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In addition to a lot of movies, Chen Xiaoyu's computer, there are many articles she written by themselves.
I never look at what she wrote. My reason is that if I like her text like her admire, I can't make a man in her life.
But there is a folder to attract my gaze, the name of the folder is: zebra.
About Zebra words, Chen Xiaoyu has not mentioned for a long time. I went in. Is a word document, the name of the document is: I want to sing me to you. Next to the first MP3, I clicked MP3, wearing a headset, on the spring day of the morning, listening to the music in Chen Xiaoyan machine.
I want to sing me to you.
Take a few years now
Flower is open
Dress your years my branch
Who can replace you?
I love it by young
Dear person
The road is far away.
I sang me to you.
Give me your innocerable smile.
We should have a happy happiness of sunny time
I sang me to you.
Touching you with my most hot feelings?
Years are missing in love
Shameful red face
I am a man who won't be voyeurous with my girlfriend, because I don't think it is necessary. Chen Xiaoyu was originally transparent to me. Although she made me unpredictable, I have never thought about how unknown things through her private things. But the name of this folder is Zebra. From the first time to see it, I recognize what I put in this folder, and I have a great relationship with me.
I want to sing me to you.
This is actually a letter written to me. Very long, Chen Xiaoyu is written almost every day, and the date is accumulated. The first letter is also written when we know.
November 25 (light rain)
It's raining, do you know?
I said in QQ and people, my favorite weather is the window, down the cold rain. In the holiday, you can wrap the quilt without getting up. Listening to the rain on the roof. If the cold stakes outside, you can lit up the lamp, so that the light is very warm. You can read it, you can listen to songs.
I want to sing me to you, my youth, my years ...
A few days ago, I thought, I want to write. Every day, the accumulation is only hidden, it seems like a box, quietly puts his own mind. Every day accumulation. Until that day, until that day, you and me, you or me, I did that choice, we can no longer meet, I can't hug and warm each other, I will give you them.
They are the accumulation of my years, the precipitation of my heart. After the time gone, I didn't reason, and a person hit them up. Moreover, maybe they are also the only one, the only thing left. If you have never, I love my words.
I may only be a corner of you. This corner, you won't stay too long, don't pay too much. It's just a corner.
In martial arts novels, there is often such a fixed architecture - the mountain temple on the wilderness, in the rainy night, many people who have been trapped here, although the shabby temple can't stop the wind, but it has better rain outside the rain. . It is always good to cover the rainy place.
You and me, start, just like two rushing people, see each other's brightness, just because each other does not exclude and have a good feeling, regard each other as a mountain god temple, the original is only waiting for this rain, Then go forward, you will go to the wood bridge, and you will not go to Yangyang. Just this rain, even a few months, I'm thinking about it under the same roof, where is the rain stopping, you can give up as simple as a.
I am such a contradictory person. I am very brave, sometimes it is very timid. I am so desired to love myself, but later discover, it is hard to love yourself. I cried, I know, one day, these are just some fragments, memories are like a piece of glass, they are spreading on the way I will go, I will use it in the past, whether I am going forward, they will use it. The sharp edges broke my feet and flowed out of the red blood.
Hiding your own pain, sometimes, just a need.
......
December 20th (sunny)
Do you know? I suddenly remembered a super great title, you are dedicated!
That is Zebra. Vacacakaka. Zebra zebra!!
Page, great idea.
Do you know? I bought a bunch of lily flowers today, celebrating the changes in their lives! I haven't bought it for myself for a long time. How to say, when you immersed in the sea, I always feel very happy. I am a girl who likes flowers. What kind of flower does not particularly like, just feel that the flower is very lively life. In life, there are always a lot of beautiful things waiting for people to understand. Floral is one of them. Lily's smell is very rich. When I thought in the evening, I can immerse it in the flower in the flower, listening to the song, sleep, there is a very happy feel.
Is the life changed? I know, just don't know, you know I don't know.
I think you have a feeling of being run through. do you know? Your smile is like a sun. I have never known that I will love a person's laugh, but you, really, I am afraid that I can't stop.
......
Chen Xiaoyu. Many details mentioned in our trust, I have been a little forgotten, but December 20 is not a day that is easy to forget. Because I had a relationship with Chen Xiaoyu for the first time.
The past is like a tide, I suddenly feel a little bites. Xiaoyi naked body lying in me, her great eyes, affectionately looked at me ... I was more than 1 year, but still so clear ...
I can't wait to see many of the middle, my roller is sliding, I want to see, I want to see what I have happened to her.
The last update date is the night before. I am opening a meeting.
And Chen Xiaoying at home, with her flexible finger on the keyboard, tapped out to me, many of our emotions.
July 4th (cloudy)
Dear, you are getting busy. Dear, you have forgotten our time.
Dear, I hope, it can be, it can also be like it.
Dear, about the story of the mountain temple, I always feel that it is time.
I have always been a very self-self-esteem girl, I like to fight for my favorite things, but I don't want to fall into the beggar. In me, love should be equal. Any party, as long as there is a gesture in love, then he will lose.
