After reading this article, I know that I have passed over this year.

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Lin Rui, I wrote this article at the end of 1999, I am very difficult. First, I am worried that the reader is mistaken to say that I will start writing it now. Second, I am worried that my friends have thought that I got a terminally ill, and I left a lottery. Whether it is a custom set or a non-custom set, I am a good student who is outstanding in the university. And I have always had a big positive impact on friends and some low-grade students. This decade is a process from young and childhood, intelligent and stupid, diligent and lazy, fanatic and embarrassment, success and failure. Doing things that can be set as an example, do something wrong can be hung as alarm bell. I wrote the experience and feelings, expecting to guide and encourage countless than my young students. I am queue, there is neither a philosopher's deep, and there is no poet's wind, it is insufficient to educate people, and can only tell some stories to watch. I was born in the Spring Festival in 1973, a cattle, is a "cattle head." Parents got a good name for me called "Lin Rui". All this suggests that he has not had a heart to me, it will reduce me, but at this time, God went to a toilet. When heaven and the world is so big, in a few minutes in God's size, I am mixed with the children and teenagers, and the genius will become mortal. I was young to grow in the remote mountainous area of ​​Zhejiang Huangyan. Parents are middle school teachers. Due to the lack of mountain teachers, parents often want to adjust to another hill teaching from a hill. The number of primary schools I have erased is better than my age, no partner, and there is no concept of home. I am like a chick living in the car, shrink into a group, and when I am happy or fear, I am called a few times. I am reading elementary school and junior high school, I am neither smart and lively, nor is it geeled eggs, and it is the antonym of my name. I didn't have a praise in learning, and there was no one worthy of people or things. No matter how hard I work now, I can't recover the lost 8 years of golden year, good heart hurt! I graduated from junior high school in my grass and stunnedly at the age of 13, nowhere. I panicked here and began to learn. I slamd the mountain, and I kept in a better country middle school to reread at the first three. I have been in the morning 4:30, I'm going to read English, and my head seems to be scared. "Mathematical" learned very well, and the first time I got a full range in the physical examination. When I graduated from junior high school, I was admitted to Huangyan Middle School Reading High School. Huangyan middle school class and city class, I am of course a peasant class. "Class difference and discrimination" is a facilitating role. I have been reserved for a few years of health committees, Saturdays and Sunday students used to give me live, my official is a taste. "Physics" is very good, there is an intuitive to help me quickly and accurately, often the teacher just written the title, I will report the answer. I can't talk nonsense during physical classes, because I opened a standard answer. Unfortunately, my liberal arts has a very bad performance. At that time, it was said that "learning mathematics, walking through the world", we are less likely, and we are very good at the good time of the school. The highest goal I wrote is that I don't escape. I always refuse to pray before the exam: I have never done a bad thing, bless my composition without escape! Historical exam fills in the "a day of the teacher in my hometown in my hometown," is more close to zero than anyone. What makes me frustrate is that these acts are not invented. I am more than a fart, and I have no pride when I memories. I now think that the essence of literary education is quality education. If the quality is not high, the boy is smart and it is difficult to become a big device, and of course it is difficult to attract a girl. When I was a college entrance examination, I got 54 points (it's the middle level of the class), and the total score is only more than ten points higher than the key line. I don't dare to apply for a good place, I have to choose the mainland.</p> <p>Selecting I only feel that Xi'an and Chengdu two cities are not bad. I took the size of the ruler on the map, I found that my hometown is shorter from Xi'an, so I chose Xi'an. Teachers have only heard that Xi'an Jiaotong University is more famous, but no one knows. I thought that in Xi'an Jiaotong University is learning to open the train, the ship is boat, although I am also very eager to drive the boat, but considering that my body is small, I will have love. I feel that the name of Xi'an Electronic Technology University is very good, in line with the dream of doing scientists, so I apply for Xi'an University of Electronic Technology University (hereinafter referred to as the West Power) Technology Physics Department. The spirit of God is coming back from the toilet and found that I have already went to college. Maybe he originally arranged me in Tsinghua or Peking University, but the matter has been here, just simply. He is too lazy, and I am free to develop in the decades of college, I have become a brilliant student. Just entered the West, first attracted me that the sparrow and 馍. The sparrow is round, it is simply flying. They are not afraid of people, they have gathered and noisy, often make me mistakenly think is a group of chickens who don't have educated. That is white and big, neither salt is not sugar, neither like a hoe is not like buns. After cooling, the thief is hard, it is said that some students have been thrown downstairs, and they have a "meat bun" on the spot. It is best to laugh, people call "馍 馍" into "meat clamps", that thing is delicious. The West Power is a military school, the style is strict, the campus is not gorgeous, and life is monotonous. Although I am from the place where the mountain is clear, I really like the roughness and honesty of the West. One day I saw a big name of the praise of a freshman writing, one sentence "I embarked on the train", I can't help but laugh. This laughing means that the end of the "big child is bullying a small child", the beginning of "small children bully big children" new era. The first semester of the college just hit the United States to play Iraq ("Desert Storm" action). At that time, all the country was talking about the electronics war, and our schools were studying electronics, and the military application is mainly. In that kind of atmosphere, students have a strong sense of mission, and they are encouraged. One day, the department director inspected the morning reading and had a late school. Director, Director, drink: "Why are you late?" "Because I was late," the classmate did not answer, and then entered the seat. I was smaller in the class, and I was as suggested like the monkey in the orangutan when I was in class. Since we are physics students, the "general physics" course in the first semester is very important. The deputy director gave us a class. He asked as Yongqin. If the mouth was hanging, the board was extremely fast. As in high school physics lessons, I often report the answer when I have just written the topic of "Yeltsin". At the beginning, "Yeltsin" swept the footstep, as if you have to seize the tricky eggs of his bicycle. Later, he found me in the first row, and our two music had to crack his mouth. When the class is waiting, "Yeltsin" often sits next to me. When I trip to my classmates, I will use the pen to pull his huge bad finger, and apply something in his nails. In the first academic year, I stood out like the wildflows in the grass, and I was cared for teachers and classmates. Just when I was glorious to feel the butt, I found out the defects that made me feel shocked - I won't do experiments. I went into the laboratory, I was helpless, and I shook it. I believe that the big students have vanity. In order to maintain the glory of "the most clever", I can completely cover up, avoiding and even secretly make up for the lack of experimental ability. I have been a great thing: in order to fight vain, I exaggerate the "defect" to tell every person I know, so I have no chance to deceive myself. Smart people are not necessarily wisdom, and he may lack "true" quality.