Rabbit Eight Brother Note 13: My 2003
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I have to go to the end of the year, I feel that time is fast, I don't know my old age. At this time last year, I trapped in a logistics system, experiencing the "death trip" in software engineering, by year. Today, the feeling is not too great to change, just from a "trap" into another "trap", think about it, don't think yourself in myself!
Recalling that this year's own gains, I can't say anything, but I remembered a word "Jianghu children's rivers and lakes". When I wrote this sentence, I suddenly felt that I had some "old and autumn", not a good sign! J
At this time last year, I wanted to write an article to record the situation of the graduation. As a result, I have been busy, there is no time to write, and the results have seen the popular post "I have been from the campus." So I feel that there is no need to write, because if I write again, then there is no new meaning. But this year must write something, come to commemorate this different 2003.
I finally left the logistics system in April this year, I was transferred to another more important project, but this project made a lot of volts, I have experienced a lot of turn, and I can't say that I have already entered the right track. There are many factors in the middle, affecting the progress of this project, and I am more clearly recognized that if there is no good management in an project, there is no consequence of people who don't really understand people to monitor the progress. Everything I see is the principle of the software projects mentioned in the "Death Journey", and the most important one is "politics."
This note is not a software engineering, so I don't intend to make an article on the current project, I just want to recall the experience of this year, summarize the experience of the past, leaving a footprint for the future, To prove the solid every step I have already!
Start talking from New Year's Day! Drink coffee first, wait!
On the first day of New Year's Day, the company layoff, three people, saw so many colleagues left, my heart is not a taste, began to doubt whether you continue to stay in this company. Want to go!
But the project has been busy, keeping overtime, there is no weekend, but leaders can't be ahead of themselves. I think I am very lucky. I met various types of departmental managers in the past few years. I don't want to say more. I wrote this sentence, just to let yourself see this sentence when I don't forget some things. . So I didn't have time to find a job, so I was busy arrival in April, so I signed a year contract. It is also from this decision I found my own very serious shortcoming: some eager to do things!
This year, catching up with "SARS", the company has holiday, everyone is people. As a technical backbone, I only took a day, I started to deal with the current customers. At that time, the company was almost in Beijing's most distinguished office building, nearly 200,000 square meters of halls were empty, only more than 30 people went to work, the desolate feeling I still have to remember!
I still remember that it was the best time in the year. Every time I went to my customers, I had to wear a big mask. I also got to measure the temperature. I saw a mask to talk, because the customer is very concerned.
At that time, it was in May, the weather has begun to be hot, and it is very hot in the mask. When it is difficult to get it, I can only go to the bathroom. Every time I came back from the customer, I walked back to the company. I walked forward from east and four, went to Wangfujing, and then I arrived at the company, and only 30 minutes slowly. All the way is a willow tree. At that time, Liu Yan was long, the spring breeze was warm, the pedestrians on the street were rare. Although I was a cumbersome notebook, but I was very pleasant. I just thought about a word "painted." Flower and rain, blowing faces, Yangliu, "But when I walked to the Dahua Cinema, I found that the opposite is the Association Hospital. I quickly escape, haha ... Now I think it is a bit ridiculous, but it is not the mood now. . At that stage, it is also my bad tap, because I didn't dare to go out on the weekend, so I got a lot of discs every week, I saw the classics of the past few years, I didn't read it, as long as I found it. I saw it, among which "Hedong Lion" watched N times, I prefer Su Yongbang, especially "pay tribute to great people" to sing the poetry! J
I remember that when the customer proposed to develop Domino, I was responsible for the interview with another colleague, gave a brotherhood coming from Guangzhou, we two, and wash your face, now think about it, there are some neurons at that time. It is basically that it is almost different from neurological disease, haha!
At that time, my mother came to Beijing to see me, my mother came, the white magnolia on both sides of Xinhuamen opened, the weather is very good, whoever thinks, the whole country is can't avoid, we are wearing it. Mask. I still remember one night in June, I took a walk from my mother and my girlfriend to Wangfujing. At 7 o'clock in the evening, only three or four people on the pedestrian street were playing badminton, and the store is closed. I want to know this time, even 12 points. Wangfujing is also a human being ...
