When I started from entering the school military training, I noticed her, she was very clear, and they were very quiet. At that time, I was very embarrassed. I dared to sneak her at the standing army. Every time she eyes I didn't dare to look at her when I was over. Just sneaking her and afraid of being discovered by her, the military training did not know the past. From that time, I remembered her, no matter when she appeared in my vision, I was very nervous, the big one is a new year, soon it will pass. The final exam is flat, and all of her accumulation is very good, and I also took a scholarship. She usually very little person in class, she rarely saw her in class. Later, I knew she learned from the class at 7 o'clock every night, 9 o'clock to the Olympics, from that I am going to the school at 7:30 every day, then I am looking for a classroom in a classroom. I am sitting in the corner and then look at her, then I will go to the Austrian work, but at the time. I only dare to practice it in the single rod, I don't dare to go to the runway. I will take her, I will be shy, just watching her a circle of running, when she is running, it is very unrestrained, maybe it is possible Because she will not be able to lead, she will take half an hour after running for half an hour, there is a road light next to the volleyball court. Every time I do my favorite, she is sitting quietly. , I am watching her 50 meters away, she is very charming when she is quiet. Such days have continued to have a semester. If it is not the party, I am afraid I will always look at her silently. The big two semester, our class went to party, in a hot pot shop, she didn't come, my mood was very low, I drank a lot of wine, there is a beer, and there is white wine. I often play with me. I have to drink. It's drunk, he let me help him to go to the toilet. He spit in the toilet. We got a hot pot restaurant, and we walked outside in the evening. He walked, he cried, asked him why, he intermittently told me. His story: He, he is a good friend, a girl, they often play together, the girl likes his good friend, although he also likes the girl, but he dare not say. The girl and his friend feel very good. He is very envious, in the high three summer vacation, then a friend of his friend, his friend made a breakup, the girl was very sad, he comforted the girl, accompanying girls all day, I don't know I don't feel that they are together, and suddenly, his friend is presenting and good, and the girl is not saying, and it is good. After that, his friend still smashed the girl again. The story is the case, my classmates just finished reading "Love in the end" before, and the TV series is like performing his life. He cried very sad.
Gathering me in advance, I am a little drunk, but my mind is constantly flashing, I am thinking that I have to secretly love her four years, then leave this way? I want to tell her that I like her! I met her on the way back, she went out to buy something, I took the courage to walk with her, and I walked only in a few seconds, I thought about how to show her, but when I saw her The face, so familiar, I didn't have a courage. I took all the way to all the way. In fact, she was talking. I am just grace. When I arrived in the dormitory, I finally got the courage to tell her a sentence. So I remember so clearly. "Tomorrow and you can self-study?" She stopped, considering that my nervous heartbeat stopped. She didn't talk, we walked silently, she arrived, still didn't speak, I think she must be self-study with me, she walks toward her bedroom, I really really disappointed, I blame my own Why is it so anxious, why should chat with her self-study? I am afraid that I can't talk to her. Just when she arrived at the door, she suddenly turned to me "7 o'clock tomorrow night, the blackboard of the college", when a person suddenly is extremely happy, I can't say what I am in my mood. , I fused back to the bedroom all the way, I also bought 4 packs downstairs, and I am preparing to ask a few people in the bedroom to eat. I was excited overnight that day. The big two is the best way to live in our college. Every night, I have to go to the school, I have found her, I started with myself, 9 o'clock, running on the Austrian court, then accompany her for half an hour, send her back I happened to bring her snacks to the classroom, but she has been eating after self-study, she is very serious. Also in this semester, I sent her one a gift in the past four years, a golden bag of Haichang invisible eyes and medicine, because I want to kick the football match, so I have a contact with me. Going, the package is also her choice, then I gave her, she was very happy. The nightmare started from the final exam from the big two, because of the usual self-study, the exam is also relatively good, there are several students who want to give them the exam, and the result is when the linear algebra is called. If you live, you will not only be zero, but also it is. The counselor knows that Mom and Dad know, the students know, she also knows, depressed, annoyed, decadent from this time, because the test results have nothing to do from this time. At the end of the final exam, she went to the second, linear algebra and high full points. Big Three I started to play online games, escaping, and night, smoking. Self-study, running, I started to have fear, I am afraid to see her, hide, but as long as it is other classmates talking about her, I will listen to the extraordinary, I have almost no lesson this year. Almost every day, sleep during the day, play games at night, she didn't touch me, listening to her classmates, she still goes to self-study every day, go running every day, I don't know if she is still written on the school blackboard every day. "I am 102, 324 stayed, her bedroom phone number is 324, so she will write down 324 each time. There is a semester with her Hunan fellow, and she is a trip, she did not agree.