</p> <p>Although I was taking the vows at the master's degree - "Do real, straightforward, excellent scientific and technological person", but I have done "real" at the age of 18, I must keep a life. In the first summer, I went home to get a surprise: I have a circuit laboratory at home! Because I often advocate the difference between my experimental ability, "I will be extremely tragic" in the past. " The parents can't afford this "intimidation", and the father who teaches English will donate all the salary of the "private property", and the electronic components and equipment are purchased every thoughtful commodity trading market, and laboratory has been established at home. Father is very majestic, I am afraid from Xiao, but I am not afraid of him at the summer vacation. We do experiments together, all from zero, do not speculate, use electric soldering iron "exchange", it is entirely colleague. Later, my interest turned to the computer, and the laboratory at home was checked by my father and continued to carry forward. Now the level of father repair appliances is far from home, and the students have forgotten that he is an English teacher. Mother is a math teacher, there is a slight color when you are young, and the intelligence is far from the father. When she met with him in the school in the school, he took her a passionate meal. I was very poor in my family when I was young, and my family was like a floating boat, my father pulled the pulp, my mother helm. When I was at the age of 6, my mother said: "My son, you can only eat on the pen, you can't rely on the head to eat." When you were young, my mother was afraid that I changed the cunning and not allowed me to learn. Although I have been quite well in college, my mother is always do not forget to "morally intensity." She often checks me in a unique way: (1) see if I get fat. If I am fat, I am lazy. Because the diligent people have no reason to get fat. (2) See if I speaking is fast. If I talk slowly, I show that I am stupid. Because the brain is flexible, there is no reason to speak is unhappy. When I read a doctoral student, my mother's brow was soaked. She often publishes freedom of freedom in teachers and students: "The son's intelligence and character is completely my genetics, and his dad has no more than half of it." The main course in the third semester is the circuit analysis. The circuit topic is often very funny. When you are full of sweating, the answer is often zero. I summarized a lot of formulas to simplify the calculation, so I can do the answer in the teacher's drawing of the circuit diagram. Learning is so easy to have too many spare time. In the breeds, I often do two interesting things: (1) I have done a class for more than a dozen classmates to learn, lectures, change their homework, and take a test. I like a group of chicks like the old hen, so that the squad leader, the study committee, etc. I have improved my ability to express my ability and helped students. This is not a teacher called me, it is my own idea. (2) I often weld the electronic line in the dormitory and skills. I spent two days, making the tape cartridge, glowing a beautiful gift, and gave a girl. Unfortunately, I was fascinated by the computer soon, and I didn't have fun again. I have never seen the computer at all before going up college. In the fourth semester, I met the most beloved teacher week weighing truth in ten years, thus giving a strong interest in programming. He taught us about the Fortran language, and the Fortran language has no effect on me. It affects my teacher, the teacher of Zhou and his professionalism in teaching and scientific research. What I learned from him, how to do it, how to do learning. Many computer system teachers like to play "√" or "×" when they change their homework. Teacher Zhou not only found the mistake in the homework, but also commented on "Where is" and "Where to". In order to prevent Zhou teacher too labor, there is a convention in all students: I don't want to be noisy in class, otherwise I will come; if the homework must be clear, otherwise, the problem must be quality, otherwise it will shut up.</p> <p>Fortran language period end exam, my volume score is 97 points, and some female students have taken 99 points. I was a class representative at the time, I wanted not to be more than a girl. However, on the transcript of the system, my grades were 99 points, and the female classmate was 97 points. I thought that Teacher Zhou made a mistake and ran to ask him. Teacher Zhou smiled and said: "You usually learn performance, you can't break your enthusiasm because of a mistake in the exam, so I will add 2 points as an encouragement. And she is going to have a handless, let her I know that the test results are not to say that I have already learned it, but she bucks her 2 points to warning. You are the first place. "At this time, he ran a" check "grade classmate, he got 59 points, pleading Zhou teacher to let him Pixabay. Teacher Zhou said: "I have seen it several times in your test paper, and it is indeed 59 points. And your usual learning performance will not exceed 59 points. This point can't be added, otherwise I will miss you." This level (level 90), Zhou Teacher teaches two software masters to teach the technical physics - I and Ma Pei Army. When I read Master and Ma Pujun, I have been in the software, and the computer system is looking forward to it. Because Ma Pujun is not happy, the wind makes me a single one. After I left the West, Yu Weihang was in. Unfortunately, I was in less than a year with Teacher Zhou, and he adjusted to Beijing Information Engineering College. However, the thickness of the teacher is not that the length of time is long, and the good old man will make people miss, thank you for a lifetime. At the top three semester of the college, learning is like performing, interesting and relaxing. Since the fourth semester learned the computer courses, I have a new pursuit. How much I am eager to have a computer, you can program every day. If you take a slap in exchange for one minute, I am willing to take 1440 pieces every day. If you don't have a deadline, I hope to be 10,000 years. My undergraduate major is semiconductor physics, and the first grade is responsible for teaching, and the third or fourth grade is responsible for teaching. At the end of the fourth semester, I recommend me to the microelectronics at the end of the company to participate in scientific research, and Jia Xinzhang "received" I. I stepped into the foot of the microelectronics, let me turn to the scientific research from pure learning, and turned from "high score" to "low high energy". I finally had a 286 computer. I slept in the laboratory. I always guard it at all. I laughed away in the middle of the night. After a while, I will cover it, I will open it for a while, I will touch it. "Face", I will reason it "Identification". I quickly completed the task - design a "cube calculation" analog circuit, and learned C language. Western power has a good tradition, hold a full-quality "Spark Cup" student science and technology work competition every winter. There are six or seven hundred pieces of works in each session, and the low-grade students have no blood to boil, and they want to try. I hope to develop a software independently and participate in this "Star Fire Cup" competition. Teacher Jia Xinzhang is to study the reliability of integrated circuit. Seeing me soother, let me develop "Integrated Circuit Reliability Analysis Software." I started to study the numeric algorithm, while designing software. From the hot November to the November of the cold in August, it has been programmed every day, and the procedure has quickly increased to 10,000 lines. A large number of problems have occurred in about one month left from the competition. Not only the program is old, and the original algorithm is not effective. There is no one can "save" me. Teacher Jia is not programmed. I don't know if the problem is still in the process or there is a problem in algorithm. And those young teachers who understand software development really don't understand how my tens of thousands of lines are organized. They can only look sad at me struggle. Since I often fade, good students become bad students. It is very difficult to have a great opinion, and Teacher Jia is very difficult. Many teachers and classmates advise me to quickly "change evil", give up the project, not worthy of small loss.