In 2004, a network song called "Ding Shuhua" touched China. The author of this song is Tang Lei. It is a network singer in Shenzhen. Migrant media will be "behind the knife, the second 'skewers' red songs".
However, you have known that behind this song, there is a story that is beautiful than the jarry flower ---
"What delicate flowers, but avoid wind and rain
Zeng Mengjie is a bitter girl. On January 26, 1984, she was born in Taishun Town, Wenzhou City, Zhejiang Province. She just left the ground, her father said. She is weak in the young body, and she has a major illness soon. The mother helped her to the uncle home far in Dazhou, Sichuan. After hospital examination, Dream is a serious pneumonia and subjected to a small life, although the rescued is small, the right lung part has been dead.
Since then, the uncle has adopted this bitter little girl. She called the uncle "Dad" and the mother "mother". Every member of this home is addicted to Dream. She has to eat many kinds of medicines every day, saying that she is "a bucket of a barrel." In this way, she was 12 years old by "a barrel".
In the summer of 1996, my brother got home in the field, I went home to see the master of my alma mater, and returned to the thunderstorm. My brother called home to get an umbrella. After Dream, I rushed into the heavy rain in the umbrella. I didn't expect this rain, and Dream is pushed to the edge of death. On the evening, she coughing without stopping, pulping a blood, pulling a cough, dizzy. The family immediately sent her to Chengdu to rescue, her right lung was removed from all walks and became a disabled person of a local road.
At that time, Dream has been in the middle of Dazhou, completely, what is going on? She also knows her own life in an accidental opportunity. Initial her desperate, sad, a while, and the life is light. She knows how long it can't live. It was originally quiet, she was carefully careful in my mom, most of the time is in the book sea.
Dream is only to the school for half a day, but the results are surprisingly, not, only for "father and mother", live up to their kind. As for the university, she said: "I am a body of life, the photodynamic examination can't pass, and I still talk about not test?" This congenital loss allowed her to stand on the balcony for a long time. Always wet.
Especially after August 5, 2002, Dream is more silent after the results of Chengdu routine examination. Her illness has already affected the heart, she knows "that day" coming, she has heard the tickness of life countdown.
Dad is going to send her to Beijing to treat, but she is resolutely disagree. "Why are you stubborn? Why is it not willing to treat disease?" "Mom" asked. "You have to force me to cure the disease, I will die!" The family did not dare to scream. In fact, everyone understands that Xiao Mengjie's hard work: She is not willing to trouble this family.
Just in the last time of Dream life, she couldn't go to school. I had to stay at home, and the time when I was difficult to look like the skyline.
My brother loves my sister, Dream is the biggest pain in his heart. Every time I go home, he does not dare to face the eyes of the sister. My sister is talented, and there is love, but there is no future - she is going to die.
He wants to give his sister, let her forget the pain and death. On September 4, 2002, my brother bought a computer with the money earned by the summer. He told his sister: "There is a colorful world in this, you go in and see it."
"How much melancholy flowers, more people feel good"
Dream is a netizen. Maybe it's a fate. She opened the browse Yinsha voice network for the first time, and came to the famous "Voice of the United States". There are a lot of recital artists and enthusiasts here, and many writers are also open here. Dreams I like to get on here, I like the feelings of the Confucian freedom.
Dream Cognition Tang Lei is purely casual. At that time, Tang Lei has graduated from Shandong Building Materials Institute, assigned to the Shenzhen Water Group. He uses spare time to engage in music creation and performance, which is a network singer in netizens. One day in October 2001, in the unintentional, he came to "Voice of the United States", just took a net name "Falling Flying Flowers" into it. It happened to, Dreaming inside, his net name immediately caused her attention. Dream thinks "Falling and Flying Flowers" is so beautiful, and the horse is admired: "Your name is very poetic! Light and easy, the meaning is super!" Tang Lei is naturally proud. He may want to test her, deliberately ask: "Why? What is the poetic expression? Where is it? What is it?"
Dream is slightly smile, and it comes: "Song people have 'snow like a plum, plum blossoms, similarity and not seems to be the word. From poetry, Snowfish, flat, read voice Clear, clear and strong, can move people, listen! From the meaning of words, this place makes people think about it, so good! "
Tang Lei suddenly stunned, and he fails to come for a long time. He naturally understands how many online "high people" is, but it has never been seen in the analysis of his fame and handle. He looked at Dream, wanted to be good, helplessly couldn't find the right words.