This year, I hung four, she was a top three in the series, and she also participated in mathematical modeling and English competition, and the score is very good. It is a quasi-talented woman in the system, but she still looks so good show. Wen, and I like she is a decision of the student meeting, I think that place is simply stainted to her. The big four is a busy year for the person who is looking for work, I have never thought about it. I have never thought about it. I have to find a work unit back to a graduation certificate and have been considered by the student? So still continue to play games and my nightlife. Classmates and Mom and Dad have been accustomed to my decadent, no one can take me. She was guaranteed to Peking University, I was a graduation, and I went home after my classmates and teachers. The big four often hears her news, and she is as far as she is as far as she is as far as she is. Dad gave me two thousand dollars, leaving a sentence. "What do you do in yourself, you can only help you at home." At this time, I don't care about what. One mixed in the past four last semester has passed, and the students of the postgraduate study have not stopped in listening to the score, and the students who found the work are constantly discussing wages and future. She also returned from Beijing. She asked me in the Austrian lot. I went to see the statue of clothes to see her. She gave me a snack that she brought back from Beijing. I said that she is traveling in Beijing. It seems like I am using her for the first time. And I also told me that I have a graduate student in Peking University to take her in the north. I have a snack in Beijing. I also gave her a love letter. I can't hear it. We talked for an afternoon. In fact, she is talking, I am very small, like the first chat, she wants to go back, I will send her bedroom, say the last sentence, It is also a sentence to change my life. "If you have difficulties in the future, I will tell me, I will help you." She gone, I stayed, she looked down on me, I suddenly felt that all people were laughing at me, classmates indifferent , The teacher's contempt, my mother's disappointment is all in front of my eyes, my heart, is fascinated, I will make up my mind to start looking for work. In April, Sakura opened, the school sisters of all schools have flocked, I began to do your resume, I can't think of other people to ask me, I can only write the resume you can think of, including love online games. . In mid-April, I took only 600 pieces, a data structure and a Thinking in Java came to Shanghai. I didn't have a break at the train. I desperately looked at the hard-known procedures. I lived in the CS station team. In the bedroom of a teammate, he also told me that I can only stay in May 1, which means that I have to find a job in two weeks. At the beginning of the Shanghai, I started to fight for the resume. I put the software that I found and I saw it. I only slept for 4 hours two weeks. In addition to the resume is reading, there is no computer to give me a program. At some time, I have read it through the Thinking in Java, and I have written it once. I have to go on the May 1st, but the resume is like a stone sea, no company back to me. I can't help it. In addition to eating instant noodles every day, I bought a steamed bun in my comrades. The steamed bread is relatively large. It is easy to fill the stomach, and the bun is a noble two hair, and very small, at that time, I will come to me. It is very precious. Thank you, on April 28th, I will always remember this day, a software company of Zhangjiang Gaoke inform me to interview.
I went to the bed at 5 o'clock in the morning, wear my own notes, then I came to the subway station, 7 o'clock, there is a note on the subway, the process of interview is simpler, written test results than I think Also very good, the female manager of the Personnel Department interview, she almost asked my college life, including cheating, I didn't explain how big, because from her tone, I feel that I have been rejected, Then I went to the development department manager. He asked me a lot of Java's details, multi-thread, polymorphism, hashmap and havehtable distinction, linkList mechanism, connection pool object pool implementation, and some design patterns, I am answering comparison Great. Then in the front desk, I have been waiting for more than half an hour. I have thought about it for a century for more than half an hour. Personnel notify me to talk about the treatment and work, I will only know that the personnel department is not Big praised me, but General Li, Li Ji, said to be hired, and finally promised to give me a 3 month trial, and start working in July. It can be said that I felt that I was the happiest person in the world, and I also had a work meal with Li Manager. That is the first meal of me to eat in Shanghai. True Li Manager Look at the wrong, now I am already the most effective in his hand. Then I set another train ticket, there is still 120 yuan, please eat my meal, go to Huaihai Road to bought some walnut bakes, she likes to eat walnuts, I believe she should like to eat this, although very It took only 30 pieces cheap. After all the way bumps, I returned to the school. I first told my father and mother first, I thought they knew that his son was not a place. After I called her bedroom, I wanted to come out, tell her about this news, but her roommate told me that she went home in a week after I went to Shanghai, it is estimated that she will not come, the school procedure she Let her go back. Lost, there is no sharing, I don't feel happy. In May, I found a part-time job between my family, teaching a junior high school child to learn computer, earn some money, find students to borrow 500, make up 1000, school is so strange, I haven't found work and work around. Very good classmates are sighing that the goods like me can find such a good job, the society, ironically, in such an environment, she will not come back, and the proceding procedures can be available for me. No, maybe I have long been a person in this school. I have no time to stay. I left the school in June. Go to Shanghai, the company helped me rent a single room, helping me lose 3 months. Rates. New life begins.