</p> <p>At that time, I had a heartless mind: If I gave up once, I will continue to give up when I encountered the next setback; if I persisted and success, I encourage myself to succeed when I encountered the next challenge. In front of the pressure, I am still firm. Whenever progress, the heart is ecstatic, but it will encounter new difficulties soon, sometimes it is 20 hours. It is repeatedly tossing between the peaks of joy and the distressed abyss. Two days before the competition, I finally succeeded in completing the software research and development, and the results were obtained two second prizes in software and papers. This honor itself is not worth mentioning, and I pay a very heavy price - completely abandon it thoroughly about the physics major. But at the time, I was only 19 years old. In the limit state, I worked will have a passion in the future. In the fourth grade of the undergraduate, I met the Hao Yue teacher of the microelectronics. He is a doctor in mathematics, is the most talented, most chic, and most leading youth. I often go to him to ask for mathematics, he is very satisfying, I can hear it. Many master's degree in "Exchange" in one month will not be available for a year. One day, Hao said: "You are my student." I didn't hesitate to "hop" from Jia Teacher's door to Hao. Teacher Hao is my master's tutor. When he is happy, he likes: "Well, very good, very good!" I looked at the Professor, promoted, promoted the vice president, and the two people in their own class. Name sounds. In the three or four years, my professional courses don't have a pass. However, because the teachers of the microelectronics have already recognized me, I will take my rolls as a line, and I am helping to help the students! If I want to study my studies, I can't take it. Director An Yingying felt that I was very promising in the future, so I didn't care about others, and a hammer sound made me free of studying a master's degree. After reading a master's degree, my research conditions is quite good. The instructor is very open, and I am free to develop. My favorite thing is to design graphical user interfaces and develop data visualization software. The greatest charm of the graphics is even if it is useless, you can also appreciate it. There is always worried "spend a lot of energy, the material makes the interface so beautiful, what is the realistic true?" This problem cannot be stronger than others. I at the time that the highest realm of the girls was to compare her with my graphics programs. I like to design the user interface because I have a lot of good beauty. When I read undergraduate, I imitated the interface of Six or seven traffic software, often demonstrated to classmates, and sell. I feel that I am still addicted, I wrote a short article called "User Interface Design American". All the students passing through my laboratory were caught by me, I was forced to read the very reading of the pole, and the people who were in the suffer. Soon, my aloud did you pledge, and he went to escape. My research work is basically based on the numerical calculation of the integrated circuit, and a bunch of piles generated by the numerical calculation often makes me a dizzy steering. I found to characterize the graphics, explain the data can make yourself no longer go down, that feels like just when I just woke up. The software in my master's thesis is to simulate the effect of "defect" in the production process of integrated circuits. I didn't look at the academic papers before I started researching visualization technology. I did that I found fun technology after I did work. " Because I did there, I did not use the "scissors" and "paste" in the master's degree, I didn't use the "scissors" and the magic weapon of many people. I only finished the first book for three months. " Microcomputer Science Visualization System Design. My work intensity during reading is quite in bachelor, but the working method is very different. I have a clear goal: (1) Develop software products that are independent copyright; (2) cultivate the talents of leadership. This goal can be achieved through the team's work, participating in national college students' technology competition.</p> <p>I set up a "visual creative software group" in West Electric, Ma Peijun, Dai Yuhong, Ma Xiaoyu is my main technical partner, and there are many helpers (there are several beautiful girls responsible for publicity). The office is filled with slogans, such as "creative careers to drive", "born in sorrow, died in peace", "let spring disappear". There is also a large "combat map", countdown. Every partner wrote a "military order" on the machine, I have also recorded that some innovative, lively, passionate texts. That's how hard and happy days, I am deafening a deafening in the night, biting the pepper, some partners are tired to fall asleep in the toilet. In the winter of 1994 and 1995, our software work received the second prize of China University student application science and technology inventions and national students "Challenge Cup" Academic Science and Technology Works Competition, in the northwest, we are "old big" . I became an example of a West-TV student. If you are a West-China student, you can not know the school leaders (there are people who have the names of the name), but you can't know me, otherwise you are not a good student. When I admire my student, I just went to Zhejiang University who received a letter from a West-China computer system. He said: "You are gone, I stayed in the West, I am going to take the master of Zhejiang University. Where have you been to me. "Before the graduation, I wrote this in the identification form:" I love the science and technology cause, just like you love life. Recent 5 years of research work brings me the most fulfilling life I also pinned my beautiful yearning. But I also feel pain at the same time. Because I have been smelling the science of science in 5 years. I swear: Be a true, straightforward, excellent scientific and technological personnel. "I have spent 6 and a half years in the West, I mostly touched me," eat "," friendship "and" love ". When I first eat red and blue-green pepper, "touched" was tears, and the taste made me feel that the first 17 years ago. I have been able to learn from the master's degree. The software I developed not only earned, but also earned money (sold for more than 20 software, with an average of 500 yuan per share). Written the book fee of 7,000 yuan, then I was a daisy. The small part of these money is used to buy a gift for girls, mostly used to drink spicy with the brothers. I believe that I have already tasted Xi'an snacks, and I found a truth: the best thing is on the stall, the most fragrant thing must be spicy, the spicy thing must be fragrant. Once the sea is difficult for water, I rarely eat pepper in the three years of Zhejiang, because it is afraid that it stains the pepper in my mind. When I was a child, my dad was very annoying potatoes. He didn't let me eat potatoes. I dare to argue with him, so I have been tolerated, I have always endured my college "far away". If the pepper is my new girlfriend, then the potato is my born life (so far, I have not found food that can make me not to live). I often use the electric furnace in the West, I have never been caught) to do "with potato as the core" dish, the heavens have a long time, and the friends simply call me "potatoes". I am sighing after eating sat soybeans and peppers. If people think about it, I really can't save much, how much is the corrupt officials? How can I eat the money you earn in the future? When I was studying in middle school and undergraduate, my head can be used as a banner. When my master graduated, I was shocked, and the white hair was gone! I don't know which food is the role of food (estimated is a pepper). Those young men who have a hundred and white, you will go to Xi'an. Ma Pujun is my earliest friend.