I am not born, I am old.
I am an orphan, perhaps the result of the male and female, maybe the product of male and female love and can't be responsible.
It is Zhenan to pick me home.
That year, he implemented the policy from the countryside, and saw me, a beautiful, quiet little baby girl on the garbage of the station. Many people were surrounded, he was up, the baby girl smiled.
He gave me a home and gave me a beautiful name, Tao Xiao. Later, he said, I was laughing at the beginning, I would like to get peach, and I burgically.
Zhenan's life is extremely sad. His parents are scholars who are returned, but they have not escaped the culture of cultural and humor. They are naturally unable to abandon the world. He is here for it, until 35, I will pick me up.
I called my uncle.
Childhood is not much unpleasant in my memory. Only one thing is removed.
When I was in school, there were a few naughty male students in the class, "wild species", I cried home and told Zhenye. On the second day, Zhenni is specially picking up my school and ask the few boys: Who said she is a wild? The little boys saw the tall and burly Zhenan, they didn't dare to survive. Zhenan couldn't laugh: Let me hear it again, let me hear him! Some people are 嘀, she is not your life, is a wild species. Zhenan took my hand and laughed: But I was born than my own daughter. Do not believe in which station came out to show me, who has her clothes? Whose shoes are better than her? She drinks milk to eat bread every morning, what do you eat? The children are discouraged.
Since then, no one is a wild species. After big, I think of this, I am always laughing.
My life is more orphans, I have to be lucky.
My favorite place is a study. The book of the whole house, the bright big window is the desk of Zhenan, when there is a sun, he focused on the work of the Xuanung side like a pair of paintings. I always look for a book, I found it, I'm going to be on the sofa. After a while, Zhenan will look back at me, his smile, the sun is more harmful than the sun outside the winter day. Looking tired, I will squat on his shoulder, quietly look at his drawings.
He smiled: Do you do this?
I have no mouth: I don't want, so dark, dirty is dirty.
Ah, I forgot to say that Zhenye is a construction engineer. But the wind blows the sun and not damage his appearance. He is always warm and tidy, and the style is 翩.
Intermittent, not a woman wants to enter the life of Zheuso.
When I was eight years old, I have once again, and Zhei is almost to talk to a woman. The woman is a teacher, savvy and beautiful. I don't know why I don't like her, I always feel that the laughter on her face is put on, and the philosophi is in the wild, she is smiling and gentle, not, laughing, I don't see you. I am afraid of her. There is a day I look at the picture book on the balcony, she asked me: What about your pro? I haven't seen you at once? I stayed, I hope she doesn't know what to say. She is two, and said, this child, stupid, no wonder they don't want you. I am, suddenly Zhenan is coming over, and I will take back to the room without saying anything.
I was bored in the quilt at night. Zhenan walked in, holding me, not afraid, do not cry.
Later, I won't see the woman's home.
Later, I heard the good friend of Zhekuso, Qiu Fei asked him, how is it good? Zhenan said that this woman is in mind, she married her, and she will not have a good day. Qiu Fei said that you still can't forget Ye Lan. I firmly remember this name in eight years old. After big, I know that Ye Lan is a girlfriend of the year of Zheuso. We have been with your life. Zheno has handled everything very well, including the adolescence that makes me smoothly and health.
After I was admitted to the university, I went home because of the school from home, I would go home on the weekend.
Zhenye will sometimes ask me: Is there a boyfriend? I always smiled and didn't make a sound. There are a few of the schools, but I don't like me to turn around, but I can't look pleasing: A briefing is a high-tech, no choice of three streams; the class B is good, but the appearance is true; The pauses are good, the temperament is like a husband ...
I am very small to talk to male students. In my eyes, they are all kinds of well-tights, and they are too late to show the best side before people, too traces, and lose their stability.
On the 20th birthday, the gift of Zhenan sent my gift was a ruby ring. This sporadic jewelry, Zhenan has already begun to help me, his statement is: the girl is big, there is a few things like something decoration. After eating, he accompanied me to the mall, I like something, buy it immediately.
After returning school, I am sensitive I found that the students like to talk about me. I don't want to be in my heart. Because of your own life, it has been used to people to discuss. Until there is a good female classmate privately put me privately: they say that you have a lot of boyfriend than you? I am inexplicable: Who said? She said: It is said that several people have seen it, you will go shopping with him, you are very hot! It is no wonder that you can't see these poor kids. It turned out to be a good brother! I think about it, and my face is slowly red, and I will laugh at a while: they misunderstand.
I didn't explain. Sitting quietly, reading the book, the face is over a long time.
Going home on the weekend, as usual cleaning. Zhenan's room was very clean, and one of the sweaters he often took on the bed. That is a piece of rice brown, a collar, and when I bought it, I originally looked at the gray chicken, I picked this. At that time, Zhenan smiled and said, good, just, it seems that Xiao Yu is too old, I want to dress up with younger.
I slowly stacked the clothes and smiled and thought about some fragmented trivia.
The next time I found that Zhenan's mental state is very good, walking into the gentleness, occasionally heard some songs, and a little bit like a university when I was admitted. I am wondering.
On Friday, I will pick up the philosophical call, I want to go home early, go out and have dinner with him.
He shaved his clothes. I am suspicious: someone helps you introduce your girlfriend? Zhenan smiled: I have an old man, and I still talk about what girlfriend is your uncle, there is another year of the old friend. I will call her Ye Ayi.
I know that it must be Ye Lan.
On the road, Zheye, told me that the previous time passed Qiu Fei. He and Ye Lan were in the past, her husband died a few years ago, this time, I feel that it is OK, if there is no accident, they are ready to get married.
