Dedicated to a friend who graduated for more than two years
We finally entered this society. Since then, the career of the school teacher is over, ending the days of being a parent's baby, but also ending the happy time from the parents' brother.
We moved out from home, mentioning some of the newly unbelievous bags, can't rely on the house, and started to live.
Our vision is full of curiosity, and our blood flows, our wallet is unprecedented.
When we face the first batch of colleagues in the first boss, we are so generous, we think that they are all, we can quickly create a heaven and earth, we are full of confidence in the future. . And I hope to find a little proud capital from someone else's eyes.
However, we have learned that in fact, the reality and your ideals have a hetero. We found that the boss is how is inextricably poisonous colleague is how boring is boring. We also found that the rent of the water and electricity cost will die. The days of paying the payment always, the things in the store seem to be furnished for others, we have found that only weekends to run to their alma mater to feel relieved, only chatting with the old classmates, I really have fun only on the pedestrian street. Beauty is not bored.
Gradually we also learned to bubble, bar Dihuan Water Internet cafes, all the places we happen to boring time. But we still can't get the girl, and those love theory, the love theory of love theory, the martial arts skills are all dog fart, and they are surprisingly pale. So we sigh the world to become too fast, so that we have to make these poor children.
Gradually, we have also become deep, no longer laughing for a very naive joke, no longer moving, there is no longer chair, no longer telling the secrets of the inner depths. We also said that this is mature or depressed, but looks like the mirror, but found that the face is strange.
Gradually, we seem to have realized, everything is seen, then we are very ignorant, then we are very indifferent, sitting on the bus, seeing the little secrets, I am too lazy, eat some small loss , But we have a dinner before you get off work. When you drink tea together, it is necessary to pay yourself if you do you want to pay, and calculate this month before going to sleep.
Gradually, we feel that you are nothing, no money is not named, the height is too short, the skin is too dark, too ugly, everything is going to see the face, where it seems to be a low person, sometimes true I can't hate the hanging hanging hangs.
Gradually, we don't want to read the book, don't want to talk about it, don't want to talk about your future, you don't want to spend too much energy. We also don't want to listen to music, nor do you want to watch movies, but you often look at some adult dishes, and exchange some yellow jokes. We started indulging in the liquid, adding in Fangcheng, adding in the low level. The concept of home is getting fuzzy, and the feelings of family are getting farther away. In addition to returning to their hometown in their dreams, we can talk about a cold telephone line and family to say something to life, but I can't see the old man, how much white hair has grinded and a few wrinkles.
Seeing someone in the court, we seem to have wanted to come to two feet. In fact, there is no exercise in the body that has not been able to support us and run away, and almost waste-free playing skills let us suspect that their age is the year of playing. Last of things last life.
Looking at the young men who are in front of the street, we started to show a disgusting expression, but I have forgotten that I have had it before, and there is no difference. In the public, a patient who was able to manager, our eyes became disdain, and wounded in the disdain.
After the lottery sales point, we couldn't help but pick up a little bit of the money to buy a book, and then how many thousands of people buying a house after 5 million, how many thousand holes, each time, Although the lottery has repeatedly, it has never been able to have a short disappointment, so we still have a dream. Gradually our outlook on life, values, and love concepts. We don't think there is anything wrong with the way to climb, and we have the right to return to the nose. We laugh at the so-called chastity view, the so-called sense of responsibility, hope, even to find a night.
We started to pay attention to the car running on the street is BMW or Ou Tu. Which of the lady is concerned about how to pay, pay attention to which mobile phone is more * people's eyes, pay attention to which brand of suits are more popular. But just pay attention, because we know that BMW is still Ou Tu, we can't afford it. The lady of the bar will not work, we can't take people, so on mobile phone and suit, or use yourself for a long time .
I don't know when we started, we were indignant to your own encounter. We are more and more look for the face of the boss. It is increasingly unable to endure the colleagues, and you will be more and more unbearable. So we were in sighing, while we were in the same time, we would like to change your destiny, we left care, looking for opportunities, but never see the way.