</p> <p>When I first entered school, I lived in a dormitory. He looked up and down as a doctor's woman, asked: "I like to do it?" I replied in the same place: "Take table tennis." He asked: "What is the style." I am A: "Fast Bowl." He suddenly laughed like Mountain, patted my shoulders said, "Good! I like it, you are my friends. I am Shaanxi, farmers, will open tractor and truck Here is my home, you have a good thing in the future, just have a good thing. "Ma Pu Jun and I made a word in the time of playing table tennis:" Hey! You are more embarrasted to you; you are good to me, I am Best to you. "He said several times to give me a bag of chestnuts in the world. I haven't got it now. Ma Pujun's night is very strong, and people who blow his hometown are fast, often chasing the hare. Sometimes he blows too much, often attacking us 6 people. In order to destroy us, he went to the library during the day to check the "information", and then provoke the event in the night. The two sides are like India and Pakistan, and they often strive for two bares to compete. Ma Pujun has never seen a computer before college, but he has strong understanding of computer technology. When we first walked at the machine, he pulled me to the printer and said: "Help me to prevent the pipeline, I want to repair this printer." I haven't waited for me to react, he started "dismember" printer. I am very deeply experienced: the gangsters are not afraid when committing crimes, the most caring is the wind. He made a printer within 5 minutes, I admired five-body cast, and I would like to have a "bad thing" next time. I have always thought that Ma Pujun is the first master of the West, the programs, and when he is programmed, it is a pointer. So, my name is big, one is because he is not happy, I have written his program on my name (and sold a lot). Ma Pujun's girlfriend is me, I will see that she will marry him at a glance. Later, two people were really married, but he married her. After graduating from the master, Ma Pujun stayed in West Electric. When I saw him yet, he said that I killed him, I have to kill me. I like people from Shaanxi stem from Ma Pujun. Song Renfu is our squad leader, and it is also the earliest preparatory party member of the class, and the way of full of benevolence, but also can't stand more than Tang Yan. At the second grade, I am fascinated by a female classmate who has a boyfriend than me, and it is frustrated for many days. He looked in his eyes in his heart and ran to educate the female classmate. When the Soviet Union was disintegrated, he was very painful. In the ideological education class, he made a deep review to us, as if he did not manage the boy of Gorbacheov. Finally, he ignited our hope: in the near future, the "Soviet" will be re-become the Soviet Union, and the communist banner will continue to flutter in the world. In the three or four years of the undergraduate, he is very fascinated by dancing, and even the toilet is gliding. I often put my own research in the laboratory, very small, play with him, wait until the undergraduate graduation, I'm slamming himself. Song Renru's learning is neither good, and we have never studied anything. I like him because he is very fun, not falling. Maybe, our two is the same class of "dare to love and don't hate". When he graduated from undergraduate, he was divided into Weihai, and I went to him before. At the beginning of the master's degree, my door was kicked by people. He shouted me "Lin Zi, I am back again." I just saw the child who was walked by the wolf. When Song Ren Confucian studied Master was sent to 771, he lived there. One day, he brought two wrapped girls (a master's degree, a reading undergraduate) to the door.</p> <p>Just a few minutes in my water, three people have played over the day, two girls chasing him, pressing him on the table, one will press the bed. I am shocked and envious of the extreme, people who can't wait to beat it. If you don't think of school, you will have this joy. It seems that I have read a master's day. Later, the big girl married him. When he took her to see the in-law, the father-in-law sighed: "Give your son to you, I am relieved." The mother-in-law has been happy, and it can't sigh. Now, Song Renru has been a doctorate from Fudan University, earlier than me. He and her are both a husband, and a brother and sister, a partner. He called her "clever", she called him "stupid". "Cong Cong" asked "Stupid": "Husband, what is people living for?" "Stupid" A: "It is to let us happiness every day." I have seen happiness I have seen so far. " I have worked for the worst class for the worst to study in the Taiwan, and Xie Wei is in the top count in this tutoring class. When he slept late, I called him like a ghost. He lifted heavy eyelids in baton, as well as weak weightlifting athletes, did not stand up. He began to squat: "This time, I will spare me. I will definitely go later." I will not be willing. "So let me sleep for another 5 minutes," he does not die. " I still don't agree. "So you will be from 1 to 10," should be slower, "he bare the price. When I digited to 9, he will follow 9.1, 9.2, 9.3 ... At the beginning, he felt that I was very fun, and later, he liked to be inseparable from me. It's not because I have learned, but I have time to be innocent and energetic. When I was busy with scientific research in the third or fourth grade, he took care of my life and called me "Young Master", which did the housekeeper and a brother. We not only share a meal ticket, but also share only one bowl, always he buy menu and dishwash. Most of our students worshiped the founder of the giant company, I asked Xie Wei: "Is I can suffer from Shi Yuzhu?" He said: "If you consider the age factor, you are more painful than him. You will I can do a big career, I will hopic to you. "When we were still immature, I became the lighthouse in his heart, as long as the lights were not destroyed, I hope I am. Now he is in order to marry a Japanese girl, the thorns have a new hope. In the past 20 years, I cried for a man, then his undergraduate graduated. When I read a master's degree, I was involved in the scientific research of students in the third or fourth grade of this department to the microelectronics due to my impact. Look at the 12th floor high technology building in the night, the lights are clear, and the hot and unfair level is the microelectronics. At that time, I was in the status of the microelectronics as if Iraq's Saddam, and the soldiers will be very much. When I wrote the first book, there were a few people who stretched away, waiting for the input manuscript, just like the people who were in the train station, so that I didn't have time to play draft. I am like Jin Yong's writing novels, there is a pen of the god, thinking there is to write there, wrote a paragraph, I will enter a piece right away, and I have an effort. Then the technology is very funny. The students have witnessed tears, and the editor reads the case, only a few words will be published. At that time, my mood was so good, wrote a prose for a male classmate, and sent him a comb. The experimental report of a female classmate was written into a review. My writing is probably so practiced. In this group of students, Dai Yuhong, Shijiang Yi and Ma Xiaohua are my best partners (we all belong to cattle). Dai Yuhong is very handsome, there is a white hair in the eyebrow, so he is called "White Eagle King".</p> <p>"White Eagle King" martial arts, is the core developer of our software product, our cooperation is the longest. Later, I opened the company. He will resign from Guangzhou to Hangzhou for me, which makes me feel moving. I can see how many iron we have! Dai Yuhong had a full of funny, and I have two days and two nights, I'm almost painful. I have not yet hamplely selling flowers in the campus, and I will ask Lu Jie rescue of the Electronics Engineering Department. Lu Jiewen is soft, she is a smile, such as the spring breeze blows the willow of the Suike, and it is so swaying. There is a boys on an instant, some people look at the flowers, some people watch "noble", Lu Jie walk, I and Dai Yuhong can pity like two candles. Lu Jie read the college, naughty eggs, and not programs in the fourth grade. Her undergraduate graduation design is simulated "Leida Tracking Flyer", the program is basically all I have written. I can't remember what formula used, I only know that one dialog is popped up after each account is calculated. "Reporting the Secretary, hit the target." After Lu Jie graduated, I went to Shenzhen's software company for a few years, and she became a hipster. When I talked to her, I only nodded like a chicken. Shijiang Yi and Ma Xiaota are all narrow and cliffs, and like Ma Pujun. Shijiang is a person who is stable and belongs to the kind of "you don't worry." I don't have a good impact on microelectronics, I