Because the people who go back to Beijing will be isolated, I stayed here, I stayed in July. This is the happiest time of my most happiness in 8 years. Because I have been working, I have been working. I haven't stayed in my mother for more than 3 weeks for a long time. Especially after I arrived in Beijing, I went back to a home for a year, so it is more precious! I remember that I returned to my house in the South Three-ring. I could eat my hot meals. Then my mother told me how many SARS had a TV today. I actually know it from the Internet every day. Now think about it, it is still very happy! The most like listening songs at the time was Adu's "if you left you."
Soon we wrote a bid, we started technical preparation, because the Domino is not familiar, so we start to think of the system architecture, technology to achieve detail, it is a generous thinking, it is endless, we want to use Delphi to do front, with Java Call the Domino's JDBC interface, release the Java class into a web service, called by Delphi, although it is not very suitable now, but when our hot fire, the technical test is done, and it is authentic, although it is not used. But for our future projects still accumulated some experience! Since then, I started to start touching Java, I want to come now, there is a feeling of "knowing the evening"! I also started to do some work with the previous work content, thanked Jiang to give me this opportunity! Although the ideal is far, "process" is hard (this is a famous saying that I am plagiarism. "Waiting for the money"! So I have a day of "three", in the month of other employees of the company, the whole hall is empty, some bored, start to 9CBS water park to water, so I have sent some boring posts. I feel that I am in the same time, I have bored it around, and I apologize to the "warriors" that I have hurt, I hope that you can carry forward the spirit of "Lightweight," Life, Yoshi, and Not only ". , Closely united around the bamboo, carry the water in the end! At that stage, some netizens have also met some netizens, talking together, thinking about it is a happy time!
The next step is to contact a series of large companies' sales representatives. The big company I said here is basically the famous foreign companies we know. At that time, it was mainly listening to before speaking, because we have always used Delphi, so the understanding of J2EE structures is only stayed in theoretical understanding, so some "ridiculous" problem, causing IXX's pre-sales The engineer thought that our company sent a few "software blue collar" to discuss with him, and the people felt that they were insulted. Yes, these elites in foreign companies may be a blue collar, apologize to the people, let you have this bad feeling, giving you a fragile spirit, it is hard to wipe it, it is really sorry!
But at this stage, I have learned a lot of things, and I also found an interesting phenomenon: some major companies' pre-sales engineers actually engineer experience, when introducing their products, if they hang, but if they encounter practical problems, He could not be able to solve it. I remember how much the LDAP integration of a big company's pre-sales engineer is, we have asked some questions, this people explained that the preface did not follow the words, it is true to sympathize!
In June, I started writing, but I didn't have a research. I didn't know what customers did. The company's new officers began to let us write a demand, so I started "guess demand", such a day after a month At that time, a painful time was the most painful experience I wrote a document! I have experienced the time for myself, and I am still proud of being proud!
In July, the holiday colleague returned to work, and some colleagues were hopped during the holiday. These colleagues stayed with me for more than 2 years. I feel that there are fewer and fewer people who are familiar with you. I feel some flustered!
In August, it has been investigated. For nearly 2 months of investigation, we finally finished 13 most doors, and each department also included many small departments. They were very busy every day. There is no time to rest, daily schedules It is full of full, one department in the morning, a department in the afternoon, finishing the demand, sorting out the assessment, discussion, revision, re-evaluation, discuss, re-revised, send customers to verify signatures, if the customer feels It is not consistent with yourself, to explain to the customer, if it is still not satisfied, it will be reworked, modified, evaluated ... I am the most regrettable is the technical exchange of the telecom technology application of Borland will be approved by the customer. Survey and did not participate, so far! At the end of September, the landlord said that there was a relative to visit to Beijing. The house didn't want to rent, so we started to find a house around, the company demanded overtime during the "11" period, I have only added 1 day, and the leaders seem to have opinions on me. . It's easy to find a broken broken, nothing, there is a house, the house is 900 yuan / month, the two is very busy, the original house is going to expire, so I can't live without a way. . So I left I lived in the South Third Ring Road for 2 years. At that time, many things rushed to a piece, the work is not happy, the house can't find it, my mother is sick, my brother is going to buy a house, my girlfriend is still busy than me, she is busy "horses don't stop", I am busy "people", At that time, depressed, even wanted to resign a stage ..., but "the ideal is far, the process is hard", my rabbit eight brothers come over! At that time, the favorite song was "forgot to grass": "Let's make weakness, we know cruel", this lyrics cause me a lot of thinking ...