I don't care, gradually feel that the foot is cold, and slowly spread.
When I arrived at the restaurant, I was very objective to gather Ye Lan: slightly fat, but not bloated, the eyebrows still have a few young charms, compared to women with age, she is undoubtedly. But with the English Zhenan standing together, she looks much old.
She is very good to me, very kind, a pair of love houses and u. When I arrived at Philostee, I asked me: How do you think Ye Ayi? I said: You have planned to get married, I certainly said it.
I slept in the morning.
I will sick it back to school. A fever, supported, only the head is light, finally planted in the classroom.
Woke up, I am lying in the hospital, sitting on the hanging bottle, Zhenan sitting next to reading.
I am tired: Where is this? Zhenan is nervous to touch my head: finally wake up, viral cold to pneumonia, your child is always accident. I laugh: Is it sick, be careful?
In addition to working, Zhen Ye is in the hospital. Every time I woke up from the sleep, I immediately searched him, I have to see it right away. I heard him and Ye Lancong phone: I am sick, I have no time these days, wait for her, I will contact you. I am bleak, if I am ill, I can keep him every day, then I am doing long illness.
I lived in a week of hospital. Zhenan put a sofa in my house, lying on the evening, I am slightly moving, he will climb up.
When I remembered a little bit, my little bed was placed in the room of Zhekzo, I have to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night, I have grop it, but Zheno will always hear, help me open the light, say : Careful. I have been in elementary school, I slept myself.
Ye Lan bought a big flowers and fruit to visit me. I am politely thank her. Her dishes are very delicious, but I can't eat. I went back and went back to the room early.
I am dreaming. Dreaming of Zhenan and Ye Lan finally got married, they were very young, Ye Lan wore white yarn is very beautiful, and I am actually derived by such a big boy. Zhenan happy smile, but it is not looking at me. I will clearly smell the lily fragrance of the bride's bouquet ... I am sitting up, wake up. Half, lying back, close eyes closed.
In the dark, I heard Zheye came in, and then the small light on the bed. He sighs: What dreams do you dream? Cry so powerful. I am sleeping, but my tears are like leaking the faucet, and I dripped to my ear. The warm finger of Zheuso once again went to tears again, but I can't stop.
This disease is lingering for ten days. Waiting for it, I and Zhenan have a large circle. He said: Still go home, so many people in the school, the air is not good.
He opened the motorcycle every day.
The face sticker, my heart is always suddenly sudden.
After Ye Lan has never been there. After a long time, I did believe that Ye Lan was the same as the female teacher.
I have graduated, I have a job.
I am happy, quietly, no side, only I and Zhenan. Since I can't say anything, it is also good to maintain the status quo.
But God refused to give me such a long time.
Zhenye is stunned on the site. Doctor diagnosis is the late liver cancer. I am in a hurry, but I still know that I am very calm ask: How many days? The doctor said: One year, perhaps a longer.
I will pick home with Zheusoma. He did not bed bed, I went to work during the day, please take care of it, noon and evening, take care of him yourself.
Zhenan said with a smile: Look, let me drag, I should go out with my boyfriend.
I also laugh: boyfriend? That is not only a thousand hills.
I have eaten dinner every day, and I went out of Zheuso. I am holding his arm. In addition to being thin than the past, he is still tall Junyi, in the eyes of the outside, this is not a day, only me, see the cruel real in the beautiful appearance. I am awake and sad, I clearly see me and the last day of Zhei will disappear every day. Zhenye is very calm and living. Reading, design drawings. The hourly worker said that he has a lot of time in the study every day.
I am more and more likes to study. After a meal, you always have a cup of tea, sitting in Zheno, sitting on chess, playing a game. Then help Zhei wild to organize his information. He stipulates that there is a stack of things. I'm curious. Finally, he didn't peek at once a day.
That is a thick large number of books.
"The two meniscus have been taken to pick up her, and they are swaying, and I want to hold me."
"The birthday of death, I wish you a wish to say that you will always be young. I am open, Xiao Yu, she is really a soliological flower that I am lonely."
"Today, I will go to the university to report, she is a good job, I am surprising that she has already growing into a beautiful girl, and I have a long life. I hope her life is not like me."
"Qiu Fei told me that Ye Lan's current situation, but met, it was not as imagined. She was a lot, although the elegance of the young did not change. She did not cover up the remaining feelings."
"夭 肺 炎. Not to call my name, wake up, but only tears for me. I was shocked. I didn't expect to have a big impact on her to marry Ye Lan."
"When you go to school, I feel that the back is cool, take off the clothes, I found that it is wet, and this child."
"Doctor announced that my life will remain in the year. I am afraid, but I am a big thing. After I die, how to make her healthy and happy life, it is the question of my primary consideration."
......
I held a diary, and the tears were fell. It turns out that he is known, he is known.
In a few days, the stacked book was gone. I know that Zhenye has been processed. He doesn't want me to know that he knows my mind, but he doesn't know that I already know.
Zhenye is the second year of spring. After the end, he held my hand and said: I originally wanted to make you hand to a good boy in his hand, seeing him to help you with a ring, it is too late.
I smile. He forgot, my ring, I bought it when I was twenty.
There is a letter in the desk drawer, short a few words: 夭, I have went, I can miss me, but don't always look at me, you can live with peace, is the biggest comfort to me. uncle.
I didn't cry in the dark.
I woke up in the middle of the night, I still seem to hear him: I am careful.
When I finished the debris in the study, I found a dusty clay in the corner of the cabinet. It's very fun, I took it out, washed, stay, there is no decoration above, only four points:
Junsheng, I am not born,
I am old.
Hate is not born,
Day and Jun.
At this time, my tears, talented is unscrupulous.