will rely on him to mix the experiment. Later, I opened the company failed, and the economic crisis was in the economic crisis, I trocked a child of Hope Project to him. Ma Xiaohua is my most reliable person. He often do things for others, but he has forgotten his own affairs. There are a few unethical students who use his shortcomings and often call him and will not return to his money. Ma Xiaohua likes to "sell his life" for those people, he always squats when he is abused, we are in anger, I have to add a punch for his butt, and give him a Nickname "abused". I hope he find a good wife, I can rest assured as soon as possible. Our group of young men also liked a girl, she called Jiang Yan, is one of her four beautiful people in her class. We not only don't have a vinegar, but you will be willing to let her sit through everyone's neck. Miss Jiang Yu was 5 years old, her dad Jiang Xiaocheng became my colleague. We often go fishing together, and you can close together. Jiang Yan likes to yell, the voice is high, and we teach her to call her Dad "ginger ball". I often take Jiang Yu to the small fried booth to eat something to eat, and marry her: "The best thing in the world is a chicken butt." She didn't have a saying: "The best listening in the world." Fart is the fart of the chicken. "I often think about a son in the future and cultivate him into genius, but if you can have a daughter like Jiang Wei, don't eat. After the first three grades of the undergraduate participation in the "Spark Fight Cup" competition and obtain the second prize of the Software, it immediately became a star in the eyes of the low-grade student. I am obligated to be a first-year student's accessor. One night I patrol the machine room, a girl asked for help. I saw a blank on the screen. I didn't have a line of programs at all. I was very doubtful: "What is the problem?" "There is no problem." She said to me in my hand: "These homework You help me do." Then The child is playing with her classmates, and I am thinking about it. It seems that I have worked hard to learn to give her a job. I fixed my attention to her, I found that she was simply "Huang Rong" in the "Heroes of Shooting", and suddenly "sudden sudden" straight. I didn't fall asleep on the evening, and I went out of the next few days. When I was "operating system" exam in the elective course, I wrote a short message to my home: Please send money, I am in love. I got a white roll and rushed to her. My first love is only two months, but I miss it for 8 years. She didn't leave me, but I lost my soul.</p> <p>In the 18th month before I graduated from my undergraduate, I am so hot in the day, and I can't suppress my heart when I am deep in the night. No one is "healing", I am hard, this experience makes me feel strong in the future. Later, I opened a failure of the company, although I was hit by confidence, but I was here. After we broke up, we didn't become a stranger, just like two hedgehogs, it was a little nostalgia, and he was close, he stabbed each other. When I met her, I didn't have a slight talented, but I didn't have the charm of mature men. Many things I didn't know how to grasp. Sometimes "like" does not become "love", and feelings may be a learning as a study forever. I have a group of vibrant friends when I read a master's student. The pain of emotion is hidden. A girl in a bunch of friends, she is elegant and temperament. There is no buckle on weekdays, and the big man is called her a secretary. My words and deeds and wearing are all tiered. Two people have a double entry, very close, unconsciously has feelings. Others have taken us as lovers. When I took a small ginger, I was simply like a family in paradise. Her gentleness sometimes allows me to lose all of the fight. However, I was fascinated by the cause, thinking that I would have a shocking thing soon. Given that Shi Yuzhu is divorced in the country, I think the feelings are the cumbersome of the cause, and the two are not available. Worse, I have been coupling the first friend, and the two of them are the same class. I know that the two boats don't have a good end, but I really like two people, and dreams that they can be two. I am willing to be accused and I don't want to hide the real feeling. Sometimes they walked together, I stood on the road to lose the soul looks like the two people's back, let the people who look at the lively finger. I have a deep feeling with the second friend. After I graduated, I took a train thousands of miles to give her a thousand miles, and she was touched. And my stubborn personality and the thoughts of first love finally let her break. Although we haven't seen it for a few years, I still see that she stayed in my heart. I have been the most precious life in the Six and a half years of the West, I am the most precious, how can I don't love the West. Two years ago, I went back to West and Electric, surprised to find the wheat to be harvested after the home house in the campus! This university is engaged in electronic technology, how is a wheat? Prime Minister Zhu said: "At present, the national food is sufficient, and it is not afraid of the natural disaster in three years." Now the national Taiwanese people are safe, it seems to be "deeply digging holes, Guang Ji food". I know that Xi Electric will create a diligence and saving, self-reliance, but it is not as kind to vegetables with its kind of wheat. Old classmates told me that wheat was in order to meet the "211" project (for the first four key universities in the 21st century), because "211" project has a high green indicator. Degal inspection is in winter, the northwest is difficult to grow grass. The West Power has little more, and a long grass on the ground will be paid to the love of love. One go to winter, the whole campus is bare. It can be described as a thousand angel pen with a wheat greening campus. The prosecutors of the examination team have long been different. Zhejiang University is a beautiful and noble university. In the spring of 1997, I was like a son squeezed into her arms and expected to be care. I have been a doctoral degree in key laboratory for the long-awaited computer-aided design and graphics (CAD & CG). The tutor is Professor of Shijie, although Shi teacher is over sixty years, but the energetic, red light is full, Schlapona does not have some of the spirit. I am happy to fantastically, I'm a professional profession, and plan to become the director of the laboratory around 35 years old. On the first day of school, I quickly rushed to the laboratory. In less than 5 minutes, it was a few times because of the young women who did not understand the tag.</p> <p>In order no longer charge the rules, I will grab a computer newspaper and stand when I read it. I want to be sin! Suddenly a man (one of the machine room administrators) is broken to me: "What are you doing! How can you get the newspaper of others without allowing it!" It seems that I am the most shameless in his life. people. I am like a young juvenile who is open to embrace the dream of the people, but I will usher in two slaps, and the cat in the "cat and mouse" is still miserable. If these two young people are fortunate to see my article, they should have repented since the new, and she has hit the enthusiasm of dozens of students with his work attitude. I was because I came to CAD & CG laboratory, but it was extremely bad first impression. In a few days, I found that people in the laboratory speechless words, careful wings, and well water did not commit rivers. At the beginning, the northern classmate of this laboratory asked me: "Is there a virtue in Zhejiang people? I see you is not too much." Maybe you think that my previous research unit is very soil, just arrived at a noble CAD & CG Laboratory, a bit like Liu Wei, even a little sad. Non-also, the equipment of the West Electric Microelectronics, the personnel exceeds the CAD & CG laboratory, and I am in the office of the microelectronics than the CAD & CG Laboratory Director. There is no meaning than substance conditions, students are eager to be free, happy, so they can inspire their creativity. The depressed environment will turn a very vibrant young student into a group of little old age, and they have a huge glasses to show how small the world in the eyes. If a man is not allowed to laugh at the day while work, this place is not going. I have been involved in the CAD & CG