"Eleven" has just passed, the company requires closure development, I have to contact the emotions, and the manager say "If I closed me, I will resign", the manager is very good, and it is not advocated to enlarge, it is recommended that the company will apply for a voluntary, to the leadership I "open one side", so only I have not been closed, but I can go after going to 8 o'clock a day, but I am lucky with others. Many of these reasons, I don't say much, thank my manager!
At that time, because the company had no technical preparation to Domino, a platform for Shanghai a company was bought, 2 times in the top, this platform is not bad, I have used it before and after I used it. Then give the first edition of the prototype to the customer, because the customers are too much, every department must go, so it demonstrates a lot of days, although it is very different, but most of the customers are still very satisfied, some customers even think Be better than they originally think, I feel a little breather!
However, the good faciality is not long. The total person in charge of the customer does not know which company (still a big company) opinion, using Domino's heart, think Domino technology has been very backward, but also recommended J2EE, so project entry For a month's trimming period. What is interesting is that our company's suggestion is to adopt J2EE architecture, and the customer has been adopted by some big companies. It uses Domino, and later is adopted by another big company, but also ready to use J2EE. So let the company rewrite an overall design plan of a J2EE architecture, sent to the limited time, and organize a group of experts to review.
But for me, that time is very confusing, the deputy director of the competent technology is not in the skill, but I like to intervene technology, so I am inserting "chicken flying dog jump", please pay attention, this is "death" The "political" first mentioned in the journey "on project management. That time, I am now in multiple leaders. The deputy summary of the off-chief requires everyone to do a 3 weeks of work plan, the result "third day" (Xie Yu Xin's song, although not singing for us, I will borrow J) and arrange it again. And the content is completely inconsistent, and this people obviously don't know what they are doing!
I feel that this year, I only had a job that I like to do. The rest of the time is basically fragmented by the big and small meeting held by the people, and the people of the people are excellent, you can be from a little bit. Small things see very serious consequences, and this may have repeatedly speaking repeatedly in the next life! Drink your leadership!
In these years, I have always had a friend to see a doctor in Beijing. It is my alumni, and I am a professional. It is a brother of my 2 sessions. Height is 1 meter 86. It turned out to school basketball team, but I was aggrown, smell. It is a story that likes to tell a friend, I also like to hear a song, I feel a half-day, then feel a person, and then I recommend someone recommended by each friend. I also heard a funny joke and grabbed the phone to friends. Spread a time, then touting each other.
I have to live at least 2 months every year. Nothing this year, just a few days, because this year is serious, most of the time is basically in the hospital, because this friend is in Beijing in Beijing, so I also became a frequent visit to Beijing's large hospitals. I still remember in August this year, I went to the Air Force General Hospital in this year. Let's buy flowers in a flower shop outside. I remember that my girlfriend said to the owner: "You put the flowers beautiful, if he sees a good mood For more than a few years, we often come to you here! ". That flower basket is indeed very beautiful, there are many people on the road to look back, but he is half-length!
But my friend didn't have to keep this year. I remember that time I saw his mother first. The old man was already desperate. The doctor had already told her to go home and prepared. Friends don't know, but the first looks to see us. When I cried, I cried very wronged ...
They sat on the Northeast train in August, on Saturday, I overtime, live very anxious, but I still go to the South Station to send him, because I know that it is likely that I have seen his last side. But he didn't know ...
My 2 medical staff in 999 took him from the stretcher to the soft sleeper. At that time, I was very hot, I was full of sweat, my friend said to me quickly, I still remember his look ...
He passed away after 2 months ... In November, his mother called me, I sent them home, after I got off the bus, my friend cried very sad, and said to others on the occasion of others, 2 I can't forget this life. One of my friends ....
My friend's passers-through, I thought it was a long time. I remembered him when I was quiet. I thought about the world's impermanence, and I also remembered a colleague: "Everything has a chance, because you are still alive!", This sentence I will remember my life!