But if the person lost, is it me? ? This idea has stabbed me.
Sometimes, I looked at you, I looked at you, I used my mouth to kiss on your face, I was thinking, such a gentle, what would I hurt me? ?
So I stayed, not only because of heavy rain, but because I gave me a little temperature, and you still tilted my strength.
I like that feel. I like to lying quietly in your arms, like a still river.
I like to bite you, the moment of my teeth, I feel so true existence. I like to feed you to eat ice cream, I like to suddenly turn over to you to see your face is painful.
I like to talk about myself, then you laugh again, I will praise you, I pretend to be ignored you, you pull over my body to kiss me ...
I like it, I am hugging you from behind, the naked body relies together. I just like, like ...
Life is true, then true ... I like everything, one day will gradually fade from reality. Sometimes I am thinking, as long as it is true, it is not a true existence, not illusory and poor stacking, not because of hungry, I don't want to sleep, not because I want to make love, then, enough.
But now you are getting more and more don't need me. You slowly disappear in my sight. I can't find you, you don't look for me.
Dear, know why I am not at home? Because I am afraid to wait. There is no marginal waiting in the dark. You can't always appear, I hope you can hug you, you are so tired.
Dear, you are asleep. Really, like a child. If you will always lying on me, I have been like this, how good is it.
Dear, when one day, when you see this letter, I may not be around you, can't hold you, bite your ears. You can't feed you ice cream, no longer do burnt braised meat. Are you really sad and sad?
Dear, you really, I really can't afford to smile over the years, I will give you all the happiness?
Dear, will you, will still want to hug me again, then listen to me to tell you something inexplicably, I hope I can see me crying, I am not happy. You will not, I still want to spend a night, watch the star, a little bit, the sky is light ...
Dear, you will take care of yourself. I know.
Dear, you really grow up, but after you grow up, you will no longer need me ...
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The fan of the chassis is silent in silence, how many years, I didn't flow tears. But Chen Xiaoyuan's letter, it seems that the word is crushed by the word, and my mind rang the voice of Chen Xiaoyu. She said to me: Dear, do you remember?
I remember that I remember that I remember.
Xiao Yan, why can't you tell me later.
I rushed into the bathroom and hit my body. I shrewd in cold in the cold, cold and cold, I couldn't help my heart and pain. My body, I still wrapped with another woman with another woman. After a few hours, I am here, I am in a hurry to clean myself.
Chen Xiaoyu, these three words made me suffocate, let me hurt until nowhere.
twenty one
Chen Xiaoyu stands on the door of the bathroom. Welling pink nightgown.
At this moment, I don't hang, but really naked, but my heart.
Xiao Yan ... My lips shake, saying that I can't say a complete.
She stood like this, burning, but there is a sadness that makes me heartbeat.
Chen Xiaoyu said: Dear, you go home ...
At that moment, I collapsed. My world collapsed in Chen Xiaoyu's weak but so clear words. All the doubts in my heart, I complain, tired, my self-protection partition, my selfishness, my fragile, in that moment, I totally collapsed in this madman.
Chen Xiaoyu said: Love can make a person indulge, but love can also become a kind of salvation. Chen Xiaoyu, that moment I heard the desire of my heart, eager for this woman to redeem my heart.
My chestnut lips turned around her body, she held me tightly. We seem to be close to each other with the whole body, she wants to drill into my body, and I want to surround her and digest her, let her become part of me, never separate.
The water on my body, wet the bed, wet, and wet this morning. Chen Xiaozhen grabbed me with hand, and the nails crossed on my back, and the stinging was stunned.
Do you know how you know? Do you know? Chen Xiaoyu's snoring is mixed with confusion. I took my body and kissed her mouth.
Yep?
Xiaoyan broke my lips, that moment, her face was red, but her eyes were not messy, she looked at me, biting the lips and cracked the most original pleasure brought her embarrass, she said: Do you know? How much I love you ...
Love……
Chen Xiaoyu, you have to smash me, you really want to smash me.
You tell me in such a morning, do you love me, is it to let me die in the abyss of remorse?
Every pores of my pores are crying. How much I love you in this sentence, I love you. My heart beats in pain, I breathe every mouth, I have transported pain in my blood ...
Chen Xiaoyu, I love you.
I never know that it is like a woman. Such a deep bone marrow. At that moment, I really hope that this night has never existed. So I can use a purely I love this woman, cherish this woman, to give her a happy future, and grasp our common happiness.
Chen Xiaoyu, I love you.
I never know that the original woman will make me so distressed. Let me feel bad, I don't want to do myself. At this moment, I just want to give her, more more, as long as Chen Xiaoyou said, how can I have, I can ...
Dear, do you cry?
Chen Xiaoyang snorted and stroked my face with hands.
I cried ... Men's most vulnerable moment, need, just a woman's sentence: Dear, you go home.
I bite my teeth and my brain blank. Chen Xiaoyuan closed his eyes, just like we used to send a scorpion ...
The sky is bright ... Chen Xiaoyu is watching my eyes and said that I said to me: I know that you love me is right ...
I didn't talk, just quietly see time, flowing through our body ...