laboratory, but I haven't waited for a warm-up and determined to stand the door. I haven't edited a line in the laboratory computer. I just read Bo, I was poor, only one bed, a pot of a pot, a bowl. My poor friends squeezed some money ribs like squeeze. I bought a computer, developing software products in dormitory "Visual Software Development Tuition Tool VA 4.0". In August 1997, I went to Beijing to participate in the first China University Student Computer Competition software display, and the toll is also borrowed. When the classmate said for me, "If you can't win, go back to the laboratory to work." I said that I will take the first place, or do it. When we showcase, we have found that many good works are the national research projects, which is not a student's personal work, violating the purpose of the competition. If this is allowed, I should have a few production lines. I wrote a protest and found a dozen people signing (many people hated without daring). But protesting can be used, I have participated in the scientific competition, I have seen more research, which I didn't see false? I wrote the protest because my eyes should not be sand. If my major is politics, I have already joined it. This competition elected ten "software stars", only my software and Ph.D. in Tsinghua University are worth seeing. I can't deny that his project is high, but that is not his personal work (judges even knowing his mentor, knowing the project's to the dragon). My work was rated first, and his project was rated as second. The organizing committee came to a TV, but it could not find the exhibition board of Zhejiang University. Because Zhejiang University does not have any prepared, I am a person, my work is in the work of Hangzhou, did not have a name. I had to cut four words from the plastic bag, and attached to the facade on the exhibition. Since the establishment of China, Tsinghua University has been "prestige" on the head of Zhejiang University, I have been fighting for a breath. However, when the award, the organizing committee learned from Beijing according to the place of the place, and I lost to seventh and almost pointed.</p> <p>I have chatted with a bus from Beijing in a bus in Shanghai, and this is an intention. It seems that he is traveling to Shanghai to explore Beijing's superiority. Seeing that I hanged the red school emblem of Zhejiang University, and I didn't want to go to Qinghua. I couldn't help but confuse, I asked: "Is Zhejiang University in Pudong or Puxi? I ​​have to look at it." Beijing is already extremely superior, there The Director of the Director is more than the potatoes I have ever seen. Just take the good things of chicken skin garlic, give us some hope. In November 1997, when he was so hungry, I received the Chinese student across the Century Development Fund (National Total 20 Name, a prize of 10,000 yuan). When I met award in the Great Hall of the People, I thought it was a person who came to Song Jian, but I saw the people's hand of the CPPCC, they can't help but be disappointed. I will pay for us a group that rely on capital operations, before the banquet, the group leader talks about us. He is not good to blow off himself a high-tech enterprise. Just took the "Cross-Credit Development Fund", and immediately won the "Zhejiang Youth Leadership Award", Zhejiang University also gave me a scholarship. I am just a "rich" than a doctoral student who has only 300 yuan wages for a month. After another friend gives me "relief", it is still a "rich". I always think that the money of the hand is robbing, and my heart is not practical. So I found the "complaint" of the Youth League Committee of Zhejiang University, requiring the school group committee to donate my "unjustly wealth" to the poor students of Zhejiang University. The teacher of the school group committee enthusiastically and honest, saying that I am willing to be a real rich man and then accept the donation, and now I can't let me "kill the chicken." But in order to express my mind, I suggest that I have funded the middle school students of "Hope Project", let me choose 5 first school students, each student 500 yuan. I was softly thought that I really helped 5 middle schools until 1998, I saw a middle school student in 1998, I found that I did a good thing to do. I am now getting angry when I am frustrated, I really want to help those children. In 1997, I had already paced the peak in the student period, I feel that my wings are already hard, I don't want to mix. I always think that I am the second Shi Yuzhu, and I should open a software company to revitalize the national software industry. I have participated in the "National Software Industry Youth Forum" to participate in the East Soft Group (Shenyang), which has been a speech (now found that the presentation of the presentation is OK). There is a reporter in Hangzhou to interview me. I talked about a day. The reporter still didn't listen to it. I simply wrote news reports and improving an advertisement: Everything is ready to invest. Since I can say that I have a channel, frequent TV, it attracts nearly 10 investors. I have chosen a big age than me, very savvy businessman is a partner, established "Hangzhou Uribin Software Development Co., Ltd.". At the time, I can be described as a radiant, and the business card is printed "with the revitalization of the national software industry as the success, do real, straightforward, excellent science and technology." Zhejiang University wants to expel me, I am "Xiao Zhi, move It is comfortable. I wanted to develop a graphic system named Soft3D, this system to the development tool, up to the application software, all package. The company's name is two meanings: one means it is in the face, this is my pursuit of graphics technology; the second is to express the realm of SGI's brothers said, this is my pursuit of my career. The name of "Lin Ling" I have already thought about it when I study undergraduate. On the day of the company in 1997, I had a "wife of women". I dug from the laboratory to make a smart master's degree to do technical partners. He is Zhou Kun, a small age (born in 1978), and the research ability is extremely strong. If you graduate in accordance with the asis of the paters students in the Zhejiang University Computer, he enters the day of studying a master's degree.</p> <p>Zhou Kun's head is obvious than me, it is estimated that its brain capacity is at least 1.5 times. I used to have a pair of socks as a brother, and he thought I was a good person. We both shot, often dumping themselves for Soft3D design. When I think that Microsoft's two-dimensional Windows system is about to be smashed by Soft3D, we will not be able to support it. I have included the "Revitalizing National Software Industry" in the schedule and worried about how much it earned in advance. What should I do? In May 1998, we did a set of software that was neither scientific and unobtrusive. Software products have been promoted for a few months, and there is no order, and there is a situation in which it is indispensable (in fact, the root is not reacted). I know that there is no search for the market, but still feel that some of the technologies in the product are very valuable, and it may be able to create a new situation of "Dongfang's unrestrained Western bright". So I asked Zhou Hong, who is still working in Peking University, is still working in Peking University. He is a real software master, when I can't show up about 100,000 lines of C code software, he pointed out more major design errors in ten minutes, making me aware of the value of the entire software system. zero. That kind of heartache, just like a child, I have been eaten by the wolf. By October 1998, I used 300,000 yuan. Zhou Hong has repeatedly flying from Beijing to Hangzhou. Three down five times will be closed for a company that only lives for a year. He is relieved, thinking that I "demolition needs to use the fierce medicine", so I caught me in the department of Peking University in the department, so that I learned how to do things. Beijing cold winter can create a bleak atmosphere, rushing out all excuses who can forgive themselves. I am not too loved by vanity. I know that this failure is my problem to accumulate a certain level. I can't help it. I must never understand the market and management of the market and management in an old age. I was "labor reform" from Peking