I still remember last year, I always record on the 9CBS blog, and there are other articles and linkers in addition to some of the most emotional history. I haven't written blog for more than half a year. I don't know if my feelings are lazy. Today is April 11, 2005, and MM's understanding has been almost a year. I suddenly felt what's going on yesterday, because I have sent a text message before the night, saying "I don't feel sorry, I can meet you, I will meet you." I feel very good, "I am busy replying to the text message saying Me Too, and then talking to it in the evening, but I haven't waited for a reply, which is generally impossible, I think her mobile phone is not electricity. Yesterday, 8:30, I went to the playground to find a button on her clothes, I didn't see it in half a day, I came back to call her, but I was turned back after 9 o'clock, and I still shut down. Ten o'clock, I played a mobile phone, but I did a few words, I didn't feel right, and my speech was a bit cold ice. At this time, I would like to know the real situation and let her bring my hard drive at noon. At 2:20 pm, I got to get her, seeing her is still indifferent, I feel that there is really a problem. In the dormitory, check the hard drive first, did not find anything wrong, I talented her, asked her, what happened, she said nothing. I asked whether it was because the computer had a problem in the whole day, the work pressure was large, and there was anything in the family. It got the answer was negative. Later I thought is because Xiao Deng, I asked her, or what the monkey and the old yellow are said, and the result is still negative.
At 6:00 in the afternoon, we have a monkey, Huang go to eat, she seems to have a little spirit, and I have been completely different from before, I don't say it, I feel a little nervous at the dinner table, then busy teasing her, I I am afraid that she sees the classmates as if we are quarreling, the last thing is not willing. At about 7:00, we finished the downstairs. I said that I am going to take a walk with MM, but she said to go home, and alone in front. I was a little angry at the time, I don't know why she is today? I will pull my face and make people feel very uncomfortable.
I want to go, I don't want to solve, I personally, I feel better and better to her. She said that she had a cold at night. I went to the Fujiang Bridge on Friday. Sixth, she was in the school, and she suddenly had that performance on Sunday. I feel that I haven't been so good for a long time, but I am still wondering that I suddenly be very good for her in the past few days, I can't stand it, it should be. So the problem is in her, is there a boys who are pursuing her, because I feel that this kind of lovely little girl is easy to make the boys have a good feeling, is it because I care is not enough, I want to find a different friend chat. Talk, but she is not like this kind of person.
I am ready to send her to the door with a bicycle. She doesn't let, then I have to take her away. There is nothing to say on the road. She asked her more, but she said that she didn't think she was in my mind. I said that I didn't change anything. Since I am in love with her, I feel that we feel more and better, she is sure Not because of this. I started to be a bit anxious, is she in the child, if she will not care for a few days, I will feel that things may not be simple. If this is complaining, I don't speak, I feel missing. Communication, long this, will definitely produce cracks and separation. At that time, I suddenly had a kind of feeling that my body is so close, and my heart is like a bit far away.
