I don't feel my existence in an empty subway station. Make a foot, the other is, I don't know how to go. One of the subway is a black hole, and the other is also a black hole. 2 years ago, I came from the black cave, but I don't know where to go today.
The city is gorgeous, behind the brilliant light, but the despication of many people. I found that people are very strange animals ..., I can't say strange. The dark place has animals called "Miss", compared with the eyes, and the gods and tiers who work in bright office buildings are very noble. When the subway is inserted, everyone must be protected. People are like bugs, you fight for me. The light of the subway seems to bring me a bright, but is it really hope? is it? I am trying to explore ...
The subway will carry that people, the darkness of the other end, occasionally "Bright" after the "Bright", they will be drilled into their spaces in their cages, and I have had to go to find a short habit. Bird cage. The closer of the bird cage is, the higher the price, but people want to go to the dark ... You I have seen it from the high-priced bird cages, a group of hoods with a hard hat. People, they say all kinds of dialects, they eat inferior food, they are holding low salary, but they are happy than me, I sincerely hope that they will always be happy, maybe I am like them, just this The city's hurried passer. Most of them have no qualifications, living in the lowest level of society, they often have been laughing and even laughing by glasses and ties, but they have no crockery, because the national consciousness creates the bustling, glasses, and Tie and the unfair of society. Sometimes hard hats will go to the dark place to find "Miss" trading, which is the same as the tie to find a householder trading, but the police often disturb these transactions of the hard hat, not because of the police I want to bother them, but because some of Zhou Zhengyi's transaction, the police can't bother. The police are as comfortable as I, they will find someone to vent, occasionally kill one or two college students, but no one dares to fight.
In this city, people can be survived by deception. Really, it is deception. People have a mouth, not just to take food; in order to talk, there is no conscientious person to say that the words will be shocked; I found that those who have worked hard from the software industry work hard, and Those who don't have a conscience can say that the people are always very good! Their stintrone, a set of sets when speaking, but it is very incapable of doing things, making people disgusting. People are very complicated, behind the smile, it is not necessarily friendly behind the face, and behind the face of the arm is always hidden. It should be cautious and even a little sleek, but it is absolutely can't be treacherous ... "When I heard the words I have mentioned from the BOSS, I doubtful cheap, when I heard it in the boss in the boss The discourse, I know my naiveness and sinister. I think smart people should be silent in a complex environment, or sometimes it should be like an idiot.
The objective environment I have is actually not too bad, but I don't feel how much warmth here. One summer night before, my mother sent me a train in the south, and when I lit again, I took my baggage. I walked out of the train station, squeezing in the people working, I am full of hope ..., the first phone to hit my family makes me unforgettable, my mother's weep makes me feel the cruel and self-filiality, I have only one way: work hard, out of the world.
Shortly, I found a noun from the Internet - "Workshop", which is the company's portrayal. The people in the workshop have two enthusiasm, once a lunch, one is a matter of work, but I have passion all day, until now, a firm belief in being a professional programmer is still in my heart. Maybe give The overall impression is good. I have been sent to the front line. I will directly face the customer or directly by the gunfire. I can learn something, write some code, and then I will drop my spots directly to me, Director. Also in the first-line battle, while coding, I have to care about our workshop. Faced with a tens of thousands of rows, I can only repair the replenishment, I can't find any comments, I want to cry. I have been irritated. It is also increasingly welcome to our words. The company did not agree to push the rotten stall to the back, because the "original" colleagues in the workshop have jumped because they are not full, I have no choice, I can only use a smile, I have been crying, a secondary product and The deception of conscience goes to deal with the customer, delays the time for the company. It seems that I just act as cannon gray, only me, only me, cannon gray, cannon ...; once, help a colleague a piece of hard bones, After training, I would like to ask the customer to eat. I was filled with white wine. When I walked, I was always in the south. I returned to the station. I didn't say it. I didn't see us. I didn't see us; I couldn't drink it. I feel that I am burning, I don't know if alcohol, or anger. Gradually, I understand the meaning of "human resources": "Human" is adjective, "Resources" is the core noun, always doing It is not a person. At that time, I worried that I was in this way, but I couldn't find it. So in my pleading, the director put a few collapses I took it from the fire line; but I returned to Shanghai, the boss didn't agree with my pay. He felt that this piece was delayed is your fault ..., you can't ..., I speechless. The first to eat The courage of the crab is to be praised, but the first person who eats the cream should never die, as long as you have worked hard ..., this is not applicable in the workshop. Shanghai is still Shanghai , Still launching the horse dragon, and my mood is much more complicated; there is not much time to recall the painful experience, I can only grasp the time, learn more, enrich myself, work hard, prove yourself. But then I will follow, I Gradually perceived a subtlety: The topic of some private discussions was known by the boss. In fact, it is nothing more than usual unusual topics such as a regular big company. At that time, I had a feeling: I am an actor, The actor of the port, the classic understanding of the portrait "" Brothers are used to sell! "Since then, I learned to be silent and smiling.
Still shuttle in the middle of the subway and the office building, but I don't care too much, quietly do my own things, smile and face everything, just have some exhaustion in my heart. Today, I am still a programmer, fashionable, a "software engineer". Said to be fun, how many people can be called "engineers"? Look at the "XX engineer" written on the recruitment advertisement, the real people are cold ..., the salesperson even can call the "teacher" in front desk ..., what is engineering, that is, you really Do you have the ability to grasp? Qian Xuesen twenties did not call himself "engineer" when they were twenties. Why are these Vangent? The impetuousness of the industry, can be seen; then some "manager" in our workshop, even HEAP and STACK can't divide a group of "teachers" to complete their glorious and impossible tasks! Zhen for those just Graduation colleagues are worried ... Undoubtedly, they will leave the footprints of "Manager" on their shoulders. If someone will be like me. Some words I can't say, forget it, I can only smile And after this writing, a large number of students flooded into the society, I don't know how many people in this city wanted to squeeze into the IT circle. In winter, "human resources" completely changed to "resources". Looking at countless workshops Wash the "resource" to wash it, I can only sigh. The road is still long, longer, but people are exhausted. When a time limit arrived, I had to go anything else, this moment is a heart-sour, drifting taste is a torture for a person who is in the outside. I am not strong, but only when I want home. Tears, I think of a white parents understand that I am still a child. I have taken the first step, even though some are somewhat unfamiliar, but I have no way to return ..., only persistence, silently accumulating power. The two ends of the subway are still black caves, I still stand in life again. On the platform, I look forward to the opportunity, I look forward to a subway to spring to spring ... (End)
After a wrapp, I learned that social and humanity, some of my heart, some tired; write my understanding and experience, I hope that there is some insights that have just entered the software industry, and I hope Some "coming in people" give some guidance; some chaos written, but they are all real experiences and feelings. If everyone is not disappointing, I want to give this article to people who are obscured, hard work in the software industry, and think about our loved ones in the distance.
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