University for two months. I my my my my heart has admitted to fail. I put the tens of questions that I have noticed, and one by one after the future. I wrote the book "Software Engineering Thought", most of the content takes the lessons of the company fail. I can now objectively illustrate the main mistakes of the investor in the perspective of the feasibility analysis, to sacrifice my child. My main mistakes: (1) Young gas is full, do not have conditions, I want to make a stone break. My design plan is very difficult (there are some popular research topics), and only 300,000 yuan of funds have no financial and technical force to do this. Analyze the economic and technical feasibility, you can deny my design. (2) I use technology as the center and don't use the market as a product, thinking that some of the software you like must also like it. I am involved in the market that is still income in the country, I can't estimate how big this market is, what people have to be. The partners follow me all the year, and the results made a software that sprinkled no one. Analyzing the feasibility of the city can also deny my design. (3) I did "real, straight", but I didn't reach outstanding extent. I have got a lot of dazzling honors, but the honor of the student era is just an encouragement, not a confirmation of me and career. Because I am not excellent enough, learn is shallow, coupled with people who have no higher level points to me, will smash things. The main mistake of the investor: (1) The investor is a savvy businessman, and he handed a software company in the United States in the United States. The conclusion is negative. But he thinks that this person is very useful, hoping to do other things, even if Soft3D software is not successful, just earn money. This gambling mentality makes the correct feasibility analysis are worthless. (2) Since I don't understand business, I am easy to believe in others as all simple students.</p> <p>He made me wrote an unfair contract. I actually borrowed money to buy it, I belong to my 30% technical shares. His name is an investor, and the quality of the two sides have had some funds (he has 51%, I am 49%). He is aware of the situation where Soft3D software can't succeed, but in order to occupy my cheap, it will lose the savvy, and eventually lead to losses. When the company turned off, he moved all the fixed property. I clearly put the technology and lost 150,000 yuan, but I didn't get it. After a few months, when I realized that I was unfair and looking for him, he said: "I can only blame yourself stupid, read doctors, even the contract does not understand." I think I am in this matter. Not stupid, true, and unremitting efforts will make me wisdom. I have no regrets that my own struggle is, and I have lost much more than lost, and I will do better next time. After the company closed, I will reflect on the wall, the foundation, and prepare for a few years, "Dongshan will then start" Yang Jing. In January 1999, a private entrepreneur g would ask me to ask me: "I have invested 1 million yuan to a young man, establish a software company engaged in environmental information application development. He once made a profit of thousands of profits in one year Ten thousand yuan, but before the past 5 months, he used 1 million yuan to finish, and did not earn anything. I really don't understand what is going on, please help me analyze it. "Mr. G. 2.5 times, I have been a few decades in the northwest, and the character is cool. The young man in this investment is Y (hereinafter referred to as Y man), claiming to be a British management diploma, can grasp the company's market, technology and management. Mr. G likes to say "money, I have no problem", so I don't want to cast 1 million yuan, and give a 40% shares of Y manager. Mr. G asked Yer to sit in the family. I suddenly became awkward at the time, claiming to be Mr. G, reading semiconductor physics in Zhejiang University, exclamation of the same age people who do software, eager to hear the high meeting of Y manager. The manager really tries to open the river, it is endless, continuous, such as the Yellow River flooding, and cannot be cleaned. I excitedly wanted to see his companies and products, and said to abandon physical majors and turned to software. Y Manager smiles: "You don't understand for the IT industry. We operate is Ä, but it is the most advanced thinking of foreign countries. You can come to visit my company, but you can't see specific Things, you can only get the heart to understand. "This fart is still stink than Cao Yuanlang's poem (" Besieged City "). I only have a software only 8 years, saying that I don't understand the IT industry is not too much. But I have read 10 years, I have never heard the idea of ​​such "advanced". If this is the achievement of British administration education, I think I have discovered this true cause of the decline of "Japan,", and it is necessary to find a British prostitute. I said to Mr. G: "The manager does not understand the technology, and it is extremely exaggerated. Should immediately turn off the company immediately. If you suffer. You can buy a lesson." Mr. G said: "Mr. G said:" Mr. G No problem, the 1 million yuan even if I lost it in Macau. "In May 1999, Gå, came to me, I would like to teach another question. He said: "Xiaolin, you said it very reasonable last time, I accepted lesson." I said: "That is a good thing, no matter what age, what is wrong, I will always make a good child." He sighed : "In recent months, Y man spent 1 million yuan.</p> <p>"I almost gave birth to death, Mr. G, murderous training:" I have said to you, Y man is not good, call you to close the company, you don't listen, you tell you that money is no problem, you lost 2 million Yuan live. "The old gentleman is like a mistake:" When the manager wants me money every time, I put it chest to ensure that I have a profit next month, so I will pay again, then I will pay for him, I hope I can Save software company. Now how to do? "A software company with 20 staff members, only three or four programmers, even" Ten Sheep Jiu Mu "is better. In the financial statement of 2 million yuan, there are more than 1 million yuan for eating and drinking and bribery. This company is complete No medicine, Taiwan writer Li Wei once said: "When you can't help a person, maybe it should be pulled to the horse." From May to August, I am in the Heroes, Mr. G cleaning the software company Eliminate Y Manager These defeats. But it is difficult, because Mr. G investment does not put M Mr. G in the eyes, and can make me insert. Just when I want to pay a method of caught Y Manager, Y man is always Can dig all the money from Mr. G.G is like a vampire attached, but still speaking, "If the vampire can cure my disease, let it suck some blood. "Y Manager and a liar h from Shenzhen, I thought about it. Mr. G, I will invest 1 million yuan to build a new" fingerprint "company, saying that profit will be more considerable to develop environmental information application (estimated to use billion" Quantity). Just when they prepare the contract, I even pass, I found an abnormality, I will force it. Mr. G is a good person, but it is too stubborn. I don't care several times, but I can't bear the good people to be bullied. I have asked Mr. G: "I ask you to say that there is no problem, your private property will be deceived. Please let me block this vulnerability, so that I will return to the school to do a doctorate papers. "By August, I and Mr. G, my friends who" black society ", forcibly move that software company back to Mr. G, dismissed all employees. Now that software company is taken over by others, still half dead It is better to lose tens of thousands of yuan a month. Mr. G has affordable, I will no longer go to Mr. G. I have never played a game with people, this three months of experience makes me exhausted The employee of that software company has revealed that Y man's British diploma is about mixed in a college training course in Shanghai or Hangzhou. Fang Hong gradually bought a doctor of the University of Cleend University ("Besie"), The Y man is high. Harm, I am worried about the British education community, recalling that the British devil has robbed China, and Mr. G is a gentleman, do not prevent a small person, it is not a modern businessman. I have become I forgot the year. Mr. Ge asked me when I saw me asked my salary, I replied: "300 yuan, enough to buy a few books. "Mr. G is very urgent:" How can this condition live? You will move to my house, my family is good, you can learn peacefully, and you can contribute to the country in the future. "Later, he invited him several times. I looked at his home on the country. I have been living in my doctor. Since studying in secondary school, I have enjoyed the food for the first time, no need to wash clothes. The only trouble. It is I have to explain to many friends: "I am not raised by others, it is for the benefit of the country, it has to be done. Mr. G is a man who is not a woman and does not have to marry. "I am studying for three years in my doctor. I regret that" Taleptic "is not growing, and there is no innocence and lingering love.