Dream and "speaking": "I really like this kind of love - a beautiful situation. Flying the snow, holding in the hands, waiting for a look, it is a drop of Yingying waterproof. Make people palpitations It is a hurt. "
Since then, Dream and Tang Lei have become friends who have nothing to talk.
Once, Dream and Tang Lei chatted and said his favorite flower. She said that I like cloves, but Tang Lei does not think about it. Dream telling him that it is a purple little flower, very beautiful, symbolizing love. Inspiring, Tang Lei said: "Why don't you give yourself a net name, just call the lilac."
This sentence woke up a little bit. In her life, I often have a dream. There will be a beautiful little white colt in my dreams. I have been summoning her. Xiaobai rushed all the way, from this world, and in the fortune, the last destination was a graveyard full of cloves. This makes the name of "clove" with a layer of beauty. She likes this name.
Since then, Dream has become a beautiful grievance in the online world.
The lilac became an expectation in Tang Lei's heart. He has come to "the voice of the essay" almost a time, and he will be inexplicably warm in his heart.
But he did not think that the lilac was a terminally ill, one listening to his life countdown. He still has a joke with lilac, hip hop, teased, laughing. In fact, her smile is strong, and when the pain is hard to bear, she is cold sweating on her pale, but she still hangs a hard smile. In fact, the cloves have repeatedly fainted in the computer, and they will cough with blood many times.
Tang Lei also didn't understand the cloves, clearly talking, but suddenly coughed, then inexplicably disappeared. Once, Tang Lei was very unhappy. A record company said that he signed a contract with him, but suddenly became, so that he was "黯 day". He gave the lilac to a lot of bunch, and finally asked more than a dozen "why".
The lilac has been smiling and listening to him, nothing, just gave him a small poem called "Everything": "I am grateful to hurt your people, because he has hone your attitude; grateful to you People, because he strengthens your legs; I am grateful to deceive you, because he has enhanced your wisdom; I am grateful to you, because he awakes your self-esteem; I am grateful to people, because he church This independence. Everything is grateful, learn to be grateful, I am grateful to people who grow up! "After reading this poem, it seems that it is very popular in the heart through the window, Tang Lei suddenly opened a lot. He suddenly had a thought of a woman who wanted to see this, such as "clove". He even asked her where she was? The lilac has been smiling: "I am online." Tang Lei did not have the same, and asked: "How big are you?" "How much do you think I am?" "Then you are an old woman, 80 years old."
This sentence made the cloves silent, and did not answer for a long time. She is already tears in front of the computer, she really wants to live to 80 years old, even if she is alive, she will not give her so long. The doctor asserted that she was only 20 years old.
In the later contact, Tang Lei clearly felt that this girl was not general. I often suddenly talk about it often during the call. Tang Lei is waiting for a long time, QQ has made countless, UC has also made countless, still there is no echo. And her QQ and UC have never launched, still lit up.
Tang Lei's hidden approval feels that there is a big event. After this, I had a long period of time, the clove didn't appear online, she was like a wind that disappeared.
During this period, Tang Lei's singing creation has gradually improved. In October 2003, he represents Shenzhen to participate in the national campus music pioneer original song competition, and held a concert of personal works in the Shenzhen Yuhua Music Western Restaurant, and the record company has frequently contacted him.
"The top of the grave is full of flowers, how long you are eager to" "
On January 27, 2004, the lilac suddenly sent a greeting to Tang Lei online, so I was very embarrassed to ask him where he was.
Tang Lei is currently in Beijing, record new songs in a studio.
"I want to see you."
Tang Lei felt strange, and asked her where she was.
"I am a hospital affiliated to Peking University."
Lilac in Beijing? Still in the hospital? An ominous feelings of Tang Lei's heart, and I am busy: "Are you sick?"
"You have seen me, what is clear."
Afterwards, Tang Lei knows that lilac is special to come to Beijing. Originally, she did not agree with her father, I sent her to Beijing treatment. Later, I heard that Tang Lei went to Beijing to record songs. She then obey her father's mother. In fact, go to Beijing, she just wants to see Tang Lei in the last time of life.
I met in the ward full of stunned flowers, there was no embrace, there is no relatives, and there is no shy when I first saw the old friends who have been reunited. The lilac is a touch of smile on the pale face, and the eyes are very good, the eyes are very clear. Tang Lei looked at her, a hundred feelings, there were thousands of words in his heart, but he didn't know why.