Finally, one day, we were like a volcano, and the boss was stirred down under the impulse. At that moment, we have a hero to leave the kind of hero, I have no regrets, only from my colleagues, I am helpless, but I don't know that I am waiting for myself, it will be endless pain and Torture.
We quickly discovered that although he had no low degree and a certain work experience, and ran to the company like a running show, I approved once a time, but I couldn't find the appropriate work.
One day in the past, the work still didn't know that the child is ugly, the wallet is getting more and more embarrassed, and the days of paying the rent is getting closer, our heart is burned, there is a fear of the world's last day. We also started a little regret that he was too light. He also resigned. He also began to have a thoughts of life, but he didn't dare to grab the bank to kidnapped. The mood is very strong. .
Fortunately, this day is finally over. We have reached a new work unit. At this time, though we are more excited, but more cautious and bleak. What fantasies we will not think about the boss, will not think that he will give us more good treatment, we will not talk to your colleagues, because we already know that it is impossible to become friends with interests, of course We also no longer stupidly desperately desperately desperately, just treat here as a springboard, once there is a chance to take the horse away.
The next life is borne, but we gradually don't matter. We also don't want to bubble, don't want to live a living, the old classmates have begun to be a bit, and the friends who have traveled earlier, now I don't want to contact it, even if I get the phone you called. It is just a few words to pay for it. Although the wine is still drinking, many times a person is alone. At this time, our loneliness is more deep into the bone marrow, and our pain is more and more delicate. We unprecedentedly missed the years of the school, we will hold a graduation and share a half-day, but we don't want to go to the alma mater, if it is accidental, see the scenery that has been familiar with, and really Strain
Chu, but we won't tear tears. When I graduated, my tears were now precious today.
Of course, we are still often online, but many times are to send time. We are likely to hit the legendary game, but rarely visit the classmates, and never want to leave on the above. We have learned self-deception, although we will hate our hypocrisy and nothing, and hate this pork dog is not as good as a lifestyle, but we are all in powerless. Sometimes we will give you a lot of excuses to explain your own behavior. Although we also know that this is nothing but there is no need.
We have begun to constantly hear the news of the old attractions, and the news that promoted. Then we accidentally think of a certain look at the school, then we can't help but latency, then we want to write something on the dust-seized diary, then we don't know, it is a little moist. .
We lie on the bed at night, but we couldn't help with the darkness of the dark, they would have someone to accompany you. Many past things will rush to us like tides. Those who have been secretly loved, but those who have fallen, they have fell in love with people, so they have a sadness, very pure sadness. Because we know. Love is actually very far from us.
We tried to make friends through a variety of ways, but every time there is a few times, we don't want to come again with them. It's not clear because they are too reality or we are too closed. We have already filled with emotions. In this many people wear a living society, it turned out that a real friend was so difficult. We also tried to date, but love is not drinking water, and finally ended in the end. It is not low if we will continue to hide a single banner to swim in the streets.
We have very much a simple relationship with the student's era, very envious of young people who can sit in the classroom, very hoping that they can read a university, but we also know how to splash, how to recover, long-lost time How can I change?
Our alcohol is getting bigger and bigger, and a beer is drinking a finger in front of you can't see two fingers. Our waist is getting more and more wide and bigger and bigger and bigger, and the increasing fat is very shackled. We climb the movements of the stairs are getting clocked, and we are more and more effort.
We went to the outside to go outside and took a look, but they were afraid to fall into the world. We are more and more feeling that Qian Zhong Shu's elderly the theory is superior. We are increasingly appreciated that people are helpless in the rivers and lakes. We are getting more and more heart, and it is suppressed.
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However, the road is still very long, no matter what, we have to live. Whether it is painful or happiness, we have to face it. After all, I can't escape. So, we still hope that tomorrow is a bright day. Moreover, our bones still believe that he will go out of the haze and out of the world.
Looking back, there is no Irons in dim light, only your dream is gently swaying in the wind.
