Under the weight, I asked myself like this. Once again, even the eyes began to be full of tears. But I know that it is destined to flow out, or for yourself, either it is to lose yourself. In the summer of 2000, I walked into a key university with my expectations, which was located in the northern Dalian. Although it is an automation, I am more interested in the computer. Interested this word should be scarce in Chinese college students, because few people can clear what they like, what they want do. I have only two words in my study experience, self-study, just like many seniors, learning in practice, practicing in learning. The first contact is the network, which joined the largest student website in the school after half a year. In that environment, I am like a fish, good network conditions and rich practical opportunities make my technology and ideas have made skilled progress. That year, I learned very widely, first of C, ASP, VB, Delphi and other languages, at the same time, the network protocol, Linux, and database have some trial studies. In terms of technology, I am not a faceful person, I have a harsh requirement, so the first year's study has made me a good foundation, let me have gradually have my own understanding of CS's technical system. Although it is still narrow. In the second last semester, my attention was transferred to Java. The study was hard because my method was wrong - I realized how important the learning of object thinking is. However, over time, I gradually familiar with it, and because of it, I lame the object of the object in my mind. It is also very fortunate. After half a year, I found a part-time job in a company that specialized in my business, I cherish this opportunity, and I have been able to exercise myself in all times. My Java programming technology has improved very quickly in practice, but also learned a lot of new things because of the reasons of the project, like XML, more important, or that valuable experience. The company is small, there is no special analyst designer, many modules are designed by our own. The design is a very painful thing, so my crisis has strengthened every day - I know which direction I have to work! It is busy in the company, I usually work during the day, work at night, there is no time to go System learning analysis and design. Third, I wondered, I resigned, although I was very uncomfortable, but I have to sort out my own ideas, after seeing my true weak item, I don't want to sit. Calculate, in this company, it will work for a past year. Since studying university, it has been preparing for the postgraduate research, which should be my parents' greatest expectations. I have also thought about it, in the university for a few years, such a good reading environment. But from the beginning of this year, one day, I will not want to postively study. Looking at the classmates who are fighting for the first time, I have always been very silent, the cause of silence is the disappointment of the education system. I don't think engineering disciplines can be found in the classroom in the classroom and learn to understand, but our university education, graduate education has been carried out. Taoism knows that "the line is the beginning of knowing, knowing is the completion", time and learning (theoretical learning) will never practice after learning. And the postgraduate, but it is only to expand your blind, high education, and many of them are uncomfortable false housings. China's college students lack their own judgment. This is my only evaluation of our group. The reason is caused by more than a decade of education. We have not liberalized, and we have designed their own future, but Jinchang is suppressed by the authority of the authority, it will only read the dead book.