The mys of the cloves quietly told Tang Lei, and the cloves were no longer, the doctor got a notice of the disease, and the death of the gods came in these days. Looking at the laughs of the laughter, looking at the clear and transparent eyes, Tang Lei has a cone pain.
It seems to be self-speaking, the clove is comforted to Tang Lei: "I have not afraid of death. Today, it is like water. I will enter heaven, because I have your blessings, have your song." This sentence Let Tang Lei's tears are like rain.
In the few days, Tang Lei went to the hospital to see the cloves. At that time, he was planning his personal album, and he did not understand many programs. Especially the album owners have not been eyebrows, busy with focus. The cloves are very distressed Tang Lei, and they are still anxious for him. She went to the bookstore to buy a lot of books and wanted to provide some inspiration to Tang Lei's brother. One day, she found a story in a Bedian book, I was very emotion after reading, and I hurriedly called Tang Lei. She talked about this story in the book: When ancient times, there is a young book to go to Beijing, and fall in love with a store owner daughter, and the two is in charge. Unexpectedly, the owner is extremely angry, scolding her daughter to corrupt the door, the girl crying, the two people are really love, seeking the old father, but the owner is insisted. The girl is empty, when it is dead. The owner regrets, and the daughter is buried on the hillside. Soon, on the girl's grave, it was full of lush lilac trees, flowering, fragrant. Sitzer is surprised, and there is a daily water to pour the flowers, from uninterrupted, lifelong and lilac flowers.
After telling this story, the cloves tears: "Are you not worried for the main song? It is positioned in a beautiful, borrowing the flower, accompanied by a wooden guitar, showing 'melancholy, showing' dream, performance 'feeling ... In fact, it is the best. "
This sentence makes Tang Lei Xiang Xiangxiang first, right, simple and simple is the highest realm. A wooden guitar, a campus folk song, a beautiful story, how good this is! He is very excited, grabbing the cloves of the hand yelling: "I know that I am, the main song of my album is called" Dinghua Flower. "I must write it, give it it to you."
The boundless night, Tang Lei forced his calm down, his interaction between him and the cloves like a black and white film, which is clear and broken, he can't imagine a girl when "hearing the life clock countdown" What a mentality. Life is her, this should be bright and shining, but she only smiles, calmly, and even have a point if there is anything to meet the arrival. Thinking about thinking, Tang Lei's tears rolled once.
Tianming time, I am a thousand Tang Lei, I have written a beautiful "lilac flower"
You said that your favorite lilac flowers / because your name is it / how much melancholy flower / more good people / flowers are withered / how delicate flowers / but hide, but hide Ah, ah, a life / how many beautiful dreams, this is a hurry to go / leave me a lifetime
The grave is full of flowers, how long you are, you can see that there is a mountain / you still feel lonely? You listen to that someone is singing your favorite songs / how much troubles between the city / there is no need to hold / It is a beautiful flowers that are full of floral / blooms in the days.
Warm winter, in the ward, Tang Lei lightly bieces strings as a lilac, touched to flow at each other, at that moment, music has retired sadness.
"Dinghua Flower" quickly recorded successfully, and the simple and simple device grabbed the hearts of the audience. Tang Lei put this song on the network and flew up. For a time, the entire Internet was filled with cloves, "Dinghua Flower" sang China.
When this song sang, time arrived on February 14, 2004. This day, the cloves on the sick waters multiple shoves. In the middle, she heard the life clock countdown, she clearly, when tomorrow morning arrived, the fresh sun did not belong to her. Originally, she promised to let Tang Lei's brother to go to Beijing Xishan to see Dinghuahua. She said that the sound of the lilac flowers is the most spiritual song in the world. But she can't wait. On this day, she had a stupid cough, and she sprayed some blood in the sheets. She felt flustered, there is no torrential force in the whole body, and the pale face is sweating. She said a word in Tang Lei: "... I didn't have strength ... I can't hold it, forgive me ...", she closed her eyes.
There is no wind outside the window, the whole world seems to be silent. The moonlight is very desolate, and the drumming little white ruts to run around the cemetery of the flour. The lilac has said that I have to write a lyrics to Tang Lei's album. It is a song of love, but I have not yet fell in a hurry. Before entering, Tang Lei wanted to touch the beautiful face of the ice and clear jade, and I thought I would like to comb my hair. When he finally got a lilac, it was found that her eyes were still a crystal tear ...
"Lilac, my album is now going to publish," I can hear it in paradise? "