, Du Xue was insomnia. It is already a few days from Shenzhen. Although it is no longer as uncomfortable in the early morning. The mood is slightly more. However, it will still think of unconsciously. The ancestors. I think of her smile and she speaks very well. I like her, what? What? Du Xue asked himself more than once, but there is no answer.
What is the difference between the ancestors? The eyes are looking for white ceiling, Du Xue first morning bed to sleep. Ten. This is usually finished after dinner. Generally, Du Xue will work at night. Or all night. This is also a great relationship of his nature. Johnship? She is okay? She grows up now?
If the cold, Du Xue's second girlfriend, the little girl in Yunnan, breaking up a year ago. On the first day after breaking up, he met the ancestor.
Yes, find her chat, or I will be depressed because I miss the ancestors. I haven't found her contact method. I didn't find her contact method. I would like to recall her previous contact method. I finally remembered that she had her university in the CD. telephone number.
"Hello, please ask Wang ... is there? Well, it is called the cold." Du Xue once again surprised his voice. Something.
"I am? Your halo ... Are you Du Xue?" She said.
"Sorry, suddenly didn't wait for you."
"You can be good now? I am very annoying, have you talked to me?" I found a life-saving straw. At this moment, Du Xue needs someone to talk to him. Maybe it is a loneliness. This is Who knows? The human mind will never be touched. It is like the hearts of the ancestors. Do she like Du Xue, I like to love him, I don't know, the woman's heart, the seabed needle. Du Xue also won't go to see the real With fake. He just wants to talk to someone to talk about it. Many days have accumulated that the depression is too much. Do not breathe, the fellow feeling of interest.
"Well, it is ok. It is the feet on the two boats, and finally stepped on it." If the cold face is helpless.
"Ah? Such a horrible? There are two boyfries? Are you too horrible? Is that now?" Can't help but cold sweat. This little girl is too powerful.
"Yeah, what about you? How can it be good?"
"Not very good, I am more annoying today. I want to talk to you ..." Du Xue told her about the matter between him with the ancestors.
"This way, maybe you like this type of girl, you can also say it. Let's chase, not suitable, give up, not too late!" She suggested.
"The problem is that I will not start with her, but I think she all day, I don't know her." Du Xue is active.
"That's it, you must really like her. TM •. What will you do with me ?!" If the cold indignation.
"Different, I feel completely different when I am with you. Then you are still a little girl." Du Xue smiled.
"Say really. My opinion is that if you think it is possible to try it, but the man is heavy in business." If the cold is getting up.
"Yes, I have too many things to put down, I can't give up my career because of her. Maybe I will be in this contradiction and no help, I'm so weak." Du Xue finally Sustsence, I can't help but sigh.
"Then put the feelings and then say it, if you have time to come again, I will take you to Kunming to transfer ........."
"........."
It is night, no dream, alone.
Emotional
In the early summer, Shenzhen. It is a day, in the morning, there is rain,
"God, why do I meet you? Why will you enter my dream? Why never give me feelings, I will never like it in my love concept, I can't love this ? "
"In fact, I will call you during your phone every day. Maybe, I don't like you, don't think about you, don't love you, you can't seem to have a lot of role. Oh, it seems to me I have to force me to forget you myself with the last move. "
"When you receive these text messages, I have already sealed my emotion, how long? I also said that I can't clearly, maybe a year, maybe three years, maybe ten years, until you marry," Maybe I will Re-open the door to accept my other half. "
"In the next career, please pay more, I have to be responsible for my career. Just when this is an emotional decision. And the rain outside the window is not the love that has not been ended for me. Sad and cry? I don't know. Take it. Guaranteed "
Du Xue sent out these words, he knows. She is shut down. Can you receive it is no longer important. What is important is that he has gone rid of the emotional entanglement and continues to return himself.
The rain outside the window is also stopped. Because the sun came out, of course, there will be no rain when there is a sun, unless it is sun rain, this is like Du Xue, has not started to end the love. There is a sun and annoying rain. , This is not better? You can clean the hearts of the heart. It is clean. A real, energetic self.
Subsequential: Not reconsion, dying, if any, never memories.