</p> <p>Slightly gratifying that I did a few touching things, and I also met a few interesting things, let me find that I have matured. I really want to talk about myself to participate in the experience and feelings of hopes. In 1998, the teachers of Meiyuan Middle School in Yunhe County, Zhejiang Province, had a few outstanding students to come to Zhejiang University, including He Xiaoli, who was funded. I only know that junior high school students will have a semester of 600 yuan. He Xiaoli cried that the semester could not go to school again, and other students were in place. My previous funded 2000 yuan is 5 people three-year average dispatch, which does not work. At that time, the company closed down to make my debt, and self-confidence suffered the biggest blow in ten years. I haven't put it out, and I have no shocked obligations, but the "variations of Galitarium". I am a middle school student in the good friend of West Power. There is a lady to pursue me, I took the opportunity to give her a living "meeting". In July 1999, I gave a wage card to a college student, I became a bourgeoisie. From November 1997, he donated about 10,000 yuan for 7 poor students directly or indirectly. I have a few feelings: (1) Help the help of people give hopes. (2) People can help people who are more difficult than them at all times, even if they are in trouble. (3) Help is responsible, must try to make meaningful results. Under responsibility for help is "giving". "Guest" lacks sincerity and is not worthy to "help". Many people said to me: "You are a big thing, don't waste your energy on small things, don't harm yourself for others." Many people always think that they are great in the future, they are not willing to make small things. Due to death, there is no valuable thing. There are also many people hope that they will help others after they succeed, no matter what he finally succeeded or failed, the child has not helped people. There are still many people who have power or slightly famous, I feel that I have to eat and drink, fart, and to the toilet are important things. When they can help others, they are "too busy" "no time" for reasons. Go do things. I am also busy, in struggle, I am eager to become a great figure, but I hope that the meaningful small things are full. I have to talk about another little thing I often do. Many of the higher education people retain the "custom habits" of the garbage, which is like the life, but can be odor. Even if there is such elegant places in Zhejiang University, you can often see the lawn, the scrap paper, peel, plastic bags, and garbage on the door, the garbage is like an angel's face, and people have indifferent. I don't want to ask myself how many times, when I lap it, but I have not discovered the second person in the university for a few years. I really want to talk about all professors, doctors, master, bachelor: "Save people not only doctors do things, protect the environment is not just a cleaning of the work. As long as you multi-second, bend a few Secondary waist, you can make the environment cleaner, so that the soul is cleaner. We don't have to be a look, but at least you should have a 'reading knowing'. "Those who are chasing me and will chase my lady, you have a lot of garbage More hope, you will no longer have hope. I don't say the "hope of the project" and "", it is not in the name of the "Hope Project" and is not in the road, but I hope that these "Jin Yu Yan Yan" can touch more self-righteous people. In the three years of Zhejiang University, I didn't have "sowing" for my feelings, so I didn't gain, but I have a "gain". On the night of the company, people went to the building, I stared at the lights that had not been extinguished before they were Yan Ji. At this time, a fourth grade girl in Hangda (now in Xinzhe University) came to me. One year ago, she intermitted me as an internship reporter and talked very speculative. I know that she is a student of intelligence and learning, and she has teatked her several times.</p> <p>I have almost never have to come and go in the year. I can't think that when I became a wave commander, she also watched me "Rabbit Death Fox". I don't worry about her: "You don't have to comfort me, I can still have to live this time." She said: "I am not to comfort you. I have always hope that your company is closed, waiting for a whole Year. Before you go to Beijing, I have something to tell you. "My heart is cold, I can't figure it out, let her hate me so much. Probably, I am probably teaching her time, and hurt her self-respect. Fortunately, I am a person who is wrong, and I apologize to her. She ignores me and says: "You open the company's time ring, I can't close you. Even when I became your good friend, you won't put me in the eyes. I secretly love you for a year, I haven't told you all the time. I know that you will fail, when you fail, you will know that I am really love you, not the other. You are an excellent science. I am an excellent liberal arts student, the door is correct, the beads, please don't feel that the woman's chasing the man is very absurd, I am serious, please give me a chance. I can't give a master, I am also in love. Swim in the swimming, smashing the water. If you can't think of the rush, you can't cover the red ear. I have been thinking that the man should work hard, so that the weak woman comfortably in the big tree. And learn, work, work, can only be friends, can't be a lady. She is from Xiaoxi Shi, reading the university, and I am going to classify her as a business friend when I see her. I will talk to her and taught her. I have a girl who is not very good in the West. I have never guided them to learn. If I like a woman. If I like a woman The child and hopes that she has become my girlfriend, I have been to pursue her, I can turn to her chasing me. She saw me uneasy, and she lifted his "evidence". I opened the company for a year. If she happens, she is like a pointer, I am like a bug in my room, and I am inserting a spy in my friend. She even ran to the center of the group to see my old bottom, some "case", my past partners may not know. She missed my poem, wrote a lot of tears, and traced a "murderer" for this manager of Hang Da. I know some people don't have programs. If you don't do experiment, you can write the papers. Can you nourish your feelings? The first round, I was hoped by her, I was inexplicably "negotiated", and I didn't help it. I thought this was the style of the literary girl. A interesting thing is not in the heart. I came back from the Northern University of Northern "labor reform", she took a basket of flowers to find me, and said her dreams for me: in the cold winter, the earth is covered with snow, four The wild bird is disappeared. I am alone in the cold small wooden house. In a whistle, she is holding the meals made by her hand (I think there should be potatoes and peppers), one hand, a bundle of firewood, Knocked the closed door and atrium. Finally, the four walls of the wooden house were so bright ... I am the best praise for the first friend is: "Huang Rong is very like you. "I am the most affectionate to the second friend is:" In the future, we will be old, I will return to Huangyan as physics teacher, you spend a teacher. "In contrast, I didn't have a romance of Hangzhou girl. I found me several times later, when I realized her truth, she can't extricate it. Love is something strange, not two Good people can come out of spark. Just like a good cow and a good horse, you can work together, but there is no need to eat and live together. It's better to make her pain once. 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