A weekend of November, I want to go to Xiangshan, a person, go to see the famous Xiangshan red leaves, and go there to hang the old man. "The literati is sad", I believe this sentence! Later, because the weather was not good that day. In November 2002, I wanted to go to Xiangshan, overtime every day, did not go into! Now the company becomes "renewed" because of the replacement of the leadership, now the progress of the project is not extent, it is necessary to work in mid-February, and now I haven't started coding, no one knows when I can No, the reason why I don't want to comment here, but I feel that the next day will be a "hard" overtime battle!
If there is any harvest this year, I think I should be gradually studying people and things in an overall perspective, although I am not very complete, but I have a small progress.
In addition, deepening the understanding of J2EE, and also found the theoretical basis for program habits that have been considered correct in design mode.
I have been studying in a few years, reading a variety of technical books, music is not tired!
Several books that read impressions this year are "fast software development", "Java and mode", "J2EE core mode", "J2EE network programming" (Silicon Valley Elite Cluster: Cai Jian, Jing Nan), "from the technical supervisor project manager". I did a few Struts Hibernate's technology, and some DAO, VO, PO, template, factory, single case and other design patterns, I feel that I have gradually getting better, happy ing ....
In 2003, in general, it was a minimum year in these years, but it didn't make me unrecognizable in the past. I have confirmed that I am a diligent person. I have always believed that "heaven is reward", although there are some Depression, but I still have confidence in myself, "Martyrs, Strictly", describe my current state of mind, but I can also express the passion in my heart.
In this industry more than 3 years, like this industry, like this career, because this is a profession full of glory and dreams. I am looking forward to having a good start in 2004, I am ready to go!
Originally, this note would be easy to write, but later changed the idea, because this is my memory for 2003, sadness, good, it should be true, so I will see this again later Table notes will not find the mood at the time.
By the following scene, this end is written in accordance with the original idea, I hope to be able to smile! Bring you a good mood!
(Scene 1) Rabbit Bagong: Thank you for your patience, if you think that I am good, please applaud!
(Scene 2) The rabbit eight brothers have drank the water, very elegant from the top of the top, gently wipe the water of the mouth, the result is a laughter, the original rabbit eight brothers wipe the mouth is a sock, the rabbit is obviously not known What is laughing under the bottom, I think I am glamorous, and I will have a self-contained audience to the kiss ...
(Scene 3) Rabbit Bagong: "Oh, first, etc., I will open the phone first, let me listen to the warm applause of everyone!
(Scenario 4) The audience stunned, followed by radish, cabbage, eggs with the sound of the sound, throwing it on, the rabbit eight brothers were hop, but still reported with LP ...
Rabbit Eight Brother: "Being Bell, my speech is very successful, listening, this is my cheers! Listen ...". "Oh? !!! ...", rabbit eight brothers scream ...
A news appeared on the second day of morning posted: At 2 o'clock in the present afternoon, in a street park in this city, a man named rabbit's eight brothers in the special speech of "not forgetting the class, remembering the tears", because of the speech The beer bottle thrown by an angry audience, now in the XX Hospital, fortunately, no life is dangerous.
This report is to remind everyone: "The new year is coming, you can do something, less complaints, and" safety first "!" ^ _ ^
Suddenly, I have a classmate when I go to college, and this brother immediately shaved a bald head and clicked from "head". A few years later, I realized that this buddy is really a talent, I really have a creativity!
2004 is coming soon, if you also have the idea of "rebellion, re-do people", may wish to learn my classmate, haha!
I also wish all the programmers have a good start in the new year. I wish all the peers can have their own happiness, healthy and happy!
Bugs Bunny
2003-12-21 2 in Beijing
I sent it away last night, I have been giving a wedding in Changchun. I have been 10 o'clock in my home. I entered the door. I saw the empty room, I saw the sun for me tomorrow's breakfast, realized that after 8 The day is a day of disadvilings, starting to be a little fear for loneliness! Today, after 12 years of acquaintance, I found that the yang is far more important than I realized than I realized! At this moment, I listened to Yang Kun's "That Day" feeling is also very different ....
Bugs Bunny
2003-12-27 23:55 in Beijing
